They caught his wife’s breast cancer too late. It had already spread to other organs, and the doctors aren’t sure how much time she has left. It can be a year … or six months. Telling someone you don’t know how long they have to live, especially when they know it’s going to happen, is a total mind fuck to everyone involved. It’s like playing a game of Russian Roulette that you know you’re going to lose.
Lucy is only thirty-one, and her diagnosis was a shock to everyone. My brother wanted to be there for her, so he quit his job as head bodyguard for Stella Mendes and came home.
“Fine,” I draw out. “I’ll do it.” I pause, holding up a finger. “But only on one condition.”
He raises a brow, waiting for me to go on.
“This is only temporary. Two months. That’s my cut-off, and I’m not kidding, so they need to get their asses on finding a replacement.”
He blows out a ragged breath. “Thank you.” He squares his shoulders back. “Your flight leaves in the morning, FYI.”
“What the hell? You’ve already booked my flight?”
He nods.
“What would you have done if I said no?”
“Have Lucy ask you.”
“You play fucking dirty.” It was one thing arguing with him, but there was no way that’d happen with Lucy. I would’ve caved in seconds.
“I also figured it would get you out of town so shit can cool down for a minute. Win-win.”
“I don’t need to let shit cool down.” My muscles tense as I hold back my rage. This conversation pisses me off more than the job offer.
He gives me a stern look. “I don’t want you to do something you’ll regret.”
“I’m not going there.” I pinch the bridge of my nose. “That shit is off limits right now, you hear me?”
“I understand, brother. I’d be one furious motherfucker, too.”
There’s no missing the curious stares that trail me when I talk through the beat-up door of The Down Home Pub, the hot spot in town if you’re craving a beer and a good time, or want to drown your sorrows on a budget.
It’s where I got shitfaced on my twenty-first birthday. Where I got my first beer from at thirteen. Not because they illegally served minors, the owner’s son stole a case for us, and we spent the night chugging the cheapest shit they serve in my family barn. I got a good ass whooping when we got busted. But it was worth it.
Ass whoopings come and go, but memories stay with you forever. Good memories will always conquer the bad–at least that’s what I used to think, but my optimism has been sinking into the gutters lately.
Fuck positivity is my current motto.
Dallas forced me to come out and have a drink with him–a pick me up for the both of us, is what he called it. My dumbass should’ve known it’d be more than grabbing a quick beer and shooting the shit.
A blue banner is hanging across the front of the bar with the words Welcome Home Hudson painted across it in white. The pub is packed with familiar faces–ones I’ve known for as long as I can remember.
A year ago, I would’ve loved a homecoming like this, but facing these people isn’t something at the top of my to-do list now. It’s floating near the bottom, right before being water boarded.
I’ve lived in Blue Beech, Iowa my entire life. It’s a small town where everyone knows everyone’s business. People say that about all small towns, but Blue Beech is the real deal. These people knew my fiancé was fucking around on me and planning a wedding with my best friend on our scheduled date before I did. News doesn’t travel as fast as word of mouth when you’re overseas with limited communication.
Cameron sent me one of those bullshit Dear John letters. Every word I read was like a stab in the gut. I ripped the paper up and burned the pieces, along with our relationship, while the guys patted me on the back. The destruction of relationships and marriages were a regular occurrence in the military life. I’d been just another statistic.
I grunt but smile at the same time Dallas shoves a beer in my hand. I chug half of it down in one go, savoring the bitter yet delicious taste of malted barley, before I even make it to the bar. I slap my hand down on the counter, telling the bartender we’re ready for another round, and carry the bottle with me while moving around the bar to thank everyone for coming.
I don’t want to socialize. I see the pity on the faces around me, but my momma would have my ass if I acted like an ungrateful dick. I have manners in public but am crazy as hell everywhere else.
A group of guys I played football with in high school are huddled around a table, their wives next to them, and I stroll their way. I’m stopped before I make it by someone sticking their foot out to trip me.
They fail, but I’m pissed.
What the fuck?
I turn around, ready to take my anger out on the jackass, but that outrage dissipates when I see her.
“Well if it isn’t the biggest asshat in the world. Sorry, I’m late. The hospital has been a madhouse with women popping out babies like the female population is about to go sterile,” Lauren, my younger sister, says, attempting to wrap her short arms around me in a hug.
I chuckle and pat her dark hair when she pulls away. “No biggie. I got here a few minutes ago–only because Dallas dragged me out of the house with his bullshit lies.”
She grins from ear to ear. “I’ve missed you. Guys aren’t scared to mess with me when you’re gone. I’ve had to resort to my pepper spray and AK-47.”
“You don’t own an AK-47.”
“I know, but doesn’t it sound badass when I say it? You should probably buy me one.”
“I’m never buying you a gun. Knowing you, you’d end up shooting some poor motherfucker that said the wrong thing to you.”
She laughs in agreement. “You know the tempers of the Barnes family isn’t one to be reckoned with.”
