by J B Cantwell
My heart was still racing when I said, “Uh, ok. Reveal.”
The now familiar diamond and star symbol appeared, floating above Kiron’s hand, and came to life. The symbol didn’t just glow, it positively burst with light. The pack then materialized all at once with a “pop.”
“Obscure!” I said, smiling and eager now.
The pack rotated in midair and then collapsed inward on itself, like the spiral of a tornado. It disappeared again.
I gaped. This was insane.
“But why didn’t it appear and disappear when you said the commands?” I asked.
“I told you, I’ve joined it with your aspect,” he answered.
I looked at him blankly.
“Your aspect! The energy force that surrounds you. I used a piece of the bed linens you slept in last night to tie it to you. It held your vestige.”
“Right,” I said slowly, trying to hide that I had no idea what he was talking about. “Well, that’s great! It’s amazing.” And it was, whether I understood it or not.
Seeming satisfied by my response, he hung the pack over the mantle to dry and poured us both mugs of tea. I accepted the one he held out to me, but when I took the first sip I almost spit it out, it was so bitter.
“Ugh!” I couldn’t help but exclaim. “What is that?”
“Mulberry tea. Here, put some honey in; it helps with the flavor.” He handed me a jar with a spoon stuck fast in golden sugar. “Keeps me young!” His eyes had a manic glint that shone in the firelight.
I’ll bet, I thought. But I didn’t argue. Whatever this guy was feeding me was at least partially responsible for my surviving this day. I stirred two large spoonfuls of honey in the mug and took another tentative sip.
He brought out the now cold pot of stew from this morning. The dog was up again, wagging and drooling, as we dug into our meal. The temperature didn’t much matter; I was ravenous, and the stew was still delicious. My body felt oddly empty as I dug in, like I hadn’t eaten in several days.
“So what’s the plan?” I asked between mouthfuls. I was still feeling exhilarated by my escape from the faylons, and worries about my heart were getting further and further from my mind.
“You ain’t ready yet. Tomorrow I’ll start teachin’ ya what I know. Depends on you, I guess. We’ll see what you can do.”
“Where am I going? I mean, after that?”
“How am I supposed to know?” he answered gruffly. “I ain’t never followed no maps of Almara. Nobody has! That’s the whole point, ain’t it? You’re the first.”
I stared hard at the bowl as I scraped up the last bits of meat. Why me? Why hadn’t it been Brendan? I wondered what my life might have been like if Brendan had made it back home to Aria, if Brendan had followed the path I was now on. Would I have ever even existed? And if so, would my body have been so weak and sick, like it had been on Earth? Or would I have felt, from birth, this strange strength that was now coursing through me? I felt better now, trapped in a world that I didn’t understand, than I had ever felt back home.
I shook my head as these thoughts swirled around inside it. I needed to stay focused and get home. The fact was that Brendan had stayed on Earth, and that I was born on Earth, not here. My mom was back there, probably worried beyond belief that I had disappeared. And Grandma, too. I couldn’t just leave them there, alone and frightened, while I stayed here on Aerit. My dad would be no comfort to them. He probably wouldn’t even care if he found out I was gone. I grimaced at the thought of him. No, he would be no comfort to my mother.
I had to go back.
I contemplated the task in front of me: to either find Almara using the maps he had left behind, or find someone else powerful enough to send me home.
I tried to stifle it, but a large yawn escaped from my throat. Kiron put the remains of his stew on the floor for the dog. “Time for you to sleep,” he said.
I looked around. Yesterday he had let me sleep in the bed. Would I be on the floor tonight? I couldn’t help looking at the thick blankets longingly.
“Go on,” he said. “I’m a night owl anyways. Don’t often sleep much at all anymore, come to it.”
I handed him my bowl and removed my boots, gratefully climbing into the big bed. Peering over the top of the covers, I watched the fire crackle and pop. The dog jumped up onto the bed beside me, and tucked his wet nose underneath my hand. I scratched his ears.
“You’re a good boy,” I crooned at the mutt. “What’s your name, anyways, boy? What a good dog.” The dog sighed loudly through his large, wet nostrils.
“Crane,” Kiron said, watching the fire. “Dog’s Crane.”
“Crane,” I said softly in his fuzzy face. I continued to scratch him, but my eyes drifted to the images hung on the walls.
“What are those pictures of?” I asked.
“Ah,” he said. “They’re just an old man’s musings. Memories. Bit prettier than the real thing was in a lot of ways. And also not, not so wonderful as it was to actually see it. You can change a memory all you want, pretty it up in your head after the fact. But you ain’t never gonna get to experience it for real again.”
“So those are places you went? Animals you saw?”
“Mostly, yeah,” he answered. “The horses, yeah. The winged horse and the dragon I seen for real. Some of the others I just heard tale of.”
The dragon peered down haughtily from the canvas, terrible and menacing. It was no storybook creature, that was for sure. Tales of boys riding on sleek, sparkling beasts did not compare to this, the account of what Kiron had seen with his own eyes.
I rolled over and rested my cheek against the cool pillow. Kiron was astounding, at least by my standards. Traveling between worlds, tracking dragons and who knows what else. Making backpacks invisible and impossibly light. If I told tales like his back on Earth they’d all think I was crazy. And these weren’t just stories he’d made up.
