by Sadie Black
My drink tastes like spring sunshine on my tongue, warm and slightly floral, and it goes down a little too easily. “Well, it’s a beautiful place. It would be a shame if you only used it as a place to flop at night when work is busy.”
“I would spend a lot more time here if I had the right person to share it with,” his voice deepens, making his rich baritone like velvet. He plucks the empty glass from my hand and places it on the table alongside his. My body rushes with blood in anticipation of his next move. My breathing grows shallow as he turns into me, sweeping me closer with his brawny arms and gently opens my lips with his kiss. As our tongues dance upon each other, my nipples turn to hard pebbles aching to be explored by his mouth. I arch my back, pushing myself into him, my body begging him to reward me with his touch.
“I want you, Kendra,” he murmurs in my ear, sending a buzz through my nerves straight down to my toes.
“I want you too,” I confess.
He quickly scoops me up, as if he’s picking up a pillow, and carries me like a bride being taken over the threshold down the hall. My heart pounds in my chest wildly as he steps into his bedroom, and he lays me down on his ornate, four-poster bed. He looks at me differently, wilder and more focused, and my skin sears under his locked eyes. I gasp when I notice his bulging erection fighting against the fabric of his jeans.
He climbs onto the bed and kisses me, rougher than before, tugging my lip between his teeth and running them over the edge. Matthew lightly bites down, sending a shiver through me, and tugs my lip into his mouth releasing it only to nibble and kiss down the front of my neck to my blouse. He pauses for a second, and I arch my back up inviting him with my breasts. Quickly, he unbuttons my shirt, leaving it draped from my shoulders as he uses only his tongue now to mark a path down to the edge of my baby blue bra. Matthew’s broad hand wraps around my back, unhooking the strap in one quick movement and then pulls me into him as he devours my breasts in kisses. I cry out at the unexpected pleasure his soft tongue sends through my body, my entire body aches for him. He twirls my hard nipple in his tongue, sucking on it lightly and then nibbles tiny bites around the outside, driving my body crazy with the alternating pain and pleasure.
I tug on his shirt feebly, trying to pull it toward his shoulders or to get him to take it off. He smiles up at me. “There’s no rush, Kendra. I want to enjoy every part of you… slowly.” He makes his way over to my other breast under deliberate control as my body screams with desire. He gives each breast, each nipple, each and every inch of them, equal and undivided attention until I think I might explode if he doesn’t take me soon.
Sensing my impatience, he smiles against my brown sugar skin. “We’re going to have to work on your control.” I’m not sure what that means, and I stop trying to figure it out as he kisses down my stomach to the edge of my pants. He flicks open the button and tugs them over my hips and down my legs, dropping them to the floor. I lean up on my elbows and take my shirt and bra the rest of the way off, so I’m lying in front of him, shamelessly wearing nothing my blue lace panties. I start squirming a little as he stares between my legs like a starving wolf watching a caribou.
He leans over me, teasing me with his breath, and pushes his tongue deep into the fabric of my panties, pushing the sticky lace into my juicy dent. I moan at the overwhelming buzz his brief touch gives my clit and try to pull my panties off, but he grabs my hands tight. “In good time, Kendra.” I groan, dear god I’ve waited longer than any girl I know! I think I’ve waited long enough. As if he’s trying to make his point, he nips and nibbles the inside of my knee in a light path up toward my sex until he’s hovering back over it. Then he continues his journey back down my inner thigh on my other leg, making me use all of my restraint to not scream at the top of my lungs in desperation.
Matthew kisses his way back up the tender skin of my inner thigh. I grit my teeth as he breathes humidity over my mound knowing that he’s testing me. Satisfied with my compliance to his control, he finally rewards me by pulling my underwear off to my knees and buries his tongue into my slick fold.
My hips instinctively grind up to meet his mouth, chasing his tongue for more pleasure, but he denies me until I settle back down. Grabbing my hips firmly, he pulls me up to meet his tongue, slowly licking the entire length of my slit like he’s drinking in my sweet nectar. I bite my fingers to stifle my groans and shudder with the intense pleasure building up inside my belly, threatening to spill over with just the slightest bit of attention. When his tongue finally rests on my clit, I almost cum. The sensation is too much for my sensitive body, making me cry out louder than my fingers can muffle. His tongue dances over, and my body writhes as my orgasm trembles through me, making me snap my head backward into the pillow as my back arches as if I’m being jolted with electricity.
He’s smiling at me, his head resting on my quivering thigh while I try to compose myself. I didn’t even realize how loud I must have screamed until now, my throat is so raw it hurts to swallow. He kisses my thigh, then my belly, my collarbone, and he’s lying back beside me. I frantically try to rip the buttons open on his shirt with my weak, shaking hands, longing for more of him. So much more. He easily clasps my hands together in only one of his and cups my chin with the other, looking me straight in the eyes. “Don’t do anything you’re unsure of Kendra.” His rich voice washes over me, calming my nerves and slowing my breathing back down to a normal pace.
