by Sean Michael
“I think.” He wrapped his hand around Alex’s hip and encouraged him forward.
At his prompting, Alex stepped up into his space and their chests touched, making Alex groan. Alex’s eyes drifted closed as he pressed their mouths together in a long, slow kiss.
Ryan worked at Alex’s belt as they kissed, hoping the connection would hide his clumsiness. Alex groaned into his mouth, not seeming to mind at all. Alex grabbed on to his hips and held on. Ryan rubbed the bulge at Alex’s crotch for a second, revving them both up, he hoped.
“Oh God—get me naked quickly?”
“Uh-huh.” He tore at Alex’s fly, trying to do as Alex asked.
“Feels like it’s going to explode if I don’t get it out of my jeans soon. Like kaboom, cock guts everywhere.” Alex giggled after he’d said it. Like he’d only just realized how it sounded.
“Cock guts. Lord.” Ryan took another kiss, fishing Alex’s cock out as he did.
Alex’s grin disappeared as he moaned, a shiver running through his body. “Been a while since I had a hand not my own.”
“I know about that.” He measured Alex, humming at the length.
“You win in that department.” Alex laughed breathlessly. “Of course, that’s not true anymore, now is it?”
“No. No, it’s not. I’m not a revirgin anymore.”
Alex’s laughter increased. “Revirgin. I love it!” Licking his own lips, Alex leaned close. “Lemme get my pants off properly and we’ll take this to bed, okay? You keep doing that while I have them partly off and I’m going to wind up falling over them and breaking my neck. And trust me, that wouldn’t be sexy.”
“No. No breaking anything.” He was eager to touch.
Alex pushed his jeans down and stepped out of them, managing to do it without pulling his cock out of Ryan’s hand.
“Now come to bed. Your touch has my knees less than steady.”
“You and me both.”
Alex laughed softly and collapsed backward, bringing Ryan along. They landed on the mattress, bouncing a little. Then Ryan brought them together, taking a nice, hard kiss. Alex opened up to him, and they slid their tongues together. Alex tasted good, and Ryan kept licking, searching for more flavor.
He found Alex’s cock, wrapped his fingers around it, and tugged hard. Alex’s eyes closed and his head rolled back, a low moan sounding.
Oh, pretty. Ryan rubbed and stroked, petting the long shaft, thumb working the vein.
“Oh fuck. Yes. You’ve got great hands. Great hands.”
“Mmm. Pretty.” Had he said that out loud?
“Thank you?” Alex laughed and nodded. “Yeah, I’ll take it.”
“Excellent.” Ryan kept stroking, learning the hot spots and working those with his thumbs.
Alex panted for him, gaze glued to his face, watching him as he worked the long cock. “Faster,” Alex begged.
“I can do faster.” He sped his strokes, eager to give Alex everything he needed.
Alex’s eyes crossed. “Oh yeah.” Alex’s groan sounded like it came from deep inside, and it made Ryan feel good to hear.
He was doing it right for Alex.
Ryan started working the rampant erection with both hands, tugging and pulling, using both thumbs at the tip.
“God, you’re good at that.”
Well, he’d had a lot of practice on himself, so he knew what felt good to him, anyway.
Alex pushed into his touches, hips rocking toward him with increasingly jerky movements.
“You feel so good.” Ryan was loving this, having Alex in his hand.
Alex’s head bobbed arrhythmically. “Ditto. Fuck!” Alex moved faster, sawing the thick heat along Ryan’s palms. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” Alex had to be damn close to his orgasm.
“Breathe. Come on, man. Give it up.”
“Demanding lover,” Alex muttered, but then he cried out, bucked hard, and shot all over Ryan’s hands and belly.
His own spent cock throbbed, eager to answer that heat even if he couldn’t.
Alex relaxed against him, panting, smiling too. “That was incredible.” Then Alex kissed him, tongue slipping between his lips. This one was lazy, luscious.
Ryan luxuriated in it, feeling like a pasha as he leaned into Alex. The kiss went on for a while before Alex broke away to lean their foreheads together.
“That was even better than I thought it would be.”
“It was… wow, Alex. Just wow.”
