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by Le Guin, Ursula K.




  Late in the Day

  © 2016 Ursula K. Le Guin

  This edition © 2016 PM Press

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be transmitted by any means without permission in writing from the publisher.

  “Crossing the Cascades” first appeared in These Mountains That Separate Us: An East/West Dialogue Poem, Traprock Books, 2012.

  “The Small Indian Pestle” appeared in Windfall as “The Small Yoncalla Pestle” in 2014.

  “Hymn to Aphrodite” appeared in Prairie Schooner in 2015.

  “Whiteness” appeared in The Los Angeles Review, issue 17, Red Hen Press, 2015.

  “The Canada Lynx,” “Disremembering,” and “California Landscape

  Paintings” appeared in Milk: A Poetry Magazine, issue 3/4, Bottle of Smoke Press, 2015.

  ISBN: 978–1–62963–122–6

  Library of Congress Control Number: 2015930905

  Cover design by John Yates / www.stealworks.com

  Interior design by briandesign

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  Contents

  FOREWORD

  RELATIONS

  The Small Indian Pestle at the Applegate House

  Incense

  Kitchen Spoons

  Earthenware

  Kinship

  Western Outlaws

  The Canada Lynx

  The One Thing Missing

  CONTEMPLATIONS

  In Ashland

  My House

  Contemplation at McCoy Creek

  Constellating

  Hymn to Time

  Whiteness

  Geology of the Northwest Coast

  Hymn to Aphrodite

  MESSENGERS

  Element 80

  The Story

  Arion

  Messages

  The Dream Stone

  Hermes Betrayed

  FOUR LINES

  The Salt

  March

  Harney County Catenaries

  Artemisia Tridentata

  Ecola

  Written in the Dark

  Song

  Night Sounds

  WORKS

  Orders

  The Games

  To Her Task-Master

  Definition, or, Seeing the Horse

  Dead Languages

  California Landscape Paintings at the Portland Art Museum

  My Job

  TIMES

  New Year’s Day

  Seasonal Lines

  October

  Sea Hallowe’en

  Between

  Writing Twilight

  THE OLD MUSIC

  The Old Music

  Disremembering

  Crossing the Cascades

  Sorrowsong

  The Old Mad Queen

  The Pursuit

  2014: A Hymn

  ENVOI

  The Mist Horse

  AFTERWORD

  POSTSCRIPT

  FOREWORD

  Deep in Admiration

  Given at the conference “Anthropocene: Arts of Living on a Damaged Planet” at UC Santa Cruz, May 2014, this short talk sums up ideas that many of my poems of the last few years have expressed or have been groping toward.

  I heard the poet Bill Siverly this week say that the essence of modern high technology is to consider the world as disposable: use it and throw it away. The people at this conference are here to think about how to get outside the mindset that sees the technofix as the answer to all problems. It’s easy to say we don’t need more “high” technologies inescapably dependent on despoliation of the earth. It’s easy to say we need recyclable, sustainable technologies, old and new—pottery-making, bricklaying, sewing, weaving, carpentry, plumbing, solar power, farming, IT devices, whatever. But here, in the midst of our orgy of being lords of creation, texting as we drive, it’s hard to put down the smartphone and stop looking for the next technofix. Changing our minds is going to be a big change. To use the world well, to be able to stop wasting it and our time in it, we need to relearn our being in it.

  Skill in living, awareness of belonging to the world, delight in being part of the world, always tends to involve knowing our kinship as animals with animals. Darwin first gave that knowledge a scientific basis. And now, both poets and scientists are extending the rational aspect of our sense of relationship to creatures without nervous systems and to non-living beings—our fellowship as creatures with other creatures, things with other things.

  Relationship among all things appears to be complex and reciprocal—always at least two-way, back-and-forth. It seems that nothing is single in this universe, and nothing goes one way.

  In this view, we humans appear as particularly lively, intense, aware nodes of relation in an infinite network of connections, simple or complicated, direct or hidden, strong or delicate, temporary or very long-lasting. A web of connections, infinite but locally fragile, with and among everything—all beings—including what we generally class as things, objects.

  Descartes and the behaviorists willfully saw dogs as machines, without feeling. Is seeing plants as without feeling a similar arrogance?

  One way to stop seeing trees, or rivers, or hills, only as “natural resources,” is to class them as fellow beings—kinfolk.

  I guess I’m trying to subjectify the universe, because look where objectifying it has gotten us. To subjectify is not necessarily to co-opt, colonize, exploit. Rather it may involve a great reach outward of the mind and imagination.