I didn’t want to come home and face the people of this town. I even considered traveling for a few months, but damn it does feel good to be back. No matter how much bad shit has happened here in the past few months, there’s still no other place I’d rather be. I’m glad I decided to come out instead of sitting in Dallas’s basement drinking away my sorrows.
That contentment only lasts twenty minutes and another beer in. I’m finally starting to relax while listening to Lauren divulge her latest dating fail with a doctor who forgot to mention the fact that he was married when it happens.
She stops mid-conversation and slams her drink onto the table with so much force I’m surprised it doesn’t shatter. “I can not believe that son of a bitch and hussy would show their faces here.”
I look away from her fuming face to what has her attention.
“Everyone in this god forsaken town knows what’s going on here tonight,” Lauren yells.
My hands go numb, and I nearly drop my beer as the taste of bile swims up my throat.
The bar goes silent.
Even the jukebox decides to cut off for the ensuing shit show.
I shift in my seat in an attempt to cool the fury crackling through me like a lit match.
There she is.
Cameron Pine.
My ex-fiancé.
The woman who decided I wasn’t worth the wait.
And she’s headed straight in my direction with the asshole she left me for.
She’s straight-faced, completely void of emotion, and her curly blonde hair is swept back into a tight ponytail, showing off her elongated face. Her lips are a cherry red – once my favorite look on her. She’s stained my dick with that exact color so many times she used to buy it in bulk. I loved when she’d mark me like that. She’s wearing a denim skirt, a flannel button-up showing plenty of cleavage–the same one she wore the night I proposed. She might’ve fucked me over, but that still doesn’t stop me from thinking she’s fucking breathtaking.
I move my gaze from her to something not so beautiful. A sight so fucking rancid it makes my stomach churn. Grady is the best friend who took my asking to watch ove
r her too damn literal. I wanted him to make sure she was safe, not keep her pussy warm for me.
“She better not come over here, or I will find an AK-47 and run her ass out of this bar,” Lauren says.
My sister is loyal to a fault. Her and Cameron had been best friends since elementary school, but she burned all ties, and threatened to kick her ass on multiple occasions when she found out about the affair. Even now, I’m not sure if my baby sis can keep her cool and not try to choke slam Cameron and Grady.
“I swear I had no idea they were coming,” Dallas rushes out as he makes his way back to our table, catching his breath. He went out back ten minutes ago to call Lucy and Maven to check up on them. “They sure as hell weren’t invited.”
“Unless I plan on moving out of Bluebeech, running into them is bound to happen,” I reply, wanting to storm out of here before I do something that’ll get me arrested. “She wasn’t happy with me and chose to be with someone who could give her that nine-to-five, at the dinner table every night husband. I wasn’t that man.”
Even after what she did, I don’t hate Cameron.
Yet, I’m fucking livid with Grady. It takes two people to have an affair, I’m well aware, and it’s wrong for me to place all of the blame on him, but I don’t want to put it on the woman I’ve loved for over a decade.
The bar is silent while everyone watches the two get closer.
“Hudson,” Grady says when he reaches us. He looks stressed … scared in a way, and I don’t blame him. “Can we talk?”
Cameron is behind him, her hand resting on his shoulder while she looks over it at me.
“You need to leave, asshole,” Lauren demands. “And take that cheating skank with you.”
“Lauren is right,” Dallas cuts in. “You two have some nerve showing up here. Let’s not make this uglier than it has to be.”
“It’s fine,” I finally get the chance to say, my eyes narrowing in on Grady who still looks like a nervous wreck. It wasn’t his idea to come here. “I’d love to have a chat and hear the excuse you have for backstabbing your best friend of twenty years over a goddamn chick.” I tilt my head towards the back door, grab my beer, and he follows me out when I slide out of my chair.
I snatch the collar of his shirt and slam him against the brick exterior as soon as the door shuts behind us. “I told you to watch out for my fiancé,” I scream. “That didn’t give you permission to fuck her!”
He looks up at me, his lower lip trembling when I wrap my hand around his neck. “I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry, Hudson. It just happened!”
I tighten my hold on him and inch closer until we’re nose to nose. “Having sex with someone doesn’t just happen. It’s not an accident that slams into you in seconds that you can’t stop. You had time to stop. You could’ve walked away. Shit, not only did you screw her behind my back, you proposed to her while she was engaged to me. That sure as fuck doesn’t just happen!”
I’m burning up inside, and it’s taking every bit of restraint in me not to barrel my fist into his face. Cameron is vain enough that she’d dump his ass if he weren’t a pretty boy any longer.
He tilts his head down and stares at the ground. “I love her.”
Those three words add fuel to the burning fire. He grunts when I pull him in closer and slam him against the wall again.
“She was mine!”
I release him and take a step back when the door flies open, and Cameron comes out. I hold in my breath with a snarl. We haven’t talked in months. I never replied to her pathetic letter. She’d said enough for the both of us.
My skin crawls. Being this close to her brings back all of our memories. It reminds me of the plans we’d made for when I got home. She was supposed to be my wife. The mother of my children. The woman I grew old with.
