“Good.” She watched him tamp down the soil around the newly planted tree with the flat of his shovel. “You seem to have an awful lot of dirt left over.”
“That is because I have added peat moss and a special root food.”
“You shouldn’t fertilize a newly planted tree, Ba.”
“This is a special food that will not burn the roots. I learned of it back home.”
“What is it?”
“That is a secret, Missus.”
“Fine. Meet me in the arboretum as soon as you’re finished.”
Smiling and shaking her head, Sylvia turned and headed for the backyard. Secret root food…but she let him have his way with the yard. He did an excellent job and she didn’t believe in tampering with success.
She pulled Jeffy away from his dandelion and set him up with breakfast. Gladys had made him a bowl of Maypo and he attacked it. There didn’t seem to be anything wrong with his stomach this morning.
As usual, Alan had been right.
Wandering back into her work area, Sylvia stood and considered the ishi-zuki from a distance. The gallery was really anxious for this one. Someone called at least twice a week asking when they could expect delivery.
Who’d have ever thought her hobby would make her the latest Big Thing with the New York art crowd and celebrity set? You weren’t anybody, dear, unless you had a tree sculpture by Sylvia Nash somewhere in the house.
She smiled at how innocently it had all started.
The art of bonsai had fascinated Sylvia since her teenage years. She’d come across a book on the miniature trees and had been touched by their delicacy, the sense of age about them. She decided to try her hand and found she had a knack for the art. After many years of working at it, she’d become quite adept.
But after Greg’s death she’d neglected them and one of her prized trees died. She’d pruned and wired that particular little five-needle pine for years, transforming it from an ordinary collection of needles and branches into a graceful living work of art. Its loss seemed all the more tragic after losing Greg. It sat in its pot with its needles turning brown, its roots rotting, beyond salvage. When the needles dropped off, only a naked trunk would remain.
Then Sylvia remembered seeing a demonstration of a laser technique used to sculpt heads and busts. She investigated, found a place that did it, and had her dead tree, pot and all, laser-sculpted from a laminated block of oak. She was delighted with the result: The outer needles were sharp, the intricacies of the bark and even the moss at the tree’s base were all preserved forever. She painted it, and set it back in its former spot among her other bonsai. It needed no watering, no pruning, no wiring. It was perfect. Forever.
And that would have been that had not Christmas a few years later found her without the slightest idea of what to give half the people on her list. Her gaze had come to rest on the laser-sculpted bonsai and the idea struck her: Why not take one of her favorite bonsai to the laser studio and have a dozen or so replicas run off? Why not indeed? A unique and personal gift.
And so it became an annual tradition to favor certain special people in her life with a laser-sculpted bonsai. Probably it would have gone no further had she not decided to use one of her experimental trees as a model.
That particular tree had been a lark, really—a mixture of bonsai and topiary techniques. She had allowed a rather tall boxwood to grow wild while letting it acclimate to its pot. For some reason its cylindrical form had reminded her of a skyscraper, so on a whim she began pruning and shaping it into the form of the Empire State Building. She had ten laser sculptures made from it and gave them away for Christmas.
By the end of January a Manhattan art gallery owner was knocking on her door, begging to speak to her. He went on and on about the Empire bonsai, literally cooing about its “subtle melding of the man-made and the natural,” her “stunning brilliance in using the latest in modern technology to preserve an ancient art form,” and so on. He oohed and ahhhed as she toured him through her collection and actually eeked when he saw her sokan tree with the double trunk on bottom growing into the New York skyline on top.
Since then, once a year, she issued a strictly limited edition of one hundred sculptures of one of her bonsai. She signed and numbered them and made the gallery charge an astronomical amount for each. She didn’t need the money, but the high price tag and the limited supply made them all the more sought after. She’d had numerous offers—extremely generous offers—for the original living trees that had served as models. She turned them down and refused to hear any counteroffers. No one other than Sylvia herself would ever own or care for her trees. Bonsai culture was a delicate, time-consuming task that took skill, practice, and devotion—not for amateurs.
