by Li, Augusta
Published by Phaze Books
Also by Augusta Li and Eon de Beaumont
Lockdown
Hyacinth’s Light
Say to Me Where the Flowers Are
Beholding the Moon
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Tree Fingers
A Phaze Raven HeatSheet by
AUGUSTA LI
EON DE BEAUMONT
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With a swipe of his charcoal stump, Graham rendered the gentle slope of Alan’s forehead in profile. A quick, downward slash formed the aquiline nose with the slight bump on the bridge. The pad of Graham’s thumb smeared the black dust into the shape of the shadow between his lover’s dark eye and slender brow. His pinky formed the soft mounds of the thin lips, and the point of the pencil etched the contrastingly sharp chin. Just then, a wisp of ebony hair fell from behind Alan’s ear, the ends lodging in the corner of his mouth.
When Graham set his sketchbook beside him in the arid autumn grass and reached out to brush the strand back, the other man didn’t notice. Alan continued to stare down at the book he read, with a gaze that looked like it could alight the crumbling pages. Alan, with his creamy skin and striking dark hair and eyes, was beautiful, but his intensity, bordering on obsession, frightened Graham sometimes.
“What are you reading?” Graham asked, resuming the study of his lover. He had to repeat the question twice more before Alan lifted and turned his head.
Dappled by the golden light filtering through the yellow leaves, Alan smiled, marked his place with a scrap of red ribbon, and closed his book. “The journal of a seventeenth century German warlock, with translations and notes by the Englishman who found it when the Allies took Berlin. It’s fascinating. Gives detailed instructions for summoning all kinds of spirits. Tells what to say, what to offer them, how to bind and dismiss them.”
“Sounds interesting,” Graham lied. Alan had, at his tender age, already published two books and several journal articles that combined his great fascinations: history and the occult. He contended that a secret society of magic-users had formed at the fall of the pagan world to protect their knowledge. He’d shown, in the first massive tome that Graham had read, how they’d gained power during the Dark Ages and eventually controlled much of medieval society from the shadows. While the idea seemed laughable, Alan’s meticulous research and numerous examples of power shifts and conspiracy got the attention and approval of a few professionals. Even Graham spent a few nights lying in bed, wondering whether the events he’d read about in the daily paper could really be orchestrated by an ancient order.
Though Graham didn’t believe in it, the subject’s ability to commandeer his lover’s attention, to the point where Alan surrendered food and sleep, made him uncomfortable. Too many times he’d phoned Alan for days with no answer, only to find Alan in his apartment, dehydrated and deprived of rest, notes strewn over the floor. Brilliant researcher that he was, Alan could excel in any field he chose. But Alan felt the draw of the supernatural too strongly to give it up. Some of the subject matter Alan pursued disturbed Graham deeply. The idea of ensnaring spirits sent a cold tremor through his belly and chest.
He didn’t care to discuss it.
“Lovely afternoon,” Graham said instead.
Alan sat up straighter and looked up at the walnut branches, over at the distant hills painted crimson and rust, and toward Graham’s garden in the other direction as if noticing his surroundings for the first time. Slowly he returned to the physical world and the present. Finally he set his book behind him, next to the morning glory and ivy-entangled privacy fence that separated Graham’s yard from his next door neighbor’s property. He slid closer to Graham, draped Graham’s shoulders with his slender arm, and kissed him lightly on the cheekbone.
“Yeah, lovely,” he agreed.
They lay back among the fallen leaves and acorns, temples touching, and bodies and hands forming an ‘A’ on the lawn. A late Indian Summer had warmed the ground. Above them the branches of the walnut tree, stretching over the barrier from the adjoining lawn, crossed in front of a cloudless October sky. Now and then an elliptical leaf, edges browned and curling, spiraled down. One landed on Graham’s sun-painted cheek, and Alan rolled to his side, puckered his lips, and blew it into Graham’s light brown hair.
“I could lie here all day,” Alan said, relaxing against Graham’s body, nestling the side of his face into the dip between the fairer man’s shoulder and chest.
“My sweater itching your face?” Graham asked. He wished he’d removed the cable-knit wool garment; the afternoon was too balmy for it.
“Yeah, but I can hear your heart,” Alan answered, squeezing Graham’s ribs.
Compelled by the unexpected sweetness of the comment, Graham cupped Alan’s chin and angled Alan’s face upward so that they could kiss. The gentle meeting of their lips quickly turned to passion. Any touch they shared ignited flames of lust, and soon Alan had rolled on top of Graham. Graham could feel Alan’s skin heating with arousal as his nips and pecks grew more urgent. His tongue delved down into Graham’s mouth as his hands burrowed under the sweater and worn Oxford beneath to stroke Graham’s waist. Gooseflesh rose on Graham’s skin despite his over-dressed warmth. His fingers wove into Alan’s silky dark hair, while his other hand plunged down the back of his tight jeans to squeeze Alan’s smooth ass cheek.
