A Perilous Proposal
Copyright © 2005 by Michael Phillips
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To the friends of my youth from many years ago at
Lincoln University in southeastern Pennsylvania.
From you I learned, to the limited extent such a thing is possible in this fallen world, to love and understand in some small measure a race other than my own. For the hearts of such men as Frank Brewington and Rufus Nance and many others of you who took me in as one of you, I will always be more grateful than words can say. Being part of your lives, for however briefly, enriched me, broadened me, and changed me in more ways than I am sure I even realize myself.
I have not forgotten you . . . and never will.
CONTENTS
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Cover
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Prologue
1. Night Riders in White
2. Slave Boy
3. Boy, Papa, and Master
4. Separations
5. Words of Anger
6. Jake’s Mama
7. Farewell
8. Terrifying Encounter
9. Micah Duff
10. New Surroundings
11. Scuffle
12. Left Behind
13. Recovery and Reflection
14. The Order of Things
15. Twisted Grain
16. Freedom Cousins
17. The Freedom War
18. Light
19. Hard Words
20. Away
21. Haunted by a Mother’s Words
22. Unsought Tragedy
23. Unlikely Alliance
24. Respite
25. Carolina
26. Fateful Discovery
27. Accusation and Agony
28. Meeting
29. Remembering
30. Changes
31. Surprise Caller
32. To the Rescue
33. New Boy in Town
34. Cotton
35. A Stranger Who Wasn’t a Stranger
36. Kinfolk
37. Cotton-Pickin’ Henry
38. Rain
39. Moonlight Stroll
40. No Ain’t No Answer
41. A Welcome Surprise
42. Shoot-out
43. Aftermath of Death
44. So Many Uncles!
45. Final Notice
46. Together Again
47. A Daddy for William
48. Mr. Thurston’s Box
49. A Thoughtful Day
50. A Day to Remember
51. Voices in the Night
52. Night Raid
53. Out of the Depths
54. Father and Son
55. A Woman’s Honor
56. Abduction
57. Lynching
58. Decision of Love
59. Endings and Beginnings
Epilogue
Author Biography
Other Books by Author
Notes
PROLOGUE
Maybe we shouldn’t have been surprised by what happened. But we were. We had been living in danger for so long, I reckon we forgot how dangerous it really was—especially for blacks like us. Considering all that had happened before, and how folks ’round there felt about a black boy touching a white girl—even if it was only to protect her—we should have known what was coming. We probably should have hidden him away, or sent him north or . . . something. But we didn’t.
It is still so painful to recall that it brings tears to my eyes—having the man I loved ripped away from me. How I wished, in that awful fire-flickering moment when I could still see his face, that I hadn’t put him off, that I had agreed to his proposal when I’d had the chance . . . in spite of the danger. But it was too late now.
I could not help wondering if I would ever see his face again, or if I would even live through the night myself.
NIGHT RIDERS IN WHITE
1
THE SKY WAS SO BLACK NO ONE COULD HAVE SEEN their own hand in front of their face. Everyone in the big house was asleep, and had been for hours. There wasn’t a moon.
Only silence.
But the stillness would soon be broken. For murder approached through the night.
The distant thunder of horses’ hooves gradually intruded into the senses of the dogs where they lay. Even asleep, their ears turned instinctively toward the sound. Instantly they jumped to their feet. A few barks echoed into the night. They weren’t enough to wake anyone inside . . . not yet.
But the riders were coming fast. Within a minute or two the dogs were howling at whatever was moving toward them. Uneven flames played against the black horizon . . . and the pounding of hooves grew ominous. The dogs saw the strange lights and barked the louder. Five or six sleepers stirred in their beds.
Two minutes later a posse of riders galloped recklessly into the yard. Dust rose in all directions. The dogs flew about in a yowling frenzy at the horses’ feet. Chickens in their sheds cackled in an uproar of confusion, and a few cows in the barn began to low restlessly. Lanterns appeared in a couple of the windows. They were hardly needed. The torches of flame held from every rider’s hand jumped high in the blackness and cast eerie shadows on the walls of house and barn and lit up the open space between.
“Hey you inside!” called the deep voice of the lead horseman. “You got a nigger in there—we’re here for him!”
The band of white-hooded riders around him sat waiting. Their prancing mounts fidgeted with jittery energy after the long ride.
Daring a few glances outside, the women in the house trembled with terror.
