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by Sarah Mason




  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  chapter one

  chapter two

  chapter three

  chapter four

  chapter five

  chapter six

  chapter seven

  chapter eight

  chapter nine

  chapter ten

  chapter eleven

  chapter twelve

  chapter thirteen

  chapter fourteen

  chapter fifteen

  chapter sixteen

  chapter seventeen

  chapter eighteen

  chapter nineteen

  chapter twenty

  chapter twenty-one

  chapter twenty-two

  chapter twenty-three

  chapter twenty-four

  chapter twenty-five

  chapter twenty-six

  chapter twenty-seven

  chapter twenty-eight

  chapter twenty-nine

  chapter thirty

  chapter thirty-one

  About the Author

  Copyright Page

  For my husband and

  my parents, with love.

  Acknowledgments

  You’ve been thoroughly amazing. I could tell you how much and in what ways but I’ve only got a page.

  Enormous thanks to my agent, Dinah; you’ve been wonderful in every way possible.

  I am indebted to my editor, Tara, not only for her continual support and enthusiasm but also her complete acceptance of excuses such as “the dog ate that chapter” and “I wasn’t feeling particularly creative that day . . .”

  Thanks also to everyone at Time Warner Books for making me feel entirely at home and not having sense of humor failures when they clearly should have done.

  I am grateful to my parents, for when they weren’t being an unending source of material for me they were liberally pouring alcohol down my throat. Most supportive.

  Thanks to all my friends for absolutely nothing—you were all completely useless. But it was nice to have you there anyway.

  Lastly my very grateful thanks to everyone at Lansdown police station who put up with my persistent questioning when they obviously had much better things to do. Thank you.

  one

  “Hello, Casualty Department?”

  “Hello? Is that Casualty?” Now, please don’t think I’m being stupid, I know the woman said Casualty. But I am double-checking. To be sure. If you were in my predicament then you would check too.

  “Yes, this is Casualty, how can I help you?”

  “I have a problem.”

  “What sort of problem?”

  “I have a condom. Stuck.”

  “Stuck where?” she asks politely.

  I glare at the phone. Now who is being stupid? “In my, er . . . my, er . . .” I frantically search for the appropriate medical term, “. . . whatsit.”

  “Vagina?” she asks.

  I cringe at the blatant use of the word. “Yup. That.”

  “Please hold,” she says briskly.

  Please hold? PLEASE HOLD?! That’s the bloody problem, HOLDING. Holding doesn’t seem to be the issue, letting go does.

  Actually, maybe I ought to explain something here. I don’t have a condom stuck. Anywhere. Absolutely not. No way. I would know if I had.

  So why am I on the phone to Casualty? Well, it is sort of true. It’s just not me. It’s Lizzie, my best friend, who is sitting on the sofa opposite me, crying into my kitchen roll.

  “I’m holding!” I say brightly over the top of the mouthpiece. I think about telling her she ought to try and relax a little and the condom might just slip out but wisely decide against it. You would have thought that at the grand old age of twenty-five we’d have grown out of these sort of dramas and moved on to the bridesmaids’-shoes-don’t-match-the-dresses ones instead. Don’t misunderstand me, I don’t mind, I was just expecting something different. At least it’s an excuse to eat Jaffa Cakes at nine in the morning (me) and quaff medicinal brandies (Lizzie).

  Lizzie was utterly distraught when she turned up on my doorstep this morning. I thought something absolutely awful had happened, but obviously this isn’t so great and probably won’t be up there on her “Special Days” list. Poor Ben, my boyfriend extraordinaire, was shoved out so quickly he was still carrying the spoon he was trying to eat his cereal with.

  I won’t go into gory details because presumably you can guess what’s happened. Lizzie’s boyfriend of six months, Alastair, has in the meantime sodded off to work, pleading an important meeting, leaving little old moi to sort it out. I didn’t have the heart to make her telephone Casualty herself and then I really couldn’t be bothered with the whole “my friend has” stuff when they always presume it’s you with the problem anyway.

