For once, she would not be ruled by her fears. For the first time in her life, she didn’t have to be strong and protect anyone else. She could relax and feel the strength that these men offered her without reservation. She hoped with everything in her that they wanted nothing from her except her love.
Despite only knowing them a few days, she had to admit to herself that she was more than halfway there. Laurie had told her that it was the way of fated mates. The feelings would come fast and strong. And they had. There was no denying it.
She sighed contentedly as the men moved against her as if they could feel what she was feeling. Maybe they were. The reality of the bonding was definitely scary. The fact that she could feel what they were feeling was a bit overwhelming but, at the same time, made her feel more confident and eased her worries when she felt their happiness whenever they were with her. She felt their concerns, their insecurities, and their needs. But mostly she felt their true contentment with her.
The flashes of visions that they shared with her were the most frightening for her, though. She had seen the vision of her sitting between them as they held and touched her belly. It filled her with happiness to see how they tenderly caressed her, enjoying and loving her pregnancy. It was as if she could feel the baby she was carrying growing within her body. How could it be that the vision felt so real? How could she feel that innocent life moving inside of her? Was she that far gone in her mind that she was able to project her own secret desires into the vision?
The vision of the birth of her babies had been even stronger. The reality of it had been so intense, she didn’t have the strength to deny its realness. As much as she tried to push aside the strangeness of what she had seen and felt, she couldn’t.
Drew and Carter were right. These visions were gifted by a higher power, and she wasn’t going to question them anymore. She was going to open her heart to them and hope that these wonderful visions were guiding her to a future that was filled with infinite possibilities of happiness and love. A future with Butler and Alex.
Butler moved against her, kissing her neck lightly before biting down possessively on her shoulder. “Sleep, Mate,” he whispered against her neck. “Our cubs need their mother to rest.”
Nikki froze. “What did you say, Butler?” she barely whispered.
Alex moved against her, holding her tighter as his hand covered her belly possessively. “You’re beautiful pregnant, Mate,” he whispered sleepily.
“She is,” Butler agreed, kissing her temple lightly.
Their words filled her with raw emotion. She wished more than anything else in the world that what they had seen truly was their future. She just hoped she could live up to their perception of her.
Chapter 10
Nikki roused slowly, disoriented for a moment. Opening her eyes, she saw the sun was nearly setting, and she knew they had slept for at least an hour. Turning to either side of her, she couldn’t prevent the feeling of complete contentment that came over her as she saw Alex and Butler sleeping peacefully beside her, their arms wrapped around her possessively, their bodies nearly covering hers completely.
The memory of their lovemaking made her smile. She realized that she was blushing at the total lack of embarrassment she had at their physical joining outside for anyone to see if they chose to happen by. The warm trickle of fluid that was escaping her body and pooling to the comforter below her had her moving slowly to try to ease herself out of the men’s embrace so she could go and wash up in the lake.
“Where are you going?” Alex asked her, tightening his arms around her, preventing her from moving away.
Nikki looked at him and saw his silver eyes heavy with sleep looking at her. His contented smile made her blush deepen.
“Why are you blushing, sweetness?” Butler’s voice rasped beside her.
“I…I…” Nikki stammered.
“You what, baby?” Alex asked, leaning toward her and kissing her cheek lightly. He pulled back and looked down at her, the worry evident on his face.
Butler leaned up and looked down at her with the same concern. “What’s wrong, Nikki?” he asked, his voice stronger now that he was more awake.
“Nothing’s wrong,” Nikki insisted. “I just wanted to go to the water.”
“Why?” Butler demanded, concern quickly turning to real worry for their mate.
“Well, geez, if you must know, your fluids are leaking from me again!” she told them, exasperated.
Butler looked at Alex and smiled broadly, seeing that Alex was just as pleased by Nikki’s admission. Both men’s cocks went from half hard to full arousal at the thought of their seed dripping from their mate’s body.
“This I have to see,” Butler teased her, climbing from beside her to settle between her legs, spreading them open so he could look at her.
“No, you don’t have to see!” Nikki sputtered, trying to close her legs immediately.
Butler lay forward, covering her body with his while still held within the cradle of her hips. His hard cock nudged her opening gently as he leaned in to kiss her tenderly. She relaxed under him immediately, and he smiled at her instant acceptance of him.
“Nikki, I want to share every moment of intimacy with you,” he whispered against her lips. “Please allow me to.”
Nikki looked up at him as he pulled away slightly and saw that he held only caring and desire for her. Releasing her tight hold on his arms, she allowed him to pull back and spread her legs wide as he pulled her forward so that her bottom sat on his thighs as he knelt before her. Butler’s growl of approval as he looked down at her eased her worries.
“By the Fates, you are gorgeous,” he whispered as he looked down at the beautiful sight before him.
Her naked beauty stole his breath away. The fullness of her breasts, the soft rosy color of her peaked nipples, and the feminine flare of her hips made his heart slam against his chest at the sight of their mate lying before him so open and trusting. He reached forward and covered her mound tenderly, running his fingers through the black curls that covered it, tugging at them lightly, causing Nikki to moan in appreciation.