After a long minute, at last the door of the house opened. A white man holding a lantern stepped onto the porch. He did not carry a gun. He hoped somehow to deal with this peaceably. Though he was not a man easily cowed, the sight that met his eye was enough to send a chill up his spine. He had spent most of his life talking rather than shooting his way out of trouble. Whether he would be able to do so on this present occasion looked doubtful. In front of him sat twelve riders draped in white sheets and with masked faces.
“We’re here for the nigger . . . you know why!” said the rider.
“You know who we’ve got here,” replied the white man. “They’re none of your concern.”
“That young buck made himself our concern yesterday. This is what comes of being too friendly with that little girl of yours. Now he’s going to pay! Hand him over or these torches’ll be through your windows and that house of yours’ll be nothing but cinders come morning.”
“He doesn’t live here. We’ve just got a couple of house darkies.”
“Word has it he’s been out—”
“Hey, Dwight—” interrupted ano
ther voice.
“Shut up, you fool,” spat the spokesman, turning in his saddle. “—I told you . . . no names.”
“But I got him . . . he was hiding in the barn!”
All eyes turned toward the voice. A tall young man wearing one of the white capes was dragging a young black man, still rubbing sleep out of his eyes, through the barn door into the torchlit night.
“That’s him!” cried another of the riders.
Half the saddles emptied. Within seconds a small crowd was viciously kicking and beating the black man into the dirt. A few moans were his only reply.
“That’s enough—plenty of time for all that later,” yelled the man called Dwight. “We don’t want to kill him here. Just get the rope around him and put him up on that horse.”
“All right, you boys have had your fun,” said the white man, walking toward them from the house. He still hoped to end the incident without bloodshed. “He’s done nothing to any of you.”
“He forgot what color his skin is—that’s enough!” yelled another of the riders. “You seem to have forgotten it too.”
“Ain’t no good can come to a nigger-lover around here, mister,” chided another. “That’s something you maybe oughta remember. You and your kind ain’t welcome in these parts.”
Behind them, the door of the house opened again. Out stepped a white woman, by appearance close to twenty. Terrified at the sight that met her gaze, she drew in a steadying breath. Then she stepped off the porch and came forward with more apparent courage than she felt inside. She knew, in one way, that she was herself the cause of this incident. She hoped she could keep it from becoming still more dangerous.
“He meant nothing by what he did,” she said, walking forward and speaking to the lead rider. “It was my fault, not his. I shouldn’t have interfered.”
“Then he should have known better, miss—and you should have yourself. Now that it’s done, he’s got to pay.”
Out of the corner of her eye she saw the black man being shoved onto the back of one of the horses with his hands tied behind his back. One of the other men began forcing a noose around his neck.
“Get it tight!” yelled another with an evil laugh.
“But you can’t do this!” she cried in a pleading voice. She ran toward them. “He’s done nothing wrong!”
Rude hands restrained her and yanked her back. A surge of fury filled the white man where he stood a few yards away. He took several steps forward. But there was nothing he could do against so many. The young woman ran to his side in desperation.
“Let’s go, Dwight,” yelled one of the men, “—we got him!”
The last of the riders remounted. The rest began to swing their horses around.
Out of the house now flew another woman, this one black. She ran straight for the captive. Before the riders could stop her she threw herself against the horse where he was bound and clung to one of his legs. He looked down and tried to reassure her with a smile. The light from the surrounding torches danced in her eyes, wet with tears of terror that she would never see him again.
The eyes of the two former slaves met but for a moment. Though the noose had already begun to choke his neck, the young man tried to speak.
“I love . . . we’ll—” he began.
A rude slap across the mouth from the nearest of the horsemen silenced him. At the same instant, a booted foot from another shoved the girl away.
“Get away from him, nigger girl!” he yelled as she stumbled back and fell to the ground. “Otherwise we’ll string you up beside him! We got plenty of rope for the two of you.”
A few shouts and slashes from whips and reins, and the mob galloped away. On the ground, the girl picked herself up and ran a few steps toward them.
“No!” she wailed. The forlorn cry was lost in the night. Her horrified protests soon gave way to sobs. She hardly felt the arms of the man and her friend as they approached and tried to comfort her. Slowly they led her back to the house.
“But why . . . why?” was all she could whimper in her grief. Neither of the other two had an answer. There was no “why” to hatred.
For the first time in my brief life as a free colored girl, I almost wished we were slaves again. Had Mr. Lincoln never set us free, a whipping and a beating might take place on a night like this. But at least the man I loved would be left with his life.
But times had changed. I knew that. Living in the South after the War Between the States was different than before. I had been glad of that . . . before now. But now coloreds like me no longer had value as slaves. Before 1862, our very slavery, though our curse, had also been our protection. Whites may have looked down on us, and whipped us, even despised us. But not too many hated us. In the white man’s eyes, we weren’t worth hating. I hadn’t liked it. None of us had. But it’s how things were.
