by Seline White
I chuckled as Nina gulped, her cheeks as red as a valentines card. “Sorry,” she mumbled.
The moment the woman disappeared up the aisle, I grabbed Nina’s hand and placed it directly on my crotch. The heat of her fingers sent me into lust overdrive, and I damned my idea of reconciling on a plane.
Her breath caught and she rubbed my erection. My eyes tried to close in bliss, but at the same time, I was left shaking my head in amazement. I’d placed her hand on me as if we’d been together for years and she’d not flinched. Sure, she’d touched me in our coma-dream, but this was the first time in real life we’d kissed and been this close.
Her face slackened. Did she think the same thing?
Her fingers stroked and then pulled back. “This is so strange. I know exactly how you feel and taste, but I’ve never actually been with you naked.” She dropped her eyes. “And yet, I don’t care. I trust my dream more than I trust reality. I know you. I love you.” Her voice dropped to a husky whisper. “I can’t believe you made me kiss you like that in public, though. And our first kiss no less.” Her smile took my breath away.
“It was a hell of a first kiss.” I leaned in to nuzzle her neck, breathing in her fresh scent of vanilla. “I’ve missed you so much. I need you so much. I don’t care where we are. Or if it’s the first time or not. I want you.”
Nina reached up to run her fingertips through my hair. I tried not flinch as she found my scar.
Pain shone in her eyes and terrible guilt filled me.
“I’m sorry. For everything.”
She sighed. “I know. But I could have helped you. I wanted to help you. You gave me no choice.” Her face flashed with temper. “No one knew if you were alive or where you were. It was torture, Liam. It was selfish, inconsiderate, and I’m sure Joslyn wants to strangle you as much as I do. Don’t ever do that to me again.”
I hung my head. “You have every right to be pissed. And I’ll make it my lifelong commitment to make it up to you.”
She sucked in a breath.
All I wanted to do was kiss her and affirm she was really here. I didn’t care we were on an airplane. All I cared about was for the first time in my life, I was blisteringly happy. Charlotte would be pleased. I finally found my place in the world and it was linked to this woman who, as much as she tried to act annoyed at me, was quickly dissolving into the beguiling woman I remembered from our shared dreams.
We sat in silence as the engines roared and we hurtled down the runway. Nina flashed me a timid smile as we raced to the clouds. “You and me, on a plane again. At least if we crash, we’re together.”
My heart squeezed. As wrong as it was to look fondly on a life-threatening condition like a coma it was the best thing that happened to me—minus the brain injury, of course.
When we levelled out, I took Nina’s hand and placed a tiny red box in her palm.
“What’s this?” Her eyebrow rose as she caressed the felt.
“Open it.”
She frowned, and slowly snapped the box open. Resting inside was a key.
“What’s this for?”
I smirked. “It has two meanings.” God, I was gonna be so cheesy.
She smiled softly, taking the key out and fingering the tassel keychain.
“It opens something that I’ll show you when we arrive in Tahiti.” I leaned in and captured her mouth, before adding, “It also symbolises how you’ve unlocked all my feelings. I’d sworn never to feel such highs and lows of life again. But you showed me how one dimensional I was. Guilt, remorse, shame… there is so much more, and you reminded me of that.” I reached to touch her cheek, fingertips sparking as she leaned into my touch. “I missed you every second of every day.” I took a breath, inhaling her scent, drugging myself with her. “When you walked up to accept your wings, I couldn’t stop myself from inching forward. Chills darted down my back at the mixture of happiness and satisfaction on your face. I was bowled over by emotion, as in a way, even though I wasn’t there, I helped bring your dreams to life. That’s priceless to me, Nina. I'm so so damn proud of you. And so happy you accepted my gift.”
“You were there? You watched me?” Her voice was barely a whisper.
Shit, maybe I should’ve mentioned that part.
My voice dropped, barely audible over the engine hum. “I couldn’t have stayed away. Just seeing you experience that was worth the separation as ultimately it means our future together is unstoppable.”
