Bertone’s political allies were Kayla’s enemies.
“Anything look out of place to you?” Rand asked when Kayla walked into the house.
She glanced around. “Considering that I’ve been packing up stuff, no.”
She walked into the bedroom.
He followed.
“You’re neater than I am,” Rand said, looking around the room. “Or did you pack up all the little things already?”
“No. But too much clutter is like a traffic jam—it makes me edgy.”
An open book lay facedown on the bedside table. Rand picked up the paperback. The Lonely Planet guide Australia and New Zealand on a Shoestring. She’d been reading about the high lake and glacier country of South Island.
“Is this where you were going to go to ground?” he asked, gesturing with the book.
“Up until yesterday, all I had was itchy feet.”
“And now?”
“I itch everywhere.”
He almost smiled. “Smart.”
“Uncomfortable.”
“You get used to it.”
“I’d rather go to Queenstown and stop itching.”
He gave her a sideways glance and saw that she was looking wistfully at the picture of glaciers and lakes.
“You mentioned blackmail,” Rand said.
“I did?”
“Back in the garden. You said Bertone was the blackmailer, not you. What did you mean?”
“Guess my dossier wasn’t quite complete,” she said.
He closed the book and turned to her.
“Thursday I sold the ranch,” she said. “Got a really great price, never met the buyer.”
“Bertone.”
“How did you know?”
“I know Bertone.”
“Well, thanks to him,” she said bitterly, “now I look like a down-and-dirty banker.”
“Figures.”
“You believe me?”
“It fits with the rest of your dossier,” Rand said. “You’re too clean to volunteer for the kind of mud bath Bertone needs. He had to have a twist on you. Why didn’t you go to the feds?”
“Bertone has a lot more traction with the feds than I do. I didn’t want to bet my freedom on a he-said-she-said slanging match. Maybe I should have. But I couldn’t get enthusiastic about my chances of winning, so I looked for another way out.”
“Find one?”
She looked him straight in the eye. “I don’t know.”
Kayla turned and walked out of the bedroom. The kitchen area was the center of the small ranch house. With the ease of long familiarity she pulled out several stockpots, dumped in sugar and hot water, and put the pots on the gas stove. Each burner came on with a soft whump.
She stared at the flames.
“What do you think?” she asked finally. “Should I go to the feds?”
Rand thought of Neto being refused a visa—not in U.S. interests—and of the politicians sucking up expensive champagne at the Bertones’ paint-off. “As a last resort, maybe.”
“What about running?”
He shook his head slowly. “You don’t have enough money to hide for the next fifty years.”
“That’s what I figured. Then I went to my boss.”
“Which one?”
“Steve Foley.”
Another name to run by St. Kilda’s research department. “And?”
“I can talk about what happened to me, my personal finances. I can’t talk about my clients. I could get fired.”
“There are worse things. Handcuffs, for instance.”
Kayla flinched. “I have a responsibility to my clients and my bank.”
“That’s what Bertone is counting on. A sweet little bird who’s terrified of singing outside the choir.”
She set her jaw, stirred each pot, and watched bubbles rise.
“So Bertone is leaning on you to do something illegal with his money, using the bank,” Rand said after a time. “It’s called laundering, and the feds hate it. Right so far?”
Kayla didn’t bother to deny the obvious.
Or confirm it.
“What’s your stake in this?” she asked him.
He hesitated.
“No lies,” she said. “Remember?”
Silence stretched in the kitchen as Rand watched Kayla stir sugar syrup until it came to a boil. When she turned off the burners beneath the pots, he went to the refrigerator and pulled out a bucket of ice cubes.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
He shoveled ice cubes into one of the pots until the syrup was cool.
“We don’t have all night to wait,” he said as he tested the syrup. “You don’t want a silly hummer to burn its tongue, do you? You have to dilute the syrup anyway.”
He tested the solution. Getting there. A few more cubes and it wouldn’t be a threat to the tender tongue of any hummingbird desperately clinging to a perch at the edge of the yard light.
Kayla tilted her head and looked at him like a curious cat. “I was going to pull out my big feeders, but even the biggest will be cool long before morning.”
Rand nodded. “That’s fine, but right now there’s a very hungry little guy needing to be fed. He’s waiting on a perch, hoping for a miracle to pull his feathered ass out of a crack.”
“At this time of night?” she asked, startled. “Hummingbirds shut down at sunset.”
“Unless they’re having a tough time on migration. Then they push too hard. The lucky ones find a yard feeder. The unlucky ones starve to death. Where are the feeders you want to use?”
“Cupboard behind you.”
She watched him take out a clean half-gallon feeder and fill it with cool, diluted syrup. Every movement was efficient, practiced. He might not be answering the question she’d asked, but he sure hadn’t lied about knowing how to feed hummingbirds.
“You’ve done this a lot,” she said.
“At the height of the season, I go through more than five pounds of sugar a day.”
“Holy hell. You must be feeding hundreds and hundreds of the flying pigs.”
“Easily. May and June are the big months. The birds are pretty well gone by the end of July.”
