by Cilla Lee
*
I'd asked Maggie and Razor not to tell anyone I was coming home, I needed time to adjust time to come to terms with just being in the same town with Colt let alone a room with him. Pulling into the driveway Maggie came running out and yanks my door open.
“Oh, honey I've missed you so much” she pulls me into her and then holds me at arm’s length and looks down and I know she felt my belly.
“Niya” she says and I smile and rub my belly “You’re pregnant” I just nod my head when Maggie steps aside and Razor pulls me into a big bear hug and twirls me around.
“Razor put her down” Maggie yells and she grabs me again we get into the house but I'm so tired I could sleep for a week, Maggie pulls me to the sofa and sits holding my hand “You’re pregnant”
“WHAT?” Razor yells and looks down at my belly “fuck Niya” he says
“I am” I tell them smiling while rubbing my belly again
“Can I” Maggie holds up her hand and I nod she places her hand on my belly and rubs gently, Razor sits behind her and he looks at me smiling
“How far along are you?” she asks me
“Four and a half months”
“Is the baby healthy”
“Um hum” I nod and reach into my purse and pull out the ultrasound photo the doctor gave me
“Oh Niya” Maggie says pulling me to her and Razor grabs us both and the three of us hug
**
It takes me a few days to adjust being home Maggie and Razor are on top of the world but all I feel is dread. I know I have to see Colt and my brain has forgiven him but my heart is still broken.
“You heading over there now honey”
“Yeah, I have to get this over with, the sooner the better”
“Good luck sweetie” Maggie gives me one of her amazing hugs and I feel some of the tension leave
*
I'd decided I needed to get this over with and confront Colt, I'll tell him about the baby and I'll move forward for our child... (yeah drop the bomb and leave solid plan) I head over to the Garage the club own and I see Colt’s bike, I'm so nervous I feel sick... it takes me a few minutes to build up the courage when there's a tap on the window and I scream...
“hay Niya you coming in or you just ganna sit there” Tucker says smiling at me, I get out of the car my palms sweating and my tummy all fluttery, the baby must feel my apprehension because it keeps moving.
“Hay Tucker how have you been” I ask him and he just smiles
“Good girl...... you” he asks and pulls me in for a hug
“I'm good is Colt in their”
“Yeah darlin' you want me to get him” I nod and he walks off toward the garage.
****
Colt
“Hay dumbass you got a visitor” Tucker says walkin' in and he nods to the outside doors, I get up and I see her fuck my heart is racing. I wash my hands so fast and walk towards her (god she looks good) but the one thing that still looks good is her locket around her neck.
“Hay” she says and I can see the pain in her eyes
“Niya I need to......” she holds up a hand to stop me talking
“Colt I've come to clear things up because we'll see each other around and I don't want things to be difficult between us
“Baby please”
“DON'T” she yells and stops...... closing her eyes and I know she's doing that to hold back the tears “please Colt just don't”
“Niya I didn't fuck Star, I promise baby I didn't” I take a step towards her but she takes one back
“Colt you were in bed together naked and you’re telling me you didn't fuck” I can see the pain in her eyes again
“Niya baby please it's the truth”
“I said don't” she looks right at me with such hatred I step back, she takes a deep breath and hands me a piece of paper. I look at it but don’t have a clue I hold it one way than the other
“What's this?”
“Look harder Colt” I turn it around and I'm looking at a black and white picture
“What the fuck is this?”
“Our child Colt”
“What?” she places her hands on her stomach
“Child”
“Yes, Colt our child”
“Your pregnant” I ask a little confused
“Yes, Colt I'm pregnant” she rolls her eye at me
“How? When?” I take a step forward and she takes another one back, fuck I hate the distance between us (forgive me baby) everything in me is screamin' to just grab her hold her and never let her go.
“Please Colt this is already harder than it is, I just thought you had to know. I've got to go I'm meeting Maggie for lunch, I watch as she gets in her car and drives off leaving me with the photo of our kid. I'm in complete shock as I watch her drive away, I look at the photo again (fuck I'm ganna be a dad) I walk into the garage still in shock, Stryker looks at me.
