by Sharon
He might never be able to share her thoughts, but he could—and did—feel her thinking, sorting through her store of Terran words and meanings, fingering each as if it were a bright stone …
“So one repairs to the Repair Pit in order to repair the deficiencies of hunger and thirst,” she murmured, slowly. Then, more quickly, her voice bright with excitement: “It is another multiple meaning!” She tucked herself closer against him, her fingers tightening on his arm.
“At first, you know, I had thought Terran a flat language, with all of its information on the surface. It is … delightful to find that I have been wrong, though it is somewhat difficult to know how to fathom the depths.”
“That is precisely what makes learning a language so perilous,” Daav murmured. “For one must have the culture, in order to understand that there are depths. Often,” he added, looking down into her luminous face, “the depths are treacherous.”
“Certainly they must be! And the assumption that one has—or has not—understood the whole of the information being granted … ” She sighed. “It seems to me that the Scouts set themselves an impossible task, van’chela. How can you hope to fathom all?”
“No one ever fathoms all; even the most astute of native speakers sometimes err. It is … often … enough to be aware of the depths, and to tune the ear for nuance.”
They paused to let a lorry clear the street, then crossed to the entrance of the Repair Pit, where Aelliana was disposed to dawdle, observing the windowless exterior and the scrollbar over the door.
“It only displays in Terran,” she commented.
… and thus they might be looking at a subtle warn-away, Daav thought, pleased that she had caught the hint.
“We may go elsewhere if you like,” he said. “I will say that I do not believe that Pilot Peltzer would send us into a situation he considered to be less than secure. It is, however, the pilot’s choice.”
Once again, he caught the intensity of her thought, then she nodded, once, in a gesture she had undoubtedly learnt from Anne.
“I am hungry, too,” she said. “Let us by all means accept the pilot’s suggestion.”
“Now,” Aelliana said after they had found seats in the crowded room and entered their meal selections into the data board bolted to the side of the table. “The next question, if you please.”
Daav glanced around the room, admiring Bruce Peltzer even more than he had done previously. The place was set up as a garage with multiple workbenches. Each table ordered through the data board; the meals were delivered via a slightly lunatic conveyor system. There was no reason for those seated at one work bench to interact with the occupants of another. Thus, one might be certain of one’s own space, one’s own custom, and one’s own language over the meal. Such an arrangement greatly reduced opportunities for taking—or giving—offense.
“Daav … “
“The next question—what is bacon?” he said, turning back to her with a smile. “Bacon is a condiment—a cured meat served in thin strips, hot. However, in the usage ‘saved my bacon,’ it is meant that one’s life was preserved.” He held up a hand as her lips parted. “I do not know how one leaps from the first to the second, and can only in this instance repeat what I have been told by a native speaker—in fact, by Pilot Peltzer.”
She sighed, clearly unsatisfied, but … “We shall, of course, abide by the pilot’s explanation. Though I believe I will ask Anne when we return home.”
He grinned, picturing the conversation. “Do that.”
A discreet clatter drew his attention to the conveyor belt, where two trays were on course for their table.
“Our meal approaches,” he said.
“Smokey?” Aelliana asked, before she had even sampled her “Rimrunner’s Stew” or her lemon water.
“A call-name,” he said promptly, eying his “Space Jockey Special.”
“Yes, but—why not your name?”
The absence of utensils argued that the foodstuff on his plate was intended to be addressed with the fingers, though he scarcely knew how he was to escape without becoming well sauced, indeed.
“My name was unknown in the initial transaction,” he said, picking up the first overflowing bun gingerly. “And one must call a man something. Also, there appeared to be a complaint regarding my comportment, in that I kept fading in and out, like smoke. I was inclined to put that aspect of things down to the head injury, myself, but one must not be churlish in these matters.” He glanced over to Aelliana, who was holding her spoon near her mouth, an expression of not-entirely-pleasant surprise on her face.
“How is your meal?” he inquired politely.
