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by John Norman


  "But with respect to her duties here, in connection with this prisoner," said the leader, "she is to be bare-breasted, and is to be given, at most, a string and slave strip."

  "It will be as you wish," said the pit master.

  "And, tonight," said the leader, "see that she is thoroughly washed and combed, and made-up, and perfumed, and silked, and send her to my quarters."

  "It will be as you wish," said the pit master.

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  The doors to his quarters, double doors, were opened before me, each by a deferential slave girl, her head down. They were briefly silked.

  I had approached down a long, carpeted corridor. Flanking me, but a just a little behind, were two guards.

  I wore rich silks, which muchly covered me. These were not altogether unlike the free woman's robes of concealment but the materials were not so inflexible and ornate. Far softer they were. Too, I had been veiled. The veil that I had been granted, however, was not of the sort commonly adorning free women, heavy and opaque, but was of light silk. Beneath it the lineaments of my features might be subtly discerned. The girl who was to be introduced into his apartments was not a free woman, but a meticulously adorned, exquisitely veiled slave.

  I could see him within, reclining on a divan.

  "Welcome, my dear," he called, and, with a gesture, invited me within.

  The two slave girls closed the doors behind me, and slipped away. I was not followed into the room by the guards. I would suppose that they turned about, and returned to their duties, perhaps by the outer doors, those at the end of the hall.

  Before the divan, but a bit to the right, as I faced it, was a low table, on which there were beverages and fruits, and tiny bowls and plates, filled with an assortment of viands. I felt momentarily giddy with the smell of the roasted meats, the breads and pastry.

  We were not wholly alone in the room together for, to my right, back, near the divan, but not so close to it as the table, sitting on cushions, cross-legged, were three musicians.

  I approached the figure on the divan, which wore lounging robes, and knelt before him, my head down.

  "Kneel with your knees closed," he said, kindly. This seemed fitting, as I was dressed.

  I closed my knees. I kept my head down.

  He must have given some signal to the musicians, for they began to play, softly, in the background.

  "You may serve," he said.

  "Yes, Master," I said.

  I then began, in the manners of this world, as I had learned them in the pens, to serve, deferentially, self-effacingly, proffering drink and food, sensitive to, and obedient to, his least inclination, his least word or glance. How different these things were from the provender of the pens, of the pits! There was no gruel here, no dried mush, no pellets. And I had not been fed since morning. I hated the silken veil then, despite its beauty, for it sealed my lips from food. I would have preferred, I assure you, primitivisms more typical of this world, such as the barbaric banquets of soldiers and guards, in which we must serve naked. There, at least, we might kneel and whimper, begging food. There, at least, we might hope, at least if we were found sufficiently pleasing, to be fed by hand or thrown scraps. But here I was ravening, and I dared not speak.

  He dropped a tiny bone, sucked free of meat, onto a small, golden plate.

  "You serve well, Earth woman," he said.

  I handed him, at his gesture, a glistening napkin and he touched it to his lips.

  I felt almost faint with hunger.

  But these men, of course, do not spoil their slaves.

  At his indication I held forth the tiny golden finger bowl, and he dipped his fingers within it, and then dried them on the napkin.

  I replaced the finger bowl and the napkin on the small table. I then knelt before him.

  The music was very soft, unobtrusive, in the background. The melodies of this world tend to be barbarically sensuous.

  I sensed his eyes upon me, but did not look up.

  The room was a large, rich room, with a smoothly tiled, glossy floor. Small rugs and cushions were here and there. There were numerous, rich hangings. In places slender pillars rose to graceful arches. At the walls, at places, there were ornate chests. Some screens with open grillwork were to one side. There were some side portals, with beaded hangings. It was through one of these that the slave girls had slipped away. In the left, rear part of the room there was a window. Outside it I could see lights in some of the tower buildings of the city. There was also an entryway in the back part of the room to what seemed to be an open porch. I could see more lights through this aperture, in the distance. Some of those lights, I think, may have been on the walls of the city itself.