“So, what did she say?” I hand him the photo “What's this” he looks at it turning one way than the other and stops “Fuck man”
“Yep” I sit on a pile of tires for stability my legs feelin’ like jelly
“Dude your ganna be a dad” all I can do is nod my head (I'm ganna be a dad) replayin' over and over (mom) I jump up and grab the photo off of Stryker and run to my bike
“Where the fuck, are ya going” Tucker yells out
“Ganna tell mom she's ganna be a Granny” I speed off down the road. It takes me no time at all to get to my mom’s house, I run through the door almost breakin’ it in two.
“MOM, MOM” I yell she comes running down the hall “She came back” I tell her
“Niya” I nod
“She's back and she has a gift” I hand her the photo
“What's this” she turns it around and starts screaming jumping up and down “I'm ganna be a Grandma, I'm ganna be a Grandma” I spin her around
“I'm ganna be a dad” she screams huggin' me
“Ok, sit tell me what happened” I tell her everything that happened from the second Tucker told me I had a visitor to when I got here
“Tobias”
“Don't mom I know she's pissed but I'm ganna win her back you'll see” she bites her lip lookin' worried “she's still wearing it” I say
“Wearing what?”
“Her locket”
“Baby she seems really angry, did she listen to you”
“No” I tell her and she looks concerned “I'm ganna win her back if it's the last thing I do” I tell her
“Baby just give her time she's still angry”
“She is, but I'll wear her down mom where having a baby together and weather she likes it or not she belongs to me heart and soul and I'm not givin' up on that” she takes my hand sqeezin' it and takes a deep breath......
“Tobias, I'm worried you’re going to get your hopes up and then what?”
“Mom I love her so much I'm not givin' up on us, hell will freeze over before I do that” I'd already put my plan in motion after my grandma had her own intervention for me, I'd cleaned myself up apologized to the brothers and then I'd went in search of a house so when Niya came home we'd have somewhere to live.
*
“Yes, Sir how can I help you today” a pretty young woman says from behind the counter
“Yeah I'm lookin' for a property”
“To buy or rent” she asks me
“Buy” I tell her
“Ok we have this list here just go through them and we can set up a viewing”. I'd already gone on line and found the house I wanted so I go through the list and find the one.
“I wanna look at this one” I hand her the photo of the one I seen online
“Oh, when would you like to view it” I look at my watch the one Niya gave me for Christmas
“Now”
“Oh, sure let me get Tina for you” I watch as she walks down a hall and disappear into an office, I'm standing there for a minute or so when she comes walkin' back out with another woman. She licks her lips
the second she sees me, I know that look most women have it when they see the Cut. The look that says bend me over and fuck me or let me suck your dick look, the bitch is eye fuckin' me big time
“Hello the bitch says holdin' out her hand but I ignore it and she drops it to her side, she smiles Tina Zeno I understand you’re interested in one of the properties on our listings” I nod my head
“I am”
“When would you like to view”
“Now”
“Of course, how about I meet you at the property in twenty minutes”
“Sounds good” I walk out and get on my bike and head to the house. I picked this one cause it's a mile down the road from Razor and Maggie's and I knew Niya would want to be closer to them. I wait on the front stairs as a white Mercedes pulls up and the Realtor chick gets out, I notice her top two buttons are now undone and she's put on black heels. She smiles as she gets closer and licks her lips again.
“Come in please look around and tell me what you think”
“Just tell me about the property” I say not wantin' to waste time
“Ok this property is a cottage style house with four bedrooms” She shows me the rooms “Ensuite in the main bedroom with walk in closet, all the bedrooms have built ins but the master is a walk in something your wife might like” she looks at my hand
“Haven't asked her to marry me yet”
“Oh I see...... so the hall has a large walk in linen closet, bathroom wooden floors throughout the house needs an upgrade as you can see, there are colonial style shutters on all the bedroom windows as you saw walking in a large living space with separate formal dining room and kitchen and large breakfast room and large laundry behind the kitchen with another toilet, wrap around porch and the property has two large out buildings for storage and a three person garage it's 2553 square feet with 129 acres of land the property is priced at One Hundred and Sixty Five thousand”
“Why is the price so low?”
“It needs some work as you can tell and the owner just wants rid of it”
“Any offers so far?”
“None”
“Is the owner keen to sell?”
“Yes, he is”
“Tell him I'll pay One Hundred Thousand” and I can close now
“Let me give him a call and see what he says” she walks out of the room and I have one more look around seeing Niya and our child sitting in front of the fireplace during winter or me fuckin' her in front of it all the time dam my dick gets hard just thinkin’ about it.