Dragons. As my eyelids drooped the thought occurred to me; to witness a real, live dragon, however horrible, would be quite a memory to have, indeed.
Chapter 6
I was running.
My feet slammed hard into the cobblestones that lined the village paths. The small book was clutched in my left hand, the backpack in my right. I could hear them behind me. Shouting and panting, the men pursued me through the square. I dared look back only once; they were too close! In the front of the pack, the angry face of the dark-eyed man made me gasp in panic. His strides were huge as he barreled down on me, his black clothing whipping in the wind he made as he ran. I would need to get farther out. I sprinted between two of the dwellings, turning my body as I ran to avoid scraping my shoulders along the sides. I hoped that the men were too broad in the chest to make it through this way.
I broke through to the outer barrier of the city, breathing hard. I made for the main gate; the guard stationed at the entrance hadn’t yet figured out what was going on and he fumbled and stuttered as I approached and then blew by him. He would soon join the others on my trail. It would have to be now.
I made it to the top of the first small hill outside the gate and turned around. My eyes caught the looming shape of the horde of villagers bearing down upon me. I thrust my hands up, both hands gripping the book, and…
“Hey,” Kiron said, shaking me by the shoulders. I was back in his little cottage, the bedsheets tangled around my legs. The light from the rising sun was barely starting to creep into the black night sky.
“Come on, boy, you can’t sleep the entire day away.”
I blinked in the dim light, trying to keep my eyes from closing again, but breathing hard from the force of the dream. He walked to the remains of last night’s fire. I looked at his back as he worked over it, coaxing the flames back to life. He must have slept a little, then, to have let the fire go out. He pulled his suspenders up one at a time, and dropped them into place on each shoulder with a snap. When he turned back around to face me, the fire burned brightly behind him.
; “So, what’s the plan?” I asked him blearily.
“Eat,” he commanded, pointing at the table. “Then we train.”
I dragged myself out of the bed and hobbled over to the long wood table. The bowl was full of some sort of cooked grain. I peered into it and examined the mush skeptically.
“How will we get the next link?” I asked, picking up a spoon..
“I got the link already,” he said. “I had it my whole life, but you ain’t ready to go yet. You may be feelin’ better, but you’re gonna have to learn a lot more if you want to survive a quest to find Almara.”
“Wait a minute,” I protested. “You already have the link?”
“Of course I do. My pa left it for me before he died.” He looked up at me from his mug of tea. “Course, now it’s you I gotta look out for instead of Brendan. Bit more complicated than we planned. You don’t know nothin’ about Maylin or Almara. You’ll be lucky to survive the quest to find him.”
“What do you mean, I’ll be lucky to survive?” I asked.
He fiddled with the business end of a heavy looking ax that rested on the table, picking at the blade with his fingernail.
“Not everyone’s gonna be agreeable to your journey. More likely than not you’ll be runnin’ into trouble before it’s over.”
“But why would anyone be against my finding Almara? He’s supposed to be the good guy, right?” I swallowed a mouthful of the mush, which had a neutral flavor, but a texture akin to a raw egg, slimy and viscous. I could always just run away, I thought. If I was so fast here, how fast would others be?
He stood and crossed the room, opening the front door to the cottage. A thick beam of sunlight played with the dust on the floor, and Crane the dog took off running into the garden, the outdoors more appetizing to him than the contents of my bowl. I swallowed the same mouthful again, the first having not quite made it all the way down.
“Yeah, well, not everybody is a good guy,” he said. “I expect you’ll meet a fair number of good and bad before this is over.”
He hoisted the ax from the table and looked at me pointedly, raising it above his head and thrusting it downward through the air.
“Now, I ain’t no warrior,” he said, “but I do have some experience with an ax. I can throw, I can chop. This is where we’ll start.”
“Where we’ll start?” I asked, gulping another spoonful. Despite my aversion to the goop, I still felt hollow from the previous day’s exertions.
“First axes, then knives, and then practice with a sword for good measure,” he said, stepping out onto the front door stoop. He raised his head up to the sun and closed his eyes for a moment. The bright, clear rays lit his cheeks.
My natural inclination was to argue with him, to remind him again that I was feeble. That ax looked heavy, and three days ago I wouldn’t have even attempted lifting it. But as I absently smacked at my porridge, I could not deny the energy I now felt flowing beneath my skin. The arguments faded on my lips as I looked at the long, silver sword that rested against the wall, glinting in the stream of sunlight from the window.
I managed to force down several more spoonfuls of my breakfast, but gave up once I could no longer swallow it all the way. I picked up a mug of tea and washed down the fat, slimy grains that still stuck in my throat, and followed Kiron out into the morning. As I laced my boots I, too, raised my face to the sun. The warmth it gave contrasted with the crisp cold of the morning. Kiron moved across the yard, and started scattering chicken feed over the grass. The hens clucked and pecked, the rooster cautiously following them around.
