“If you keep on like that, you’ll give yourself a brain fever.” Setting down the basin, she squeezed out the cloth she’d dropped in the water, then drew his head forward, and gently, carefully, wet the patch where the bandage had stuck.
He shifted, but she kept hold of his head. “Does that hurt?”
“Not of itself—only when you press.”
“Good.” The bandage finally came free. She lifted it away. “Lean further forward so I can check the wound—you might not need another bandage.”
He obliged. Lifting the thick locks of his hair, she inspected the contusion. Although still raised, it looked nowhere near as angry as it had two evenings before, and the break in the scalp was closing nicely.
She straightened. “Let’s leave it unbandaged through the day. The air will help it heal. But you might need padding to sleep comfortably—we’ll see.”
“I sleep on my side or stomach mostly.”
She recalled that he’d tended to sleep draped over her—more on his stomach than not.
Sitting up, he caught her gaze. “I need to check the wound in my side—it’s itching, but until I look at it I can’t tell if that’s good or bad, but I couldn’t untie the knot.”
“Just as well. That’s my handiwork—I’ll untie it and check the dressings and the wound.”
He shrugged. “As you like.” He eased out of his coat. She helped him free his hands, then turned away to lay the coat aside.
When she turned back, he had his shirt half over his head. She leapt to help him draw it off and down his left arm. Pulling it free, she shook it out, then laid it on the coat and turned back to him once more.
Inwardly frowned as her mouth went dry at the sight of him. She wondered how he could possibly seem larger—broader, harder, more powerfully muscled—than he had in her bed last night. He’d seemed more than big enough, powerful enough, then. Of course, then, the bleak winter daylight hadn’t been washing over him, highlighting every line, every curve, every sleek bulge.
And she hadn’t, then, had time to stare.
Realizing, she gave herself a mental shake and briskly walked closer, waving him to swivel so she could reach the knot in the middle of his broad back.
As she reached around him to pick the knot apart, the scent of him—a definable scent that screamed male—teased her senses.
She held her breath and concentrated on the knot.
It came apart before she expired.
Straightening, surreptitiously dragging in a deep breath, she started unwinding the long bandage. Series of bandages. He had to help, but eventually, after she once again applied her damp cloth, the bandages and the dressings were stripped away, and he sat naked to his waist on the bench.
“Here.” Grabbing his left wrist, she lifted it. “Lean on the sink. I’ll need to check the stitches—you might have pulled some.”
His dark eyes watched her, but he said nothing, simply complied.
Ducking under his raised arm, she followed the line of the wound down, inch by inch checking each stitch, running her finger along the side of the gash—still angry but healing, and with no sign of infection, thank God. She worked her way down the side of his chest, bending to examine the spot where his rib had been exposed, then continuing her inspection down to his waist.
As she neared the point where the wound disappeared beneath his breeches, his right hand moved to the buttons securing the waistband, but then paused. “Do you want to check the rest?”
The lower part of the wound, the part that swept across his belly, hadn’t needed stitches, but she and Muriel had applied a salve. “I should check it for infection. Just in case.”
He could have checked that section, but she preferred to see for herself.
“As you wish.”
There was something in his tone that made her look up at his face as he obliged, his hand shifting as he freed the two buttons, but when her eyes met his, he merely arched his brows.
She frowned, then looked down.
Leapt up and back. “Oh!”
Color flooded her cheeks. Her gaze remained immovably locked on the head of his fully erect penis. She hadn’t thought … hadn’t expected him to be standing to attention quite like that.
Hauling in a breath, she wrenched her gaze upward, narrowed her eyes on his. “You did that on purpose!”
He laughed. It was such a lovely, rolling sound that she was caught, blinked. Then his eyes returned to hers. “I assure you it doesn’t respond to commands.”
She’d known that, but … the sight of him like that had temporarily scrambled her brain. Beyond her control, her, gaze slid down again, to where he stood, if anything even more rampant. That part of him looked a lot bigger than she’d imagined … had she really taken all that inside her?
“From the look on your face, I take it your previous experiences all occurred at night, or at least in a bed.”
She managed to haul her gaze up to frown at him. “Where else … oh.”
She’d never get her color back to normal if she kept thinking.…
“Clearly there’s a lot you’ve yet to experience. I’ll be happy to show you … but did you want to check my wound first, or not?”
She blinked at him, gathered her wits. “Yes.”
“In that case”—he waved with his left hand, the one propped on the sink—”be my guest.”
His other hand was splayed on the bench beside him. She suspected he could, if he wished, use it to help her, but from the gleam in his eye, the damn man was baiting her. Challenging her.
She’d never refused a challenge in her life.
Steeling herself, she stepped closer. His knees were wide spread; she halted between. Then she looked down. Boldly reached for his erection, closed the fingers of her left hand about it, and tilted it to the side.
She couldn’t see the gash well enough while standing. Fluidly dropping to a crouch, she slid her fingers down his length, keeping the head tipped aside so she could focus on what was now a red, healing welt. The salve had helped seal it. As far as she could see, the seal had withstood his exertions of the night.
