by Cilla Lee
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Zoey
I sit next to mom as she sleeps she's always asleep these days the doctors have her on some pretty strong medication she’s so weak now she has a feeding tube and a catheter in “Mom I'm here, I'm holding your hand” I tell her not sure if she even knows I’m here
“Good morning sweetie” Kerry says, she's one of the nurses who works in this department
“Good morning Kerry how was the birthday party”
“The same old same old, my snotty sister never happy with anything and my mother trying to appease her as usual”
“So, you got drunk”
“I wish if I didn't have to work I would have gotten rotten drunk dealing my sister is a nightmare” I smile at her and wonder what my sisters like, if she looks like me and mom or if she looked like our father
“I'm sorry that's so inappropriate of me to talk about my night out I apologize”
“Don't it's nice knowing someone is out there having fun”
“Oh, honey I am sorry” she rubs my arm and checks on my mom “Good morning Rana honey” she rubs my mom’s sunken cheek with her fingers “Zoey is here” she whispers and I feel the tears prickle my eyes but I blink them away, staying strong for my mother. Out of all the nurses here, Kerry is my favorite she's so kind, a pure heart.
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Colt
“Baby where do you want the alter”
“Over there, Terrance says that's the perfect spot” I point to a spot that is a little to the right and I want the tent here, so it can be close to the kitchen if the caterer needs it and the entrance to the side so we can make a small path with pavers
“Baby”
“Colt that's what I want I only get married once and I want it perfect, Terrance is coming at ten so can you two please just get started” she says walkin’ back into the house
“Fuck man she has you by the balls” Stryker says
“Shut up” I tell him and give him the finger
“So, who's Terrance” he asks me (a fuckin’ pain in my ass that’s who he is)
“The wedding planner” I tell him
“A dude is your wedding planning”
“No, Niya's planning the wedding and Terrance is fuckin' me in the ass, getting her to buy all this fuckin' other bullshit we don't need. At one stage, he had her convinced she needed swans telling her how romantic they would look floating on a pond that we should build, a fuckin' pond so they can swim in it for one day, fuckin' ice sculptures and a fuckin' five course meal doves and other fuckin' bullshit. I tell ya if he comes up with another fuckin' hair brained scheme to screw me out of more money I'm ganna fuckin' kill him
“Hahaha your fucked” I punch him in the arm
“It'll happen to you one-day fucker and when it does pay backs a bitch”
“Fuck that I'm never getting married”
“I see Rochelle staring at you with those lovey dovey eyes”
“Fuckin' no chance man, she’s good for a fuck but that's it, ain't no way I'm puttin' a ring on her finger”
“Yeah we'll see fucker it'll happen one day”
“Colt” Niya calls out
“Yeah baby”
“Terrance says it needs to be a bit bigger” I look at the smug motherfucker standing there next to her
“Is that so” both Stryker and I look at him
“Yes, Colt I think it needs maybe one or two feet on the front”
“Well I tell you what Terrance” I take a step toward him and Stryker holds me back from punching the fucker in the face, he takes a step back
“Maybe it's fine” he says on a shaky breath
“Yeah maybe it is” I tell him and smile
“Oh, Terrance are you sure”
“Yes, Niya it looks fine now that I'm closer to it, both Colt and Stryker have done a fantastic job” (smart move asshole)
“Oh good” she turns back to me and gives me a kiss as both Stryker and I stare down at the prick
“Ok let’s talk about the tent” they both walk off Terrance moving a little faster to get away from us
“Brother, I can't believe you haven't killed him yet”
“Give it time the weddings only a week away” I grind my teeth lookin’ at the little fucker walk away with my women
*
After Stryker finished off the little gazebo everyone left there was still loads of shit to do but it could wait I was tied pissed off and needed my women “Baby, where are you” I walk through the house and see her laying in the tub with her eyes closed, I take off my clothes and step into the tub and pull her to me