Take the ishi-zuki, for instance. How could she allow some clown with a fat wallet, who thought all they needed was a little watering like a house plant, entrust them to his maid for care? Especially this one. The leafy area had been pruned into the shape of a neat little Cape Cod house, which was supported by a gently curved trunk whose roots were clasped tightly around a supporting rock. This tree spoke to her. Selling it would be unthinkable.
But she would gladly sell replicas to the people waiting in line to buy them.
Which made her Someone to Know.
Sylvia knew she didn’t fit in with the celebrities who bought her sculptures and wanted to meet her and invite her to their parties. Sometimes it seemed to her that she didn’t fit anywhere. But she accepted the invitations and maintained tenuous contact with the rich and famous, staying on the fringes, riding along, waiting for something interesting to happen. She used them to fill some of her nights. Nights could be a hellish burden at times. Jeffy and her trees and her investments filled the days, but the nights went on forever.
Last night had been an exception, however, and had proved far too short. Alan’s presence had injected a special kind of life into the old house, warming it, brightening it. She could so easily get used to having him come home to her every night, kissing him hello, touching him—
She shook off the thought with a touch of irritation. No sense getting lost in that little fantasy. She’d had that kind of life once in a tiny garden apartment downtown.
She caught herself. She hadn’t thought of the old apartment in years. Those memories were supposed to be locked safely away for good. That kind of life was gone for good, as were the Sylvia Nash and the man who had lived it together. The man was dead, and the Sylvia Nash of today no longer wanted or needed that life. She’d built a new one from scratch. The old Sylvia was gone. And no one was going to bring her back.
Besides, Alan Bulmer was taken.
Still, it was a nice, respectable little fantasy, as long as that was all it remained.
After all, she thought with a wry smile, she had her reputation to consider.
She went back into the kitchen. Jeffy was still at the table, scraping the bottom of his bowl. She pulled it away and gave him his glass of milk.
“Okay, guy,” she said, lightly running her fingers through his curly hair as he drank his milk in huge gulps. “We’re going to clean you up and get you over to Dr. Bulmer’s before his office gets too crowded.”
Jeffy didn’t look at her. He had finished his milk and was busy staring into the bottom of the glass.
“Someday you’re going to talk to me, Jeffy. You may not know it yet, but someday you’re going to call me ‘Mommy.’”
She kissed him on the forehead. How could she feel so intensely about someone who did not acknowledge her existence?
“You are, damn it. You are.”
The modern, brightly lit waiting room was crowded with people of all ages, shapes, and sizes. The receptionist said that Dr. Bulmer had penciled in Jeffy’s name and they would get to him in a minute. Two of the waiting children had started screaming at the sight of Ba, so he left to wait in the car. Sylvia seated herself next to a polyester princess who eyed her Albert Nipon suit with barely concealed hostility.
Wou
ldn’t fit you anyway, honey, she thought as she snuggled Jeffy in against her and waited.
A little girl, no more than four or five years old, with blue eyes and straight blond hair came up and stood before Jeffy. After looking at him for a while she said, “I’m here with my mommy.” She pointed to a woman across the room engrossed in a magazine. “That’s my mommy over there.”
Jeffy stared over her left shoulder and said nothing.
“My mommy’s sick,” she said in a louder voice. “Is your mommy sick?”
She might have been a piece of furniture for all the notice Jeffy took of her, but her voice was attracting the attention of the other waiting patients. The room grew perceptively quieter as they waited for the reply that would never come from Jeffy.
Tense and watchful, Sylvia bit her lip, trying to think of a way to defuse the situation. The little girl, however, did it for her.
“My mommy’s got diarrhea, that’s why she’s here to see the doctor. All the time she keeps going to the bathroom.”