Laughing, the sound so happy, Alex wound his arms around Ryan and pressed closer. “Is it okay if we stay here for a while?” Alex asked, stealing another kiss before Ryan could answer.
“Um-hum.” He was happy here, warm. Relaxed. Food could wait. Whatever else Alex planned could wait.
“Oh good.” Alex snuggled in closer. It felt cozier, comfortable and exciting at the same time. And the kisses. They were even better now.
Ryan smiled against Alex’s lips, tracing them lazily. Humming, Alex touched his tongue in return, sliding it along his own. They breathed together, nice and slow, turning the connection into something intoxicating.
Alex moaned, opening his mouth wider and deepening the kiss. He began moving his hand, and it took a while before Ryan put that together with the tingling circles on his back. One hand, slow circles, but it felt like Alex was making magic on Ryan’s skin.
He arched and pushed closer, his eyelids getting heavy.
“God, you’re good-looking,” Alex told him, the words whispered against his lips.
The sweet touches along his back continued. He’d never known his spine was so sensitive, but it was like Alex knew exactly where to touch, how to touch.
“I…. That’s intense.”
“Yeah? Your back is supersensitive? That’s awesome.” Alex gave him a wry grin. “It was all I could reach,” he admitted. “I’m glad it’s working for you. I love how your skin feels.”
Ryan’s cheeks heated, and he grinned. “That’s the hottest thing anyone’s said to me since the last time you said something hot.”
Alex chuckled at his words. “You make me feel like a stud.”
“You are.” And it didn’t matter if anyone else thought so.
“Thanks, babe. You really do make me feel so good.” Alex rubbed their noses together, then kissed him again.
The laziness was gone from their kisses now, the heat building once more.
A twofer. How wonderful was that? Pretty fucking awesome, really.
Alex’s hand never stilled, the touches exploring Ryan’s back thoroughly. Then it danced down below his waistline, and Alex’s fingers at the top of his ass were electric.
“Mmm….” His body reacted instinctively, his hips rolling.
“Yes,” Alex hissed, rocking into him. “You’re sensitive there too, huh?”
“Guess… guess so.” Hell, he felt sensitive everywhere.
Alex grabbed a lot of his ass with one hand, squeezed, dipped his fingers into Ryan’s crack.
The sensation was delicious and a little weird, if he was honest. He’d never played there; his hand had always been enough. And none of his other experiences had been with anyone he knew well enough to let them touch him there.
Alex wasn’t being pushy, but he was caressing gently, lightly.
Ryan wasn’t sure how this worked, how two guys figured any of this out. Hopefully Alex knew.
More kisses followed, and more gentle strokes that made his nerves light up, that encouraged his cock to become hard again, his balls to ache.
“What do you want to do?” Alex asked. “Sixty-nine? Hand jobs? Rubbing off? Anal?” Alex rubbed harder against him. “I’m easy—I just want to get off again.”
“I—” Ryan stopped, chuckling softly. “I’ve done exactly what you and I just did, and I didn’t get nearly that much time. I’m willing and able, but I don’t know what’s best.”
Honesty, right?
“I’ve spent more time than you at it, I think, but yeah, blow jobs and hand jobs.
I tried anal when I was very young, and it was a disaster because we didn’t know what we were doing. I made it my job to find out how to do it right. But we can do whatever we both want. This is for us, what we both want.”
“Maybe we should just explore and let things develop.”
“I like that. Nice and easy and whatever—we need to both know that we’re happy with whatever turns up, though, right? I mean, if anything’s off limits.”
“Right. I want you to feel good, for both of us to.”
“Yeah. Okay. I’m probably overthinking this, eh?” Alex kissed him again before he could answer.
It was sort of dear, if he was honest.
As they kissed, Alex relaxed again, lying against him, hand starting to move over his back, heading down toward his ass. Ryan pushed into the touch, letting Alex know he welcomed it, was interested.
Alex hummed, and his hand rolled over Ryan’s asscheeks, rubbing one, then the other, the touches getting him back in the mood just like that.
“Feels good,” he murmured, hoping Alex understood him.
Alex nodded. “You do. You feel really good. I could spend forever touching you.”
