We move so fast that my heart pounds out of my chest, the adrenaline coursing through my veins, igniting a fire under my skin. Turnover. That’s the only word that registers in my head as we push forward, along the sidelines as we look for our seats. I have no idea if the call was on our team or our rivals. Either way I could care less. I’m here for moral support. Nothing more.
Oblivious to my surroundings, I drop my purse on the metal bench once we find our spot. Clay is so grossly in love with Jessica that he had our seats reserved. I pick up the piece of paper with my name on it, shaking my head. It’s cute, but I really do hate jocks. Even if this one in particular breaks the mold with how sweet he is when it comes to Jessica.
Scaring the shit out of me, Jessica screams my name so loud I turn around to face the field. But I get more than what I was expecting. A thick wall of man comes barreling toward me, reaching for the football as it smacks me in the face. It happens so fast that I don’t have time to brace myself for impact. My hand reflexively goes up to my left cheek. The sting from the edge of the ball sets deep in my bones as I fall backward.
He somehow manages to slip his hand around me before I hit my head, but he can’t stop himself from landing on top of me, as we hit the ground together. Thrown around like a ragdoll, my head and body hurt. My eyes close for a few seconds. Strong arms hold me tight. So tight, that I think he’s sucking the air from my lungs.
When I open my eyes, I feel his hot breath on my face before I stare into his bright green eyes.
“Bash,” I mutter, out of breath. Because he has always taken my breath away. That’s why I avoid him whenever possible.
Up close, Bash is even more handsome than when he’s strutting around campus. Of all the people to knock me over, it had to be Sebastian Prince. His cocky grin repulses me even though he seems to have the opposite effect on my body that’s all too aware of him. One glance from Bash was all it ever took. Today is no different.
He brushes the hair off my face to get better look at my cheek. “Are you okay, Queenie?” His voice is deeper, sexier, than I remember.
It’s been so long since we’ve spoken to each other. What do I even say? He makes me nervous, always has. We haven’t had many classes together since I’d made it a point to drop every class we shared since our breakup.
I blush ten shades of pink from my cheeks to my neck, distracted by emerald irises set under dark brows and the eye black smeared beneath his lower lids.
When I don’t respond to Queenie, the nickname he had given me years ago, he chooses the name only close friends use when speaking to me.
“Tori, can you hear me?” His voice is softer but still firm. “Say something.” He takes off his helmet and sets in on the ground next to him.
“You’re not allowed to call me that anymore,” I say through clenched teeth. Only people close to me can use my nickname. “Get off of me, Bash.”
He doesn’t bother to move, just holds me tight and continues touching me, sending chills down my spine that leave tiny bumps on my skin.
People hover over us, talking amongst themselves. But all I can focus on is the sound of my heart beating so loud I hear it pounding in my ears. My cheek burns from where the football struck me, and with Bash touching it, my skin is even more sensitive. His fingers are calloused from years of playing football, yet he still has a softness about him as he caresses my face.
“I shouldn’t have come here,” I croak out. “This was a stupid idea.”
He’s infuriating but beautiful. I can’t stop zoning in on his lips. He has nice lips, both full and perfect. Every part of me wants to lean in, kiss him, and shove my fingers through his dark shaggy hair. No boy had ever affected me like Bash. But now he’s all man, no longer a boy. Which is why I need to get away from him. With perfect skin, chiseled features, and toned in all the right places, he has the appearance of a fitness model.
Bash rubs his thumb along my jaw, letting out a sigh of relief. “Why was it a stupid idea to come to the game?”
“Because you’re here,” I deadpan, rolling my eyes at him.
I wiggle free from his grasp, our faces only inches apart as I break away from him. We share a short-lived moment with Bash staring at me as if I’m an actual person. For once. That is, until his eyes find my breasts that are spilling out of this stupid football shirt, and he has the nerve to wink at my chest.
