by Cilla Lee
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Colt
My heart is beating a hundred miles an hour (please get me back in time) Greer's gunnin' it down the high way all his boys racin' to get me to the hospital
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Niya
“I need to push Maggie” I lean over the bed and rock my hips I feel like there being ripped apart and I scream
“Ok Niya I need you to get on the bed for me sweetie don't want you falling over” I slowly crawl onto the bed and onto my back when another pain shots through my stomach and I grab the side of the bed and scream again, all my breathing exercises out the window the pain ripping me apart
“Where’s Colt Maggie, I want him here” I burst into tears, Zoey grabs my hand and I look at her and she’s smiling and frowning at the same time (maybe this is great birth control)
“He's coming honey I promise” Maggie says another pain shots through my vagina and I feel like I'm being ripped in half and I scream squeezing Zoey’s hand “Breath” Maggie says and she takes a big breath in and out and I do as she's doing in and out as the pain teeters off, but within a minute the pains back and I'm straining
“I HAVE TO PUSH” I scream my legs shake
“NIYA” I hear Dr Hardy yell
“Look at me sweetie I need you to listen to me ok” I nod my head
“Ok now when your next contraction comes I need you to bear down for the count of ten rest and do it again until I tell you to stop” I nod my head and the next contraction hits and I bear down with all the strength I have and count to ten in my head even though everyone is counting out loud and once I get to ten I let out the breath. I was holding and let it out but the pain is instant and I need to do it again when Colt comes running in the door and I let my breath out
“WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?” I punch him in the chest, Zoey moves to the other side next to Maggie
“Baby I'm sorry I'm hear” he says but the pain comes again and I bear down again and push everything in my lower body when Dr Hardy pats my leg to get my attention
“Niya I need you to stop pushing and just breath” I start to breath slowly my legs shaking
“Dad do you wanna see your little man” Dr Hardy says to Colt and he looks in between my legs
“FUCK” he says “baby he's right there I can see his head” he grabs my hand and squeezes tight
“Ok Niya one big push and we'll have this baby out” the doctor says
With the next contraction, I push and scream so loud as my son comes into the world and starts crying Colt, Maggie and Zoey all cry hugging each other and me, my beautiful son is placed onto my chest and I look down at him and Colt leans over and kisses his head and then me on the lips
“You did good baby” he whispers and I kiss him again feeling exhausted
“Dad do you want to cut the cord” Dr Hardy says and Colt looks down and nods taking the scissors and cutting in between to clamps
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Colt
I jumped off Greer's bike before he even stopped and raced so fast Razor was standing outside of the door and I run in and she's pushing
“WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?” she yells hitting me in the chest but she's in so much pain and she screams and I tell her I'm sorry
“Dad do you wanna see your little man”
The Doctor says and I look in between Niya legs and theirs my son head all squashed, watchin' her I feel blessed, she's so fuckin' beautiful and with her last push her scream could wake the dead and my son is placed on her chest and I burst into tears....... my women and son
“Dad do you want to cut the cord”
The Doctor says to me and I look at the long cord that's still attached to my son’s belly and in between Niya's legs and I nod and the Doctor hands me these weird shaped scissors and cut in between the two clamps
Maggie grabs me and hugs me and I hug her back “Your fuckin' lucky Colt” she whispers and I look at her, don't I fuckin' know it, if I'd missed the birth of my son I would have kicked my own ass, Zoey is crying to and I lean in and give her a hug
“How you holdin' up kiddo” she smiles at me
“Good he’s so gorgeous” she says and I smile (my boy)
“Let me take him so I can clean him up” the nurse says lifting him off of Niya’s chest
“Colt go with him” she says and I walk over to a crib and the nurse wipes him down and dresses him and puts him a blanket
“Here you go dad” She hands me my son and I look at him for the first time properly, the love I feel is out of this world my son. I walk him back to his mama and place him on her chest again and kiss her again
“I love you baby” she smiles at me lookin' exhausted as fuck but the most beautiful she’s ever looked
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Zoey
Watching Niya give birth was an eye opener it was amazing scary and everything in-between, the moment I saw the baby’s head I almost fainted I didn’t want to look at my sister’s private parts but I couldn’t help it the little head that was protruding was amazing and once Niya pushed him out all the way and he way placed on her chest my heart skipped a beat. She was amazing the tears of love for this tiny little human through me a little. I never knew you could fall in love with someone that fast but looking at my nephew love was instantaneous.
