“Hippy’s fine,” Piranha said.
But Terry said nothing.
Kendra’s imagination raced to piece together her uneasy feeling and the behavior that didn’t make sense, even from Hippy. Her heartbeat quickened.
Then she saw Terry smile at her in the mirror. “We’re all shook up from last night, even Hippy. Right, boy?” he said, and dangled his hand for the dog.
Hipshot’s tail wagged weakly, and he trotted to Terry’s side to lick his hand. But his tail’s wagging slowed. Hippy licked Terry’s hand only once. Then he whined and backed away, his tail diving between his legs. He sat beside Kendra instead.
“See what I mean?” Kendra said.
Terry didn’t answer.
Kendra’s fear solidified into absolute knowledge: Hipshot was infected, and Terry and Piranha knew it. They were waiting him out, and they were hiding it from her because they knew how much she loved the dog. I didn’t know dogs could get infected, she thought, dismayed. She bit her lip to stave off tears she didn’t want to explain to the strangers riding with them.
She coaxed Hippy to jump on the seat beside her and wrapped her arm around his neck, burying her face in his fur. Was it still safe to be so close to him? Yes, he was already changing—she could feel it in his stoicism, the way he wouldn’t rest against her, his oddly racing heart. He whimpered, glancing again toward Terry, not behaving like himself at all. Would he try to bite her?
When Hippy tried to pull away, she let him go. Tail between his legs, he slunk to the rear of the bus and lay down with his sad-eyed stare again. Poor Hippy.
The human mind gives us so many corridors where we can hide from what we don’t want to see, her parents used to say, trying to explain her nightmares.
Kendra would soon wonder how she could have been so blind.
Maybe it was the thermos of black coffee he’d been sipping from all day even though it tasted like motor oil. Maybe it was the responsibility of the steering wheel and a busload of passengers, including Kendra, who were relying on him. Maybe he was just damn stubborn, like his mother had always said—but Terry didn’t feel sleepy all day. For minutes at a time, chatting over his shoulder with Kendra or trying to make Piranha smile with a joke, he forgot he was supposed to be afraid. His shoulder throbbed steadily, but Extra-Strength Tylenol mostly put a stop to that. Sometimes he sang along to the round of silly songs Deirdre had started with Jason in the back.
Memories came to Terry more vividly than usual—his mind wandered to long-ago conversations with Lisa and his mother, and he remembered his attack on his stepfather so vividly that he bit his bottom lip until it almost bled—but other than that, he didn’t feel any different. He certainly didn’t feel sick.
So maybe …
Terry tried not to think about the maybes, but he couldn’t help himself. Maybe the run of good luck meant they would make it to Long Beach without having to clear the road or fire a shot. And despite Hipshot’s obvious confusion around him, at least the dog wasn’t barking or growling—so maybe he wasn’t infected like the others. Maybe something about the way he’d been bitten, or the location of the bite, would slow the freak juice down … or stop its progress altogether. He was sure there must be someone out there who had survived a freak bite without turning … right? Why not him?
Terry’s illusions died as soon as the sky began to dim with dusk. A cloud of steam rose from the hood of the Blue Beauty like an omen. The heating gauge was all the way on H, and he hadn’t noticed! He never would have missed the temperature creeping up his last time behind the wheel; the infection was affecting his alertness.
“We have to stop the bus,” he said, and Myles came bounding up from the rear to check the control panel.
“How long’s she been running hot?” Myles sounded alarmed.
“I’m not sure,” Terry said. Piranha and Ursalina were staring holes in him, but he didn’t look their way. “Maybe a few minutes.”
“Well, pull over before we kill the engine. We gotta pop that hood.”
The singing stopped, and the group fell into an empty, resigned silence. They had all known something would go wrong on the trip, and now they knew when. Everyone reached for their guns. In the rear, Hipshot let out his first bark, pacing in an anxious circle.
“Hippy never barks unless there’s freaks around,” Sonia warned, gazing out of her window. The back of Terry’s neck flared hot with Piranha’s stare.
“Maybe,” Kendra said in a dull voice. “Maybe not. He’s been weird all day.”
