Looking over at the sleeping giant beside me, he doesn’t even move from my jostling in changing position, and I knew from the way he looked last night that he hadn’t slept the night I stayed at Missy’s. I didn’t tell Missy everything that happened, but needless to say, telling her the history that Nathan and I had on top of the recent events, caused her to be a little shocked.
Leaving out the harsh things he’d said to me, I just told her he was less than pleased about the baby, but he also misunderstood that he was the dad. The last thing I wanted was for her to not like him since I knew eventually he would come around, and didn’t want unpleasant feelings on her end towards him. When I arrived at work the next day and Nathan came to talk to me, I wasn’t ready for the apology actually, thinking maybe he’d try to put it on me since after I dropped the baby bomb I was unable to explain.
Never did I expect that the first words out of his mouth would include a ‘I’m sorry.’ Then to hear that even if he wasn’t the dad, that Nathan would raise it as his own if I wanted to be with him, just floored me. Could I ask for a better man? Then when Maven came in and asked to talk in her office, I got to hear how Nathan went to their house and talked to Dornan and he told Maven. I wasn’t surprised by Dornan telling her, but that Nathan was that upset he needed to talk about what happened, since he isn’t much of a talker.
When it appears that Nathan won’t be waking anytime soon as I lay and watch him sleep, I decide to get up, knowing I need to get something in my stomach before I start feeling sick. Quietly I head downstairs and toast some bread as I make coffee, inhaling a crispy piece of bread before I make my way to the shower. I have red stubble burns on my neck and chest from Nathan, my nipples are raw, and there is a definite throb between my legs. The replay of last night filters through my thoughts as I shower. He makes me feel so sexy and beautiful. Like he can’t control himself around me, and it’s such a powerful feeling.
After drying myself off, I stand naked using the towel to dry my hair and watch in the mirror as the handle to the door turns and then Nathan’s massive frame takes up the entire entryway. I smile at his sleep rumpled appearance; he has a hickey on his neck and some small red marks on his chest from my nails. I smile at his reflection; he looks at my body from behind before gazing at my front in the mirror.
He’s naked, and I notice his cock growing thick and long. Stepping closer and pressing up against my back, his lips attach to my shoulder as he kisses up the side of my neck. I love feeling the hair on his chest tickle the backs of my shoulders, the hair covering his groin against my lower back. His fingers wrap around my wrists as his hands guide mine to brace the countertop and then he reaches between my legs to find me already wet.
“Mmm,” he groans as he brings his fingers to his mouth for a taste. “You too swollen, or is this okay?” he whispers in my ear.
“No, I want you,” I nod.
He presses a soft kiss on my earlobe, sucking the skin between his lips and I feel a flood of wetness between my legs. His hands pull my hips back as his legs move between mine, the blunt head of his cock pressing into me, sinking deep through my swollen tissues. My eyes roll back as I bite my lower lip and white knuckle the countertop, he pushes in slow and pulls out even slower.
He’s so big but feels even thicker as he fills me from behind, hitting something deep inside me with this angle. My eyes open to see him looking down to watch himself moving into me, and I push my ass out further. He slides his hand down to grab my ass cheek, before picking up his pace, rolling his hips, then raising his hand to slap my plump cheek.
“Nathan, yes, you’re going to make me come so hard,” I gasp as we move together.
My hips circle back into him, and I feel my pussy clasp hard around him as I come, causing Nathan to pound into me harder to ride out my orgasm. He’s still moving when I stand straight, causing his dick to fall free from me as I turn and drop to my knees, taking him into my mouth. My flavor coats his skin, and his cock is hot as it invades past my lips.
“Yes,” he groans as he gathers my hair in both hands, moving my head up and down as he thrusts deep. “Suck my cock, just like that.”
Every time the huge head of his cock hits the back of my mouth, it causes a sound to eject from my throat, and I feel his thighs tighten under my hands. My eyes looking up at his fucking gorgeous face as I let him fuck my mouth, and guide me however he wants. He’s enormous, and every time he pulls back I feel saliva drip from his cock onto my chest.