“Ok Niya where just going to get you set up in a room”
“Ok”
“Why don’t Zoey and I go out and give everyone the news while you three get settled” Maggie said Niya smiled and I gave her a kiss again
“You done amazing Niya” she smiles but looks exhausted
“Rest” Maggie says and gives her a kiss than the baby one two “Come on Zoey I’m sure we’ve got a hospital waiting room full of people wanting to know what’s going on” she takes my hand and I give the baby a little kiss on his cute chubby cheek and hug both Niya and Colt and head out to the waiting room with Maggie. As we walk through the door I see a sea of black leather denim jeans and black or white t-shirts all stand up
“Maggie” Colt’s mom Cassey says coming forward and Maggie smiles
“IT’S A BOY” Maggie yells and everyone cheers, I see the twins now for the first time properly and my heart skips a beat (dam oh dam oh dam) everyone pulls me in for a hug and I notice one guy staring at me
“You Niya’s twin” he asks looking me up and down and I shake my head
“No” is all I say
“You sure, cause dam” he says and I feel an arm go over my shoulders
“This here is pip squeak dumbass and she’s fifteen” Stryker says and the guy looks shocked, I elbow Stryker and he laughs but the guy looks me up and down again
“Your fifteen” he asks
“Yep”
“Dam, fuckin’ bitches these days” he says and turns away from me
“Rude” I say under my breath and Stryker laughs and I turn and look at the twins, one of them winks at me and I know that, that one’s Jaxson the other one just frowns at me.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Niya
They move me to a room upstairs and I get comfortable, I've had a quick shower and dressed in my pj's. Colt hasn't let go of our boy since I handed him to him so I could be wheeled in here Maggie and Zoey went out to give everyone the good news and I just watch Colt stare at our son
“So, Colt what are we going to name him” Colt stands up and sits on the bed and hands me our boy
“You said when your saw him it would come so you tell me baby”
“I like Logan”
“Logan” I nod my head yes
“Logan Wade” I say
“why Logan?”
“It's Razors name and since we both had shit fathers why not name him after a man who we both love and look up to”
“I love it baby any middle name”
“Do you want to name him after someone”
“Beau baby he's always been there and it's Tiny's name too and he was a great father figure to me”
“I love it Colt” I loo
k at my son Logan Beau Wade named after amazing men in our lives and I kiss his gorgeous round little cheeks
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Colt
I watch Niya holding our boy and my heart is filled with love for them both
“Baby pass him here” I take him from her and I lean over and kiss her “He has some Uncles to meet baby ok I'll be right back” she smiles and closes her eyes.
I'm so nervous walking with him he's so tiny in my arms and I feel if I squeeze to tight I squash him, he's wrapped in a blue blanket and you can only see his perfect little face with long eye lashes and cute little lips and big pink cheeks. As I pass through the doors I see everyone standing there Maggie, Zoey and Mom jump up when they see me
“How's Niya” they ask
“Good”
“Can I hold him” mom asks and I hand her, her grandson
“Oh, Tobias he's beautiful” she kisses his cheek, everyone coming over to look at him the guys slapping me on the back and the girls hugging me
“Congrats brother” Stryker says and I look over and the Nomads are still here
“Thanks Greer you got here just in time” I shake his hand and pull him in for a hug
“No more stupid stunts fuckhead you’re a dad now” I laugh
“No more” I tell him
“So” Razor asks lookin' down at my boy “What's his name?” I smile and look at Stryker
“Logan Beau Wade” I see Razor choke up a little and Maggie has tears running down her cheeks, Stryker slaps me on the back and hugs me
“Thanks brother” he whispers and I look at him and he has tears in his eye to. Mom hands Razor Logan and he looks so small in Razors huge hands but he's so gentle
“Hay little man” he whispers “I'm your granddad” we all watch as the big scary biker turns into a pussy cat. Everyone has a hold and then I take him back to his mother and my women, we say goodbye and walk back down the hall to his mom's room. I watch her sleep for a while when Logan starts to move around and he starts crying and Niya wakes up
“Pass him here” she lifts up her shirt and he suckles on her nipple, she's such a natural at this and I'm in awe, I've never even held a baby before let alone been the one that has to make sure they stay alive.
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Niya
I've been home from the hospital for a month now and Logan seems to be settled in, Colt's so good with him and he has to fight to hold his son cause Zoey is always holding him. She's an amazing helper, everything has settled down Maggie comes every day and Colt's mom and Granny seem to appear just as much, I haven't had one real moment alone with my son, but I love everybody for being here.