“What do you mean?” Her chest rose and fell and I had to restrain myself from dipping my head to kiss her soft cleavage.
I kissed her lips instead, taking my time to coax and tease. When I pulled away, I murmured, “We’re unstoppable as we’re together. I’ve found you, and now I’m never letting you go again.”
* * * * *
The day was waning and the sunset was an orange fireball in the cloudless sky when we left the Tahiti terminal together. The entire ride we talked, we laughed, shared, we fell in love all over again.
Being back in Tahiti made happiness overflow. My life was perfect. I looked at Nina beside me. She’d only brought the one trolley bag. Her entire life was in that bag and she’d let me become her future. Shit, I was getting sentimental.
I bent to kiss her cheek as we made our way to the resident car park. I bought a jeep two days before I left, and it sat bright blue and shiny in the orange sunset. “Are you jetlagged? Do you want to rest or you okay to do a side trip?” I eyed her, trying to see fatigue. The only thing Nina gave off was dynamite energy. I could almost picture her dancing and spinning. Maybe I should’ve learned how to do that, too.
She let me put her bag in the open roll top back and I took the excuse to squeeze her fingers as I opened the passenger door, helping her climb in. She bit her lip and smiled as I didn’t let go when she was seated.
“What did you have in mind?” Her voice hinted at what she had in mind. I shivered at the throaty invitation.
“Nothing too strenuous.” I dodged around the front of the jeep and climbed in. “I want to show you what your key unlocks. You’ll like it. I hope.”
Pulling out of the car park, I narrowly missed a speeding quad bike. I’d been driving here for a while and still hadn’t got used to the chaos. Tahiti roads were mayhem with night markets setting up their wares, and tourists all freshly scrubbed heading out for dinner.
Nina hadn’t moved. Her body faced mine, her hands in her lap, an unreadable glint in her eyes.
“What?” I asked. The way she watched me made my heart pound.
“I hope this isn’t a rude question, but where did you get the money?”
I frowned. “For your commercial license?” I ignored the small pang, remembering my own.
She nodded.
“It was my pay out from Kiwi Air. I wanted you to have it.”
“You know I can’t take it. That’s a lot of money, Liam. And it’s yours. I’ll pay you back every penny.”
She wouldn’t catch me arguing, I hoped she’d say that. “Great.”
She faltered, obviously not what she expected to hear. Conversation slowed as she was mesmerized by the soft shift of township to untamed jungle. The dusk fell quickly and it was almost dark by the time we pulled up outside a small grass strip that was used as a local island-hopping airport for charters. We didn’t need to use the large domestique terminal. This was much more authentic.
Nina looked about, eyes widening as I pressed the remote on my sun visor and the large metal gate rolled back. I shot her a grin as we drove through and parked by the one and only building.
Nerves skyrocketed up my back. This was it. She’d learn the truth of what I’d been up to, and why I hoped she wanted to pay me back.
She jumped out the car. I waited for her to come to the front of the car before pulling her close. “I’ve missed you so unbelievably much.”
She gazed up. My heart constricted. Six months seemed like an eternity, but now with her here, it seemed like only yesterday we were in o
ur dream-Samoa. I loved we were a medical miracle. Two strangers who had a connection, forming new beginnings in sleep.
“I missed you, too,” she whispered. “I’m still blown away you watched me accept my wings. I couldn’t fully enjoy it as I wanted you to be there. Now I know you were… and, well, I’m speechless.”
My entire body zinged with love and possessiveness. Never again would I let her go through a life-changing event and not be in the front row with stupid pom poms and a handmade sign telling her she owned my heart.
I leaned down and brushed my lips against hers. When she opened her mouth, encouraging the kiss to go deeper, I pulled away. “I want to show you something.”
The cute little wrinkle above her eyes appeared. “Okay…”
I spun her around and put my hands over her eyes. “I’ll guide you. Just walk forward. I won’t let you bump into anything.”