That wasn’t an option, but he had tonight. And that’s what he focused on.
Alex kissed his neck, lips warm as they lingered on his throat. The whole area began to tingle, to burn, Alex’s lips electric. As he moved along Ryan’s neck, Alex kept kissing, increasing the tingles and the warmth. No one had ever made Ryan feel like this before.
“You’re filled with hot spots. I approve.”
He didn’t know how to answer that, but it didn’t look like Alex was really waiting for any sort of answer. The kisses and licks moved to the right of his throat, Alex nuzzling along his collarbone.
“What do you like?” Ryan tried to focus on something that would feel good.
“Touch me, babe. Just touch me.”
“I can do that.” Ryan loved to learn shapes with his hands, to remember planes and angles and explore them again and again.
Alex moaned for him, pushing into his strokes. “Oh yeah, that’s good.”
Ryan found that lean body had so many little places that made Alex moan. He was having fun exploring them all. Alex seemed to be enjoying himself too.
He rubbed along Alex’s shaft, then circled one nipple, and all the while Alex kept kissing.
Alex was busily fondling his butt, cupping it and rubbing it, every now and then sliding warm fingers along his crack. He spread wider, letting Alex in deep. With a low moan, Alex moved in closer. He pressed one finger against Ryan’s hole, pushing, but not hard enough to penetrate him.
Alex tapped and rubbed, tapped and rubbed, over and over, and Ryan found himself trapped in it.
Their kisses became breathless, the sounds of their gasps loud in Alex’s bedroom every time their lips parted.
God, Ryan felt like he was going to explode, but he didn’t, and that made it better.
It went on and on, every touch ramping things up ever higher. He didn’t think it could get any more intense, but it did with every passing moment.
“More. God, man. You’re driving me crazy in the best way.”
“I’ve got some lube on my bed stand there. I’m gonna grab it, okay?” Alex’s pupils were dilated, making his eyes look huge.
“Uh-huh.” Ryan took a hard kiss first, letting it get that much hotter.
Groaning, Alex stayed right there with him, kissing him back with equal passion.
Finally, Alex broke the kiss and stretched back to grab a little container sitting there. Ryan had to hide his in a locked drawer, along with his porn.
Alex got the lube opened and slicked his fingers. He set the lube near the top of the bed and snuggled back in, hand going around Ryan’s waist again. Alex met his eyes. “Ready for more?”
“I am. I think I am. I want more.”
“Yay.” Alex laughed. “I’m glad.” Alex slid slick fingers along Ryan’s crack, the cool gel warming quickly. By the time Alex reached Ryan’s hole, the lube was warm, and each rub against his hole only made things warmer.
Ryan answered with kisses and touches of his own, but they were nothing compared to what Alex was doing to him. After some more massaging, Alex pressed his finger against Ryan’s hole with some strength. It slowly stretched him, and then all of a sudden, Alex’s finger pushed through, going right into him.
It didn’t hurt. To be honest, it felt odd more than anything—foreign. Alex wriggled his finger, then pulled it all the way out and followed up with another push into him. In and out, Alex worked his hole, the sensations changing the longer Alex played there.
Ryan began to moan, his hips moving restlessly. Alex used Ryan’s movements to push his finger deeper. It was still odd and foreign, but there was a heat there now, a growing need.
“You’re so hot inside,” Alex murmured. “Feels so good.”
“It does. It feels amazing.”
Alex beamed at him. “Good. I want to make you feel good.” Kissing his nose, Alex wriggled his finger deeper inside Ryan. “You want more?”
“Yeah. Yeah, I think I do.”
“I was hoping you’d say that.” Alex kissed him, then pulled back slightly, finger sliding from him. “I want to spoon you from behind to do this, okay?”
“Okay.” Ryan wasn’t worried. He knew how to say stop if things began to hurt.
They readjusted, and he had to admit that it felt good being curled back into Alex’s body—warm and cozy and safe. Alex returned his fingers to Ryan’s crack, teasing his hole from the outside again. Ryan let one leg fall forward, let himself open up.
Humming, Alex pushed into him again. This time the intrusion was thicker, stretching him wider. Two fingers, then, slick and wet, easing the way. As Alex pushed his fingers in, he licked and kissed Ryan’s neck, making him shiver.
