Suddenly Hyrst began to understand, not all and not clearly, something of what had happened to him. The obscuring mists began to lift from the borders of his mind.
“What is the truth,” he asked in that inner quiet, “about us?”
You’ve spent fifty years in the Valley of the Shadow. You’re changed, Hyrst. You’re not quite human any more. No one is, who goes through the freeze. But they don’t know that.
“Then you too—”
Yes. And I too changed. And that is why our minds can speak, even though I am on Mars and you are on its moon. But they must not know that. So don’t argue, don’t show emotion!
The warden was waiting. Hyrst said aloud to him, slowly. “I have no statement to make.”
The warden did not seem surprised. He went on, “According to your papers here you also denied knowing the location of the Titanite for which MacDonald was presumably murdered. Do you still deny that?”
Hyrst was honestly surprised. “But surely, by now—”
The warden shrugged. “According to this data, it never came to light.”
“I never knew,” said Hyrst, “where it was.”
“Well,” said the warden, “I’ve asked the question and that’s as far as my responsibility goes. But there’s a visitor who has permission to see you.”
He and the doctor went out. Hyrst watched them go. He thought, So I’m not quite human. Not quite human any more. Does that make me more, or less, than a man?
Both, said the secret voice. Their minds are still closed to you. Only our minds—we who have changed too—are open.
“Who are you?” asked Hyrst.
My name is Shearing. Now listen. When you are released, they’ll bring you down here to Mars. I’ll be waiting for you. I’ll help you.
“Why? What do you care about me, or a murder fifty years old?”
I’ll tell you why later, said the whisper of Shearing. But you must follow my guidance. There’s danger for you, Hyrst, from the moment you’re released! There are those who have been waiting for you.
“Danger? But—”
The door opened, and Hyrst’s visitor came in. He was a man something over sixty but the deep lines in his face made him look older. His face was gray and drawn and twitching, but it became perfectly rigid and white when he came to the foot of the bed and looked at Hyrst. There was rage in his eyes, a rage so old and weary that it brought tears to them.
“You should have stayed dead,” he said to Hyrst. “Why couldn’t they let you stay dead?”
Hyrst was shocked and startled. “Who are you? And why—”
The other man was not even listening. His eyelids had closed, and when they opened again they looked on naked agony. “It isn’t right,” he said. “A murderer should die, and stay dead. Not come back.”
“I didn’t murder MacDonald,” Hyrst said, with the beginnings of anger. “And I don’t know why you—”
He stopped. The white, aging face, the tear-filled, furious eyes, he did not quite know what there was about them but it was there, like an old remembered face peeping up through a blur of water for a moment, and then withdrawing again.
After a moment, Hyrst said hoarsely, “What’s your name?”
“You wouldn’t know it,” said the other. “I changed it, long ago.”
Hyrst felt a cold, and it seemed that he could not breathe. He said, “But you were only eleven—”
He could not go on. There was a terrible silence between them. He must break it, he could not let it go on. He must speak. But all he could say was to whisper, “I’m not a murderer. You must believe it. I’m going to prove it—”
“You murdered MacDonald. And you murdered my mother. I watched her age and die, spending every penny, spending every drop of her blood and ours, to get you back again. I pretended for fifty years that I too believed you were innocent, when all the time I knew.”
Hyrst said, “I’m innocent.” He tried to say a name, too, but he could not speak the word.
“No. You’re lying, as you lied then. We found out. Mother hired detectives, experts. Over and over, for decades—and always they found the same thing. Landers and Saul could not possibly have killed MacDonald, and you were the only other human being there. Proof? I can show you barrels of it. And all of it proof that my father was a murderer.”
He leaned a little toward Hyrst, and the tears ran down his lined, careworn face. He said, “All right, you’ve come back. Alive, still young. But I’m warning you. If you try again to get that Titanite, if you shame us all again after all this time, if you even come near us, I’ll kill you.”
He went out. Hyrst sat, looking after him, and he thought that no man before him had ever felt what tore him now.