  I kept my head down.

  I was well aware of myself as a slave.

  I could see the coverings, and the cushions, at the foot of the divan.

  The music was subtle, insistent.

  I lifted my eyes, pleadingly, to the male, who was to me, though I belonged to the state, in this time and place, as Master.

  "You may speak," he said.

  I held the veil more closely about my features, as though this might the better conceal me. But, of course, as I instantly realized, this was foolish. I had seen it in the mirror. My features, my lips, could be discerned within it. It did seem to provide me with some protection from his gaze, but its actual effect, of course, was primarily symbolic, that there was a veil. If anything my gesture might, for an instant, have rendered my features more visible to him. I quickly lowered my hands, the veil, as it were, adjusted.

  "I am hungry, Master," I said.

  "Does the Earth woman beg food?" he asked.

  "Yes, Master," I said.

  He let me remain kneeling before him, my head down.

  I could hear the music.

  In it were reflected the nature and values of a complex civilization.

  "Stand," said he, "and go there, and face me."

  He had pointed to a place on the glossy tiles, some feet before the divan.

  "Remove your veil," he said.

  I obeyed, standing before him, a few feet before him. I removed the veil first from my features, opening it, and brushing it to the sides, and then, with almost the same gesture, I lifted it and put it back, behind me. It was then upon me, behind my neck, and before, resting over my shoulders. This veil, like many of the veils on this world, was quite large. It was some six feet in length and three to four feet in width. It was designed in such a way that it might be, if the wearer wishes, wrapped about the entire head, shoulders, and upper body. A smaller veil may be used, of course, with hooded robes of concealment. It is bound or pinned about the face, within the hood. Many robes of concealment are hooded. The hood may be either an integral part of the garment or an independent accessory. There is an entire lore of veils, having to do with their nature, opacity, style, coverage, and such. As with fans on my old world, in former centuries, much may be done with them by a clever woman. In typical, modest veiling, that called for by most proprieties, only the eyes and the upper part of the bridge of the nose are exposed. It was in that way that I had been veiled in my serving. When I had parted my veil, and brushed it back, and put it behind me, I could hear, in the music to my right, in a ripple of interest and approval, of delight and excitement, the musicians' reaction. I lifted and brushed back my hair, freeing it. I adjusted it, too, with a toss of my head. Perhaps it was a vain gesture. One of the musicians chuckled.

  I then stood before he who was to me as Master.

  "Let us see the collar on your neck," he said.

  I adjusted the silks so that it would be clearly visible.

  One of the musicians laughed.

  I did not need to be reminded that I was collared.

  The musicians, it seemed, were pleased. I was sure of that, from the music. To be sure, it was not they whom I must please, not at this moment, in this place.

  I looked at the foot of the divan, at the cushions which were there.

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bsp; I did not even know the name of he who reclined upon the divan. But what needed I to know, other than the fact that he was a free man, and I would address him as "Master"? He knew my name, of course, the only name I had, which had been put on me in this place, 'Janice'.

  I was barefoot. There were bangles on my ankles.

  "The Earth woman is hungry?"

  "Yes, Master," I said.

  "And would be fed?"

  "Yes, Master."

  "We shall see how you perform," he said.

  "Master?" I asked.

  "Do you know how to use your veil?" he asked.

  "I do not understand," I said.

  "Discard it then," he said.

  I removed the veil from about my shoulders, and dropped it to the side. It floated to the glossy tiles, and lay there, lightly, crumpled.

  "Remove your outer silks," he said.

  I obeyed, and put them to the side.

  The music rippled.

  I wore now a skirt of filmy silk, which would swirl as I moved. It was open on the left. My midriff was muchly bared. My breasts were haltered high. Tiny straps came over my shoulders. In such garments one might serve at more decorous banquets, though, to be sure, most likely not if free women were present. When free women are present, one usually serves gowned, or tunicked. At less decorous banquets one might expect to serve differently, in a ta-teera, in rags, in a slave strip, naked, in such ways. I wore bracelets, an armlet, bangles. Too, I had been given earrings, golden rings.