“I’m not unsure, I want this. I want you,” I whisper. He releases my hands, and I fumble with the buttons on his shirt until I manage to get the first few undone. He pulls it off and tosses it with my crumpled clothes on the floor. As he unbuttons his pants, slowly tugging down the zipper, I gulp. He slides the jeans down easily, and since he isn’t wearing anything underneath them, his thick cock springs up immediately. I’m mesmerized. I’ve never seen a naked man in person before. I’m nervous about all the stories I’ve heard from my friends over the years about how this is going to feel. He climbs between my legs, centering his cock at my entrance and under extreme control he pushes the mushroom shaped head of his dick inside my lips. As my fold eases open around him, the scent of my juices and his sweat mingle around us, I breathe in the intoxicating perfume deep into my lungs as he pushes his meaty cock inside me. My pussy welcomes his steel shaft. He slides into me a few inches like a hot knife through butter, but then my body rebels, resisting his entry as splinter of pain embedded deep in my core.
“Oh my god Kendra, you’re so tight,” he murmurs, his eyes never leaving the place where my pussy meets his thick rod. Pushing into me slowly, I can feel my pussy making room for him, hugging his dick like a sleeve as the pain becomes less intense, dissolving into a mild burning sensation. With one final shove, he buries every last inch inside me making me full inside.
He slides back in and out, this time the pain has subsided. Instead, a hum of bliss is vibrating through my core. His cock smoothly pushes into me this time, and my nervousness floats away. I start to rock my hips back and forth as Matthew grabs my hips and heaves himself into me bottoming out.
“You feel so good,” I moan, swaying my hips against him.
“Oh Kendra, you have no idea.” He thrusts his hips into me wildly as he pulls down on my shoulders, making me squeal with surprise at the force.
Clinging onto my shoulders, he pulls me up and leans back on his haunches so I’m on top of him. He looks over my body slowly, like he’s studying a painting, as I grab his carved shoulders and slowly ride up and down his thick cock. I always thought being intimate with a man would make me feel shy, but the way he’s looking at me makes me feel like the only woman in the world he could ever want. I throw my head back, pushing my breasts toward him and start really sliding up and down as quickly as my toned thighs can push me. He closes his eyes and groans, his lips pulled tight and his body stiffens under me, but I keep my rhythm steady.
Digging his fingers into my hips, holding them perfectly still, he pushes his thick cock into me a
s deep as it will go and pumps in short little bursts. His legs are vibrating as a shudder overtakes him, and he fills my pussy with his warm cum. He pushes into me hard, still holding me in place, as his seed spreads inside me. The sensation drives me wild, and an unexpected orgasm tears through me, making me clench my pussy tightly around his cock, milking every last drop of him.
He releases my hips, tumbling forward onto the bed beside me. I’m completely spent. He pulls me into his arms, the warmth of his body covering me like a blanket and for the first time I realize that I’m in love with him.
Chapter 6: The Betrayal
Dear god, I’m gonna burst if I don’t talk to Brianna soon! I’ve been sitting through lectures at Columbia all day that I could barely hear because I can’t stop replaying last night in my head. I never realized that life could feel so sweet as if everything makes sense, and I’m on my way. Even things like waiting for the bus feel exciting and fun today. The world just feels like a better place to be living in today than it has for the past twenty-six years.
I know that Brianna is working tonight, so I’m taking the bus to the diner to hit her up before her shift gets started. I’m going to tell her everything. She’s going to die when she hears about my night with Matthew. I’m so happy I gave him a second chance after our first disastrous date, he said that he could be a gentleman, and he proved it, and proved it, and proved it! My face is actually sore today from smiling so much at my little secret.
I walk into the restaurant but don’t see Brianna anywhere. Of course, when I want her to give me some privacy she’s like two feet away, but now she’s nowhere to be seen. I go into the kitchen, taking a quick look around and see her backpack by the back door. She’s here! Good. Relief floods through me, I can’t go another second holding all this in. I’m going to wait for her at a table out front.
Heading back into the dining area, I see that Brianna is sitting at one of the booths with her back to me. My mouth physically drops wide open when I see that Matthew is sitting cuddled up right beside her, and she’s holding his large hand in between both of hers, deep in conversation with him. I keep walking up behind them, quietly, hoping that there is some reasonable and logical explanation for what I’m witnessing. My mind is spinning in its tracks trying to come up with something, anything, to make this better.
“Matt, you gotta make this right with Kendra.” Brianna is looking at his face so hard she doesn’t even see how close I’ve gotten to them. I stop dead in my tracks. They’re talking about me? What is this about? “You can’t leave her in the dark, Matt, it isn’t fair. You have to tell her the truth about this.”