Inside his mind came Shearing’s whisper, with a totally unexpected note of compassion. But some of us have, Hyrst. Welcome to the brotherhood. Welcome to the Legion of Lazarus.
CHAPTER II
Mars roared and glittered tonight. And how was a man to stand the faces and lights and sounds, when he had come back from the silence of eternity?
Hyrst walked through the flaring streets of Syrtis City with slow and dragging steps. It was like being back on Earth. For this city was not really part of the old dead planet, of the dark barrens that rolled away beneath the night. This was the place of the rocket-men, the miners, the schemers, the workers, who had come from another, younger world. Their bars and entertainment houses flung a sunlike brilliance. Their ships, lifting majestically skyward from the distant spaceport, wrote their flaming sign on the sky. Only here and there moved one of the hooded, robed humanoids who had once owned this world.
The next corner, said the whisper in Hyrst’s mind. Turn there. No, not toward the spaceport. The other way.
Hyrst thought suddenly, “Shearing.”
Yes?
“I am being followed.”
His physical ears heard nothing but the voices and music. His physical eyes saw only the street crowd. Yet he knew. He knew it by a picture that kept coming into his mind, of a blurred shape moving always behind him.
Of course you’re being followed, came Shearing’s thought. I told you they’ve been waiting for you. This is the corner. Turn.
Hyrst turned. It was a darker street, running away from the lights through black warehouses and on the labyrinthine monolithic houses of the humanoids.
Now look back, Shearing commanded. No, not with your eyes! With your mind. Learn to use your talents.
Hyrst tried. The blurred image in his mind came clearer, and clearer still, and it was a young man with a vicious mouth and flat uncaring eyes. Hyrst shivered. “Who is he?”
He works for the men who have been waiting for you, Hyrst. Bring him this way.
“This—way?”
Look ahead. With your mind. Can’t you learn?
Stung to sudden anger, Hyrst flung out a mental probe with a power he hadn’t known he possessed. In a place of total darkness between two warehouses ahead, he saw a tall man lounging at his ease. Shearing laughed.
Yes, it’s me. Just walk past me. Don’t hurry.
Hyrst glanced backward, mentally at the man following him through the shadows. He was closer now, and quite silent. His face was tight and secret. Hyrst thought, How do I know this Shearing isn’t in it with him, taking me into a place where they can both get at me—
He went past the two warehouses and he did not turn his head but his mind saw Shearing waiting in the darkness. Then there was a soft, shapeless sound, and he turned and saw Shearing bending over a huddled form.
“That was unkind of you,” said Shearing, speaking aloud but not loudly.
Hyrst, still shaking, said, “But not exactly strange. I’ve never seen you before. And I still don’t know what this is all about.”
Shearing smiled, as he knelt beside the prone, unmoving body. Even here in the shadows, Hyrst could see him with these new eyes of the mind. Shearing was a big man. His hair was grizzled along the sides of his head, and his
eyes were dark and very keen. He reached out one hand and turned the head of the prone young man, and they looked at the lax, loose face.
“He’s not dead?” said Hyrst.
“Of course not. But it will be a while before he wakes.”
“But who is he?”
Shearing stood up. “I never saw him before. But I know who he’s working for.”
Hyrst flung a sudden question at Shearing, and almost without thinking he followed it to surprise the answer in Shearing’s mind. The question was, Who are you working for? And the answer was a woman, a tall and handsome woman with angry eyes, standing against a drift of stars. There was a ship, all lonely on a dark plain, and she was pointing to it, and somehow Hyrst knew that it was vitally important to her, and to Shearing, and perhaps even to himself. But before he could do more than register this fleeting vision on his own consciousness, Shearing’s mind slammed shut with exactly the same violent effect as a door slammed in his face. He reeled back, throwing up his arms in a futile but instinctive gesture, and Shearing said angrily,
“You’re getting too good. I’ll give you a social hint—it’s customary to knock before you enter.”
Hyrst said, still holding the pieces of his head together, “All right—sorry. So who is she?”
“She’s one of us. She wants what we want.”