I stood up and carefully approached, pressing my luck with the bird. I pressed too hard, and he was on me in an instant, biting at my legs and screeching so loud you’d think I was trying to murder him. What was it with this stupid bird? I finally got a clear shot and kicked him full force across the yard. He stood up, ruffling his feathers in indignation, and then came at me again.
“Alright, that’ll be enough,” Kiron boomed. Suddenly the old man was between us, and he shooed the bird back over to his flock. Surprisingly, the rooster did not come for me again once Kiron intervened. I guess he knew who was boss around this place.
Kiron led me behind the chicken coop, where the pines fanned out beyond the homestead. The smell back here was delicious, like the scented candle we lit every Christmas in our apartment, only way better. As we moved into the trees we soon came to a large clearing. In the center several stumps stuck up from the forest floor, and off to one side a large pile of uncut firewood was stacked neatly next to one three feet across.
Kiron stopped in the middle of the clearing, raised his ax, and threw it hard. The ax soared through the empty space easily, and found its target, a tree. It stuck firmly into the wood.
“The goal,” he said, turning, “is to learn how to use weapons. But also to learn how to use everyday things as weapons, things people won’t think to keep from you.”
From his pocket he pulled a thin piece of twine, perhaps a foot long. He dangled it out in front of him and slowly approached me.
“If you can use a rope, a twig, a pin in your defense, you will soon find that you will be able to travel freely and without fear.”
He moved so fast that for a moment I couldn’t figure out where he had gone. But as I felt the rope around my neck and his beard scratch my ear I realized what he had done. My hands moved to claw at the twine, but before they even made it to my throat he had already released me.
I rounded on him, alarmed and angry.
“What was that for?” I yelled.
He smirked. “That was to get your attention.”
I backed up several steps, but he turned away and walked to the tree where the ax had stuck. Freeing it from the bark, he turned and approached me once more.
“The ax is the easiest of the weapons to master. Some will recognize it as a threat, some will not, but in any case the handling and throwing of an ax lends itself to many other types of defense.” He turned the ax backward and held out its handle to me.
I stared at him skeptically for a moment, waiting for him to attack me again, but when he didn’t I reached out and took the wood. It was warm in my hand, and heavy, but not as heavy as I had expected. Still, the blade of the ax fell towards the ground as he released it, and I needed two hands to hoist it back upright.
“Now,” he said, “throw.”
He did not offer any further instruction, so I tried to mimic what he had done when he had thrown the ax into the tree. I raised it above my head with both hands and threw it. The tool tumbled head over tail three times before landing harmlessly in the dirt at the base of the tree.
Well, at least it landed in front of the tree I was aiming for.
“So, not quite, then,” he said.
He motioned for me to follow him and we both approached the tree. He picked up the ax and handed it back to me.
“Now, try from here.”
We were only three feet from the tree, but I did as he said. As I raised both of my arms he stopped me.
“One arm.”
I released my left hand from the wood and brought the ax down towards the tree trunk, hard. To my great relief and excitement, the blade stuck in the wood. A thin sweat broke out over my forehead as Kiron commanded, “Again.”
I did it again. And again. I threw that ax so many times over the next several days that my arm began to feel like lead. As I learned the balance of the ax, Kiron had me back farther and farther from the tree, until I could hit it from fifteen feet away. I didn’t stick the target every time, but any success was better than where I had started from.
When he finally brought out the knife for me to practice with, I had become so accustomed to the weight of the ax that I could barely handle the tiny blade. It would fly like a hummingbird from my outstretched hand to the trunk I targeted, but then bounce off the bark harmlessly with a ping. I tried for hours and hours, but wielding the little knife was something I was hopeless at.
E
ach day consisted of learning the ways of the new weapons, and each night I spent learning to pick locks with a short pin I could hide in my pants. Kiron’s other skills, like strangling people in their sleep with nothing more than the shoelace of a boot, I was less enthusiastic about. I simply refused to believe that I could wind up in a situation where murder became necessary. I was alarmed at the violence of it all. From what he was teaching me, it really did seem that he thought I would be fighting for my life the moment I left this place.
But the satisfaction I felt at learning such difficult and unusual skills kept my fears at bay. I chewed through each new task like a starving dog chewing on a difficult bone. It was just so…different…being able to do things. My heart had remained constant since that night with the faylons, and my chest hadn’t tightened again. I flopped exhausted into bed after the end of each day, and awoke each morning eager for more practice.
Finally, after about a week of working with the ax and the knife, the day of sword training came. Kiron had only one sword, so he had me work with a long, heavy stick to mimic the silver blade he held. He proceeded to slash at me with the sword, first on the left, then the right. Back and forth, back and forth, until I finally got the hang of watching not only his weapon, but his eyes, for clues about where he would strike me next.
After four days of this I was not only able to deflect his blade, but could thrust it from his hands entirely with a swoop of the stick.
“You’re ready,” he said, panting, as my stick touched the edge of his neck. He was sweating from the exertion of trying to keep me off him, but I had become more aggressive as the days passed, and had managed to get him into this precarious position for what was now the third time.
I stepped away and lowered the branch. I was both exhilarated and unsure.
“How do you know?” the old me asked, worried. “Maybe I should stay here longer, practice longer, before I head out.”