She took a deep breath, lowered her spoon and reached for her bottle of lemon water.
“The word may be ‘decisive,’ ” she said. “I had not expected something so warm. And yours?”
“I have not yet recruited my courage,” he admitted. “Hold but a moment.”
He assayed a small bite, finding it not bad; the sauce sweet, but not overly so, and the filling agreeably chewy, despite being every bit as messy as he had feared.
“Not inedible,” he told Aelliana. “If you cannot support yours, take from mine, do. I cannot imagine that I can accommodate the entire plate.”
“Perhaps the second spoon will be less surprising,” she said, determinedly. “After all, one cannot always have toasted cheese sandwiches.”
Daav laughed. “Now that,” he said, “is not a very Liaden outlook.”
“I suppose it isn’t,” she agreed, and assayed her soup again.
“The yoster and me have reached an accord, and he’ll be staying on,” Bruce Peltzer said. He nodded at the green plant on the counter. “I’ll be doing better for him, of course, but for now, he’s taken that for his bunk. Last I saw, he was having a bit of a nap, but if you’d like to say your good-byes … “
“I see no reason to disturb his dreaming,” Daav murmured. “He’ll recall us, and we’ll recall him, each for as long as we can.”
“That’s right.” The big man cleared his throat. “I didn’t do any better getting a fix on his previous bunk. Seems clear he was lifted, though, and took off without permissions.” He shook his head. “Boy that took him had some troubles—like the pilot said, more than a norbear could fix. They were both lucky you two happened by.”
“Work he will do for you?” Aelliana asked. Bruce looked to her.
“Don’t you worry, Pilot, I’m not going to let him slack off! Norbears are useful to have around the place. Not only are they what you might call a calming influence, but they’re real good on knowing when somebody’s thinking about walking out a hatch without a suit. You don’t often get ‘em as sharp as Hevelin; he’s going to be a real asset to the circuit rider’s office.”
“Good,” Aelliana said, and Daav heard the tears in her voice. “We do well for him.”
He reached out and took her hand. “We’ve done what’s best for him,” he said, and gave Bruce Peltzer a grin. “And for you, too.”
“I’ll allow a good turn,” the big man said comfortably, and stuck his hand out. “Good to see you again, Smokey.”
“And you.” Daav put his palm against the other man’s, watching as it was swallowed and released. “Fair travel, Pilot. Walk carefully, port-wise.”
“That I’ll do—and the pair of you, as well. Pilot Caylon, it’s an honor.”
“Thank you,” Aelliana said, inclining her head slightly. “Good lift, Pilot.”
“Safe landing,” he replied.
They were passing a bookstore on Duty Free Street, all but in sight of The Luck, when the unanticipated happened.
The door opened as they strolled by; Daav registered the impression of an ordinary-seeming Terran of perhaps an affluent habit, his belt innocent of weaponry, and a package with the bookstore’s name emblazoned upon it cradled against his chest.
In a word: harmless.
Hand in hand with his pilot, his love, Daav took a step.
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bsp; “Professor!” Excitement, only that. Nothing to concern one.
Daav took another step.
“Professor Kiladi, wait!”
There was no excuse for it; the merest Scoutling might have acted with more finesse. His heart stuttered, his step faltered …
… he snatched his hand away from Aelliana’s.
“Professor!”
Discovered, he thought, after all these years. And yet, the thing might still be recovered, if only you can rally a bit of credence, Daav.
Slowly, an expression of what he devoutly hoped was cool and slightly offended curiosity on his face, he turned. Aelliana, who must have felt that first jolt of horror as clearly as if it had been her own, turned with him, her face wary, and one hand on her gun.
The man approaching them, already out of breath with his hurried dozen steps, was younger than Daav, his pale hair glued to his head by the rain. His eyes were tight at the corners, as if he spent long hours before a text screen, or bent over the pages of books. He came on, oblivious to Aelliana’s threat, a smile of purest pleasure on his not-entirely-forgettable face.