He turned to look at Alex and saw the desire his triad partner was barely containing. He watched as Alex reached forward and traced through the swollen lips of their mate with his index finger before sinking it deeply into her waiting pussy.
“Do you want us, Nikki?” Alex whispered against her ear, kissing her cheek gently as he pushed his middle finger deeper into her body. “Do you want us as much as we want you?”
Nikki moaned as Alex slowly dragged his finger from her body to circle the already engorged nub of her clit to circle it lightly. Her hips rose to meet his hand, searching for the pleasure she knew he promised her. He smiled against her shoulder, licking at the mark he had made there before, biting down on it lightly.
“Please,” Nikki moaned, reaching out to hold his head to her shoulder, grabbing a handful of his soft black hair to hold him tightly against her. She turned to look up at Butler and saw him staring down at her with what could only be described as adoration. The sight made her breath catch in her throat. “Butler,” she whispered, reaching up with her free hand to catch his hand in hers.
“What, sweetness?” he whispered, entwining his fingers with hers. “What do you need?”
“You.” Nikki’s voice came out as a breathy moan.
Butler took hold of his aching shaft and guided it to the entrance to their sweet mate’s body. Placing the tip of his cock at her entrance, he clenched his teeth as he forced himself to take it slow and enter her with care. Both their moans echoed throughout the cove of trees that surrounded the lakefront as he filled her with one long push until he was balls deep inside of her. He had to take shallow breaths as his cock throbbed within her velvet channel, gasping as her inner muscles contracted around him.
He watched as Alex applied pressure to their beautiful mate’s clit and felt the tension coiling within her as Alex pushed her quickly to the point of ult
imate release. Butler pulled out slowly, loving the sound of Nikki’s whimper of emotion.
“Don’t pull out,” she begged him, wrapping her legs around his hips as she fought to hold him as deep inside her as she could.
Butler moaned at her tight hold on him, fighting to ignore the need to come. He was determined to give her as much pleasure as possible before they both found their release. Slamming back into her, his hips snapped forward and back, pulling continuous moans from Nikki as his cock touched deep inside of her, kissing the mouth of her womb.
The feel of his hard length thrusting into her made sparks go off inside of her. The pressure of it, the deepness of it, the way he stretched her and sank into her over and over again, touching as deep as was possible, was almost too much. The moans that escaped her were continuous. The feeling of both men’s deep possession and control made warmth surge through her. How they knew exactly what she needed and what she craved, she didn’t know. She just thanked the Fates that they had sent her these men who satisfied her emotional and physical desires.
Alex’s pressure on her clit increased, his slick finger rubbing quickly and easily, thoroughly coated with her cream. “Come for us, baby,” he whispered against her ear, biting down on her earlobe gently as he gave one final rub against her button.
Nikki screamed, her orgasm bursting through her. She grabbed onto Alex’s hand and held him in place as her body bucked beneath him. Her inner channel squeezed Butler’s cock painfully.
Butler knew only mind-blowing pleasure as Nikki came. His own release burst from him in never-ending spurts. He fell forward and held her to his chest tightly as his hips continued to snap forward, filling her with his life-giving seed.
After a moment, while they both struggled with their breathing, he leaned back to look down at their mate. How had they ever gotten so lucky to have been gifted with such an amazing woman? What could they possibly have done in their lives to have deserved such a prize? Whatever it was, he was inordinately thankful for it.
“Thank you, Nikki,” he whispered against her lips before taking them softly.
She met his kiss eagerly, wrapping her arms around his body to tenderly stroke his back, scratching down its length gently with her nails. She smiled against his mouth as his contented growls escaped him.
“My pleasure,” she whispered, moaning slightly as he gently pulled from her body and settled himself against her right side.
He held her gently, tenderly stroking her arms, her belly, and her breasts. He couldn’t get enough of her softness. He couldn’t get enough of her heart. Nikki smiled at him and winked, making him smile wider. She was such a joy. He and Alex had certainly received the better part of this mating. He wished with all his heart that Nikki would someday feel the same about them.
Nikki lay between them silently for the longest time. They didn’t think she was really aware of how she continuously caressed their arms as they held her. Her need to touch them was natural and without thought, making it that much more special to them. She automatically sought out their nearness and wanted to share her tenderness with them.
What was even better than anything they could have hoped for was the fact that she held absolutely no fear of them. The fearsome warriors in them had finally found the one woman who would see and nurture their loving side. For the first time in their lives, they had no worry that their natural tendency to be the brutal protectors of their pack would spill into their life with their mate. Her gentleness and her loving heart would soothe them and bring them to the place of comfort and peace that was reserved solely for bonded triad mates. She was their gift. She was their miracle. She was their future.
Nikki turned and faced Butler with a soft smile on her face. Reaching up, she gently traced his jaw with the back of her fingers. He took her hand in his and brought it to his mouth to kiss her tenderly.
“Happy?” he asked her quietly, wishing with all his heart that she was.
Nikki laughed and leaned forward to kiss him quickly. “I think I would have to answer yes to that,” she admitted, her heart filled with joy at the instant smile that transformed his features from worry to happiness. “What about you?”