“And they’re all rufous?” she asked, trying to imagine what it would be like to see clouds of flying bronze jewels feeding at once, flashing their crimson gorgets to warn off others.
“Nearly all my birds are rufous. Nasty little heathens,” he said, smiling slightly, “but damn beautiful. They remind me that no matter how pretty, life is always a battle.”
Kayla waited until Rand had topped off the last feeder with cool syrup before she asked, “Are you going to answer my question about why you’re helping me?”
“Like you, not everything I know is mine to tell.” Rand screwed the feeding platform in place. “You already know the most important things.”
“Which are?”
“I want you alive and Bertone dead.”
28
Dry Valley
Saturday
8:20 P.M. MST
While they hung the feeders in the shelter of the ranch house porch, Kayla was silent, thinking about what Rand had said. Even before she stepped back from the first feeder, a hummingbird appeared on it. Ignoring the humans, he drank and drank and drank. After a few minutes of resting, the bird shook himself, fluffed his feathers, but stayed clamped to the perch.
“He’ll drink at least once more,” Rand said quietly, “then he’ll head on out into the desert and bed down in a safer place.”
“I’ve never seen a hummer come in at night like that.”
“He’d have taken on a bobcat for that nectar. Being desperate does that to you.” He glanced at his watch. “Time to go.”
“You’re sure I can’t go to my apartment?” Kayla asked. “The only packing boxes of clothes I left at the ranch are full of jeans and such.”
“Jeans are good.”
She followed him back into the bedroom, where she’d stacked ful
l boxes for her next trip to the new apartment.
“Which one?” he asked.
“One? But—”
“One.”
“Hell.”
“Don’t worry. There are a lot of Wal-Marts in Phoenix.”
She rolled her eyes and picked up the box she’d marked ranch clothes. “Oh, well, this is Arizona, famous for casual wear.” She gave him a sidelong look. “Isn’t it?”
“Are you asking me where you’re going from here?” Rand said, taking the box from her.
“Clever of you to notice.”
“Phoenix,” Rand said.
“Royal Palms?”
“Yes.”
“Joe Faroe?” she asked.
“Among others.”
She followed Rand out to the car, then confronted him before he loaded the box into the SUV. “And I’m supposed to take all this on faith.”
“I wasn’t the dude waiting for you with handcuffs and duct tape.”
Kayla closed her eyes. All she saw was the handcuffs, scuffed from horrible use, and thick duct tape to force back her screams. “Point taken. But that still doesn’t tell me why you helped me.”
“I want you.”
Her eyes snapped open. “Well, that’s blunt.”
“You wanted honesty. You got it.” Half the truth, anyway. The rest isn’t mine to tell.
She stepped aside. “Be careful what you ask for, is that it?”
“Pretty much.” He tossed the box in back and started to get in the driver’s seat.
“McCree, this is my car. It says so down at the DMV.”
“Your point?”
“I drive.”
“Have you been trained in high-speed evasion?”
She stared at him, then turned and got into the passenger side. The door slammed behind her. Hard.
“The thing about choices,” Rand said as he drove out of the ranch yard, “is that they’re never as clear as they seem when you make them.”
It didn’t take Kayla long to get to the bottom line. “What do you know that I should and don’t?”
“Nobody’s motives are pure. Nobody’s.”
“Including you?”
“Yes.”
“St. Kilda Consulting?” Kayla pressed.
“It’s a human organization made up of people whose motives aren’t one-hundred-percent angelic.”
“Joe Faroe?”
“He’s nobody’s angel.”
“Like Bertone,” Kayla said.
“No. Faroe is a hard son of a bitch, but he’s honorable. Bertone is slime on cesspool walls.”
“What if I don’t want to go to Royal Palms? Do I have a choice?”
“You have the same choice you had in the garden before I showed up.”
“Fight and die.” She made a low sound. “You really know how to sweet-talk a girl.”
“You’re a woman.”
“Doesn’t mean I don’t like sweet talk,” she retorted.
“Every time I call you beautiful, or touch you, you stiffen up like I burned you.”
She shrugged. “You did.”
In the dashboard lights, Rand’s expression shifted. “Talk about blunt.”
“Being hunted by a kidnapper does that to me.”
“Frees your inner bitch?”
“That, too,” Kayla said, smiling. “But mostly it reminds me that my next breath is a gift, not a guarantee.”
Rand’s mouth thinned as he thought of Reed. “Amen. Amazing how knowing, really knowing, the fragility of life makes choices easier. ‘If I don’t do this, will I go to my grave regretting it?’ is the only question that matters.”
The first thing Kayla thought was how she would feel if she didn’t pursue the heat she felt between herself and Rand.
It’s been too long since a man made me curious, edgy, aware of every difference between male and female.
Girl, your timing sucks.
“So you count regrets in terms of things you haven’t done,” she said.
“Always.”
“Is that why you work for St. Kilda instead of painting fulltime?”
“My time at St. Kilda could be real short,” was all Rand said.
“Why do I get the feeling that you aren’t entirely happy working for St. Kilda?”