“I beg pardon, sir … ” Daav said, suddenly recalling the face as it had been, much younger, rounder, less drawn—third row, second quadrant, he thought. Dobson. Chames Dobson.
” … you have the advantage of me,” he concluded.
The man paused at the proper distance for speech between non-kin, Daav was pleased to note, and performed quite a credible bow to the master.
“You are Jen Sar Kiladi, are you not? I—of course, out of so many students, you wouldn’t remember me. Chames Dobson, sir. I was in your class on comparative cultures at Searston University, and it—” He blinked, and appeared at last to see the man who stood, broadly puzzled and perhaps losing patience, before him; his leather well worn, and his partner standing at backup.
“I … It is I who beg your pardon,” he said slowly. “You—you might be his brother, sir, but I see that I am in error. You are not Jen Sar Kiladi. Please accept my apologies for disturbing your peace, Pilot.”
“Please,” Daav said, carefully, as would a man who had been surprised, but after all not threatened, and by one who had some grasp of proper manners. “It is a simple error. I have made it myself, when on a strange port, and hoping, perhaps, to see a friend.”
Dobson’s face relaxed into a smile, and for a moment he was entirely the earnest young scholar he had been.
“Yes, exactly. I just got word—well. Say that circumstances brought him to mind—and I wished that I could share my news, and tell him how much his teaching had meant to me. Then I saw you as I came out of the bookshop … ” He shook his head, half amused, half regretful, and stepped back, lifting his free hand politely.
“Safe lift, Pilot.”
“I thank you. May your day embrace joy.”
Chames Dobson turned and walked off, a trusting man.
Daav braced himself for the question that, alas, was not long in coming.
“Who,” Aelliana asked sternly, “is Jen Sar Kiladi, and why did you lie to that man?”
Chapter Twenty-Two
“Liaden Scout” must now be seen as a misnomer, for to become a Scout is to become other than Liaden. It is to turn one’s face from the homeworld and enter a state of philosophy where all custom, however alien, is accepted as equally just and fitting.
We are told by certain instructors that not everyone may aspire to—nor all who aspire, attain—that particular degree of philosophical contrariness required of those who are said to have “Scout’s eyes.”
For this we must rejoice, and allow the Scouts full honor for having in the past provided refuge for the disenfranchised, the adventurous and the odd.
—Excerpted from remarks made before the Council of Clans
by the chairperson of the Coalition to Abolish the Liaden Scouts
“A wager,” Aelliana repeated. “You fabricated an entire person—for a wager?”
“Well,” he said apologetically, “at first, it didn’t seem so difficult—comparative linguistics was near enough to a portion of a Scout’s course of study. By the time the wager had come against its deadline, Kiladi had defended his first degree and taught a seminar or two, and it seemed impossible that I just stop. He had colleagues, correspondents, students—in a word, he would be missed, poor fellow. I could scarcely murder him out of hand.” He sipped, and admitted, “Besides, I was curious to know how long he might support himself.”
Aelliana reached for her glass and sipped wine. It was not very good wine, being what was on offer at the Pilots Mart, but it was well enough for its purpose.
“How long has Scholar Kiladi persisted?”
He sighed. “Nearly fifteen Standards. I admit, it will be hard to end the Scholar’s life.” In fact, it was remarkably dismaying, the thought that Kiladi would no longer be with him. It was not as if the scholar had been a constant companion; his needs were modest: time and resources for his researches, and leave to produce his papers and keep current with his correspondence …
“Why must you?” Aelliana asked, fortuitously breaking this increasingly bleak line of thought.
“The terms of the wager were that the fabrication might continue only until it was discovered. Even though he has far outlived the circumstance that birthed him, he has been found out, and thus is forfeit.”
She shook damp hair back from her face.
“But he has not been found out,” she said. “The man on the port just now—Chames Dobson—he admitted a likeness, but was convinced at the last that you were not his teacher.”
“Be it as may be, yet you are wise to Kiladi’s secret, Aelliana.”
“Yes, but I am your lifemate,” she answered serenely.