“I want only to find out who murdered MacDonald!”
“You want more than that, Hyrst, though you don’t know it yet. But MacDonald’s murderer is part of what we’re after.”
He took Hyrst’s arm. “We don’t have long. Thanks to my guidance, you slipped them all except this one. But they’ll be hounding after our trail very quickly.”
They went on along the shadowed street. The glare of the lights died back behind them, and they moved in darkness with only the keen stars to watch them, and the cold, gritty wind blowing in from the barrens, and the dark doorways of the mastaba-like monolithic houses of the humanoids staring at them like sightless eyes. Hyrst looked up at the bright, tiny moon that crept amid the stars, and a deep shaking took him as he thought of men lying up there in the deathly sleep, of himself lying there year after year.…
“In here,” said Shearing. It was one of the frigid, musty tombs that the humanoids called home. It was dark and there was nothing in it at all. “We can’t risk a light. We don’t need it, anyway.”
They sat down. Hyrst said desperately, “Listen, I want to know some things. Exactly what are we doing here?”
Shearing answered deliberately, “We are hiding from those who want you, and we are waiting for a chance to go to our friends.”
“Our friends? Your friends, maybe. That woman—I don’t know her, and—”
“Now you listen, Hyrst. I’ll tell you this much about us now. We’re Lazarites, like you, with the same powers as you. But all Lazarites are not on our side.”
Hyrst thought about that. “Then those others who are hunting us—”
“There are Lazarites among them, too. Not many, but a few. You don’t know us, you don’t know them. Do you want to leave me and go back out and let them have you?”
Hyrst remembered the adder-like face of the young man who had come after him through the shadows. After a long moment he said, “Well. But what are you after?”
“The thing that MacDonald was killed for, fifty years ago.”
Hyrst said, “The Titanite? They said it hadn’t ever been found. But how it could have remained hidden so long—”
“I want you,” Shearing said, “to tell me all about how MacDonald died. Everything you can remember.”
Hyrst asked eagerly, “You think we can find out who killed him? After all this time? God, if we could—my son—”
“Quiet, Hyrst. Go ahead and tell me. Not in words. Just remember what happened, and I’ll get it.”
Yet, by sheer lifetime habit, Hyrst could not remember without first putting it into words in his own mind, as they two sat in the cold, whispering darkness.
“There were four of us out there on Titan, you must already know that. And only four—”
Four men. And one was named MacDonald, an engineer, a secretive, selfish and enormously greedy man. MacDonald was the man who found a fortune, and kept it secret, and died.
Landers was one. A lean, brown, lively man, an excellent physicist with a friendly manner and no obvious ambitions.
Saul was one, and he was big and blond and quiet, a good drinking companion, a good geologist, a lover of good music. If he had any darker passions, he kept them hidden.
Hyrst was the fourth man, and the only one of the four still living.…
He remembered now. He saw the black and bitter crags of Titan stark against the glory of the Rings, and he saw two figures moving across a plain of methane snow, their helmets gleaming in the Saturn-light. Behind them in the plain were the flat, half-buried concrete structures of the little refinery, and all around them were the spidery roads where the big half-tracs dragged their loads of uranium ore from the enchaining mountains.
The two men were quarrelling.
“You’re angry,” MacDonald was saying, “because it was I who found it.”
“Listen,” Hyrst said. “We’re sick, all three of us, of hearing you brag about it.”
“I’ll bet you are,” said MacDonald smugly. “The first find of a Titanite pocket for years. The rarest, costliest stuff in the System. If you know the way they’ve been bidding to buy it from me—”
“I do know,” Hyrst said. “You’ve done nothing for weeks but give forth mysterious hints—”
“And you don’t like that,” MacDonald said. “Of course you don’t! It’s no part of our refinery deal, it’s mine, I’ve got it and it’s hidden where nobody can find it till I sell it. Naturally, you don’t like that.”
“All right,” said Hyrst. “So the Titanite find is all yours. You’re still a partner in the refinery, remember. And you’ve still got an obligation to the rest of us, so you can damn well get in and do your job.”