“Because I’m not.” His voice didn’t encourage more questions.
She asked anyway. “Then why are you with them?”
“They made me an offer I couldn’t refuse.”
“They threatened you?” she asked, startled.
Rand’s fingers tightened around the wheel as the SUV sped through the darkness, pushing a cone of light ahead. A desert night and sweeping light that Reed would never see.
“My reasons for being with St. Kilda are personal, private, and have no bearing on your decision,” he said.
“Which decision?”
“To go or not to go to Royal Palms,” he said sardonically.
“Whither thou goest,” she said, her tone equally biting.
He gave a crack of laughter. Then he realized how long it had been since he had laughed. “I like you, Kayla Shaw.”
“Same back, Rand McCree. Well, most of the time.”
He was tempted to ask about the rest of the time, but he didn’t. “Liking you wasn’t part of the plan.”
“What plan?”
“Despite its lack of perfection, St. Kilda Consulting is a necessary organization in today’s world of transnational crime, failed and failing states, feral cities, and the just plain savage places in between. All the places where duly appointed and lawful governments are just short of useless, and corrupt governments thrive.”
She turned and looked at him. “Is that an answer or an evasion?”
“Yes. If you go to Royal Palms, and if Grace and Joe like what they see of you, they’ll want you to sign up with St. Kilda Consulting. If you don’t feel that grateful, you can leave.”
“And if I don’t go with St. Kilda, I get to choose between Bertone and the feds.” Or trust my boss, Steve Foley, to bail me out. She grimaced. Not in this lifetime. “All in all, I’d rather see what St. Kilda has to offer. Assuming that they’ll let me walk away if I don’t like what I see?”
“No handcuffs or duct tape, guaranteed,” Rand said. “All they’ll ask is that you don’t mention anything about St. Kilda to Bertone or to your bank.”
“I won’t. What about the feds?”
“Let’s just hope the question never comes up.”
“St. Kilda is publicity-shy?” Kayla asked.
“That, too. Mostly it’s the fact that we work where U.S. agencies can’t or won’t work. All the shades of gray that don’t fit into ten-second sound bites and political slogans. We’ve made friends. We’ve made enemies. Working for St. Kilda carries baggage. Some of it is dangerous. Most of it is just irritating.”
When he looked at Kayla to see how she was taking his words, she surprised him.
She smiled.
“You make St. Kilda Consulting sound like hummingbirds,” she said, “at war with one another and the rest of the world.”
“Close enough,” Rand said, and he smiled in return.
“What would you do if you were me?”
“Run like hell for the nearest exit.”
The light from the dashboard made his eyes look hard, almost silver.
“Interesting,” Kayla said. “Why haven’t you?”
“My motives have no bearing on your decision, remember?”
“Whew. Talk about honest.” Her voice said brutally honest.
Silence grew.
Rand hissed a word under his breath. “Look, I can’t make the decision for you. You have to make it because you’re the one who has to live with the results.”
“Like you.”
“Just like me. Your own devils, your own hell.” Chosen very carefully by you.
“What about angels and heaven?” she asked.
“Hasn’t come up on my radar.”
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sp; “Never?”
“I only knew it when it was gone.”
Too late.
29
Phoenix
Saturday
9:10 P.M. MST
Is this car registered in your name?” Rand asked.
Kayla blinked. It had been a long time since he’d spoken.
“Yes.”
There was silence again while he eased the Explorer into traffic on southbound Interstate 17, heading deep into the Phoenix metro area. Without warning he cut across lanes, accelerated, cut across more lanes, slowed down, and watched the mirrors.
Nobody had speeded, slowed, changed lanes, or done anything to tickle his suspicions.
“Then we’ll have to get rid of it,” Rand said.
She stared at him. “My car? I can’t afford another one.”
“You don’t have to. But from here on out, you’ve dropped off the scope of your everyday life. You won’t go to your new apartment. You won’t go to the ranch. You won’t drive your car. You won’t talk on your cell phone.”
“Tell me you’re kidding.”
Silence.
A lot of it.
“You aren’t kidding.” She sighed. “Is all this really necessary?”
“Bertone wants you. You want him to get you?”
She shuddered.
“That’s what I thought,” Rand said. “Remember the handcuffs. It will help you stay focused.”
“You can be a cold bastard,” she said.
“It can be a cold world.”
“I didn’t mean that as a slam,” she said. “It just—surprised me. Then I remember your painting and know I shouldn’t be surprised. You’ll do whatever it takes to get the job done. Were you always that way?”
“No.”
Rand turned off the freeway onto Scottsdale Road and headed south on Resort Row. Four minutes later, he drove through the impressive entrance of the Royal Palms.
“St. Kilda Consulting must have a lot of money,” Kayla said.
He didn’t answer.
A few minutes later he drove into a small parking area reserved for a cluster of three resort bungalows. A man stepped out of the shadows. He carried a flashlight big enough to light up the Explorer’s interior. After a look in the cargo area, he snapped off the light and walked over to open Kayla’s door.
“Good evening,” he said. “They’re waiting for you in Bungalow One.”
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