“Absolutely, sweetness,” he admitted immediately.
Nikki smiled and nodded, looking from him to Alex, melting under their loving gazes. “Good,” she told them finally. “You both deserve to be happy.”
Both men sobered instantly. Never in their entire lives had anyone thought they deserved happiness. It wasn’t that the members of their pack didn’t respect and like them. It was just that they were seen as strong, worthy wolves who led their lives for the goodness and safety of the pack. But this fragile human woman saw them as men who deserved kindness, gentleness and love. They were truly humbled.
“Oh, no, you don’t,” Nikki spoke up immediately, drawing their attention back to her. “Don’t you dare go to another place in your heads where you pull away and act like warrior protectors.”
Both men were stunned back to reality. It was amazing to them that she called them on exactly how they were feeling at that moment. It only gave them more proof to present to her that they were indeed fated to be a bonded triad.
“When we’re together, you’re my lovers, my gentle men,” she told them softly.
“Nikki,” Alex began tenderly. “You have no idea how much we value what we are when we’re with you.”
Nikki nearly melted by the honesty of Alex’s admission. To know that these men craved to be the gentle, loving men that they were only with her nearly broke her heart. Without hesitation, she pushed Alex backward and carefully climbed on top of him to straddle him and settle intimately against his hips. She rocked her body forward and back, gasping as his cock slid along her folds. She smiled as Alex moaned then reached between their bodies and took hold of his fully engorged and leaking shaft. Positioning it at her vaginal opening, he clenched his teeth in an attempt to keep himself still as she pushed down in one continuous glide until she took every inch of him deep within her. Her moans of ecstasy joined his as her body swallowed him.
Alex placed his large hands on her waist, loving the soft flare of her hips beneath his touch. Everything about her was sexy. When she leaned forward and rested her hands on his chest and lifted her hips to rock him nearly all the way out of her already dripping channel before leaning back to take him deep into her body once again, he nearly lost control at the intense pleasure and satisfaction she gave him.
Leaning forward to repeat the movements brought her full, swollen breasts within easy kissing distance of his mouth, which he took immediate advantage of. Reaching up, he gathered one ample breast into his large hand, amazed that she filled it to overflowing. He kissed the soft mound tenderly, laving at the areola before settling on the pert nipple that begged for his attention. Suckling on it gently, he smiled at the moan that escaped their mate.
Nikki leaned back, not the least bit embarrassed at the wet pop that resounded through the quiet surrounding them as Alex released her nipple. She gasped as Alex’s cock grazed her G-spot and felt Butler’s hands steady her as she nearly fell backward as her orgasm slammed through her. The pulsing of Alex’s cock sent tremors of another mini orgasm rippling through her as she felt Alex coming just as hard deep inside of her. She was grateful for Butler’s embrace as she lost all strength from the intensity of her release.
She felt Butler kissing her face, her neck, her shoulders, and she knew only total happiness and joy at the way he held her so tenderly. He helped her to lie forward and rest against Alex’s chest. Alex’s arms immediately surrounded her, and he held her to him tightly as he kissed the top of her head with such tenderness her heart nearly exploded as feelings of love filled her.
She lay content in Alex’s arms for several minutes, aware that both men stroked her back, her hips, her bottom, and her arms so tenderly. Turning her head just slightly, she looked up at Alex and saw the shit-eating grin that covered his face.
“You seem p
retty pleased with yourself,” she whispered, smiling immediately as she felt the contented growl that rumbled from beneath her. “Not such a grouchy wolf now, are we?” she teased him, laughing.
“I’m not grouchy,” Alex protested half-heartedly. “I’m intense.”
Nikki laughed and squeezed him in her embrace quickly. She turned to face Butler and saw him smiling beside them. “Are you intense, too, Butler?” she asked, laughing.
Butler’s expression turned serious immediately. “I’m intense about you,” he told her quietly, leaning forward to kiss her forehead tenderly.
Nikki couldn’t have spoken or moved if the world were on fire around them. These men shook her to her very soul. She reached out with her hand and was rewarded by Butler’s instant response as he took her hand and lifted it to his mouth to kiss it lightly. She couldn’t prevent the sigh of complete contentment from leaving her as she cuddled against Alex’s chest and was quickly covered by Butler’s body as he lay tightly against her back. Life just didn’t get any better than this.
“I really need to get into the water now,” she whispered finally, smiling at the two of them. “I think I’m going to be using the shower a lot because of both of you.”
She tried hard to ignore the instant desire that flashed across both men’s faces. Instead, she pulled off of Alex’s still hard cock and stood, although a bit unsteadily, and took a step away from them. Before they could stop her, she walked toward the lake and quickly submerged herself up to her chest in the tepid water. The soothing temperature of the water eased her soreness somewhat.
Before she could turn around to face the men on the lakefront sand, they were beside her, gathering her in their arms and pulling her back into their embrace so she could lean against them as she floated in the water. She smiled as she felt them running their hands over her body to soothe her with the lukewarm water. When they gently parted her legs and carefully ran their hands through her delicate folds, she gasped in both pleasure and pain.
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