  Lizzie and I have been best friends since the age of thirteen and grew up together down in Cornwall. Two friends couldn’t come from more contrasting backgrounds. With Lizzie’s family it’s all doilies and the best dinner service. Nothing like my Bohemian family, where not one plate matches the other and all the dogs eat off them anyway. We love each other’s families, probably for the differences. I used to revel in the coziness of her household. She similarly loved the chaos of my home—we would sit on the stairs, eating apples and watching them all (I have three brothers and a sister to boot) charging about in the midst of some drama or other. I would tut and raise my eyes heavenwards, but she would be sitting forward slightly, avidly watching the proceedings, simply soaking up the atmosphere.

  It would be much easier if the condom thing really was my problem and not Lizzie’s because I am very comfortable in a crisis situation. I mean, how many families do you know who have the number of the local hospital on the speed-dial of their telephone? It is in there at number six, after Auntie Pegs and before my father’s first wife, Katherine. She and my father are still on speaking terms. Katherine and my mother are downright pally and I send her Christmas cards for goodness’ sake! I have had this pointed out to me as peculiar.

  The lady from Casualty comes back on to the phone. I sincerely hope she has been talking to a sage, condom-removing professional and has not instead rushed through to the staffroom shouting, “Come and listen to this! I’ve got a right one here!”

  “Hello?” she says.

  “Hello!” I answer in a bright, I’ve-got-a-johnny-stuck-and-I’m-OK-with-that kind of way.

  “I’ve been to talk to one of the nurses . . .”

  “Yeeesss . . . ?” I say encouragingly, unwittingly imitating her rather annoying habit of traversing an octave in one sentence.

  “She says you should come straight down to Casualty and they will remove it for you.”

  “Thank you so much. I’ll do just that.” I hang up gratefully. At least they weren’t going to talk me through a DIY removal course. I was wondering how Lizzie and I were going to deal with that.

  Lizzie stares at me questioningly. “We’ve got to go down there, Liz,” I say in answer.

  She buries her face in her hands and breaks out in a fresh bout of weeping. I pat her back rather ineffectually for a while, then say, “Lizzie, are you all right? Don’t you want to go?”

  OK, OK, stupid question to ask, but we have to start somewhere and we don’t look like we’re moving toward Casualty.

  “I . . . I . . . I might meet someone.” Her shoulders heave with the effort of getting the words out.

  “At-ta girl, Liz! That’s the attitude! There’s nothing like a new boyfriend to get you over the last!” I leap up and grab my bag; Lizzie stops crying and starts glaring at me. I sit back down.

  “Oh, as in someone you know. Sorry.” I bite the inside of my cheek to stifle a giggle and try
to study my shoes.

  “If my mother finds out, she will never forgive me.”

  I look back up. “How would she find out? She lives in Cornwall, for heaven’s sake!”

  “What if someone sees or overhears us, and it gets back to her?”

  “Like who?”

  Lizzie just gives me a long, hard look. I sigh. “Oh.” We went to school in Cornwall with a girl called Teresa, who now also lives here in Bristol and unfortunately makes a great show of doing volunteer work down at the hospital. She pretends to be terribly Christian and has an awful lot of those little fish symbols everywhere, but in actual fact she is one of the most horrible people I have ever met. When Lizzie and I were at school, Teresa’s sole aim in life was to land us in as much hot water as possible, an ambition which used to be regularly met. If anyone could take this particular little incident back to Lizzie’s mother it would be Teresa the Holy Cow, and my how she would feast on it.

  “I’ll register for you in my name. My parents probably wouldn’t get to hear about it.” Not that they’d care if they did. My mother would doubtless mishear anyway and think it quite an achievement to have London stuck up me, and if my siblings found out they would wink and say “Nice one” as they passed me in the hallway. My father? My father wouldn’t look up from the newspaper.

  “Will Alastair tell your work that you’ve had to go to the hospital if you don’t turn up?”

  Lizzie works with Alastair. In fact, he’s sort of her boss. She nods miserably.