“Are you?” he asked, softly.
She frowned. “Am I not?”
“In the eyes of the world, you are not until there is a contract between us,” he said, and wondered at himself, that he pushed this point at her now.
Her frown became more pronounced.
“That is a separate issue,” she said sternly. “Which I am not prepared to discuss. At the fore is Scholar Kiladi’s life. Has he a résumé? A bibliography?”
“He has. Shall I download his file for you from the Scholar Base?”
“There is no need to trouble yourself; I have an account.”
She rose, taking her glass with her.
It was no small effort to keep his tongue behind his teeth and his posture inoffensive. Aelliana was plainly annoyed with him and he had no wish to provoke her further.
“I will want an hour alone,” she said.
He bowed his head. “Of course, Pilot.”
*
Jen Sar Kiladi’s bibliography was extensive. She was by no means an expert in his fields, but that mattered not at all. His work had been studied—not to say scrutinized—by those who were expert, and had formed the basis for further illuminations and scholarship.
The words brilliant, radical, original were more often than not the descriptors applied to Scholar Kiladi’s work. There was of course a leavening of popinjay, recluse, and dangerous madman from his detractors, but those served more to relieve than alarm her. A scholar who did not make collegial enemies was a scholar who was not exercising his intellect to its fullest extent.
It might seem odd that a Liaden had taken all of his degrees at Terran universities, but it appeared that Scholar Kiladi had originated upon a Terran world which also housed a lesser Liaden population. This early living astride two cultures, so he had written in his supplication letter to the Admitting Officer at Dobrin University, was what had first excited his interest in the field of cultural genetics, an interest that had only deepened as he pursued his degrees first in comparative linguistics and then in the dynamics of diaspora.
She requested half-a-dozen papers from various stages of his career and skimmed them, finding evidence of a supple mind and subtle thought. His arguments were solid, his presentation confiding and occasi
onally playful. His conclusions, while sometimes risky, in her sample never lacked the support necessary to their weight.
In fact, Scholar Kiladi was brilliant, Aelliana thought, leaning back in her chair and looking at last to the copilot’s station, where Daav sat cross-legged; freshly showered and relaxed in a long-sleeved sweater and soft pants, his hair loose and fresh along his shoulders.
No, she thought—not relaxed. Daav was awaiting her judgment, and he was … concerned of what it might be.
She sighed again, ran her hands through her rain-sticky hair, and wrinkled her nose, feeling grubby.
“Van’chela, you cannot deny the galaxy the gift of Scholar Kiladi’s thought,” she said slowly. “You are … Daav, you are”—she waved her hand hopelessly at the screen, brilliant, radical, original—“a jewel.”
He shook his head. “Not I, lady of my heart.”
“Is it not you, at base?”
“It may be,” he said slowly. “I consider Kiladi to be—other than myself. We have points of similarity, and I read his papers, among dozens of others, with interest, for we overlap in our areas of expertise. Daav yos’Phelium does not write papers, nor hold any degrees, saving his survival of Scout Academy and ascendancy to the rank of captain. But, melant’i teaches us, does it not, that we must tailor ourselves to fit the role in which we stand?”
Aelliana felt a slight, not entirely pleasant thrill, recalling the man he had become out on Staederport; the man who was so definitely, to the eye of the admiring student, not his beloved professor. It had been stance, she thought, and a dozen subtleties that had remolded Daav, her copilot, her lover, her lifemate—remolded him into a rough pilot, perhaps a little chancy in his temper, perhaps, even, just a tiny bit the worse for his wine …
“You have never seen me stand fully as Korval,” Daav murmured. “It is necessary from time to time, and one must be … convincing. It comforts me, that I feel less in common with the delm than I do with Kiladi.”
“I want to see him,” she said abruptly. She spun the chair around, her hands gripping the armrests. “Scholar Kiladi.”
Daav lifted an eyebrow, and drew in a long breath. He unfolded his legs and stood, closed his eyes and let his breath go.