As the waiting room rippled with restrained laughter, the woman with the magazine, her face now red with embarrassment, came over and led the little girl back to her seat.
Jeffy neither laughed nor smiled.
Before long they were called back to an examining room. She sat Jeffy on the paper-covered table and undressed him down to his training pants. He was still dry. Jeffy would use the bathroom if it was convenient, but if he was absorbed in something or away from home, he simply went in his pants. The nurse took an ear temperature, said it was normal, then left them to wait. Alan entered about ten minutes later. He smiled at her, then turned to Jeffy.
“So you made it through the night, Jeff? No more bellyaches? How about lying back and letting me check the old tummy.”
As he went through the examination, he kept up the chatter, as if Jeffy were just like any other eight-year-old. That was what had immediately attracted Sylvia to Alan as a physician—the way he treated Jeffy. Most doctors in her experience would examine him thoroughly and gently, but never speak to him. They would talk to her but never to Jeffy. True, he wasn’t listening and wouldn’t respond, so why talk to him? She had never noticed it until that day she brought him to see Alan. Jeffy had fallen and his elbow had swollen to half-again normal size. Sylvia had been sure it was broken and had been about to rush him over to her Uncle Lou’s office when she remembered that he was out of town that day. But his former associate, Dr. Bulmer, had been available. They’d been introduced briefly in the hallway of her uncle’s office when the two had been partners and she didn’t know anything about him except that her uncle had said at the time that he was “pretty sharp.”
Anyplace but an emergency room, she had thought, and had consented to letting the new guy examine Jeffy.
That one brief visit had been a revelation. Jeffy’s autism hadn’t fazed Alan the least. He’d treated Jeffy like a real human being, not like some sort of deaf, dumb, blind block of wood. His attitude had radiated respect, almost reverence—this was another human being he was treating. It wasn’t an act, either. She’d sensed that it came naturally to the man. And for just a second, as Alan had lifted him off the table, Jeffy had hugged him.
That had been it. From then on there had been no other doctor for Jeffy. Only Alan Bulmer would do.
Her Uncle Lou had been a little miffed when he learned about Alan examining Jeffy, but that had been nothing compared to the explosion that had occurred when she transferred Jeffy’s records to Alan’s new office.
And now she watched Alan as he pushed and tapped on Jeffy’s abdomen again. He kept getting better looking as he got older. The little touches of gray flecking the dark brown hair of his temples didn’t make him look older, just more distinguished. He was built the way she liked a man, tall and lean, with long legs and piercing dark brown eyes….
“You’re fine, Jeff,” Alan said as he sat him up. “But you’re getting pudgy.” He sat on the table, put his arm around Jeffy’s shoulder in a casual gesture of affection, and turned to Sylvia. “He’s got a lot of air in his intestines. He eats fast?”
“Like a vacuum.”
“See if you can slow him down.”
“Easier said than done.”
“And either cut back on the amount he’s eating or increase his activity.”
“Maybe I should enroll him in Little League,” she said with the slightest edge to her voice.
Alan winced at her sarcasm and sighed. “Yeah, I know. ‘Easier said than done.’”
That was another thing she liked about Alan—they could communicate. After years of caring for Jeffy together, they had become attuned to each other regarding the rare ups and many downs of life with an autistic child.
“I’ll try,” she said. “Maybe I can take him for walks.”
“Will he come?”
“Sure. As long as I take him by the hand and Ba’s not there.”
“Ba?”
“Ba spoils him terribly. Carries him all the time. Jeffy’s legs don’t work when Ba is around.”
Alan laughed. “Well, what ever you can get him to do will help.”
Sylvia pulled Jeffy’s clothes back on while Alan scribbled in the chart.
“I want to thank you for coming over last night,” she said, remembering the thrill she had felt upon opening the door and seeing him there. “I’m sorry it was for nothing.”
“It wasn’t for nothing. We both slept better.”
“Speaking of house calls: Do you make them on lonely widows?”