“Don’t worry. I’ve always done my job.”
“More or less,” said Hyrst. “For your information, I’ve seen better engineers in grade-school. There’s Number Three hoist. It’s been busted for a week. Now let’s get in there and fix it.”
The two figures in Hyrst’s memory toiled on, out of the area of roads to the edge of the landing field, where the ships come to take away the refined uranium. Number Three hoist rose in a stiff, ugly column from the ground. It was supposed to fetch the uranium up from the underground storage bins and load it into a specially-built hot-tank ship in position at the dock. But Number Three had balked and refused to perform its task. In this completely automated plant, men were only important when something went wrong. Now something was wrong, and it was up to MacDonald, the mechanical engineer, and Hyrst, the electronics man, to set it right.
Hyrst opened the hatch, and they climbed the metal stairs to the upper chamber. Number Three’s brain was here, its scanners, its tabulating and recording apparatus, its signal system. A red light pulsated on a panel, alone in a string of white ones.
“Trouble’s in the hoist-mechanism,” said Hyrst. “That’s your department.” He smiled and sat down on a metal bench in the center of the room, with his back to the stair. “D Level.”
MacDonald grumbled, and went to a skeletal cage built over a round segment of the floor. Various tools were clipped to the ribs of the cage. MacDonald pulled an extra rayproof protectall over his vac-suit and stepped inside the cage, pressing a button. The cage dropped, into a circular shaft that paralleled the hoist right down to the feeder mechanism.
Hyrst waited. Inside his helmet he could hear MacDonald breathing and grumbling as he worked away, repairing a break in the belt. He did not hear anything else. Then something happened, so swiftly that he had never had any memory of it, and some time later he came to and looked for MacDonald. The cage was way down at the bottom of the shaft and MacDonald was in it, with a very massive pedestal
-block on top of him. The block had been unbolted from the floor and dragged to the edge of the shaft, and it could not possibly have been an accident that it tumbled in, between the wide-apart ribs of the cage.
And that’s how MacDonald died, Hyrst thought—and so I died. They said I forced the secret of his Titanite find out of him, and then killed him.
Shearing asked swiftly, “MacDonald never gave you any hint of where he’d hidden the Titanite?”
“No,” said Hyrst. He paused, and then said, “It’s the Titanite you’re after?”
Shearing answered carefully. “In a way, yes. But we didn’t kill MacDonald for it. Those who did kill him are the men who are after you now. They’re afraid you might lead us to the stuff.”
Hyrst swore, shaking with sudden anger. “Damn it, I won’t be treated like a child. Not by you, by anyone. I want—”
“You want the men who killed MacDonald,” said Shearing. “I know. I remember what was in your mind when you met your son.”
A weakness took Hyrst and he leaned his forehead against the cold stone wall.
“I’m sorry,” said Shearing. “But we want what you want—and more. So much more that you can’t dream it. You must trust us.”
“Us? That woman?”
Once again in Shearing’s mind Hyrst saw the woman with her head against the stars, and the ship looming darkly. He saw the woman much more clearly, and she was like a fire, burning with anger, burning with a single-minded, dedicated purpose. She was beautiful, and frightening.
“She, and others,” said Shearing. “Listen. We must go soon. We’re to be picked up, secretly. Will you trust us—or would you rather trust yourself to those who are hunting you?”
Hyrst was silent. Shearing said, “Well?”
“I’ll go with you,” said Hyrst.
They went out into the cold darkness, and Hyrst heard Shearing say in his mind, “I wouldn’t try to run—”
But it wasn’t Shearing speaking in his mind now, it was a third man.
“I wouldn’t try to run—”
Frantically startled, Hyrst threw out his mental vision and saw the men who stood around them in the darkness, four men, three of them holding the wicked little weapons called bee-guns in their hands. The fourth man came closer, a dark slender man with a face like a fox, high-boned, narrow-eyed, smiling. It came to Hyrst that the three with weapons were only ordinary men, and that it was this fourth man whose mind had spoken.
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