Her shoulders rose and fell with bated breath, brushing against the undersides of my arms. I shuddered and angled my hips further away. I didn’t think I’d be so drunk on her. I could barely remember why I’d brought her here. After the flowing chemistry between us on the plane, I should’ve known being around her and not touch her would be inhumanly difficult. Why didn’t I take her to my pavilion and not some abandoned airstrip? We could’ve had a proper reunion and then tomorrow when we woke up in this new paradise together, I could’ve shared.
Too late.
Nina obeyed hesitantly, moving where I directed. Her breathing grew harsher the more we walked. I didn’t know if it was suspense, or because we were so close. I knew I wasn’t immune. All I wanted was to crush her to me and never let her go. To be inside her and confirm she was really here.
The strangeness was, I knew what she looked like naked, knew how she acted as I drove into her. My brain couldn’t unscramble what it thought it knew, and what really happened. I supposed the brain was the most fundamental of our beings. If it happened in the mind, it happened—even if the body didn’t experience it.
Nina stumbled and I steadied her with my body. Hardening at the sensation of having her form against mine. “Almost there.”
We turned the corner and my heart surged. I hoped Nina approved. I removed my hands from her eyes, and stepped to her side.
She had trouble focusing, blinking at the night-shrouded airport. Good one, Liam. I should’ve turned the outside lights on.
In front of us were two Short 360 aircrafts that could hold up to thirty-six passengers. They weren’t much, but I’d leased them from Jeff. I owed that man everything. He helped me study, made sure I passed my exams, and gave me the freedom to trust myself even if I still couldn’t recall my previous training. And he’d honoured our deal to grant me two aircraft to start my business.
Just yesterday, I’d had brand new logos painted on the fuselage.
“Liam. I don’t know what to say.” Nina covered her mouth, taking a shaky step forward. “You did this?”
I moved with her, eyeing my masterpieces. On the tail was a black umbrella with a sun shining and a palm tree. Beneath it, scrawled in tropical lettings, was…
“Poppins Paradise Charters,” she breathed.
“I named it for you.”
She spun to face me. “Why? Why would you do that?”
I took a deep breath. Recalling how disastrous my last attempt to get her to work side by side with me had been. I’d sent her into a seizure which ultimately woke us up from the best few days of my life. “I want you to help me run the airline. I’ve already got contracts to fly passengers to outlying islands of Moorea and Bora Bora. I’ve also got a few cargo gigs for hotel equipment and supplies.”
She gasped. “You remember how to fly? Why didn’t you tell me?”
I winced. “No. I can’t remember. I’m learning to fly again. I’m working on my hours to pass my commercial. It will be another month or two before I’m qualified again.”
“Then… how?”
My heart hid behind my ribs in fear of how she’d react. “I’ve hired another pilot who will start work soon. But I need you, Nina. I can’t do this without you.”
“You want me to fly for your airline?”
I shook my head. “Not for my airline. Our airline. I want to make you partner. It’s fair after all, as you’ll be operation captain till I can get my brain back into gear.”
She opened her mouth, but no words came out.
I tried to read her face. Was that a so-happy-can’t-talk-face, or a-shit-this-is-too-much-face? I stood there, waiting, agonisingly waiting.
“You did all of this in six months?”
A small gust of relief filed me. She wasn’t running. Yet.
“Yes. I knew I needed to wait for you to get your wings seeing as I’m the idiot who forgot how to fly.”
“That’s why you didn’t stop me from saying I’d pay you back.”
I grinned. “Will you pay me back in flying hours?” I ran my hands up her arms, cupping her cheek, seriousness in my tone. “I’ve done the numbers. The business will work. It will be profitable. I know that. I just need you to make it real.” I kissed her before adding, “Will you be co-owner of Poppins Paradise?”
Her face rioted with emotion, but her eyes quickly settled into peace. “You know I don’t like my last name. It’s kind of odd to call an airline after it.”
“Not odd when I fell in love with the girl with Poppins as her name. I wanted to call it something that would remind me of you, even if you didn’t forgive me.” I swept hair from her eyes, adding, “I don’t think you understand how much those days we shared meant to me. They may not be real in the sense of reality, but they were more real to me than everyday living. I was able to be myself. No games. No silly things like taking it slow. It was intense, visceral. Real.”