  What tools have we got to help us make that reach? In Romantic Things Mary Jacobus writes, “The regulated speech of poetry may be as close as we can get to such things—to the stilled voice of the inanimate object or the insentient standing of trees.”

  Poetry is the human language that can try to say what a tree or a rock or a river is, that is, to speak humanly for it, in both senses of the word “for.” A poem can do so by relating the quality of an individual human relationship to a thing, a rock or river or tree, or simply by describing the thing as truthfully as possible.

  Science describes accurately from outside, poetry describes accurately from inside. Science explicates, poetry implicates. Both celebrate what they describe. We need the languages of both science and poetry to save us from merely stockpiling endless “information” that fails to inform our ignorance or our irresponsibility.

  By replacing unfounded, willful opinion, science can increase moral sensitivity; by demonstrating and performing aesthetic order or beauty, poetry can move minds to the sense of fellowship that prevents careless usage and exploitation of our fellow beings, waste and cruelty.

  Poetry often serves religion; and the monotheistic religions, privileging humanity’s relationship with the divine, encourage arrogance. Yet even in that hard soil, poetry will find the language of compassionate fellowship with our fellow beings.

  The seventeenth-century Christian mystic Henry Vaughan wrote:

  So hills and valleys into singing break,

  And though poor stones have neither speech nor tongue,

  While active winds and streams both run and speak,

  Yet stones are deep in admiration.

  By admiration, Vaughan meant reverence for God’s sacred order of things, and joy in it, delight. By admiration, I understand reverence for the infinite connectedness, the naturally sacred order of things, and joy in it, delight. So we admit stones to our holy communion; so the stones may admit us to theirs.

  RELATIONS

  The Small Indian Pestle
at the Applegate House

  Dense, heavy, fine-grained, dark basalt

  worn river-smooth all round, a cylinder

  with blunt round ends, a tool: you know it when

  you feel the subtle central turn or curve

  that shapes it to the hand, was shaped by hands,

  year after year after year, by women’s hands

  that held it here, just where it must be held

  to fall of its own weight into the shallow bowl

  and crush the seeds and rise and fall again

  setting the rhythm of the soft, dull song

  that worked itself at length into the stone,

  so when I picked it up it told me how

  to hold and heft it, put my fingers where

  those fingers were that softly wore it down

  to this fine shape that fits and fills my hand,

  this weight that wants to fall and, falling, sing.

  Incense

  for H.F.

  The match-flame held to the half-inch block

  catches, and I blow it out.

  The flame grows and flashes

  gold, then shrinks and almost dies

  to a drop of spectral blue

  that detaches, floats,

  a wisp of fire in air, dances

  high, a little higher, is gone.

  Now

  from the incense smouldering

  sweet smoke of cedar rises

  a while like memory.

  Then only ashes.

  Kitchen Spoons

  New

  My spoon of Spanish olive wood

  from the Olive Pit in Corning,

  Tehama County, California,

  just off the I-5,

  is light but has a good heft.

  Short and well rounded,

  the right size to stir with,

  it’s at home in my hand.

  Matte brown of olive meat,

  dark streaks like olive skin,

  its grain is clear and fluent.

  The grain of a wood

  is the language of the tree.

  I oil the spoon with olive oil

  and it tells me grey-green leaves,

  brief fragrant blossom-foam,

  tough life, deep roots, long years.

  Spain that I have never seen.

  California, and summer, summer.

  Old

  My plated steel mixing spoon

  is from our first apartment,

  on Holt Avenue in Macon,

  Georgia, in 1954, the downstairs

  of widow Killian’s house, furnished

  with her furniture and kitchenware.

  An ordinary heavy tablespoon,

  plain, with a good balance,

  the left side of the end of the bowl

  misshapen, worn away

  by decades, maybe a century,

  of a right-handed person

  mixing and beating with it.

  First Mrs Killian, then me.

  I liked it so well that when we moved

  I asked her could I take it.

  That old thing? My goodness, yes,

  with a soft laugh,

  take it if you want it, child.

  Earthenware

  Old clay pot

  stained brown

  cooked a lot

  used to be

  full of beans

  in the oven

  over and over

  washed clean

  time and again

  baked clay

  some day

  had to crack

  bones words

  pot-shards

  all go back

  Kinship

  Very slowly burning, the big forest tree

  stands in the slight hollow of the snow

  melted around it by the mild, long

  heat of its being and its will to be

  root, trunk, branch, leaf, and know

  earth dark, sun light, wind touch, bird song.