Occasionally he pulls all the way out, but I don’t let him free for long, before my greedy mouth seeks for it and forces him back in. I’m hungry for him and want him to keep going until he loses it, his shoulders hunch over, his upper body curling over me as he pushes deep and holds my head against him.
“You look so fucking hot choking on my cock, want me to come in your mouth?” he asks.
I swallow around him and gag as he pulls out, catching my breath before running my tongue over the head, his fists pumps up and down forcefully on his shaft.
“Or how about your face? Maybe your tits?” he says with a shuddering breath.
“Everywhere, I want your cum all over me.”
My lips clamp over the head and I suck hard, my hand joining his as we both work to bring him to orgasm. My free hand moves down to finger myself, the sounds of my wetness accompanying with the sucking sound from my mouth, and the frantic pace of our hands echo in the tiled space. Nathan pulls free and I feel as a long burst of semen shoots onto my chin and neck, another huge stream aimed at my tits, coating my skin.
I come from my fingers as Nathan groans and gasps my name, our hands slowing on him. With my fingers, I swipe up the semen on my chin and suck it off, moaning at the taste of him. His hand moves to my chest as he rubs his cum into my skin, while the other grabs the hand I used to finger myself. Bringing it to his mouth, where he wraps his lips around them, tasting me.
“We’re not going to work. I need to eat your pussy all day,” he says as he picks me up and carries me all the way upstairs, lying me on the bed as he kneels between my legs, parting them for his face.
He kisses all around my bellybutton before tugging the jewelry between his teeth. His nose trails through my soft line of pubic hair, while his thumbs part my lips and his long tongue traces up from my asshole to my clit, causing me to shudder. My muscles tighten as I look down at him, he has the longest tongue I’ve ever seen and it devilishly laps at my overly sensitive skin. He closes his eyes and makes satisfied sounds, and I feel a gush of wetness between my legs. Lips move to my entry and he sucks up the liquid until I’m lifting off the bed, my hands in his hair guiding his mouth where I need him.
The tickle of his beard on my thighs is driving me insane, adding to the frenzy he’s already causing with his mouth. My cries are raspy and loud as I orgasm, fingers pumping inside me as his tongue licks all over. I come again immediately when he palms both my ass cheeks, lifting the lower half of my body up to his face as he devours me. After I attempt to close my legs, my hands now trying to push his head away from me because if I come again, I might die.
Finally, he kisses up my body, landing on my tits as he sucks a pointed tip in between his lips. I wrap my legs around his waist, his cock hard between us and he works his magic on my chest. His lips suckle up my neck to my lips before he rests on his elbows placed on either side of my head, running a thumb under my lower lip.
“The first thing I noticed about you was your lips,” he says and I have to clear from my orgasmic haze to listen.
“Hmm?” I reply.
“When Maven was introducing you around the shop on your first day, and I saw you smile at Smokey. I couldn’t take my eyes off you; you looked everyone in the eye but me. You looked down and bit your bottom lip…I nearly came in my pants right then.”
My eyes open, looking up as his eyes focus on his thumb still teasing my mouth, I clear my throat.
“I never reacted that way to a m
an before, like I did with you. It was like all I could do was picture what you were like in bed.”
His eyes shoot up to mine before I let out a giggle, and cover my face with my hands.
“Seriously?” he asks.
I nod and run my hands down my face and add. “I mean, there was something else, something mysterious about you that had me wanting to know more…but from then on, all I wanted to do was test my theory.”
His brows furrow.
“Then why didn’t you ever talk to me? At the shop, you always kept everything professional, you never talked to me about anything not involving work.”
“I thought,” I pause and sigh, “I’d see the way you interacted with the female customers and thought I wasn’t your type, or that maybe I was no match for you. I just didn’t think you were interested in me.”
Our eyes stay connected.