“Hay you” I whisper to her
“Hay you” she says, I run my thumb over her nipple and she arches her back
“Umm that's nice” I lean forward and take her nipple into my mouth and suck the tip
“Oh, Colt that feels nice”
“You like that baby”
“Um hum” I lean over her and lick the other nipple and wrap her legs around my waist
“You taste good baby”
“Yeah”
“Yeah” I rub my cock on her pussy
“Colt” she rocks her hips up and down my cock
“That's it baby see how much my cock loves your pussy” she changes the angle of her pelvis and slides down over my cock “Baby your pussies so hot and wet”
“Only for you Colt”
“Fuckin' better be only for me baby” I suck her nipple harder and thrust in hard making the water splash onto the floor
“Colt” I take her mouth and slide my tongue in while I fuck her hard and fast “Colt I can't breathe” I pull out of her and spin her around
“Hold onto the tub baby” I plunge back in balls deep and fuck her harder and harder the water splashing everywhere
“Colt Oh god don't stop”
“Fuck me back baby” she pushes back and I plunge forward both fucking each other, her knuckles are white with the grip she has on the tub
“I'm ganna come baby” I pinch her clit and she comes on my dick her pussy muscles squeezing hard
“Oh, fuck baby your pussies so...fuckin'.... good” I bite the back of her neck as I pump the last couple of drops of cum into her pussy and she reaches around and holds me to her by the back of my neck as I kiss her shoulder
“You, happy baby”
“More than happy Colt” she turns and kisses me smilin' the hole time
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Zoey
“It's almost time sweetheart” I burst into tears and Kerry holds me tight, I hold onto my mother’s hand not wanting her to go but her breathing slows. She takes one last long breath and lets it out, the machine next to her beats with one long beat and I grab my mom and just hold her crying, I don't know how long I sit there for until Kerry touches my shoulder “Honey we have to let them take her” I look up and two men are standing at the door with a gurney
“Where are you taking her?” I ask her
“They have to take her down to the morgue sweetie”
“I can't, I can't leave her” she turns me to face her
“Honey she's not here anymore, that's just her body” I look at my mother, she only looks likes she sleeping and I pray this is only a joke and she's going to open her eyes and smile but she doesn’t. Kerry pulls me up off the bed and I let my mother’s hand go for the last time, the two men walk in and Kerry pulls me out of the room
“Zoey” Mrs. Duggar says and I turn to look at her “Zoey I've been looking for your sister and father and I have the last known address for them I've contacted the authorities there and they no longer live at that address is there anywhere that you think they may be did your mother happen to mention if your father has any family”
“No, he didn't have anyone”
“Well until we locate them you’re going to have to be placed in a care home for teenagers”
“What no I can go home and Mrs. Bray can watch me”
“No, I'm sorry sweetie but that's not possible
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“But” she shakes her head no
“I'm sorry Zoey, I'll take you by your house so we can pick up your things and then we'll organize the house and what you want to do with all of the things” I get up and walk to the door just as they wheel my mother’s body past, I watch as they go down the corridor
“What happens with my mother now?” I ask Kerry as she stops
“Your mother had a funeral plan so that's all been taken care of, Mrs. Duggar has all of the details of when the funeral will be”
“Oh ok” she pulls me into her arms and hugs me tight
“I'm so sorry sweetie” she whispers and I just nod
Chapter Sixteen
Niya
I open my eyes and my heart is racing, today I marry Colt and become Mrs. Wade, I smile rubbing my belly. I'd slept at Maggie and Razor's not wanting to jinx myself
(knock knock)
“Morning honey”
“Morning Maggie” I say stretching
“How you feeling”
“Excited”
“Excited is that it?”
