I asked Adriana what was wrong, Adriana immediately replied through Robert saying the British military had come to her mother’s house to question them all on the where about’s of myself. I didn’t just hear Adriana’s words I felt them as well, my heart immediately sunk, I also started to sweat, I immediately felt the worst feelings inside of myself. I knew that I needed to stay calm and ask Adriana through Robert if they were all okay, and confirm that the British military hadn’t harmed them in anyway. Adriana confirmed that they didn’t harm them in anyway, and Adriana also confirmed that she told them to leave them all alone. Adriana also said that she had called the local Police and they intervened on her behalf. Adriana said she told the military that I had left for Egypt, and she hadn’t heard off me since.
At that point Adriana and also my son Robert were getting very upset with our conversation, they said they just wanted me home safe, and back with all of them. I tried my best to reassure them all, confirming that I would make my way home as soon as I could, but I knew inside that there was no way for me to get safely home any longer. I also knew that the minute I tried to get on any plane or boat I would be immediately arrested. Adriana said she was very upset with what I had decided to do, she felt it had put them all in danger, especially our son Robert. Adriana said she feared the military would return and find out that our son Robert had communication abilities. I myself feared that this may happen, and this thought was deeply upsetting me. I knew I had to do something and I needed to do it fast, my family’s safety depended on it. I assured all of my family that I would get back to them as soon as I could find away to keep them all safe, while I was still away from them.
With that I immediately broke my communications with my son Robert, I then jumped up from the bed and ran from my small room and into the darkness of the open courtyard. I knew that Rebecca and also Paul were staying in the other side of the courtyard, so I made my way over to them. I briefly knocked on the door, and then I just walked straight into the darkened room before anybody could even answer the door to me. I couldn’t see much inside the darkened room so I shouted out Rebecca’s and also Paul’s names. I could start to see bodies moving on the beds, but these were total strangers to me and they just stared at me in a not so happy face.
I don’t think they wanted to be awoken from there sleep by my constant shouting. I then seen Rebecca jump up from the other side of the room, she shouted is that you Nicholas, whats wrong. I could now see that Rebecca had a worried look on her face, seconds later the lights had come on inside the room, it seemed that I had awoken the full room of sleeping people. Unbelievably I spotted Paul still fast asleep in the corner of the room, Rebecca violently shook him from his deep sleep. I told Rebecca and Paul that I urgently needed to speak with them in private. Rebecca and Paul rushed to get themselves ready. I stood there waiting for them to get themselves ready, while everybody else was just staring at me with feelings of annoyance. I could again feel their emotions engulfing my entire body, Rebecca eventually rushed to my side and asked me what was wrong, she confirmed that I looked very shook up. I tried to reply to Rebecca but my body was shaking and I couldn’t seem to get my words out. Rebecca again asked me what was wrong, but I still remained silent. Rebecca said please answer me Nicholas your frightening me.
I eventually refocused myself and asked Rebecca if she would follow me outside, which she did. Paul also followed us some seconds later. I then began to explain that I had contacted my son Robert, and while I was talking to him and also the rest of my family through Robert, I began to sense that something was very wrong. I further explained that I could sense that my family had a feeling of fear inside them. I continued to explain that I had asked my family what was going on, I then confirmed that they eventually told me that the British military had questioned them all, and they wanted to know where I was. On hearing them words Rebecca’s colour began to drain from her face, Rebecca’s facially features turned into features of fear, Paul also sighed and raised his hands in the air, in a sort of desperation expression. Rebecca asked me if my family was okay, and was they safe, but all I could confirm to Rebecca was they were okay at this moment in time. Rebecca and also Paul now feared for their own families, and I could totally understand why, I thought at least I was able to make contact with mine. I explained to Rebecca and Paul that I did not know if I could go on with my quest to Egypt, and also the wider quest to save humanity when my family was in such danger. I think Rebecca and also Paul totally agreed with me at this point, and they also wanted to get themselves home to their love ones, but they also knew like myself that we had no way to get ourselves home, and if we tried we would probably be immediately arrested, and possibly killed just like Sarah was.