“You are sensitive. I love that in a lover. I do.”
“Good.” Because it would be weird to hear that it sucked, especially right now.
“It is. It’s great.” Alex slowly pushed his fingers in deeper, then he drew them away before pushing them in again. It went on, over and over, Alex rocking gently against Ryan now, their bodies moving together like they were swimming.
Ryan closed his eyes, letting himself feel everything. All of it. Alex’s fingers went deeper with every push into him, warming him up. The odd feeling was gone now, totally overshadowed by the heat, by the pleasurable ache.
He arched deeper, pushing into the basket of Alex’s hips, Alex’s hand. Alex moaned softly and went back to nibbling on his neck, fingers pushing in faster now, in and out, making him ache, making him need more. He got it unexpectedly, Alex touching what Ryan realized had to be his prostate. He knew it was supposed to be really good, but he’d never expected it to be a bolt of pleasure shooting through his entire body.
“Please,” he begged. “Don’t stop.”
“Oh man. That’s so hot.” Alex pressed against that place again, moaning when it made Ryan buck. “Fuck. Yes.” Again and again, Alex fingerfucked him, hitting that amazing spot inside him enough that nothing else seemed to exist.
“Fuck!” Ryan thrust back and wrapped his hand around his cock, pulled hard.
Alex seemed to take that as his cue, pushing in fiercely, faster, making Ryan fly. It was better than anything Ryan had ever done before, better than he’d imagined.
He didn’t know what to do, how to think. He wasn’t even sure thinking was an option right now.
“I have condoms,” Alex murmured. “I bought them today.”
“Good. I want…. Please, man. Take me.”
Alex pulled his fingers out, stretched away from him, and grabbed the condoms from the bed stand. “Got ’em.”
Ryan tried not to tense because he wanted to know what Alex would feel like, needed to, maybe. It took a moment for Alex to open the condom wrapper and get it on, Alex’s hand and cock both occasionally bumping against Ryan’s back.
“I
can’t wait to be inside you.”
“You’re hard for me. I can feel you.”
“God, yes. I was hard for you the minute I saw you naked. All this is making me superhard.” Alex kissed his neck, and the next thing Ryan knew, Alex was pushing against his hole, blunt and hot. Alex felt huge, way bigger than his cock actually was. Ryan guessed it was all a matter of perspective.
That was a teeny tiny hole.
“Breathe, honey. Nice and easy. You’re okay.”
Ryan nodded. He was. It wasn’t like Alex was even inside him yet. Just pushing that thick cock against his hole. It held tight, like it had cock repellant in it. He knew that wasn’t ideal for this, though, so he took a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself.
“That’s it.” Alex rubbed the blunt cockhead back and forth across Ryan’s hole, leaving heat and tingles behind.
“Uhn. That’s….” He didn’t have the words.
It didn’t seem to matter. Alex answered him anyway. “I know.” Alex pushed and the pressure built, like earlier with Alex’s fingers, only deeper, stronger. Then all of a sudden Alex’s cockhead breached his hole, the burn incredible.
“Don’t forget to breathe!” Alex sounded a little alarmed. “It’s okay. You’re okay. I’ll wait here. Just take your time to get used to it.” Alex stroked Ryan’s belly gently.
“I’m okay. I’m okay. You’re big.”
“Of course. I’m a stud.” Alex laughed softly, and it jiggled the cock inside Ryan, shifting it side to side and making him gasp. Alex moaned and sank a little deeper. “Man, you’re tight and hot. I’m glad I came earlier.”
Alex’s words made him shiver all over.
Then Alex began to move, thrusting slowly, making Ryan feel every long inch. He began rocking with Alex, back and forth, taking it all.
Alex’s cock touched that place inside him, making everything much bigger, making him catch his breath and squeeze his own cock tight.
“Damn!” Alex gasped and bucked, driving into him harder.
Ryan jacked himself, driving himself back at the same time, meeting Alex’s thrusts.
“Oh God. Christ.” Alex repeated the words with every thrust.
It made a random song: thrust and cry and thrust.