“I thought you were too good for me, that when you came on to me at the party, that I was just going to be your one night with a bad boy. But fuck I wanted it, I wanted you,” he says this as he sticks the tip of his thumb into my mouth and my lips instantly close around it, sucking gently. “I was fine with that if that’s what you wanted. So, you can see why I was a little pissed, but not shocked, when you left me that night.”
I can see the hurt still present as he recalls that night from six years ago like it was yesterday. I’ve hurt him on more than one occasion, and I wasn’t sure he’d ever really trust me not to leave again. I knew from this point on, that I needed to assure him that I wasn’t going anywhere.
“I left that night because even though in my head I knew on your end it would probably be a one-night stand, but after we, ya know…” I say waving my hand down to my chest.
“I made you come just from sucking on your tits?” he smiles with dimples present.
“Yesss,” I reply with a roll of my eyes. “I knew I wouldn’t be able to quit you after one night. I had too many feelings, feelings I thought you didn’t have for me. So, in some attempt to maintain my sanity, I left. I regretted that every day since, but I wouldn’t change the way we ended up here, I mean I’d change some things.”
I stop, not wanting to think of Tyler, but the past invades my mind.
“But to be here, with you. I never want that to end.”
His thumbs brush over my cheeks, as he looks down at me with such sweetness I feel it in my heart.
“I’m sorry so many times over for the shit I did to you Nathan, and I’m sorry I stayed away from you the other night. I wanted to come back to talk but, it reminded me too much of how I felt with Tyler, and I’m not saying you compare at all. Just the feeling of complete despair, when you said those things it cut me deeper than anything Tyler ever did…because he didn’t matter to me and you do.”
My voice quivers at the end and I bite my lip again before I begin to smile, leaning up to brush a kiss over his lips. Nathan kisses me back, and even though we’ve just skimmed the surface of the deep past hurts we’ve inflicted on one another, it feels good to make the progress towards a new start.
“Tell me about our baby,” he says softly as he rolls off me and onto his side.
I look down as he rests his hand on my lower belly.
“It likes when I walk, likes when I eat toast, and loves when I sing, ‘Wonderwall’ by Oasis.”
He hums and strokes his thumb back and forth across my protruded flesh.
“Are you sick every morning?”
“Not always.”
“Do you have cravings?”
“Sometimes, the Chinese the other night was one, but nothing in particular yet.”
“When do you go to the doctor next?”
“Friday.”
Nathan moves down to kiss my stomach, running his thumb back and forth just below my bellybutton.
“Can I go with you? If you don’t mind,” he says, looking up at me.
My eyes well up at his touch and his words, I nod because I swear if I talk I will burst into tears.
“Sorry,” I say, covering my face again. “These goddamn hormones,” I sniffle.
Nathan moves back up the bed and pulls my hands away, smiling down at me.
“I like it,” he teases.
“Oh yeah, well you’ve only seen the crying, and horny, you only got a small taste of the pissed the other day about my car.”
“Ahh, so that’s why you want all this sex? I thought it was my huge cock,” he says with raised brows.
I burst into fits of giggles.
“What?” he teases as he runs his bearded cheeks across my neck, the tickling sensation causing me to laugh even harder.
I tilt my head back as I cover my mouth, only to allow him more access to my throat, to which he begins blowing raspberries against my skin.
“Stop! Stop!” I giggle and plead.
I squirm and try to roll out from under him, but he stops and lays his head on the pillow.
“Okay, I’ll stop, now cuddle me,” he demands.
I wake spooning behind Nathan, the sunshine pouring in through the windows. It’s later now and I sit up, shit I guess we really weren’t going into work today.
“I already called Maven when you fell asleep on me, told her we weren’t gonna be in,” Nathan says groggily.
“Oh,” I sigh before lying back on the bed.
He rolls onto his back, eyes still closed as I prop my head up with my hand.
“What did you tell her?” I ask with curiosity.
“I said we made up, and I need to fuck you all day.”
I smack his arm and he laughs, placing his hand over the abused bicep.