By this time other people had entered the small courtyard trying to find out what was going on in the middle of the night. Eventually I could see Alim approaching us from the other side of the courtyard area, I didn’t know what I was going to say to him when he eventually reached us. Rebecca quickly asked me what I was going to say to Alim, I replied to Rebecca in a hesitant voice confirming I had no idea what I was going to say to Alim. Alim eventually asked me what was wrong, I thought honesty would be the best policy in this situation. I began to explain about what had been happening to my family back in the United Kingdom, and how I feared for their safety, and how Rebecca and Paul feared for their own family’s safety. I also explained to Alim that I couldn’t carry on with this quest if my family was in imminent danger. Alim fell silent for what seemed like minutes, but I think it was only seconds in reality. Alim eventually confirmed that he thought that this may happen and he had already made plans to see that my family was kept safe in the United Kingdom. Alim said that he could not promise the same for Rebecca’s and also Paul’s families, and he apologised for this but he felt that I was too important in the quest to save humanity, and I could not be distracted through the threatening of my family. I was quite taken aback by what Alim was saying to me, I also think Rebecca and Paul were to. Alim further explained that he would take my family to a place of safety and I must contact them immediately to explain that they would soon be collected by his friends in the United Kingdom. Alim also confirmed that he would keep them safe until I returned back to the United Kingdom, to get them. I didn’t know what to say, I felt a feeling of sadness for Rebecca and also Paul, I thought to myself why was I getting this strange and special treatment from Alim and his friends. I knew that I needed to ask Alim why. I began to ask Alim why he thought I was so important in this quest to save humanity, Alim said that I already knew the reason, he said that I just needed to remember who I really was and why I had come to this physical dimension time and time again to help watch over it, and keep it safe from the many dimensional intruders, that had illegally entered it. Alim further explained that I must begin to see past my earthly connections, and begin to look at the much bigger picture.
At that point I think I was starting to feel and also understand that I was here inside this physical dimension for a much greater purpose than I could of ever imagined. But these feelings still didn’t make it any easier and I told Alim that I couldn’t forget about my friends, and also their families. Alim confirmed that he understood my feelings and he would try his best to find out about Rebecca’s, and also Paul’s families. Rebecca immediately gave me a big hug and thanked me for trying to help her family, and also Paul’s. I explained to Rebecca that we must all stick together, confirming that this would be the only way that we could all get ourselves safely through this quest, that we had all embarked on.
Seconds later and our conversation with Alim was abruptly ended by the loud sounds of gunfire in the distance, it didn’t seem very close to us but it was still very loud and it began to panic everybody inside the small complex of buildings. Alim immediately asked us to get all of our things together, he said we must all leave immediately. Alim also asked me to contact my family to tell them that they would be collected tomorrow morn
ing, at 11.00am United Kingdom time. Within seconds the small courtyard area was filled with many different people, I could see three small vehicles being loaded with belongings, and lots of supplies. Rebecca and Paul quickly made their way to the room were all of their belongings was. We all agreed to meet back in the courtyard in around ten minutes time. I quickly made my way to my own room where I had also left all of my own belongings, I also knew that I needed to contact my son Robert, and also the rest of my family to let them all know that they would soon be picked up by some new friends of mine. I knew that this would not be easy, Adriana would try to fight me on this and she would almost certainly insist on staying with her mother, but I also knew that It wasn’t safe for them to stay there any longer. I entered my small room and started to grab all of my belongings, I began to shove all of them inside a small bag that Alim’s friends had given to me.