She loved to watch him blush. He didn’t disappoint her.
“As a matter of fact, yes. There’s a little old lady not far from here who’s bedfast after a couple of strokes. I see her once a month.”
“What about younger ladies?”
“Depends on the problem. The home is a lousy place to practice medicine.”
She stifled a smile. Poor guy. Trying so hard to remain cool and professional.
“What if she’s got an itch only you can scratch?”
He smiled with the slightest trace of malice. “I’d tell her to take a bath. Or maybe a cold shower.”
She laughed. She was so glad that for all his old-fashioned propriety and almost stuffy integrity he still had a sense of humor.
“By the way,” he said into her laugh, “is that invitation to your party this weekend still open?”
“You can make it?” A buoyant sensation came over her.
“Yes, we can. I thought we were busy but we’re not.”
“Wonderful! Nine o’clock. Casual chic.”
“We’ll be there.”
“Great. Then I can sneak you upstairs and show you some of my erotic Japanese etchings.”
He looked squarely at her, his expression tinged with annoyance. “You know, one of these days I just might call your bluff.”
Don’t you dare! The phrase leaped to her lips but she bit it back.
“Who’s bluffing?” She opened the examining room door and ushered Jeffy out. “Good luck in Washington. See you Saturday night.”
As she walked up the hall, she wondered at the stab of panic she’d felt when Alan had mentioned calling her bluff. She didn’t want that. She was aware that much of the attraction was based on his inaccessibility. It made him unique among so many of the men she knew—such as some of Greg’s friends and the husbands of her female friends who had come around to “comfort” her after Greg’s death. Their idea of comforting, however, seemed to require a bed. That had been an eye-opening time in her life. She’d had her share of flings since then, but not with any of them.
Alan always turned a deaf ear to her frequent offers. And she knew he was attracted to her, which made the little game all the more charming—and Alan all the more honorable.
But why did she do it?
She never could answer that question. Alan was the only man she teased so, yet she respected him more than any man she knew. So why make him squirm? Why tempt him? Was it because she kne
w he was safe? Or did she want to bring him down somehow, prove that the shining knight had feet of clay?
No. She did not want to prove that.
Then why did she so enjoy teasing him?
The questions went ’round and ’round, with never an answer. She wondered if there might be something wrong with her—a wire crossed somewhere in her psyche—but brushed that uncomfortable thought away.
It was all in fun, she thought determinedly. All in fun.
Alan
“Sure you don’t want to come?”
Ginny looked at him through her green contacts and smiled. “You know I’d love to, Alan, but I can’t let Josie down. We’re—”
He knew: the Tennis Tournament at the club. Ginny and Josie were in the quarter finals for women’s doubles.
“How many times am I going to testify before a senate subcommittee? I could use you there for some moral support.”
“I know, honey,” Ginny said as she put her arms around him. “And I never would have entered the tournament if I’d thought we had the slightest chance of getting this far. But Josie’s depending on me, Alan. I can’t let her down.”
A caustic remark rose to Alan’s lips but he held it back. He didn’t want to leave on a tense note.
“But I’ll drive you down to JFK,” she said.
“Better if you didn’t. I don’t know when I’ll be back tomorrow, so I’d rather have the car sitting in the lot there.”
He gave her a kiss and a hug, and then he was on his way out the door with his overnight bag in his hand.
“Good luck!” she said with a wave as he got into the car.
He smiled and hoped it looked genuine. He hurt more than he wanted to admit, even to himself.
Mike Switzer had told him that all doctors who gave pro-guidelines testimony had all their expenses paid for by the committee, including limousines to meet them at the airport. Those testifying against the guidelines had to shift for themselves.
So Alan shifted himself from National Airport and checked into Crystal City in Arlington where he got a room with a view of the Potomac. The night was cool and clear, and from his window he could see the lighted monuments on the far side of the river reflecting in the rippling water.
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