Satisfied, she tensed to rise, but beyond her control her eyes shifted left. To the solid rod she held between her fingers, more or less level with her face. The flaring rim caught her eye, as did the dark color, more purple than red. The skin beneath her fingertips, fine as a baby’s cheek, seemed odd in contrast to the rigid, steely strength. Fascinated, she shifted her fingers, stroked.
Realized he’d grown not just silent but still. Totally, utterly still—like a massive cat about to pounce. Before she could react, his hands closed about her shoulders. She rose as he drew her up. “Don’t let go.”
The words were bitten off, a command—after one glance at his face, one she deigned to obey. Excitement slithered through her, anticipation streaked down her spine.
One large hand rose to slide around her nape, drawing her to him. Into a kiss.
His lips closed over hers, just as she felt his other hand close about hers, locking her fingers around his erection. She tightened her grip—and sensed the hitch in his breathing. Sensed that, with her touch, she held his attention, his entire focus, absolutely.
She drew back from the kiss enough to breathe across his lips, “So teach me. Show me.”
A command of her own, one with which he complied.
He kissed her, all hot tongue and ravenous lips, while he guided her hand, showed her how to please him.
His hand drifted from her nape, down her back, to her waist. Then further to cup her bottom and knead. Then he urged her closer.
He was raising her skirt, and she was curious and eager to learn what it would be like to indulge in broad daylight, when a knock fell on the door.
Releasing him, she whirled to face the door as Molly called, “Miss, are you done with that basin yet?”
“Ah … almost.” She swallowed desperately, fought to strengthen her voice. “I’ll be finished in a moment. I’ll bring
it to the kitchen when we’re done.”
“All right, miss.”
Soft footsteps receded down the corridor. Linnet breathed freely again.
Then she whirled—and discovered Logan reaching for his shirt.
She looked down. His breeches were closed. For one, crazed moment, she didn’t know if she was grateful or not.
Then she looked him in the eye. “Just as well—I have to work with the donkeys this morning.”
He arched a brow, then pulled his shirt over his head. His expression when his head emerged was harder, bleaker. “I have to remember—if I’m a courier, then there’s some place I’m supposed to be, and no doubt people waiting for me to arrive.”
She frowned, then backed a step so he could stand and tuck in his shirt. “You can’t force your memory—you need to stop trying.”
He said nothing, just shrugged on his coat.
She stifled an irritated humph, then reached for the basin and lifted it. Cast him a deliberately challenging glance. “I could use some help, if you’re up to it.”
He looked at her—directly enough for her to wonder what she’d said—but then his lips thinned and he waved her to the door. “Donkeys. Lead the way.”
She did, waiting by the door for him to open it, then carried the basin back to the kitchen.
Five
Donkeys, Logan learned, were integral to life on Guernsey. They were the favored beasts of burden, better than horses on the rougher island lanes, more agile than bullocks, and, so he was informed, essential for transporting goods up and down the steep streets of St. Peter Port, the island’s main deepwater port, capital, and center of commerce.
Wrapped in Linnet’s father’s cloak, he trudged with Linnet and Vincent across frost-crisped fields, counting the shaggy brown-gray beasts.
When they finally returned to the stable yard, Vincent clapped his gloved hands, his breath fogging around his face. “I make that twenty—maybe twenty-two—we can send to the fair.”
Linnet had been making notes in a small ledger. “Let’s send the twenty-two. We’ll sell them for certain, which is better than us having to carry any extra through to next spring. Our breeding stock’s sound—we don’t need to adjust this year.”
Vincent nodded. “I’ll get the boys to bring them in to the holding pens next week—spend the weeks after that making sure they’re in prime shape and looking their best for the fair.”
Linnet grinned. “You do that.” Shutting her book, she glanced at Logan. Her eyes scanned his face. “Now we’re out and about, we may as well check the goats.”
He merely arched a brow and, resignedly saluting Vincent, who grinned in reply, trudged obediently in her wake as she headed back out of the yard, taking the track along which the boys had driven the wagon to market.
Lengthening his stride, he drew level with his bossy hostess. “Where does this track go?”
“A little way along, it joins the main road that runs along the south coast, then turns up to St. Peter Port.” She stopped at a gate in the fence, unlatched it, then led the way through.
He followed, relatching the gate before tramping after her. The paddock was rougher, more rocky. A wooden-beamed structure, a long, low, open-sided shed, nestled in a dip ahead, a stand of trees behind it. “So you breed goats, too?”
“Not so much breed as husband.” She halted on a low rise and pointed to a herd grazing some distance away. “Goats have always run wild on the island, and in large part still do. Most fences aren’t high enough to keep them in. But in winter they come down from the heights for feed and shelter.”
“They’re golden.” Logan studied the unusual coat color displayed by most members of the small herd.
“Most of that lot are Golden Guernseys.” Linnet had her book out again. She looked down as she made a note. “The color comes and goes depending on how much they breed with the other goats—there are several varieties on the island.”
“Do you send goats to market, too?”
