Savage Heart (Savage Island Book 1)

by Maggie Walsh

  Gill shivered at Russell’s words and the feel of their hard cocks rubbing together through their clothing. Then the last part of what Russell said seeped into his mind. He said he loved me! This sexy man underneath me loves me? “How can you love me so soon? I mean, I know I love you, but you’ve been so sweet and kind to me since I got hurt. You’ve been patient and understanding, making sure I had all I needed to heal. You make me laugh and smile and well… I… I haven’t done anything to earn your love. I’ve been so dependent on you for everything and I know I talk too much, especially when I’m nervous. My mind is always all over the place and sometimes you have to play connect the dots before you might understand what I’m saying, and even then, some of the dots might be missing. I have an insane father who’s going to do everything to get me back into his home and make me marry some girl I don’t even know and don’t want to. Girls just don’t do it for me… you know what I mean?” Gill shivered again, but this time it wasn’t the good kind of shiver. “Just thinking about touching a woman’s boobs makes me want to hurl and honestly, I don’t think I could even get hard enough to have sex with one. Not that I don’t like women, they’re nice and all… well, the few I’ve met. Then there’s the writing I do. When I get started on a story everything around me disappears. I don’t even know who’s in the room with me. All I hear are the voices in my head telling me their story and I forget to eat, drink, sleep… heck I sometimes don’t even know what day of the week it is. What if I ignore you so much you feel neglected? Because I don’t want you to feel that way and I wouldn’t mean to do it, but it might happen and then―”

  Russell stopped Gill’s rambling with a kiss that rocked Gill’s world. When he swooped in with his lips, and Gill let out a startled yelp, Russell didn’t waste time as he pushed his tongue inside Gill’s mouth allowing Gill to taste the man’s sweetness and damn if Gill didn’t have a sweet tooth.

  Gill groaned out a protest when Russell broke the kiss, saying, “I know exactly who you are. You are my fated one. You are the one man who was gifted to me to share my very long life with. I love when you talk, and I could listen to the sweet sound of your voice for days on end. It is my honor to take care of you, Sunshine. If that means when you are writing I must make sure you eat, then that is what I shall do. If it is time for you to rest, I will make sure you rest and if those voices try to interfere, I guess I will just have to do something that will make you unable to hear them.” Russell unzipped Gill’s pants and slowly lowered them until Gill’s hard cock was released from its confinement and slowly began moving his hand up and down Gill’s shaft, whispering, “And I do believe I won’t have a problem making that incredible mind of yours shut down and focus on something else.”

  “Uh huh.” Gill moaned, moving his hips so he could fuck Savage’s hand.

  When Russell pulled back once more, Gill was about ready to scream. However, Russell had something to say and no matter how many times Gill tried to place his lips on the man, he would move. “Dang it!”

  Savage smacked Gill’s ass and Gill felt his balls tingle from the contact. Wow that was interesting.

  “Gill, with all that you know, do you still wish to be my mate?” Savage asked.

  Gill pushed back a bit looking his mate in his beautiful sapphire blue eyes. He could see worry mixed with hope, and Gill wouldn’t make his mate wait another second. He might not be good enough for Russell, but he wasn’t willing to give the man up either. Russell was everything he had dreamed of having in a man and then some, and Russell was offering himself up. Gill still didn’t really know if Russell only wanted him for the mating bond, or if it was because he honestly loved Gill for who Gill was, but he wasn’t going to keep questioning it either. Maybe it was the romantic in Gill? Maybe it was his belief in love at first sight? Whatever the reason, Gill knew what he wanted, and he wanted Russell. Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, Gill whispered, “I want to be your mate.”

  CHAPTER 11

  Russell smiled brightly, and Gill found himself falling into the pure happiness he found in his mate’s beautiful eyes. He could actually feel Russell’s happiness as if it was a living, breathing thing and Gill found himself engulfed in the sensation.

  “You have made me the happiest man in the Universe, Sunshine, and I can’t wait to make you mine officially,” Russell said as he took Gill’s face between his large hands, then drew him in for a heart-stopping kiss.