Nina reached up to kiss me. I allowed her to intensify the kiss and hunger exploded in my veins. Her hands clutched my shirt and tugged me closer. I groaned as she pressed even harder, every curve teasing me, shattering my willpower.
“I didn’t think I could handle any more surprises,” she murmured between kisses.
“Do you like this surprise?” I whispered, leaning down to scoop her up in my arms.
She squealed before laughing. “Lucky for you, yes.”
Heart flying, limbs light as clouds, and love radiating in every pore, I strode toward the small terminal.
“Do you have that key?” I asked. I didn’t want to let her out of my arms.
Luckily, she flashed the metal in her palm. “This key?”
I nodded and sucked in a breath as she leaned in my embrace and unlocked the door.
She gave me a breath-steeling smile. “You gave me a key that opens an airport?”
“Not just any airport. Our airport.” I kicked the door closed behind us.
Nina didn’t say anything as we stood there, panting in the dark, the only light coming from the full silver moon cascading through the window. I let her slide out of my arms and she stood on tiptoes, running her fingertips through my hair. I flinched as she grazed my scar. “I can’t believe you’ve done all of this on your own. I wish you’d told me.”
I nuzzled her, inching her back to the couch I moved in yesterday. I hadn’t planned on it being used in this fashion, but who cared. All I could think about was touching her. Being inside her. We’d christen our new business right here and now.
“I wanted to tell you,” I said, raining kisses on her throat as I pushed her down on the couch. “But I needed to know I could do it on my own. Call it finding my self-worth. I wanted to be able to give you everything you deserve.”
She moaned as my hand disappeared under her lavender blouse, cupping the weight of her breast.
“I don’t need any gifts. I only want you.” Her breath hitched as I lowered myself on top of her, relishing in how our bodies fit so perfectly. Her legs wrapped around my hips, pressing into me.
My brain fogged, and I no longer had the coherency to talk.
Nina’s ha
nds fumbled with my fly. No belt this time—I’d gained the weight back and bought a new wardrobe. My head pounded gently as my blood pressure rose.
“I love that you’re wearing a skirt.” I smiled, hitching her layered black skirt up her legs. Every centimetre, her eyes deepened until they glowed with lust.
“Easy access, huh?” she breathed.
I dropped my head, running the tip of my tongue down her cleavage. “Do you mind? Am I going too fast?” After all, we hadn’t done this before.
“If you were going any slower, I’d have to kill you.” Hard hands clasped behind my neck, dragging me down to kiss her. My lips bruised with the passion she poured into it. That was it. I couldn’t stop it. I had to have her.
I sat up, kicking off my jeans and boxers in one smooth move. I didn’t care this was rushed, we could make up for it by spending the day in bed tomorrow getting to know each other. This wasn’t about romance, this was about connection. Our souls were linked, it was time our bodies were, too.
I kissed her again and the space between us disintegrated.
We bordered on losing control. Hands, tongues, teeth, taste. I wanted to crawl inside her, and lick every inch.
Nina pulled away and scooted up to raise her hips, slinking black lace underwear off. My throat dried and I stuttered, “Are you wearing a corset under your top?”
Her eyes glittered. “Why don’t you find out?”
Pinning her to the couch, I tugged her back down to wedge between her legs. I pulled a little too roughly, and we both gasped as I entered her a little.
Every muscle in my body quivered in delicious anticipation.
We stared at each other, both unwilling to go any further. If I did this I’d never let her go. She should hear that before I claimed her. “Nina—”
Her eyelids were heavy with lust and she bit her lip, raising her hips in gentle request.
“Will you stay?”
Her hands dropped to my hips, and with strength I didn’t know she had, pulled me into her. I sank deeply, my eyes snapping closed as her heat wrapped around me. “You feel just as amazing in reality as you did in a dream,” I groaned.