“I see you haven’t changed,” I say, irritated. “Once a pig, always a pig.”
Lean muscles and his scratchy uniform brush against my legs as he moves to reach out for me.
“I’m a pig?” He laughs. “I’m a guy,” he says, defensive. “I can’t help it that you have nice tits.”
“You’re a pig. I think you had it right the first time.” I can’t help but smirk at him because I’ve wanted to say something similar for years. How can I hate and like him all at the same time?
As I sit up, Bash props himself up onto his elbow and reaches for my waist with his other hand. I swat him away before he can touch me. God knows I’d love to have Bash’s hands all over me again, but that ship has sailed. Despite my overwhelming attraction to him, I cannot allow myself to think of him in any way other than my shithead ex boyfriend.
“I always liked the fight in you. I see you haven’t changed.” A fire blazes behind those beautiful green eyes. Why am I even looking at him? Why even give him the time of day? He’s a fucking meathead jerk, plain and simple.
Tiny bumps run down my arms and legs, a result of our close proximity. And, of course, he notices the effect he has on me. He doesn’t skip a beat. Now aware of my body and how it reacts to him, I need an escape.
“Bash, let’s go!” One of his teammates calls out from the field. “Get your ass out here, and stop trying to pick up chicks.”
Laughter echoes around me, reminding me why I hate football and the assholes who play for this team.
“Bash, let me take a look at her, and you get back on the field.” A dark haired man dressed in a Strickland Senators track suit hovers over us with a medical bag slung over his shoulder.
Bash tilts his head up at the middle-aged man and nods. He’s so athletic that when Bash grips the metal of his helmet and jumps up to his feet, he makes it look effortless. “Take good care of her, Doc. This one is special.” Bash says the last part while maintaining eye contact with me and slaps a big hand down on the team doctor’s back.
As Bash stands above me, I’m desperate to stop the electricity pulsating through me. Every part of me aches for him, craves his touch. And every memory of the time we’d spent together floods through me. Even though I would never admit it aloud, I miss it. Miss him. He was such a good kisser. For a short time, he was nice, a good boyfriend, even. Until he changed. Or maybe I changed. I never understood why he did the things he did to me.
With the helmet in his hand, Bash wipes a bead of sweat from his forehead, his skin glistening in the sunlight. Eye contact proves to be too much for me. I can’t stand another minute around him. My willpower crumbles, and if we weren’t in a crowded stadium, I would be in trouble. That’s why I do crazy things like drop classes when I know he’s in them. Or change directions when I see him coming toward me on campus. It’s silly and childish, I know. But I have no control over myself when I’m with him.
Bash pushes a hand through his cropped black hair. He could be posing for the cover of Sports Illustrated with the way he’s positioned himself. I wouldn’t be surprised if that becomes a reality for him someday. He’s a good enough running back to play in the NFL. He won the Heisman Trophy last year for Christ’s sake. And he sure as hell has the looks to be on a magazine cover.
Bash smiles at me. “I guess I’ll see at the after party.”
I don’t respond to his comment. He takes my silence as an answer. Just by showing up with Jessica, he already knows I will be there. Before he puts on his helmet, I get one last wink from Bash, and then he walks onto the field.
To say I have trouble catching m
y breath would be an understatement. I was practically holding it the entire time we were together. My chest is so tight it hurts. Combined with the pain in my head and the welt growing on my cheek, I hadn’t even noticed all the air Bash was sucking from the space around me.
“I’m Dr. Holland,” the man says, getting down on one knee next to me on the ground. “I need to make sure you don’t have a concussion. You got hit pretty hard with the ball.”
I feel like such an idiot, surrounded by an entire stadium of screaming fans, while the doctor nurses my bruised cheek. I’m always the girl who sings to her own tune, so why would this be any different? Once the game starts back up, no on notices me anymore. All eyes are on the field, as they should be. Thank God.