Kendra knew something was wrong, but she wasn’t sure what. Terry hadn’t lied to her—Hippy was acting weird, he’d agreed—but his secret made his stomach squirm.
Trees and open land stretched as far as they could see under the graying skies, without a cabin or farmhouse in sight where a nest of freaks or pirates might be hiding. Both freaks and pirates favored populated areas for hunting grounds. And the embankment would partially conceal the Beauty from passersby on the two-lane road that was as much dirt as asphalt. Passersby seemed unlikely. Their path was still a distance from well-traveled Interstate 5. Myles’s intelligence had advised them that the road would be clear south of Bakersfield, but not before. The 101 and coastal areas farther east would have meant doubling back after they avoided San Francisco, and the coastal road was considered more unstable anyway.
The Beauty cast the final vote in the debate about whether to stop for the night. Although the sun still peeked faintly over the edge of the sky, Terry could tell that it would have been hazardous to try to keep driving on the rough road at night.
Damn. Would he last until dawn? And then again tomorrow?
The Twins and Jackie pulled up alongside the bus on their bikes when Terry popped the hood. As soon as the cool air outside hit his skin, Terry nearly rocked on his heels from sudden fatigue. He righted himself quickly, but not before Piranha noticed.
“I’m good,” Terry said, forcing liveliness into his voice. Piranha’s staring eyes weren’t convinced.
While the others took sentry positions or crowded around the hood to watch Myles at work, Piranha and Terry drifted toward the woods as if they were on a patrol. Kendra watched them, clearly wanting to come along, but stayed behind with Hipshot.
“You look beat,” Piranha said.
“Coffee’s cold, but the caffeine still works,” Terry said.
Piranha held out his palm, offering him two white pills. “You’ll need more than caffeine tonight,” he said. Terry swallowed the pills dry without asking what they were. Briefly, he wondered if he should accept any pills from Piranha, but he flushed his doubts away. “Hippy’s figuring it out.”
Terry sighed. “I know.” Losing the dog’s friendship hurt. Terry had taken a chance on coaxing Hippy to his side earlier that day, but he wouldn’t dare try it now. He and Hipshot were keeping their distance from each other.
“Listen …” Piranha said. “You need to tell Kendra. Soon. Tonight. The sooner the better. They all deserve to know, with night coming.”
“I’m awake,” Terry said. In that moment, it felt like the truth. The sky was vivid and crisp. The woods smelled damp and alive. He might never have been more awake, savoring every moment.
“What happened with the bus?” Piranha said. “Were you watching the gauge?”
Terry stared at the dry soil at his feet. “I don’t know. It took me by surprise. Myles did a decent job fixing the bus, but I’m still the best to handle that clutch.”
“Bull,” Piranha said. “I’m driving tomorrow.”
“P, I need—”
“You think I care?” Piranha said between gritted teeth. “Listen to yourself. What you need? That day is gone, man. You blink too long, and we could all be dead.”
Terry’s spirit sank, as if he were waking in a bad dream. Terry wanted to tell Piranha that he needed to drive the bus to have a reason to stay awake, to stay alive. But Piranha was right: the delay made it too risky.
Why hadn’t he watche
d that heat gauge? Was there something he could have done sooner to avoid stopping?
“Radiator’s clogged!” Myles called, sounding thrilled. “Not sure why yet, but I was afraid it was the cooling fan. I’ll get it cleared out, but rodding the radiator will take time. I have to clean it and rebuild it.”
“But you can do it tonight?” Terry said. “With the parts you have?”
“Oh yeah. Take a while, but I can do it.”
A mechanic was a miracle. But not enough.
“Guess we’re camping here,” Dean said from above. He’d already taken a post in a branch of one of the fir trees with binoculars, staring out over the forest.
“I cooked last time,” Sonia said.
It was as if they’d never left the road. Or Camp Round Meadow. But the voices were far away, as if Terry was already floating above them.
“I’ll cook,” Kendra said.
“No fires,” Ursalina said. “Just MREs. And no loud noises. We don’t want company.” Even without knowing, Ursalina was easing herself into the leadership role. Terry could imagine her whipping Piranha into line after …
Just … after.