  Gill melted against Russell’s strong chest and slid his hands up the hard, muscled surface, then wrapped them around Russell’s neck as he opened to his mate, allowing Russell to take control of the kiss and him.

  His mind was reeling from all the sensations running through him that Gill hadn’t even realized that Russell had released his face and wrapped himself around him then lifted him up in his arms as Russell stood. Gill only became aware of their movement when he felt a nudge then heard the sound of water running.

  Gill tried to pull back from the all-encompassing kiss to see what was happening but was pulled in tighter as Russell thrust his tongue deeper into Gill’s mouth. He moaned into the kiss, Russell swallowing the sound, causing Gill to become only aware of the moment again. Nothing else around him penetrated his senses. It was only him and Russell and the soul-searing kiss.

  Russell pulled back from the kiss way too soon for Gill’s liking and he tried to follow those strong lips as they left, gaining an amused chuckle from Russell. Gill opened his eyes and was a little shocked to find that he now sat on the edge of the huge tub that sat in the corner of Russell’s bathroom. It was one of Gill’s favorite places in the house. Gill had used this tub every day since coming to Russell’s island. Well, every day that he had been awake.

  Gill met Russell’s happy gaze and raised a questioning brow.

  “We’ve both had a long day and I thought we could use a bit of relaxing and a little washing up,” Russell explained as he grabbed the hem of Gill’s shirt and guided it up.

  “I think we could both use a little more than that,” Gill replied wickedly, causing Russell to throw his head back and laugh. The sound made Gill feel warm and gooey inside. He loved the sound of Russell laughing.

  His mate gained control of himself and lowered his head, their gazes meeting again. “You are correct, my love and I plan on giving you a lot more,” Russell said with a hungry growl as he dropped down on his knees between Gill’s spread legs. He slowly ran his hands up Gill’s thighs, his thumbs brushing against the hard length in Gill’s pants before undoing the button and zipper, then hooking his hands into the waistband and pulling them down.

  “Lift,” Russell whispered, and Gill complied.

  Russell slid the fabric down Gill’s legs, then pulled the pants off, along with his briefs, leaving Gill in all his naked glory for Russell to see.

  “Stunning. I can’t wait to touch you,” Russell said softly, then licked his lips and leaned in. His large hand wrapped around the base of Gill’s shaft as he swiped his tongue across the leaking tip, then hummed. Gill gasped, and his eyes closed, loving the feel of Russell touching him.

  “So good. You taste better than anything I have ever tasted before, mate.” Russell swiped his tongue up the full length of Gill’s cock and Gill saw stars.

  “You have too many clothes on,” Gill forced out between pants as his breathing rate increased from Russell’s attentions.

  Gill whimpered when Russell released him and stood. Russell quickly removed his own clothes as Gill watched his every move. As each piece of clothing came off, revealing sexy golden skin encasing hard, sensual muscles, Gill’s breaths quickened, and he licked his lips.

  Russell stood motionless, allowing Gill to take his fill as his eyes roamed over every inch of Russell’s perfect form. When his gaze landed on the impressive cock that jutted out from Russell’s body, Gill moaned as thoughts of that long, thick cock spreading him wide, filling him.

  When their gazes met once more, Russell scooped him up in his arms, then s
tepped into the water and lowered them to one of the seats, making sure Gill was on his lap. Russell slid Gill away from him, but only to turn him so Gill’s back was pressed against Russell’s chest, then Russell wrapped his arms around Gill as he settled, that long, hard cock pressing perfectly along Gill’s crease.

  Russell pressed his lips against Gill’s neck and began to nibble, causing goosebumps to raise along his flesh. Gill tilted his head, giving his mate more room to explore as he fully relaxed against Russell.

  Strong hands slid along Gill’s slippery skin, one going high up his chest, caressing him, as the other went lower, sliding against his groin, then along the inside of one thigh. Gill bent his leg as it dropped open allowing Russell’s hand to move freely.

  “You’re so beautiful.” The words were whispered against the shell of his ear, Russell’s hot breath making him quiver.

  The hand on Gill’s thigh disappeared and a moment later the jets in the tub began to hum as the water bubbled. Streams of water pressed against his body in multiple places and Gill felt himself relax further. He dropped his head back against Russell’s shoulder and closed his eyes, just feeling every caress, every sensation, and luxuriating in his mate’s full attention.