  "Do you know the name of this world?" he asked.

  "Gor," I said.

  "Do you know how to dance?" he asked.

  "No!" I said.

  "Surely they taught you something in the pens," he said.

  "I am not a dancer!" I wept.

  "Surely you know something of the basic steps," he said, "the walks, the glides, the presentations, the turns, the arm movements?"

  "A little, Master," I said, in misery. To be sure, one is not likely to escape the pens without being taught such rudiments.

  "You are going to dance for me, Earth woman," he said.

  "I do not know how to dance!" I protested.

  There was a tiny, skeptical skirl from one of the instruments.

  "Beginning position!" he snapped.

  There are several such. I swiftly flexed my knees, lifted my rib cage, and put my hands together, wrists crossed, over my head, the backs of my hands facing out, the palm of my right hand over the palm of my left hand.

  He rose from the divan, as I stood thusly before the divan, so posed, and went to the side of the room. From one of the ornate chests he fetched forth a thick, single-bladed, snakelike slave whip. I watched him with terror as he approached. Then he stood to one side. Then, suddenly, at the side, he snapped the whip. The report was like the crack of a rifle. I nearly fainted. I sobbed.

  "You are going to dance for me, Earth woman," he said, menacingly, "and as what you are, and what you are only, an Earth-girl slave before her Gorean master." He then snapped the whip again. "Do you understand?" he asked.

  "Yes, Master!" I wept.

  He then returned to the divan, on which he reclined, the whip on the silks beside him, inches from his grasp.

  "Begin," he said.

  I danced.

  At one point he lifted his finger and the music stopped, and I stopped.

  "Do you know the use of finger cymbals?" he asked.

  "No, Master," I said.

  "Continue," he said.

  And so again the music began, and again I danced. Alas, I, so little trained in the art form, for an art form it is, was only too painfully aware of how far short my efforts must fall from those of a skilled performer. Could I do more than squirm, and writhe, and plead with my body, for mercy? But perhaps my desperation might amuse him? Perhaps he was merely interested in registering, with bemused tolerance, the inept, pathetic strivings of an Earth-girl slave to please him, hoping not to be beaten. Perhaps he was having me do this merely that he might at the end, for my clumsiness, lash me? Yet, too, I did not want to betray the dance. I loved it. It is so beautiful. I wanted, thusly, to suggest, within my limits, at least, something of the richness, the complexity, the profound sensuousness of such dance. Such dance can be a revelation to those who are unfamiliar with it, who have never seen it. Some never suspect how beautiful and exciting a woman can be until they see her in such dance. In few ways better than in such dance is it made more evident what an incredibly beautiful, marvelous, precious, wonderful thing a woman is. It is no wonder they want to get their chains on us. And, too, of course, I was frightened of him. I did want to display myself, and present myself, well before him. I did not want to be whipped. But, too, I confess, I wanted him to want me. I was stirred by him, powerfully, sexually, as I was by many men on this world, such men, and I wanted, thusly, to please him and excite him. He, as many men on this world, set fires in my belly. I danced before him. He helped himself, from time to time, to some of the food left on the table, a grape, a tiny viand, keeping his eyes on me. I must remember the hand and arm movements, the spins, the circles, the lifts, the thrusts! And then, at some point, perhaps when I was kneeling before him, moving my arms, and head and shoulders, I think I became one with the music and the dance. Startled I rose to my feet and began to move about the room. Were there hundreds present? Did they feast their eyes on this dancer? I went even to the musicians and moved, presenting myself as a slave, before them. Were they not, too, men, and thus such as before whom it was appropriate that I present myself, hoping for their approbation? In the eyes of the musicians I read something that I had not expected to find, that they were not displeased with the sight of the slave before them. How this made me hope, and how my heart was filled with a sudden surge of elation! But it was not these men whom I must most desperately strive to please. It was another. I returned, to move before him. Then, again, I whirled away, going about the divan, to the narrow window and danced before it. Doubtless there were none out there who saw me so move. The lights were beautiful. I then, in my dance, utilized the corners and surfaces of chests, and the walls of the room. I saw, beside the divan, a coil of chain. I danced away from it, terrified. Then it seemed I was alone with the dance, and my joy in it. And then, a moment later, wildly, it seemed again that I must dance for many. Did I hear the striking of the shoulders in applause, the pounding of goblets on low tables, the urgent cries of men? What power, I thought, must a dancer, a true dancer, exercise over men! How she must arouse them, how she must drive them mad with passion! But what power, ultimately, is hers, for she is in her collar? When the music stops is she not then, clearly, once again, only a slave at the feet of men? And is not the central, nonrepudiable message of this dance, in its entire concept, in its beauty, in its presentation of the female in all her marvelous sensuousness, that man is the master? This form of dance, on this world, is called "slave dance." That is perhaps partly because, on this world, it is permitted only to slaves, but I think it is more likely because, in it, the nature of woman is clearly manifested as slave. One might also mention that the dancer, in this form of dance, on this world, is commonly expected to satisfy the passions which she may have aroused. The submission which commonly figures in the finale of her dance, on this world, is not, I assure you, purely symbolic.