“The buyer has accepted your offer you can come to the office and we can get the paper work started” she steps a little closer than necessary and I step back, a few years ago I would have had her up against the nearest wall fuckin' her hard but now Niya's the only women for me.
“I'll be in tomorrow to sign the paper work” I tell her and head out. It takes two weeks to get everything finalized and Stryker was helping me move my shit in by the following week it was going to take us a lot of work to get the house ready for Niya, but I would pay any amount of money to make a life for us.
Gettin' the house ready was more work than I expected and only because I had to buy everything this bein' my first house of my own people offered to give me shit for the house but I wanted everything to be new for Niya and even though mom and Grandma offered to buy a lot of things I needed to do this. I did get them to help with the decorations and things that a woman would need I mean what the fuck did I know about makin' sure the pillows matched the drapes (not fuckin' me that's for sure) I managed to get it all by the end of the month and had a contractor work over time to put in the new kitchen and bathrooms in the house, now that I had everything all I needed was my women.
Chapter Four
Niya
Tomorrow was my fifth month scan and I debated on telling Colt but Maggie told me he'd been bragging to all of the guys about being a dad and was looking forward to it, so she'd convinced me to call him
‘Colt’
‘Hay’ (god I love his voice)
‘Um I have my fifth month scan tomorrow and was wondering if you wanted to come’
‘Fuck yeah baby’
‘Colt please’
‘Niya just tell me the time and place I'll be there’
‘Ok it's at Dr Hardy's Office on king st at one o’clock’
‘I'll be there’
‘Ok see you tomorrow’ I hang up not wanting him to say anything else, every time he calls me baby my heart hurts. Not because I hate him calling me that, it's because I love it so much.
“Niya honey you ok” I nod holding back the tears
“Just called Colt and told him about my appointment tomorrow”
“And how did that go”
“He said he'd be there” Maggie's quite for a minute and then looks at me
“Honey what are you thinking” (I have no fucking clue I miss him I still love him)
“With what?”
“You know what? about you and Colt”
“I don't know Mag's I still love him and having a piece of him here, I rub my belly makes it hard to ignore him”
“Come here” she pulls me in for a big hug “It'll be fine honey you'll see” I nod my head but am still scared to see him.
**
The days warm and I have on a nice little summer dress on, my bellies gotten a little bigger and I started to waddle a bit. I felt like I've doubled in size over night but maybe that's all in my mind, my breasts have doubled in size and peeing a lot more than usual. Nights are the worst the only comfortable position is on my back and even that position is uncomfortable, everything has a smell and I'm horny as hell and cranky all the time (being pregnant sucks ass).
After I came home I avoided places I knew Colt would be or where he could be, I refused to go to the clubhouse even though I wanted to see the guys and see how they were but I just couldn't risk it. What if I ran into Star or Pixie the smug look on her face was something I wasn't ready for, but I did go to the tattoo shop to see the guys and Chelsea. The second I walked in the door she attacked me with hugs
“OMG girl look at you, look at this belly” she rubs it all over feeling the baby kick when she rubs
“Holy fuck did you feel that” she asks me a little surprised
“Yes, Chels I felt it”
“Oh of course dumb me” she pulls me in for another hug
“Come here sit”
“Where'd you go”
“I just got in my car and drove until I ran out of road”
“That's it you just drove” I nod
“Pretty much”
“Fuck when did you find out about” she gestures to my stomach
“On the second month, there I was so sick I had to go to the doctor and voila”
“Voila just like that.... are you ok”
“I'm getting there Maggie's amazing and Razor god I can't even lift a cup without him asking if it's too heavy”
“I can imagine papa bear Razor being like that, we should go shopping get the little one some clothes”
“No way the house is coming down with baby things”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah Colt's mom Granny and Maggie have everything under control”
“Colt's mom huh how'd that go?”
“I went over and seen her after I got back just to explain but she was great, her and Grace understood”
“That’s good”
“Yeah, there both pretty great”
“So, what's it like being pregnant”
“It sucks I'm huge, I pee all the time I eat constantly I'm so fucking horny and I have a world class football player in here kicking me all the time”
“Dam girl that sound horrible”
“It is but it isn't” I rub my belly smiling
“So, your horny huh” I roll my eyes at her
“Like you wouldn't believe”
“Do you have a stress reliever”
“A what?”
“You know a sex toy”
“Chelsea” I say smacking her arm (dam I missed her)