Pulling his shoulder-length tresses, Graham bent Alan’s head back and licked the length of his slender neck. Alan moaned, and his body responded, cock and nipples going hard against Graham. Nails bit the sides of Graham’s body, and he bent his pelvis to rub his growing erection against Alan. At the same time he clutched Alan’s butt, forcing their bodies even closer. Through the denim of Alan’s pants and the beige linen of Graham’s trousers, their cocks swelled and ground against each other.
Alan’s fingers worked their way to Graham’s nipples as their mouths met again. He circled them, giving each a teasing pinch before withdrawing his hands and sitting up, straddling Graham’s lap. His hair hung in his face, a few strands stuck to his sweaty skin. Arousal darkened his lips and cheeks, making his eyes look bigger and blacker. Graham held his hips, rocking slowly beneath him, as Alan took the bottom of his black and
white striped sweatshirt and prepared to peel it away from his slim body.
A hollow thud made Alan drop the hem of his hoodie. His hand darted to the top of his head and rubbed, a grimace replacing his excited smile. Near Graham’s armpit, a particularly large walnut bounced once before rolling under the forsythia.
“Damn tree,” Alan said, still holding his wounded scalp.
“That hurt like hell!”
“Hey, I love that tree,” Graham teased, poking the ticklish spot below Alan’s rib with his knuckle, making the other man twitch.
Leaping up, Alan crossed his arms and stood facing the fence, his back to Graham. “I’m glad to know I’m second in your heart to a tree,” he said, mock-injured.
Graham stood and encircled Alan’s waist, his chin resting on the slightly taller man’s shoulder. “Don’t be that way, love,” he said, rubbing the edge of Alan’s ear with the tip of his nose. “Let me show you something.”
Hand in hand, they passed through the wooden gate that led to Graham’s neighbor’s yard. Graham escorted Alan to the other side of the walnut’s trunk, which was as big around as one of the abandoned children’s wading pools that dotted the neighborhood, forgotten now and filled with leaves. With his free palm, Graham touched the deeply-gouged bark. “When I first moved here with my Mum, I cried all the time.”
“Why?”
“Because I was homesick. I’d been forced to leave my family and all of my mates behind. The kids here talked funny and wouldn’t be my friends. But this tree reminded me of our cottage in Warwickshire and the little shaded lane we lived on.
This lot was vacant then, before the Cooks bought it and built their house. I used to sit out here and draw. And then— ”
He guided Alan further around the trunk, and, using Alan’s finger like a pencil, traced a primitive heart scraped into the bark. The letters “G” and “D” had been carved within it. “My first kiss,” Graham said. “On this very spot.”
“Who was he?” Alan asked.
“Doug Fletcher,” Graham answered. “We had ceramics class together in the ninth grade. And this one—,” he reached up higher, trailing Alan’s hand, to another heart. Unlike the first, it had been made by a taller man, an artist. Roses, simple but well-executed, adorned the perimeter, and the letters, which read
“GRW” and “LDK,” had been cut in a swirling script. Below the second set of letters, added later and with a heavier hand, was the phrase “R.I.P. 2007.”
“—for Luke,” Alan finished Graham’s sentence.
“I would have buried him here if they’d let me. He loved the spot so.”
Folding Graham in his arms, Alan said, “I see why it means so much.”
“You’re great,” Graham said. He leaned against Alan, more grateful than he’d ever be able to impart to the other man, for Alan’s sympathy, his lack of jealously or bitterness when Graham spoke to him of his lost love.
“You’re not too bad, either,” Alan said, in an obvious attempt to lighten the mood, “for a tree hugger.”
“Satanist,” Graham taunted back playfully.
Pressing closer, backing Graham into the walnut, Alan kissed him hard. A tiny puff of air was pushed from Graham’s lungs. Alan drove relentlessly into his mouth, nipping at his lips and tongue and passing along a contagious and delirium-inducing lust. When he finally stopped to catch his breath, he said, “So how do I get my name on the wall of fame here?”
“Just keep doing that,” Graham muttered, his eloquence stolen by the way Alan’s lips closed around the muscle of his neck, and the heel of his hand supported Graham’s inundated balls.
Without disengaging their tangled arms and legs, Graham and Alan stumbled back to Graham’s yard. Graham walked backward, both of his hands trapped inside Alan’s waistband.
Alan led, though his eyes were closed most of the time. No matter; Graham would have followed him anywhere. When they reached the spot in the grass strewn with walnut leaves, they collapsed on the ground. Graham’s back hit, and he felt thankful for the scant padding of the fallen foliage. He rolled on top of Alan and whisked away his striped sweatshirt. Bits of leaves clung to his straight, dark hair, and grass and gravel dented his pale, slender torso. He lay complacent as Graham unfastened his studded belt, unzipped his pants and pulled them down. Alan never wore shorts, so nothing hid his erection from Graham’s sight or touch.
For a few minutes Alan let Graham explore the terrain of his chest, belly, and groin with his hands and mouth. He folded his arms behind his head while Graham’s lips moved across the plateau of his chest, down the gully between his stomach muscles, and over the ridge of sinew that angled toward his cock.