“I said we weren’t coming in, and she asked if we made up, and I said yes, and she said good.”
It’s weird knowing that all of a sudden everyone we know is aware of our relationship, weird since it’s been going on for years and they are just now finding out what’s been going on. Besides Maven from her bachelorette party, yet she didn’t know the most recent events until she pulled me into her office. I move my hand to Nathan’s face and run my knuckles over his jaw, tracing the contours of his face, until he unleashes his giant tongue to take a swipe at my fingers.
“Seriously, you have a freakishly long tongue,” I state.
He opens one eye and squints at me.
“Do not,” he says offended.
“I can barely touch below my lip, and I’m sure yours goes past your chin.”
“Show me,” he challenges.
I open my mouth and stick my tongue out.
“You can do better than that,” he states.
I do it again and touch where my tongue ends with my fingers, just under my lower lip.
“See...now your turn.”
I watch as Nathan’s tongue sticks out, a devilish point that curves up at the end.
“Told you, it reaches past your chin,” I smile.
I watch as he moves his tongue around, seeing how far it touches in every direction, even curling up to touch the tip of his nose. A hot rush of horny takes over, and I lean forward as Nathan sticks his tongue straight out. Putting my mouth around it, sucking it in between my lips and then pulling back up slowly like it was his cock. I attempt the move again, but before I can pull up he slips his tongue back into his mouth. Using his hand on the back of my head, he brings our lips together. Wrapping my leg over his hips, I start to rub myself against him as the kiss turns more passionate, teeth nipping skin, and his enormous tongue lapping at mine.
“You ready for more?” he whispers, pulling back and cupping my cheek.
I look up at him with needy eyes and nod my head as I bite my lip. We’re both still naked and I see his cock is ready for me, but my vagina feels broken after not having sex for so long.
“I’m sore,” I reply.
“All over, or just inside?” he asks, licking down my torso.
“Inside,” I shiver in reaction to his tongue.
Na
than rolls onto his back and pulls my hips up over his face so I’m straddling his mouth, my knees spread wide as I plant my hands between the pillows. Looking down to see Nathan’s tongue sticking straight up like before, as he slides it into my pussy. Even though his hands are on my hips, I’m the one determining the depth and speed of his tongue, he’s literally letting me fuck it.
I reach down with one hand and spread my lips, as I rock my pelvis back and forth. The tip tracing through my folds, I do this for long minutes until I need help to hold my body up and bring my other arm back to grasp the pillow. He palms both my ass cheeks and buries his tongue deep, so deep into me. He slams my pussy down and back up, and then I’m coming, my hands clawing at the bed sheets as wave after wave of orgasm courses through me.
I fall off him in a heap and he quickly rolls me onto my back where he slips his cock over my mound and I feel him coming. His semen bathing my pussy lips and thighs. I look up at him as he braces his upper body with his arms, his head bowed, his eyes closed as he groans through his orgasm. His hair hangs down and I reach up to push it back so I can see more of his face and watch as the release moves through him.
His come face is so sexy and raw, so open and I just stare at him. He just came from licking my pussy, giving me pleasure got him off. Nathan lowers himself onto me, his warm softening cock lies between us, and I run my hands over his back and shoulders. We lay in bed for a long time, in between naps and lazy touches. I’m really sore and even though his touches turn me on, we don’t do anything more sexual that day. Just snuggling and feeling one another, and always, Nathan ends up resting his hand over our baby as we fade off to sleep.
18
The last few days loving Skye has been like a dream, better than a dream since lately the only dreams I’ve had have been nightmares. It’s as if I can’t recall ever having such sweet visions before, as I do at just seeing her. Waking up to her, smelling her, kissing her, tasting her. Feeling a connection deeper than I ever remember having to another soul, words can’t describe. Skye is having my baby, we made a baby, and Skye’s growing our little person inside her. She had the idea of keeping our little person no matter my reaction, solidifies she’s going to be the best mother, which makes me hope that I can only be just as good of a father.
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