“I’m sure I’ll be okay.” I press my fingers to my cheek and cry out in pain. It hurts like a bitch. “See, it’s just a bruise. I’m sure it will heal on it’s own. I don’t have a concussion.”
Sitting behind me on the bench, Jessica squeezes my shoulder to let me know she’s still there. She doesn’t say a word as the doctor goes about his business.
“Do you know your name?”
I nod, making eyes at the doctor, as if he’s crazy. “Yes. It’s Victoria Reynolds.”
He shines a tiny flashlight in my eyes and does the obligatory check to make sure I’m okay. My double vision of the field is probably temporary, which is why I don’t bother to mention it. I’ve broken bones before. This is nothing.
“Good. Do you know what today is?”
“Saturday,” I say, hoping this doesn’t go on much longer. I hate unwanted attention. The last thing I need is to be labeled as Bash’s ex who made a scene at the season opener. The rumor mill will churn, same as always. If Bash so much as sneezes, the campus knows about it. And anyone seen with him is always a target.
“Other than the bruised cheek, I’m perfectly fine,” I say to Dr. Holland, attempting to make my words sound believable.
Ten minutes pass before Dr. Holland is satisfied with the outcome of his tests. Apparently, I don’t have any major signs of a concussion. I would’ve thought the opposite with how my body had responded to Bash. Or maybe I’m losing my shit. Because why on earth would I think of Bash in that way ever again? He still disgusts me. He should repulse me. Except he doesn’t. And I kind of hate myself for it.
After helping me to my seat next to Jessica, Dr. Holland hovers over me with a concerned look in his eyes. “You don’t have any warning signs, but that doesn’t mean your situation can’t change. I want you to be careful for the next twenty-four to forty-eight hours. No drinking, drugs, or any kind of strenuous activity.”
Jessica laughs but keeps her mouth shut. The last thing she needs to mention is the after party in front of the doctor.
“No problem.” I give him a forced grin, even though my face and head hurt like hell, causing the lines on the field to blur. “Thank you.”
“Take it easy, Victoria.” He smiles, then shoves his medical instruments into the leather bag, and hooks it over his shoulder. “You can have a delayed reaction. It happens to my players all the time. Don’t take anything I’ve told you for granted.”
I feign a smile. “Of course.”
“I’ll take excellent care of her, Doc,” Jessica chimes in. She hooks her arm through mine, putting my biceps in a vise. “I won’t let anything bad happen to my bestie.”
Dr. Holland hands me a card. “Call me if anything changes. My cell phone number is on the back.”
“I will. Thank you.”
I stuff the card into my pocket as he walks away.
“Is he serious about not being able to drink tonight? That completely ruins my plans.” Jessica sounds like a child complaining about not getting their way.
I do an internal happy dance because I take this incident as a valid excuse to bail on the dreaded party. But Jessica doesn’t see it that way.
“You have to come with me,” she says, her eyes pointed at the field. She practically salivates over Clay as she continues, “You are not getting out of this that easily. We are a team.”
I hold my hand up to my forehead, pretending to faint. “I think I feel something coming on.” Trying to hold back my laughter, I fail. Miserably.
“You’re not funny, Tori. I have been looking forward to this for weeks. We had it all planned out.”
“No,” I correct, “you had it all planned out. I just listen to you ramble on about how you’re finally going to have sex with Clay.”
She presses her index finger to her lips and looks over her shoulders at the people behind us on the bleachers. “Shh! Clay would have a stroke if anyone heard you say that.”
How Clay has waited this long to have sex with Jessica shocks the hell out of me. A guy like Clay—the starting quarterback of our team, good-looking, and rich—has girls throwing themselves at him all day long. Just like Bash. They’re practically twins. Jessica is beautiful beyond words, but I’m still surprised he hasn’t bailed, like his jerk of a friend did to me.
“Calm down, Jess.” I stroke her forearm with my fingers. “I’ll make an appearance, but I can’t promise I will stay all night. I really don’t feel good after getting smacked in the face and knocked down by Bash. He’s not exactly a small guy, and the tip of the football hit at me like a dart.”