  I danced out, onto the porch, overlooking the city, the lights. I now saw that some of the lights, indeed, were on the distant walls of the city. They were beacons. Their primary purpose is to guide in the warriors, mounted on the gigantic saddlebirds, to enable them to safely negotiate the defenses of stakes and wire on the walls. The stars were very beautiful. I looked up and gasped, for then, for the first time, I saw the three moons. I had learned there were three moons here but this was the first time I had seen them. One does not see the moons in the pens, or in the depths, and, if they were visible, I had not noticed them during the light of the day.

  "Return, slave," I heard.

  I swiftly whirled about, and re-ent
ered the room. There were three moons here! But then, in a moment, I was, again, before he upon the divan.

  He lifted his finger and the music stopped, and I, too, stopped.

  There is one aspect to slave dance to which I have neglected to call explicit attention, but it is one which, I suspect, at least implicitly, is clear to all. Slave dance is arousing to the female who dances it. One cannot move as in slave dance without becoming sexually aroused. In this sense, a twofold effect occurs when we dance before masters. One has not only an arousal display but an arousal activity. And there is a reciprocal, mutually reinforcing, interaction between these things, as one understands that one is arousing, and he understands that you are also being aroused, and you know that he understands this, and so on. Indeed, slave dance can function as a cure for frigidity. It relieves inhibitions, improves confidence, and, I suppose, to some extent, literally stirs and stimulates organs. It is difficult for a body which has been trained in slave dance, for example, to be stiff and unresponsive. To be sure, there are many cures for frigidity. An obvious one is the condition of bondage itself. Another is the whip, and switch.

  "Remove your upper silk," he said.

  I undid the halter, and slipped it away.

  I saw that I would, indeed, dance as an Earth-girl slave before her Gorean master.

  For a time I danced in this fashion, and then, again, he lifted his finger and the music stopped, and, I, too, stopped.

  I looked at the remains of the food on the low table. I was very hungry.

  "Remove your silk," said he, "Earth woman."

  My hands went to the hip band and undid the clasp there. I lifted the silk to the side. I dropped it to the tiles.

  He indicated to the musicians that they should again play. This time, doubtless in virtue of some arrangement with, or signal conveyed to, the musicians, it was an extreme adagio melody to which I must move. I remained in place, so dancing, almost without movement.

  He picked up the whip, and walked about me, scrutinizing the slave.

  I was terribly afraid I would be struck.

  Then he was again before me, back some five feet or so, that he might have an excellent view.

 

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