“Happy a little scared that something is going to go wrong”
“Honey nothing in the world is going to happen today... nothing” I smile at her
“Come on up you get and have some breakfast”
*
The morning goes by so fast and before I knew Lena was here to do my hair and make-up. It took over two hours to get everything perfect, Lena making me look amazing. Than it was time to put my dress on, my hands shook as Maggie helped me
“Are you ok honey” Maggie asks
“Mag's I'm so excited I never in a million years would have thought I would be happy as I am and getting married to the man of my dreams” she smiles at me
“You are a blessing Niya and so is this little man here you deserve everything, you’re a strong young woman who's had a shit life and this is Karma giving something back” I smile at her
“Thank you, Maggie,” I say and hug her tight
“Right now, let’s get this dress on and you married”
As I come walking out of my room Chelsea and Lena were sitting at the kitchen table. I didn't want anyone to see my dress so only Maggie was in the room helping me
“Oh, Niya you look amazing” both women say and I do a little spin in my dress, I'd chosen a simple one shoulder empire waist Maternity dress with pearl beading along the top of my belly in a cream color and my hair is simple chignon hairstyle with a simple thin lace hair ribbon pearl earrings and simple cream sandals and light natural looking make up
“Chelsea, you look amazing” the burgundy halter chiffon full length dress suited her I'd chosen a red and cream rose bouquet with diamondizes in the middle of each rose
“Ok I'll see you at the wedding” Lena says kissing me on the cheek and she leaves
“Picture” Maggie says and I go and stand next to Chelsea
“Oh, girls you look so amazing together” Maggie's says and she starts crying
“Maggie you'll ruin your make-up” I pull her in for a hug handing her a tissue
“Ok let’s get this show on the road” Razor says coming down the stairs and we all stop and stare
“Yeah yeah, I know I look hot” we all laugh
“Oh, Razor you look so handsome” I give him a kiss and a hug
“Look at all you ladies... beautiful... just beautiful” I blush a bit
“Thank you Razor” we all say but Maggie walks over to him and pulls him to her and kisses him hard, Chelsea and I look at each other smiling
“Ok let’s go I know we have one excited young man waiting for you young lady so let’s go” we step outside and there's a limo sitting waiting for us and I turn to look at Razor
“It's just down the road why the limo”
“That's up to Colt darlin' come on let’s go” he helps us all into the car and we drive the minute to the house there are bikes lining the driveway and cars all behind them parked on the lawn
“OMG, look at all the bikes” Chelsea says
“You wait until they leave later” Razor says and she turns to him
“Why?”
“It's tradition to send the lucky couple off with a roar of an engine darlin', nothin' like it is there Mag's” she smiles at him
“I remember our wedding night” he leans over and kisses her neck and I blush again
“You ready darlin'” he asks me and I nod, Razor leans down and kisses my cheek, the music starts and the screen that's blocking my path is pulled back after Chelsea walked through and I see everyone there standing. Colt stands at the end of the isle in a black button down with his Cut on and my heart rate picks up, the baby starts moving around and I feel hot. I imagine myself on my knees sucking his cock and my steps falter, Razor grabs me tighter
“You ok darlin'” I nod my head not taking my eyes off of Colt
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Colt
“You ready brother” Stryker asks me and I nod (more than ready)
“As I'll ever be”
“We need a drink” he pulls out two shots of bourbon and hands me one and I shot it back
“Fuck that burns”
“Good for the soul” with both say in unison remembering Tiny always saying it when we were younger and we both laugh
“Are the girls ready”
“Yeah I text Razor he said the girls are all dressed they should be here soon”
“Good”
“Have you seen the driveway” I walk to the door and look out the roar of bikes pulling up for the past hour has been endless the brothers placing their bikes on both sides of the driveway so after the wedding and we leave for the night we get the traditional biker send off with the roar of a Harley engine nothin' like it
“Come on let’s go say hi to everyone” we make our way outside and all the brothers are in their jeans boots but they all have dress shirts on with their Cuts
“Fuck look at them all” Stryker says and I remember this is why I worked my ass off to become a member, all the brothers here today for me and my woman
“There all here for you brother, you and Niya” Stryker says slappin' me on the back, we make our way through the crowd saying hi to everyone and thankin' the brothers for bein' here
“Oh, Tobias look at you” my mom says hugging me
“Hay mom, hay Grandma you both look beautiful today” I tell them both
“Oh, honey I'm so happy for you and Niya” she says tearing up
“Thanks mom is dad here” I look around but don't see him
“No baby he's not but Uncle Max made it” I turn to see my uncle Max walking towards me
“Tobias” he pulls me in for a hug
“How you been kid?” I laugh
“Good Uncle Max you”
“Couldn't be happier”
“You married yet” I ask him his look sayin’ it all
“Fuck no” I laugh and introduce him to all the guys, my Uncle a self-confessed bachelor for life. Maggie comes walkin' in clappin' her hands getting' everyone's attention
“Everybody sit” she says and I watch everyone head for their seats. The music starts and my hearts racin' so fuckin' fast I think I might pass out, Chelsea comes walking through the curtain that they put up so I couldn't see Niya, I watch as the curtains pulled back and there she is (beautiful) my dick instantly hardens when I see her. I watch her the whole time, it takes everything in me not to run to the end of the isle pick her up and carry her to the Priest, every step feels like an eternity until she's standing beside me, I cup the side of her head needin' to touch her, I whisper in her ear
“God, I wanna bend you over and fuck you right here” she smiles
“Hello to you to” I smile back and we both turn to the Father Timmons
“In the presence of your family and friends you have both chosen to join your lives as one, Colt do you have the rings”
“Yes”