  “Do you mind if we pop into the paper en route? It is on the way and I ought to tell them where I am. We could be hours in Casualty.”

  “You won’t tell them why, will you?”

  “Lizzie, I may work as a reporter but discretion is my middle name.”

  I escort Lizzie out of my flat, carefully holding her elbow. She is walking gingerly and looking a little bow-legged. She couldn’t catch a pig in a corridor, as they say. We stop suddenly.

  “Off. We. Go!” I cry, urging her in the general direction of the hospital just in case she has got cold feet again. I look across to find her glaring at me.

  “What?” I ask.

  “I am not ill, an OAP or pregnant! Please let go of my arm!” Narky or what? I drop her arm and we start off once more on our snail’s journey toward the car. Now and again we both look over our shoulders in the vain hope that the condom may have dislodged itself and is lying on the pavement. No such luck. Never mind! I quite enjoy trips down to Casualty. It’s the drama queen in me.

  Lizzie has a tricky time getting into my car, but then everyone does because it is quite tricky to get into. There are only two ways to get in and out of an MG Midget sports car—the elegant way or my way. The elegant way is how you see the film stars do it on TV when they arrive at the Oscars. To get in, put your bum inside first and then swivel legs round. Similarly, to exit, swivel legs out, bum last. My way is to get everything but bum in first, leave bum out in the cold for a bit while struggling with other appendages, and then bum can come in. To get out, I simply fall onto the pavement.

  I call my car Tristan. I know it’s unbelievably naff to give inanimate objects names and I don’t normally, but he has so much character and such delicate sensibilities that I feel depersonalizing him might be an additional hex on his already rather volatile nature.

  I try praying to Allah this time that Tristan won’t let me down (God wasn’t feeling terribly benevolent on the last occasion). I hold my breath as the starter motor chugs over and exhale as he suddenly growls into life. Relaxing completely is out of the question however, because Tristan can stop at any point for absolutely no reason. I have spent many a happy evening on the hard shoulder of the motorway en route to Cornwall, waiting for the RAC to turn up. Because I am a lone female, I am a priority call for the police to sit with. I know all the boys on that particular beat quite well now and they all cheat appallingly at gin rummy. I think I would be quite sorry not to see them if (a) Tristan ever starts to behave or (b) I replace him with a reliable Volvo called Brian.

  Lizzie reads the rabid gleam in my eye correctly and straps herself in. She plants a foot firmly on either side of the passenger well and hangs on. I rise gleefully to the challenge of an “emergency” situation and at last have the excuse to stretch my wings and drive in a manner akin to The Dukes of Hazzard. We bounce over speed bumps, go the wrong way around roundabouts and have a distinct tendency to maneuver, signal, mirror.

  Ten minutes and several road-rage incidents later, I pull up at the paper’s offices with a screech and, saying to Lizzie that I won’t be a sec, skip through the front doors of the Bristol Gazette. I fight my way through the jungle of triffid-like plants to the lifts and give a cheery wave to one of the security guards (who I think are also there for aesthetic purposes only as I have never seen them do anything of a security-minded nature).

  The lift doors open on to the third floor where the features department is based and I take a swift left toward our editor’s office. I knock and am answered by a bellowing, “COME!”

  Joseph Heesman is in his habitual position as I walk through the door. He has his feet up on the desk (stereotype of an editor but nonetheless true), he is talking on the phone and smoking what looks like his tenth cigarette of the day. His loud tie is lop-sided and obviously trying to make a run for it as it is teamed with a rather bright turquoise shirt. It’s so bright that it’s a question of whether the tie or I can make it to the door first. He is a giant of a man and you don’t argue with him. Ever. His joviality can flash into a tempest with simply the phrase, “But I thought . . .”

  He replaces the receiver. “Holly, will this take long? We have a few problems today.”

  “A friend of mine needs to go to the hospital for, er . . . for, er . . . some reason and I really have to go with her.”