“Don’t … don’t do this, Hudson,” she begs. “We only came here to do the right thing and clear the air.” Her voice lowers. “I’m sorry if I hurt you. We both are.”
I’m a tough guy who’s withstood a lot of shit. But fighting back the pain and hurt of this betrayal from the two people I trusted with my life kills me more than anything.
We lock eyes, and words neglect me while I stare into her baby blues. I might be able to push out all of my anger on Grady, but I can’t with her.
Tears start to fall down her cheeks.
“He was there for me when you weren’t,” she cries out. “I begged you! I begged you not to leave me again. I told you how difficult it was to be alone. I wanted to start a family, but you didn’t care!”
“It was my fucking job, Cameron!” I scream.
“You’re right, and the job of being a military wife wasn’t for me. I’m sorry.”
“It is what it is,” I mutter. “You two stay the hell away from me. You deserve each other.”
I turn around and walk away without another glance at them.
A few months away from this town might be what I need to clear my head and get my shit straight.
Let’s only hope this chick is easy to deal with.
Chapter 2
Hudson
I depart from the terminal after landing in LAX and stroll through the mob of people rushing around and talking on their cell phones. I’m not a fan of crowds. Solitude is more my thing, but I have a feeling I better get used to the contrary. Dallas has told me the stories. Fans and paparazzi follow Stella around like a shadow.
I never went back into the pub last night. Instead, I ditched my party and walked back to Dallas’ place to spend the rest of the night watching Disney movies with Maven.
I’d gone from plans of coming home to fuck my fiancé senseless to sitting on the couch watching a cartoon about a nitwit teen who trades her voice for legs to get laid by Prince Charming. I didn’t get shit for sleep, and the cherry on top was Dallas waking me up at the ass crack of dawn to drive me to the airport.
I snag my luggage and sweep my gaze over the large area. Dallas texted me before my plane departed saying that Stella’s driver would be here to give me a ride. I scan the signs held up by people waiting until I see one with my name on it. I make my way over to a grey-haired older man wearing a suit.
“You Jim?” I ask.
He nods. “You Hudson?”
“Sure am.”
We shake hands, and I stop him from taking my luggage before he leads me out of the airport to a black SUV with windows tinted so dark I’m sure it’s illegal. My bag gets tossed into the backseat, and I settle myself in the front.
“You worked for Stella long?” I ask when he starts the car and reverses out of the parking spot.
Traffic is lined up bumper to bumper, and I question why anyone in their right mind would ever want to live in this shit.
“Almost five years,” he replies. “I got hired right after your brother did, but I don’t travel with her. I only drive when she’s in LA.” He peers over at me. “Dallas was damn good at his job. I hope he passed that skill and professionalism onto you. And I hate to bring up the subject, but I want to express my condolences to your family.” He shakes his head with anguish crossing over his face–like a dark rush of pain has hit him. “I lost my wife to cancer last year. I can’t even imagine what it’s like to possibly have the chance of losing her so early. Losing all of those years.”
“I’m sorry for your loss, and thank you. My sister-in-law is as tough as nails. She’ll make it through this, stronger than ever.” At least that’s what I want to make myself believe. We’re all doing our best to stay positive.
We make small talk the rest of the ride, and Jim punches in the passcode when we stop in front of a security gate. He drives up to a lavish Spanish-style home that looks like it could house three families. Homes in Blue Beech are nothing this extravagant. Cameron and I were renting a two-bedroom farmhouse that looked like a shack compared to this place.
“Hot damn,” I mutter. “Some crib for a twenty-five-year-old.”
Jim parks and cuts the ignition. “Working on a lo
ng-standing, Emmy-award-winning TV show gives you a pretty decent paycheck.”
“I’d say so.”
It’s too excessive for one person, in my opinion. A place like this would make someone feel lonelier than hell.
“Does she live here by herself?” I ask.
“She does. Her sister used to stay with her sometimes, but she moved to New York six months ago.”
I step out of the car and get a whiff of vanilla when I walk through the front door. I look around, admiring the hardwood floors and cathedral ceilings before making it to the living room where there’s a massive stone fireplace and floor-to-ceiling windows that give me one of the most remarkable views I’ve ever seen.
I get why she bought this place now.
That fucking view.
I could sit out there and think for hours with a sight like that.
Two women walk into the room, their mouths dropping when they notice me. I rudely return the stare while watching them move our way. I recognize Stella immediately.
How could I not?
She’s all over the magazines in the checkout aisle and on TV. Cameron used to make me watch award shows with her where this chick won all the time for people’s choice shit.
What I wasn’t expecting is how breathtakingly beautiful she is.
My eyes stay pinned to her full-figured body. She’s enthralling, flawless, fucking perfection. No wonder every camera wants a shot of her.
Stella Mendes is a woman who can bring a man to his knees with even the slightest hint of a smile. Hell, she doesn’t even have to smile. Just her presence makes you hungry for more.
Fuck me.
Good thing I’m only here until they find someone else to take over the job.
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