  Russell continued his ministration, exploring Gill’s body with his hands as far as he could reach, as he licked and sucked Gill’s neck, making orgasmic groaning sounds of appreciation. Gill lifted his arms, wrapping his hands around Russell’s head, and gripped his hair as he writhed against Russell, fully enjoying everything his mate was doing to him.

  Gill’s breath came quicker as he panted and his heart beat faster. His cock so hard, Gill was afraid that one touch would snap it from his body. When the tip of Russell’s shaft poked against his hole, Gill cried out, wanting more. “Please, Russell.”

  “I’ll give you everything you need, mate,” Russell replied in a deep, husky voice against his ear.

  Gill was so lost in the way Russell was playing his body like an instrument, he was a bit shocked when a slick finger slid between his cheeks and pressed against his hole. Russell’s other hand pressed against his stomach, pulling him closer, drawing a heated moan from Gill’s lips. Russell hadn’t even entered him yet and Gill already felt consumed by his intense mate.

  The finger at his hole slid in, loosening the tight band of muscle, then drew out. Another was added, and Gill found himself dancing in Russell’s lap, trying to get more of his mate inside him. Russell continued to smooth his hand across Gill’s stomach and chest, teasing his nipples as it went, as his other hand explored his darkest region, opening him up. The burn was delicious, and Gill could feel his inner muscles stretch and relax for Russell.

  He felt like he was going to explode. Gill’s cock was leaking copious amounts of his seed as it grew painfully hard, begging for attention. He lowered his right hand and made to wrap it around his heated flesh, but Russell pushed his hand away as he growled, “That’s mine to give you pleasure, mate. I’ll give you everything you need.”

  “Please, Russell. I can’t… I need…” Gill begged, needing Russell to quench the thirst inside him, to extinguish the fire that was consuming him.

  “I want to see you when I make love to you, Sunshine. Turn around.” Russell ordered grabbing the lube and applying a generous amount over his cock.

  With Russell’s help, Gill turned in his lap, placing his legs on either side of Russell’s thighs. Russell reached between them and gripped his hard shaft with one hand as he lay the other on Gill’s hip and guided him down. The tip of Russell’s cock kissed his hole and Gill’s gaze flicked to Russell’s. Their gazes locked, and Russell gently nudged him to lower himself.

  Gill slowly moved down Russell’s length, taking him in, inch by inch. As his body opened and stretched for Russell’s extra-large cock, Gill’s breath caught, and his mouth dropped open in a silent cry.

  “Stunning,” Russell whispered, their gazes still on one another.

  “So big, Russell. So… fucking big. I…” Gill stopped, as all that would now come from his lips were his panting breaths and moans of pleasure.

  “That’s it, mate. Slowly. Take me at your own pace. You’re so damn beautiful, Gill. So gorgeous in your pleasure. I could live like this, in this moment, staring at your face as your body wraps around me, for the rest of my days.”

  After a another few moments of stretching, Gill sighed as his muscles fully relaxed and he took Russell in to the base and he sat on Russell’s lap. He opened his eyes again, not remembering even closing them, and when he met Russell’s gaze, Gill gasped from the love his saw swirling inside their depths.

  Russell’s hands moved up his sides, across his chest and up his neck, before he took Gill’s head between his hands and pulled him closer. Russell captured his lips in a tender kiss that rocked Gill’s whole being. He fell completely in that moment and knew without a doubt or hesitation, that this was where he belonged. Right here, on this island, with this man, forever.

  Russell started to grind his hips in a circular motion, hitting Gill’s gland and causing him to cry out into Russell’s mouth. His mate pulled back from the kiss as his hands released his head, then glided down his slick flesh and gripped Gill’s hips.

  “I need to move, love. The feel of you wrapped around me is too much and not enough. I have dreamed of this for so long, mate,” Russell said between clenched teeth, and Gill could see he was losing his control.

  “Then don’t wait any longer, mate. Don’t hold back. Fuck me, Russell,” Gill said, then leaned in and nipped Russell’s throat.