Long fingers held Graham’s hair, urging his head gently downward. Happy to comply with what Alan wanted, Graham positioned himself perpendicular to the other man and boosted himself up on his elbow. He cupped Alan’s balls and gave his sack a light tug and twist that made his cock skip. Grasping it at the base, Graham admired it a moment in the clarity of the autumn light before taking it into his mouth. Leaves showered them, golden against Alan’s smooth pallor.
Sliding his tongue slowly back and forth over Alan’s cock, Graham savored the texture of his skin and the flavor of his sweat and pre-come. He also enjoyed the way Alan’s waist twisted, grinding and crushing the grass, leaves, and soil, releasing their fragrances. The vegetative perfume mingled with the aroma of Alan’s aroused body, evoking even more of Graham’s ardor. He increased his pace, opening his throat.
Alan’s hands tugged at his hair and tore at the collar of his shirt. His hips bucked off of the ground.
“Graham, oh fuck!” he moaned, hands pulling up clumps of grass. “Fuck yes!”
After a brief respite to re-position himself between Alan’s legs, Graham swallowed his cock again. Alan seized the back of his head and drove Graham’s mouth down with savage speed. At the same time he drew his legs up, heels alongside Graham’s face. With one hand wrapped around the sole of Alan’s foot, Graham sucked hard, drawing out a drizzle of semen. From the way he shuddered, muttering nonsense, Graham could tell Alan’s orgasm was close.
Arching his back, spreading his legs farther apart, Alan said, “You can touch me, you know.”
Ignoring this request, Graham continued sucking until Alan could no longer withstand the onslaught. With a yell, Alan came in Graham’s throat. Semen mixed with saliva trickled from the corners of Graham’s mouth, splashing among Alan’s sparse black pubic hair. With one hand slapping the ground and the other tugging at Graham’s hair to end the delicious torment, Alan spurted a few more drops of seed. Whimpering, he kicked at the air beside Graham’s ears.
Finally Graham sat up and wiped his mouth with his hand.
While he stripped off his stifling garments, Alan hurried the rest of the way out of his pants and socks and boots. Clothing lay scattered over the yard, intermingled with dead grass and leaves.
“Lie back down,” Graham urged, pressing softly against Alan’s chest. He looked lovely stretched on the lawn, ivory against the ochre of the deceased flora and the rich umber of the soil, black hair fanning around his head. What a gorgeous painting he might make. Graham placed a knee on either side of his waist and knelt gazing at his lover’s splendor. He couldn’t believe how fortunate he’d been meeting Alan. Alan was nearly perfect. Though young, he possessed an autumnal quality, both in his wry wisdom and stark, startling coloring. Not long ago, Graham thought he’d never again feel the way he felt now, looking at Alan. He thought he’d lost the ability to find beauty in anything.
“Graham,” Alan said in a voice heavy with fulfillment.
“Lie back.” Holding his cock, Graham nudged his foreskin back and anointed it with the leftover fluids from pleasuring Alan, scooping them from his groin. Sufficiently lubed, he rubbed his head up and down the center of Alan’s belly. He enjoyed the sensation, satin skin against his glans, but it took a while for him to reach orgasm this way. He worried the technique might bore A
lan.
As if reading his mind, Alan grasped Graham’s thighs and said, “You can fuck me, Graham.”
“No, I like it this way,” Graham said. It wasn’t a complete falsehood, though Graham couldn’t deny his desire to be inside Alan. “Give me your hand.”
When Alan didn’t respond, Graham lifted the other man’s wrist and laid Alan’s palm over the top of his dick. Since Alan didn’t squeeze, Graham did it for him, smashing both Alan’s hand and his own cock in his fist.
“Fuck me Graham,” Alan repeated.
“This is good,” Graham argued.
“But I want you to fuck me. Just because you’re not ready doesn’t mean I’m not. I want you. In me.”
Ceasing his motion, Graham looked down at the beautiful young man beneath him. He could see himself reflected in the black mirrors of Alan’s eyes, looking indecisive, pathetic. Alan’s gaze smoldered with the focus and intensity that both aroused and unnerved Graham. He wanted Alan, yes, but—
“I don’t feel like it’s right,” he said. “I don’t want to take advantage of you.”
Alan rolled his eyes. “Don’t you hear me saying I want it?
Fuck me, Graham. And then some day, when you feel like it’s time, you can let me do it to you. Until then, no pressure. It’s not an exchange or a debt. I just want you.”
“You’re sure?” His fingertips brushed the pale cheek that burned with yearning. So many years had passed since he’d felt so tempted by another man, so willing to do anything to please him. So much time had gone by since he’d felt any desire. But he felt it now, felt it smoldering inside and threatening to overwhelm him.
“I love you.”
Those words convinced Graham. “I love you too, Alan.” He slid down his body and dropped between Alan’s legs. The other man lifted his feet and rested them on Graham’s shoulders. After kissing and caressing the graceful calf and ankle beside him, lingering over interlocking knobs of bone at Alan’s knee, Graham turned his attention downward. Tenderly he eased Alan’s cheeks apart and grazed his crevice. A finger, still dampened with saliva, slipped inside.