“Baby, where are you?” Colt call out and I want to slap him for being so loud
“Colt why are you yelling, I just got Logan down”
“Oh, shit sorry baby I got him the cutest little toy come see” I follow him outside and see a tiny little motorbike
“Colt you do know he's only a month-old right”
“I know but I wanted him to have his own bike”
“You’re too much” he laughs pulling me to him and kissing me senseless “I love the way you kiss me”
“I love kissing you” he says nipping my ear
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It's six o’clock in the morning when I hear a car pull into the driveway, I put Logan in his crib and make my way to the front door and I turn the outside light on and Brandy's standing there
“Holy shit Brandy what happened?” she's all beat up with black eyes and a huge fat lip “Come in” she winces as she walks and she sits on the sofa
“Where have you been, I've tried calling and your numbers been disconnected, I even tried Jim what happened?” she bursts into tears and I hug her close “Shh it's ok I'm here” she cries harder and I just hold her until she's out of tears and I lift her head “What happened?”
“I met a guy and he turned out to be an asshole”
“Oh honey”
“I'm sorry for turning up but I missed you and.....”
“Hay it's fine, cup of tea, coffee”
“Tea sounds perfect” we make our way into the kitchen
“So, tell me about this guy”
“Oh, Niya I thought he was it you know he was charming and funny and his bed skills, let’s just say he knew how to please a woman” I laugh
“Ok and”
“Well we started dating and everything was great, he took me on a holiday and we moved in together” I look at her
“I know it was too soon but he seemed perfect you know, gentlemen outside and a beast in the bed”
“And”
“He just changed, I quit my job and I became the lady of leisure. He showered me with gifts he was attentive then everything just changed, it was like some sort of switch”
“A switch”
“Yeah we were at his Grandfathers birthday party and we were having a great time and on our way home I could tell her was upset and then when we got back to the house he started yelling at me and he slept in the spare room”
“What was he yelling at you about?”
“My dress and how I looked like a whore, but he was the one that picked it out I didn’t understand what I’d done wrong. His attitude change towards me, he would make small snide comments and after a month I'd had enough. I was leaving him I wasn’t going to put up with it any more he came home half way through me packing and he went ballistic he slapped me calling me every name under the sun and I was shocked at first but when he grabbed me by the hair dragging me to the bed I knew what he was going to do, I fought Niya so hard, he raped me Niya I kept telling him no fighting him as he ripped my clothes off he was so strong he punched me so hard and tied me to the bed and raped me for hours saying I asked for it and that I belonged to him and no-one else and if I ever thought about leaving him he'd track me down and kill me, I'm sorry for coming here but I had nowhere else to go Niya nowhere” she bursts into tears again
“Oh, honey your safe here with us and your welcome to stay here” I tell her and just hold her, where still sitting there talking when Zoey comes into the kitchen
“Oh, hay Niya” Brandy looks up at Zoey
“Shit Niya I didn't know you had a twin” I roll my eyes the same time as Zoey
“Where not twins, she's my younger sister” I tell her and she looks back at Zoey
“She's your younger sister” she asks me surprised and I nod my head
“Fuck if I where you kid, I steal your sisters ID and party” Zoey laughs
“Thanks, good idea”
“Brandy don't encourage her, and you, don't even think about it” I say pointing to Zoey
“Are you ok” Zoey asks Brandy and Brandy lifts her hand to her face
“Yeah, chicky I'm ok” she smiles at Brandy but when Colt comes in he stops and looks at me Zoey than Brandy
“What the fuck happened to you?” he asks her
“Colt that's rude”
“No, it's ok Niya, shit boyfriend” she says
“Do I need to watch out?”
“No, he doesn’t know where I am”
“Good” he says walking over and getting a coffee
“Anyway, excuse my rude husband, Colt this is my friend Brandy”
“From when you were away Brandy” he asks and I nod, when Colt and I where on our honeymoon we talked about everything and I told him about where I was when I left and Brandy and Jim and the diner.
“The very same and she'll be staying with us for a while” I look at Brandy and smile, but Colt frowns
“Babe”
“No Colt she stays, I miss her and we need to catch up”
“Fine, you want a lift to school squeak” he asks Zoey
“Yeah that would be good” Zoey walks down the hall to get ready for school and Colt looks at Brandy
“You sure, I don't want any shit around my family” Brandy nods again
“I'll only stay a few days just a catch up than I'll head off”
; “Ok” he says and starts making breakfast, I look back at Brandy and feel her pain, I’ve looked like that before and I know just how much it hurts (dam he's done a job on her)