  Rootless and restless and warmblooded, we

  blaze in the flare that blinds us to that slow,

  tall, fraternal fire of life as strong

  now as in the seedling two centuries ago.

  Western Outlaws

  I celebrate sagebrush,

  scrub-oak, digger pine, juniper,

  the despised and rejected

  or grudgingly accepted

  because nothing else grows here.

  They’re the ones who won’t give in

  to us, ornament our garden,

  be furniture, or food,

  and firewood only in a pinch

  because nothing else grows here.

  Theirs is the dour hardihood

  of growing on serpentine and hardpan

  with little or no water but what you steal

  from your nextdoor neighbors,

  so that nothing else grows here

  I celebrate the gnarled cranky stem,

  grey-green pungent leaf or scaly needle,

  heavy cone, bitter berry, tiny blossom,

  and the grand, rank smell of cat-spray,

  since nothing else grows here.

  Citizens of a hard and somewhat toxic land,

  unsociable, undocile, willful,

  they share nothing, yet they clothe

  a naked indigent soil with life,

  growing where nothing else grows, here.

  The Canada Lynx

  We know how to know and how to think,

  how to exhibit what is known

  to heaven’s bright ignorant eye,

  how to be busy and to multiply.

  He knows how to walk

  into the trees alone not looking back,

  so light on his soft feet he does not sink

  into the snow. How to leave no track,

  no sound, no shadow. How to be gone.

  The One Thing Missing

  Finally the fireflies came across the Rockies, drifting

  on damp, soft breezes blowing westward

  that lifted them over the salt and poisoned deserts

  and the terrible white-toothed Sierra

  to the quietness of California valleys

  where I saw them in a dream from the verandah

  of Kishamish, all the little airy fires

  coming and going in the summer dusk nearby

  and farther in the forests toward the mountain

  glimmering in the darkness ever finer, fainter,

  meadows of innumerable motes of silver.

  CONTEMPLATIONS

  In Ashland

  Across the creek stood a tall complex screen

  of walnut and honey-locust branch and leaf.

  In a soft autumn sunrise without wind

  my daughter in meditation on the deck

  above the quietly loquacious creek

  observed a multitude of small

  yellow birds among the many leaves

  coming and going quick as quick

  into sight and out of sight again.

  She said to me, they were

  like thoughts moving in a mind,

  the little birds among the many leaves.

  My House

  I have built a house in Time,

  my home province. Up in the hills

  not far from the city, it looks west

  over fields, vineyards, wild lands

  to the shore of the Eternal. Many years

  went to building it as I wanted it to be,

  the sleeping porches, the shady rooms,

  the inner gardens with their fountains.

  Above the front door, a word in a language

  as yet unknown may perhaps mean Praise.

  Windows are open to the summer air.

  In winter rain patters in the courtyards

  and in the basins of the fountains

  and gathers to drip from the deep eaves.

  Contemplation at McCoy Creek

  Seeking the sense within the word, I guessed:
/>   To be there in the sacred place,

  the temple. To witness fully, and be thus

  the altar of the thing witnessed.

  In shade beside the creek I contemplate

  how the great waters coming from the heights

  early this summer changed the watercourse.

  The four big midstream boulders stayed in place.

  The willows are some thriving and some dead,

  rooted in, uprooted by the flood.

  Over the valley in the radiant light

  a raven takes its way from east to west;

  shadow wings across the rimrock pass

  as silent as the raven. Contemplation

  shows me nothing discontinuous.

  When I looked in the book I found:

  Time is the temple—Time itself and Space—

  observed, marked out, to make the sacred place

  on the four-quartered sky, the inwalled ground.

  To join in continuity, the mind

  follows the water, shadows the birds,

  observes the unmoved rock, the subtle flight.

  Slowly, in silence, without words,

  the altar of the place and hour is raised.

  Self is lost, a sacrifice to praise,

  and praise itself sinks into quietness.

  Constellating

  Mind draws the lines between the stars

  that let the Eagle and the Swan

  fly vast and bright and far

  above the dark before the dawn.

  Between two solitary minds

  as far as Deneb from Altair,

  love flings the unimaginable line

  that marries fire to fire.

  Hymn to Time

  Time says “Let there be”

  every moment and instantly

  there is space and the radiance

  of each bright galaxy.

  And eyes beholding radiance.

  And the gnats’ flickering dance.

  And the seas’ expanse.

  And death, and chance.

  Time makes room

  for going and coming home

  and in time’s womb

  begins all ending.

 

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