What. The. Fuck.
“I know you’re right, of course you are.” He smiles weakly. He’s looking at her in a way that I’ve never seen him look at me. He looks so vulnerable, so open. My heart twists in my ribcage, but I can’t stop watching this train wreck. “I just never thought I could fall in love like this.”
“Awww.” Brianna squeezes his hand and looks at the table.
“I never wanted things to get away from me like this. I just hope she can forgive me, you know? I hope she’ll understand.” He continues, staring at her earnestly.
I’m going to throw up. How is this even happening?
“Look, I know it’s gonna be hard, but you have to tell her ok? I can’t predict how she’ll take it, she’ll probably be really upset at first, but I know she’ll come around. She’s my best friend still, so you can’t expect me to keep this from her.”
“Just give me some time. I need to tell her when the time is right, ok? I can’t just spring it on her out of the blue,” he pleads.
“If you don’t let her know soon, I will,” Brianna answers flatly, staring him in the eyes. I’ve heard enough!
I storm up to their table. “Don’t worry, I already know!”
“Kendra! What are you doing?” Matthew’s head snaps toward me and his eyes widen.
“What am I doing? I can’t believe the nerve of you! I gave myself to you, Matthew. That meant something to me! Now you’re hooking up with my best fucking friend?” I’m yelling, I know I am, but I can’t calm myself.
“Kendra, no! It’s not like that!” Brianna pleads, throwing her hands that were just locked around Matthew’s up in the air like a dirty convict being taken down at gunpoint.
“Shut-up, Brianna! I have eyes. I can’t believe you’d sit there and lie to me like that. I just saw you two. I just heard you. You know what, you fucking deserve each other.” The tears I’ve been desperately holding back spill down my cheeks. I turn and run toward the exit as fast as I can manage.
“Kendra! Wait! Fuck!” I hear Matthew yell.
I can hear Brianna yelling for me to come back as I run across the parking lot to a parked cab and jump inside like I’m fleeing the scene of a crime. In a way, I am.
“2nd and 104th now, please!” I yell at the startled driver, crying into my hands as soon as he pulls away from the curb. My phone starts ringing, I check the id. It’s Matthew. I hit ‘Ignore’. The texts start buzzing through, filling up my inbox. From Brianna. Matthew. Brianna. Brianna. Fuck this and fuck them! I shut off my phone and throw it in my bag. I never should’ve trusted him! How stupid could I be? Never let a fool kiss you, or a kiss fool you. Fresh tears stream down my quivering chin.
I’m so sorry mama. I did both.
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“You want to hang onto your own conclusions. Even if they make you miserable. Maybe because they do…”
Kendra Cole is on the cusp of having everything. After working tirelessly for the past six years, she is on the verge of graduating with her Masters in Business and embarking on an exciting career. That is, if she doesn't let her recent whirlwind romance with billionaire bad-boy, Matthew Blackwell, push her off her well-planned course.
After a misunderstanding involving Matthew and Kendra's best friend, she starts to understand how her relentless need for control is a double edged sword. While it has served her well in her pursuit of academic and professional perfection, it seems to push everyone she cares about away.
When Kendra learns more about Matthew's complex family history, she is faced with a devastating decision.
Will Kendra be willing to let go of control if it means understanding the depths of Matthew's dark past? Or will she give up on his complicated life and walk away forever?
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“Maybe you won’t ever get hurt again, but guess what? You’ll never be happy again either.”
The moment Kendra has been dreaming of for years has finally arrived. Why then, does it feel so empty? In only a few days, Kendra will be graduating at the top of her class with her masters in hand. Despite Marjorie's temporary set-back, she's managed to find a marketing job in the city, and she's finally going to be able to leave her minimum wage diner job behind. Her drive and tireless dedication have paid off! Yet, she's never felt more confused and alone.
After delving deeper into Matthew's past, Kendra learns that things are not always what they first appear. Now that the final puzzle pieces have clicked into place and she has an accurate picture of Matthew Blackwell, she wants him back in her life.
The problem is, he doesn't seem to feel the same way.
Will Kendra be able to convince Matthew to overlook their tumultuous beginning in order to have a future together? Or has Matthew had enough of watching Kendra run away?
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"Well then, you'll just have to choose... right now."
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When Kadeesha lands the career of her dreams she decides to follow her good fortune wherever it takes her. With Mr. Lawson's charming dimples and dazzling blue eyes, she's hooked from the moment they meet. She didn't realize that the billionaire CEO, Mr. Hollingsworth, would be equally enticing with his dark, handsome features and brooding nature.
Caught in a love triangle between two bosses, two lovers, how long will Kadeesha be able to toy with both men before they find out? Will she still be interested if they decide that they both want to play her game with her, at the same time?