But the war changed everything.
Once we were free, hatred came to the South. A new kind of hatred. An evil hatred. Slaves had always been beaten. But blacks were now being hung. And now the young man I had come to love was about to become one of them!
I wept as I watched the torches disappear into the night. Dread filled my heart. I knew I would probably never see him again. What good was the freedom we had been given if we couldn’t live long enough to enjoy it?
No, I did not want to go back. Not even now. Freedom was better than anything. But hatred created invisible bonds of its own just as bad as slavery. I had changed so much, we all had, in such a short period of time. But was it worth it?
The nation called the United States of America was supposed to be one of liberty and opportunity for all, or so I had heard. It did not seem so to me at that moment.
As a result of our newfound freedom, many black people might possibly rise up and prosper in this land that had long been our home.
But on this night it seemed clear that many would also die. . . .
SLAVE BOY
2
LIFE WAS SIMPLER BACK WHEN NEGROES WERE slaves.
White masters controlled life. Every bit of it. There was nothing to do, nothing to think, nothing to plan, nothing to hope for . . . nothing to do anything about except do what you were told.
But was freedom from such drudgery worth life itself?
That was the question on the mind of the young black man now riding through the darkness with a noose of death around his neck. He was terrified—that was for sure. But even more than his own fate, his sickened heart was filled with the wail of love that had sounded behind him as he had been taken away. It was a dreadful sound. He would never forget it.
As he jostled along in the saddle, his past life flitted through his memory. He recalled where he had come from. It had been a long search that had brought him here three years before. Now it seemed the quest hadn’t been such a good idea after all.
He had found family. He had discovered love. But what would either matter if his life ended tonight with his body dangling from the end of a white man’s rope?
All he could think was that he should never have left Alabama, where he was born.
Back then as long as he obeyed his white master and kept his eyes to the ground, all went on day by day in relative peace.
That hadn’t prevented the whippings. But at least the simplicity of life had kept him alive.
Alive . . . but angry.
He had hoped the smoldering demon of anger had left him for good. But the white man hated soft-spoken free Negroes no less than brash and belligerent slaves. What made him think life would ever be different?
What did any of it matter now?
A quiet anger had been his silent companion almost longer than he could remember. Perhaps it was destined to be a curse that accompanied the newfound freedom of his race.
The day he first felt it rise up within him was also the day his own whippings had begun. Years later, by the age of fourteen when the Emancipation Proclamation had come, he had countless scars on his back. The marks of the whip were plain en
ough evidence that keeping his mouth shut hadn’t been easy.
And all the while a silent rage seethed inside him to accompany the scars. It was not an anger directed merely at his white master or his men, but also against the man who had given him life. Scars on his back were not in themselves a burden. No scar could keep a man from becoming anything he wanted to be. But anger like his was a different thing. It could keep a man in an unseen bondage from which no one else could free him. Or a woman too, though women weren’t quite so prone to it as men. Not even Abraham Lincoln could free the young man called Jake from the anger in his own heart. He would have to fight his own personal war to win that freedom.
The battle would not be an easy one.
Jake’s youngest years playing with the other slave children and the master’s son hadn’t been so bad. There had been enough to eat. Though the work for grown-up slaves was hard, life had pattern and predictability. He came from a people who took happiness where they could find it. Laughter and song were never far away, ready to brighten any day when the master’s whip was silent.
But Master Clarkson was a shrewd one. He knew how to control his slaves with more than just the whip. He instilled fear early in life. He didn’t want his black youngsters growing up too comfortable.
Jake never forgot the day the master came out and gathered all the slave children, then looked at them sternly. Jake was probably four or five, but there were some as young as three in the little group.
“Just look here,” said the master, nodding toward the dog beside him. He was holding it by a leash as it strained and growled to get at the children. “This here’s what’s called a nigger dog,” he said. “I got it to ketch niggers when they run away.”
He looked around, making sure his eyes probed straight into every child’s face. He wanted them to understand that he was talking to each one of them.
“He’s a mighty strong dog,” said Clarkson. “He can run faster’n any man alive. Look at them teeth—they’d just snap a nigger’s leg right off. This dog likes the taste of nigger blood, he does. He’s just waiting every day, hoping I’ll say the word and send him after some nigger trying to run away. Might be your daddy, might be your mama . . . it might even be you, ’cause this dog don’t care if it’s a grown-up or what. He likes nigger blood wherever it comes from.”
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