By dark, they’d all eaten and Deirdre, Rianne, and Jason were sleeping on the bus. Myles worked under the Beauty’s hood with a pen flashlight he held clamped in his teeth. The Twins were guarding the camp, and Piranha was guarding Terry, practically following him step for step. Waiting for Terry’s lead.
“What’s with him?” Kendra said, irritated, glancing at Piranha as he lurked nearby while Kendra and Terry dug holes for toilets and trash a few yards behind the bus. The holes were concealed behind a juniper bush, a nod to privacy.
Toilet detail wasn’t what Terry had imagined when he thought about how and when he would tell Kendra what had happened to him. But then again, most of his life was beyond his imagination now. This was as close as they would ever get to alone.
A low growl floated from behind them. Hipshot. Hippy was under the bus, watching them as keenly as Piranha.
Tears came to Kendra’s eyes. “He’s infected, isn’t he?” she whispered.
“No.” Terry jammed his foot against the shovel to pitch away a mound of hard soil. “Dogs don’t get it.”
“Are you sure? All day, he’s been—”
Terry tossed his shovel aside and sat on an exposed tree root big enough to share. “Come here a second,” he said. “I have to talk to you.”
For a moment, Kendra stared down at him, as still as a tree trunk herself. Terry had replayed his bite in the tunnel from a hundred angles, and he was sure Kendra must have seen what had happened, or at least suspected. Yet she had never asked.
“About what?” she said, her voice thin and angry.
“About the tunnel.”
“I’m trying to forget that tunnel.” But she sat behind him. Her tiny frame was shaking. Hipshot growled again, slowly crawling forward to protect her.
“It’s okay, Hippy,” she said, and the growling stopped.
Terry couldn’t think of words to soften it, so he didn’t. “He bit me, Kendra.”
“Hipshot?”
Terry’s tongue was a mound of sandpaper. “A tunnel freak bit me.” He had to clear his throat to go on. “The runner. When I fell, he bit my shoulder. I couldn’t get him off me in time.”
“What?” Kendra leaned closer, as if she hadn’t heard.
He had to repeat it twice more before anything like recognition dawned in her face. Even then, she said, “So why aren’t you infected?”
Terry didn’t answer. He only stared, waiting for her to allow the knowledge in.
Kendra’s face went slack, nearly lifeless. “Why aren’t you infected, Terry?”
“I am,” he whispered. “I feel it. I just have to stay awake as long as I can.”
Kendra jumped to her feet, emitting such a wounded wail that both Hipshot and Piranha ran to investigate. Hipshot lunged at Terry, but Piranha pulled him back by the collar before he was close enough to nip at him. Hipshot’s bark was full of heartbreaking rage and fear. Ursalina joined Piranha to keep him from getting free.
“Put him on the bus!” Terry said. “Just give us a minute.”
Kendra stared at Terry, moon-eyed, as if he were an inanimate object suddenly able to walk and speak. She was shaking so much that she looked unsteady on her feet.
Terry tried to put a comforting hand on her shoulder, but she pulled away. Her eyes said: Why didn’t you tell me?
Terry swallowed hard. “This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. Piranha figured it out. I wanted to tell you, but …”
Kendra pressed her palms to her ears like a small child. With another cry, she turned and ran toward the woods.
“Don’t let her go far!” Piranha said, still struggling with Hipshot.
“I’ll get her,” Terry said.
The sleepers on the bus were awake now, peering out the window to understand the fuss. “What’s going on?” Terry heard Sonia say, and Piranha explained it to her in a low, fatherly voice. Rounds of shock followed Terry as he ran for Kendra.
For a perverse moment, Kendra was running away from Terry as he chased her in the woods, exactly the way she might after he turned. I won’t let that happen, he vowed.
“Kendra … stop!” he said, keeping his voice low. He followed the pale flash of her shirt, wishing he had a flashlight. She was running fast.
Then Kendra let out a surprised grunt, and dried pine needles rustled. She had tripped. “Are you okay?” Terry said, breathless. This time, she sank against him when he grabbed her, shivering with sobs.