She lets out a relieved sigh. “I’m calm. Just glad that you’re not ditching me.”
I force a closed mouth smile. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”
“But I completely understand if you need to leave,” she adds, with a hopeful expression on her face.
“I’m sure it’s nothing. I’ll be okay. Don’t worry about me. This night is about Clay popping your cherry.” I chuckle at the last part. “I won’t let this ruin your celebration.”
“You’re so vulgar.” She smacks me on the leg. “Why do you have to say things like that?”
“You’re such a prude,” I counter. “And for someone so prudish, I can’t believe you want to give up your V card at a football party.”
She shrugs, her eyes focused on the game in front of us. “It’s an important night for Clay, and this is an important night for me. I don’t know. I just thought it would make it special for us.”
“I don’t know how special it will be with music thumping through the house and drunk people humping each other’s legs in the living room.”
Jessica rolls her eyes at me. “Easy for you to say. Bash made your first time something from a fairy tale.”
I can’t deny it. Bash went all out, made me believe he was my Prince Charming. Turns out he was more like a toad.
“But look what he did after. That’s all that matters anymore.”
Jessica doesn’t respond because she knows the story better than anyone. It’s a shame Bash has his own version. That’s the story everyone on campus heard. It’s also the story that turned him into a legendary ladies man. And made me an outcast.
As much as I’d love to use the pulse throbbing in my head as an excuse to go back to the dorm, eat junk food, and binge watch Netflix, I have to support my friend. So, I have no choice but to suck it up and deal with Bash and his stupid friends. It’s only a few hours. How much damage can he do?
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FACE-OFF SERIES
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Book 2: Kane
Book 3: Donovan
Book 4: Jameson
Book 5: Dean (October 2017)
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
It takes a team of people to launch a book, but the most important people I want to thank are my readers. You guys have made th
is series a success, and because of your love for my characters, I will continue to write about the hockey hotties you love so much. Your support means a lot to me. Every review, email, tweet, Facebook post, or message about my books makes my day. Thank you!
I also want to thank my BFF Charlotte for giving me the swift kick in the ass that I needed to get my shit together. You told me to write my story the way I wanted to tell it and those words were everything for this book. I wrote the entire book in ten days because of those words. Writing such a lengthy series, there were so many expectations from readers for the next book, and I am so happy I took every bit of your advice. You keep me sane and focused. We met by chance, and I’m so glad that happened, because your friendship means the world to me. Love you, woman!
I also need to thank my besties, Amanda and Payton, for all of your love, support, and encouragement. You guys rock! Some days, I feel sorry for you having to listen to me ramble on about book shit, but you always let me work it out and are there to give me that extra motivation.
Amanda, I believe you were the first person to ever read one of my books, and I remember you telling me how everyone needed to read Corrupt Me because Luca was the ultimate book boyfriend. Haha! Payton, you, too. Just knowing how much you guys loved Corrupt Me had kept me going. All of your input on my books has been so helpful to me as a writer. I love the feedback. It makes the stories better, and it also makes me a better writer. I learn from every beta read, which hasn’t been as often over the last few books, but I still learn from talking to you guys about the story and characters. Thank you for everything! Love you guys!
Mom, if Charlotte gives me a kick in the ass, your motivation is more like an elbow to the jaw. (Don’t kill me for writing that. Lol) I obsess about my book ideas 24-7 and you’re so bossy that you’re always telling me to go write. Well, I’m glad I take your advice because who would’ve thought I would have six published novels in six months. Not me! It’s a no procrastination zone when you’re around. And you remind to do all the stuff I forget about, like go to the post office. I love giving out free stuff to fans, but I absolutely hate going to the post office. Thanks for helping out with some of the packages and reminding me when I forget. Because that happens a lot. Love you, Moosh!
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