  He had no idea what he had done from the small bite, but it seemed to release something within Russell. Instantly Russell gripped his hips tight and began to thrust up into him. Gill had to hold onto Russell’s shoulders to keep himself from bouncing off. Water sloshed around them, splashing to the floor, but Gill couldn’t care less right then. The only thing he care about, what consumed him, was his mate fucking him with abandon, and it felt better than anything he had ever experienced before.

  Russell, growled, groaned, and snarled as he powered into Gill. Russell’s hand slid up Gill’s back, pulling him closer, as he wrapped his lips around Gill’s right nipple and started to suck. He threw his head back on his shoulders from the sheer delight as he panted and pressed down, meeting Russell thrust for thrust.

  Gill’s whole body tingled, and he became lightheaded as he allowed the euphoria to take him. The pounding in his ass was decadent and Gill wanted to stay just like this forever.

  Russell growled against his chest, the vibration sexy as hell, then he hissed, “Gonna claim you, mate and make you mine for all eternity. If you want me to stop say stop now.”

  Gill shook his head violently as he tightened his hold on Russell. “No! Take me! Claim me! Now, mate! I want you! I love you, Russell!”

  In a flash, Russell’s face pressed against his neck and there was a slight sting of pain that caused Gill to cry out at the top of his lungs as he felt long, sharp teeth impale him. His body spasmed against Russell and his orgasm surprised him as it shot from him like a rocket between them. He threw his head back again as he screamed out Russell’s name at the top of his lungs.

  The wash of a tingling heat radiated through him and Gill heard the rumbling of thousands of animals. Grunts, groans, growls, you could name the sound of any animal and Gill heard them all in the flash of a moment. Each beast sounding happy as if calling out to their kind in warning that Gill was now theirs and they would kill any who dared harm him. He was consumed with love like he had never knew existed.

  Suddenly a hot burst of wetness exploded inside him and Gill shivered as Russell released his seed deep. Gill could feel his mate’s seed coating every inch within him, and he smiled as he hugged Russell’s head to him.

  Russell pulled back from his neck and licked across the bite, then buried his face in Gill’s throat. “I want to knot you, mate. I want to knot you like a Saber tooth. Once I do, we will be locked together for a long
time as tendrils fill you, wrap around your gland and excrete a chemical inside you that will change your scent, marking you as mine.”

  “Will it hurt?” Gill asked breathlessly as he lay boneless against Russell’s chest.

  “No, it will only bring us both unimaginable pleasures. I have already claimed you, me and all my creatures and have bound our souls together for eternity, but I have always dreamed of experiencing the Saber’s knot.”

  “Do it. I want to give you your wish and experience it with you,” Gill replied.

  “Thank you, love,” Russell whispered softly, then kissed the top of Gill’s head.

  Suddenly Russell’s cock pulsed inside him and began to harden again, but this time it felt bigger. Gill sat up with a gasp and met Russell’s gaze. “Is it getting bigger?”

  Russell smirked. “To knot you like a Saber, I must shift my cock to a Saber. So yes, my mate, it is getting bigger.”

  As Russell spoke, Gill moaned loud as his channel stretched wider but there was no pain, only extreme pleasure. “H-how?” Was all he was able to get out.

  “The chemical excreting from the Saber also works as a numbing agent so that their mate can take the size of them without pain. Come, love, lean on me and just enjoy it. It feels so damn good, doesn’t it?” Russell explained as he pulled Gill back against his chest and held him tight.

  “I never felt anything like this… Oh my God! Oh shit! What… what is that?”

  “That is the knot at the base as it expands to lock us together. Soon you will feel little tendrils, like fingers or tiny tentacles, as they reach out to wrap around your gland and press against your walls.”

  “Shit, shit, shit. Oh holy mother of… Russell! Oh god that’s so… so. Shit! I don’t know the word,” Gill replied as he felt what Russell had said. Tiny tentacle like things were moving around inside him and he could feel them not only encase his gland, but also slip inside it as other tiny tentacles ran along his inner walls and latched onto him. The knot, as Russell called it expanded until Gill thought he would be ripped in two, but then it stopped. He could feel a pulse within it as the gland began to heat up.