“Some, but usually not as many in a year as donkeys. We take what we need, and then whatever seems appropriate to cull goes to market in St. Peter Port. Given there’s so many goats about, it’s only in the larger towns that there’s any real demand.”
They walked a number of the rougher paddocks, counting numbers. In one field, Linnet wanted to get a closer look at some kids.
Hanging back and watching as she coaxed the young ones to her, Logan heard a snort, looked, and saw a buck lower his head, paw the ground.
Linnet fell back as Logan abruptly appeared beside her, startling the kids away, but then she saw that his right hand was wrapped about the horns of a twisting, irate buck—who had been about to butt her.
She blew out a breath as Logan shoved the animal away. The buck snorted, eyed him evilly, but then harrumphed and turned away.
“Thank you.” She caught Logan’s eye. “I’d forgotten about him.”
He frowned. “I take it you usually do this—checking the animals—on your own.”
“Generally.”
“So what happens if one of them mows you down?”
“I pick myself up, brush myself down, and put salve on the bruises later.”
Falling into step beside her, he shook his head. “Gently bred ladies aren’t supposed to land on their arses in goat shit.”
“Gently bred ladies aren’t supposed to sleep with strangers, either.”
That shut him up. Head high, she led the way on and around to the pastures where the dairy herd grazed.
While she walked among the animals, checking their condition, noting which calves were showing most promise, he stood to one side, watched.
“I didn’t see a dairy among the outbuildings.”
“It’s a separate building.” She waved to the north. “It’s on the other side of that hill.”
“All part of your estate?”
When she nodded, he asked, “How many people does the estate employ?” “Outside the house, fifty-three.”
Logan knew that was a significant number—fifty-three outside employees would translate to forty or more families dependent on the estate. Not a small number. “That must, make the estate the biggest employer in this region, if not on all of Guernsey.”
“Both.” She looked up, smiled pointedly. “Hence my comment about Queen Elizabeth.”
He inclined his head. She saw herself as responsible for the welfare of a large number of people, and in fact she was. Logan didn’t know why, but he understood that—the concept of duty.
Letting his eye rove over the cows, placid and large, he said, “The cows and cattle around Glenluce are different breeds—Ayrshire for dairy, Black Galloway and Belted Galloway for beef.”
“I’ve seen Ayrshires, and the Blacks. Are the Belted much different?”
“Other than the white band, not that I ever heard.”
Eventually they trudged back to the house. It was the smells that stayed with him the longest, that teased his memory the most. He’d been familiar with the scents of donkey, goat, and cow, but … his memories suggested much drier, dustier versions, but that made no sense, not if those memories came from Scotland.
He felt Linnet’s gaze on his face, glanced up and met it.
She searched his eyes, then looked toward the house. “At least you’ve had some fresh air.”
Luncheon was being served as they walked in. Logan spent the meal chatting with the men, mostly about land and farming.
When the meal ended and the other men rose and left, Linnet cocked a brow at him. “You’re not a farmer.”
Although she’d been talking with the children, she’d lent an ear to his conversations with the men.
He grimaced. “I know only the general things one knows from growing up in the country—the rhythm of the seasons, the weather. But I don’t feel any connection to farming itself, the mechanisms, the details.”
“Your hands aren’t the hands of a farmer.” Linnet pushed, back her chair and rose. “I’m
going to go out riding.” She met his gaze as he got to his feet. “Given the distance you walked this morning, you should probably rest.”
One black brow arched. “On your bed?”
She ignored the suggestion in his eyes. “Riding might jar your head, and it will stress the wound in your side. It’s healing nicely—no need to tempt fate.”
He held her gaze, the midnight blue of his eyes pronounced as a frown formed in the dark depths. “I want to ride.” He shook his head slightly. “Don’t argue—I’m fairly sure I ride. A lot.”
Not a little exasperated, she held his gaze, searched his eyes … read his determination and the underlying need to remember. “All right.” She blew out a breath. “But first you have to let me rebandage your chest.”
Logan suffered through the rebandaging—anything to get on a horse. The more he thought of riding, the more he wondered that he hadn’t thought of it before.
He felt as eager as a child anticipating a treat when, finally, he strode beside Linnet down the long central aisle of the stable.
“We’ve plenty of hacks—we all ride. You can—”
“This one.” Logan halted before the door to a large stall containing a massive gray stallion.
Linnet backtracked to halt beside him. “That’s Storm. My father bought him as a colt, but never got to ride him. We use him mostly for breeding.”
“But he’s been broken to the saddle.” Logan unlatched the stall door, pushed it open.
“Yes, but he’s not been ridden much. He’s so damned strong, even Vincent has to wrestle with him.” Linnet frowned as Logan walked straight to the big stallion’s head, placed a hand on the horse’s long nose, then reached up to scratch between his ears.
Logan flung her a glance. “In case you hadn’t noticed, I’m damned strong, too.”
Not a point she could argue. Resisting the urge to waste her breath lecturing him, trying to get him to choose a safer mount, she shook her head and stepped back. “The saddles are through here.”
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