“It can’t be true,” she said. “It’s not. You’re wrong.”
“I felt the bite,” Terry said. “I’ve seen it. Look at how Hipshot’s acting. I’m not sleepy yet, but … it’s true, Kendra. If I let my guard down …”
Kendra seemed to sob in his arms for hours, but it probably wasn’t more than a minute, maybe two, before flashlight beams swept the woods and Piranha and Ursalina found them, trailed by the Twins. A horrifying realization swept Terry: he’d smelled them coming before he saw their faces. Each of them had a distinct scent, vivid. He could smell their fear, like acid in the air.
Ursalina’s rifle was raised. Even Piranha had his hand close to his gun, ready to draw.
“Stop it!” Kendra said. “He’s just Terry.”
“Terry … you good?” Piranha said.
“Still here,” Terry said.
Slowly, Ursalina lowered her rifle. “Let’s get back to the bus,” she said.
She walked several paces behind them, as if Terry were a prisoner. The walk felt twice as long as it was. Terry kept one arm wrapped around Kendra, helping to steady her as she walked. Every few steps, she seemed to lose her balance, leaning on him.
While Hipshot still barked from inside the bus, the others waited in a semicircle, huddled close as they watched the party approach. Their eyes on him made Terry tired. Sonia’s face glistened with tears as she stared at him, arms folded angrily.
“Sorry I didn’t tell you all before,” Terry told the others, since they were waiting for him to speak. “You deserved to know. I just wanted to see you get to that plane, that’s all. I know I can’t go to Devil’s Wake.”
Patiently, he answered their questions about how he was feeling while they stared at one another, uncertain. Then a sad, brooding silence followed, except for the barking.
“What happens now?” Myles said soberly, sticking close to his family.
Ursalina spoke up for the first time. “What happens now? Tick tock. That’s all he’s got. We leave him.”
The uncertain silence lasted too long. Kendra wrapped herself closer to him. “No way,” she said. “That’s not going to happen.”
For the first time, Ursalina met Terry’s eyes as if he were still human. “We’ll give you a six-pack and a gun. Walk until you get somewhere you can sit and think things over.”
“No,” Dean said finally, making up his mind. “If he
wants to come to the plane, why not? It won’t be that far.”
“I’ll stay awake tonight,” Terry said.
“That’s only a few million people’s last words,” Ursalina said.
“I won’t be sleeping, so I’ll keep watch,” Terry said. “Me and Piranha.” Piranha nodded, agreeing. They bumped fists.
“And me,” Kendra said quietly.
“Me too,” Sonia said. “It’s not like any of us could sleep now.”
“Don’t worry, I can sleep,” Darius said. He might not have been joking, but everyone laughed like they needed laughter to breathe.
Everyone except Ursalina. “I know Terry’s our friend, but it’s Council time. We vote. Who thinks we should let him come?”
In the end, no one voted to leave Terry, not even Corporal Cortez.
Terry was so moved, he couldn’t say another word.
Thirty-seven
Christmas Day
Ursalina had promised them a long night, but it wasn’t nearly long enough. Their vigil to keep Terry awake and give Myles time to fix the Beauty seemed over as soon as Kendra blinked. After a few stories and thin laughter at nervous jokes, sunlight crept across the eastern mountains.
Myles helped Kendra update Devil’s Wake with his battery-operated shortwave, and their window of arrival was clear. The operator identified an abandoned road near the airport where he could land and take off with ease. If they didn’t make any more stops, he said, they would arrive in plenty of time.
“Anyone asking about us?” Kendra asked, trying to sound casual.
“Stella’s asking plenty,” he said. “We got a call from Threadville, but I didn’t like the tone of voice … so I figgered you were none of their business.”
If he was telling the truth, Wales probably suspected where they were going, but would someone tail them so far if they didn’t know for sure?
It was as close to an all-clear as they could have hoped for, but Kendra felt only dread as she and Terry prepared to board the bus for what she knew would be their last time together. They would all make it to Devil’s Wake except Terry, and it wasn’t fair. Meeting a great-aunt she barely knew couldn’t begin to compensate for losing him.
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