  He takes the cigarette out of his mouth and balances it precariously across the top of a coffee mug. He narrows his eyes suspiciously as he exhales a long stream of smoke.

  “What’s wrong with her?”

  “Wrong with her?”

  “Yes, wrong with her.”

  “Wrong with her?”

  “Holly! Stop sounding like a demented parrot and tell me what’s wrong with her. Presumably she is going to the hospital because something is wrong with her?”

  “Of course something is wrong with her,” I say in a strained voice, uncomfortably aware of the absolute whiffiness of the situation. I wish I had spent my time in the lift a little more constructively and actually thought this through.

  “This isn’t you we’re talking about, is it? Is there really ‘a friend’?”

  See? Nobody ever buys the friend stuff. “Yes, there is! It’s Lizzie and she’s waiting in the car!” I say indignantly.

  “Well, what’s wrong with her then?”

  “It’s, er, women’s stuff,” I say shiftily. That just about covers it.

  Luckily the mere mention of gynecological problems gets Joe to dramatically shift into reverse gear. He wearily waves me away as though fighting a losing battle. “Try not to be long,” he says resignedly.

  “Thanks, Joe!”

  I make to walk out, but just as I get my hand on the door handle he stops me with a question.

  “Did you say you were going to the hospital?”

  I blink nervously. Is he trying to catch me out or something? “The hospital. Yes.”

  He frantically starts shuffling through a pile of papers in front of him. “There’s a story you could cover while you’re down there.”

  “What is it?” I ask with interest, coming back toward his desk.

  “A suspect in a fraud case tried to make a run for it and ended up in a car accident. The police are down there now waiting for him to be treated.”

  “Shouldn’t Pete go?” Smug Pete is the paper’s crime correspondent and therefore this is his beat.

  “Pete’s out on another story.”

  “OK then!” I say eagerly. Crime correspondent i
s hardly a coveted job as our relationship with the police is far from ideal, but such is the lowliness of my position on the features team, by virtue of my age, that I rarely get to cover anything of interest. I grab a notebook and the brief and make a run for Tristan and Lizzie before Joe changes his mind. Anything makes a welcome change from what I’m working on at the moment.

  “Got to cover a story,” I gasp to Lizzie a few minutes later as I shove all my limbs into the car at once.

  “Eh?”

  “A story at the hospital. Joe wants me to look into it while we’re there.” I reach for my seat belt and simultaneously turn on the ignition.

  “Holly! You’re supposed to be there with me!”

  “I will be with you. It’s just one itty-bitty story I have to do.”

  We set off again at breakneck speed and race around the streets. We arrive far too soon at our destination and spy a parking space which I manage to beat a BMW to. Resisting the urge to execute a handbrake turn into it, I enthusiastically parallel park (I am mustard at parallel parking).

  “Gosh!” I exclaim breathlessly, “that was fun, wasn’t it?”

  “You should have just shaken me upside down by my ankles and had done with it,” Lizzie mutters mutinously.

  “I needed to get you here quickly, Lizzie! You might die of toxic shock syndrome or something!” I cheerfully release my bones from their seat belt sling.

  “As opposed to dying of just plain old shock, I suppose,” she snaps, heaving herself out of the car.

  I stroll into the building and up to the front desk with Lizzie limping frantically behind me. We get into the queue behind a small boy and his mother. The small boy rather disturbingly seems to have swallowed a plastic dinosaur. Apparently it is his third this week. A stegosaurus, followed by a raptor and now finally a tyrannosaurus. Lizzie and I wait while the lady behind the desk painstakingly writes all this down.

  Lizzie looks anxiously about for spies in the form of would-be do-gooders called Teresa and I have a good stare around the Casualty ward while the spelling of “tyrannosaurus” goes on. It hasn’t changed much since my previous visits. I’ve been to Casualty a couple of times. Last time it was because I’d hit myself in the face with a tennis racket and needed six stitches in my eyebrow (which was very fortuitous on the scarring front). My wound, which positively gushed with blood, meant I went to the front of the Casualty queue.

 

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