Once I knew that I had everything packed I then sat down and quickly made contact with my son Robert. I could sense that Robert was sleeping but he soon responded to me. I began to explain that I needed him to wake is mother. Eventually Robert replied saying that his mum was by his side, I explained to Robert that I again needed him to pass on what I was saying to his mum, Robert gladly agreed. I sensed that Adriana was very frightened and me waking her from her sleep, didn’t help matters. I asked Adriana to trust me, explaining that I had arranged for herself, Robert and also Karla to be picked up tomorrow morning at 11.00am. I confirmed that they would then be taken to a safe place until I returned to the United Kingdom. Adriana angrily replied through Robert saying she was going nowhere, and she was perfectly safe with her mother. Adriana also blamed me for the situation that they all found themselves in, and she again demanded that I come home immediately. I confirmed that I was to blame for the situation that we all found ourselves in at this time, but I also confirmed that if I could be there with them now, I would be. I further explained that I feared for all their safety, and I couldn’t protect them from where I was. I also explained that I had new friends who would keep them safe until I was able to get myself back to the United Kingdom. I could feel that Adriana was very upset, and I knew that I was asking them to go off with some complete strangers, but I also knew inside that they would be much safer with Alim’s friends inside the United Kingdom.
Adriana eventually agreed to sleep on it, and she said she would let me know her choice in the morning. At this point I had no choice but to agree with Adriana, and I confirmed that I would contact them again early in the morning. After saying my goodbye’s to Robert, Karla, and Adriana I quickly began to make my way into the courtyard where I said I would meet Rebecca, and Paul. The courtyard was full of complete strangers, some of them strangers were also carrying guns, then to my relief I could see Rebecca and also Paul standing next to a jeep like vehicle. I quickly made my way over to them and I eventually made eye contact with Rebecca, she then began to shout me over to where they were standing. Rebecca began to explain that we were leaving immediately, she also explained that the Libyan soldiers and also other foreign troops were very near to where we are now, and they had already shot dead some of Alim’s friends, not to far away. This news again sent shock waves through my whole body, I could also see that Rebecca and Paul were also visibly shocked by these new and dangerous developments. Some seconds later, and Alim approached us all, he asked myself and Rebecca to follow him to a vehicle that was waiting at the other side of the courtyard. I asked Alim what about Paul, Alim confirmed that Paul would be travelling in the vehicle behind us. I didn’t want to contradict Alim in anyway, but I made it clear to him that myself and also Rebecca did not want to be separated from Paul. We confirmed that we had already lost two of our party and that was more than enough. Alim said he understood our feelings, but he explained that the vehicles needed to carry two armed guards for our protection, making it impossible for anybody else to fit inside the small vehicles. With that I offered to change my place with Paul, but Alim insisted on me staying with himself, he said he had things to explain to me before we arrived in the Great Land of Egypt. Paul then spoke up and said it will be fine Nicholas, I will be right behind you and your not going to get rid of me that easy. I could still see that Rebecca did not like the idea of leaving Paul, and neither did I, but it now seemed that the decision was out of our hands, Paul had made it for us. Rebecca then gave Paul a giant hug, and I also did the same, I assured Paul that we would soon be travelling together again. Within seconds we were all inside the vehicles, and the Journey to Egypt had finally begun.
Chapter 8
Inner Changes
As the convoy of vehicles began to pull out of the courtyard, I couldn’t help but feel that travelling in a five car convoy in this way was only going to draw more attention to ourselves. I immediately conveyed my feelings to Alim, but Alim was preoccupied with studying some sort of map. Seconds later Alim assured me that everything would be fine, and I must not worry. Alim then said that myself and also Rebecca should get some rest, but there was no way that this would happen, we were on the edge of our seats looking out of the vehicle windows for any signs of trouble that may come our way. I checked on number of occasions to see if I could catch a glimpse of Paul in the other vehicle behind us, but the streets we were travelling down were to small and the vehicles were constantly turning left and right, it was like being thrown around on a roller coaster ride. Rebecca said she was getting very nervous, she could see that many of people on the streets were now staring at us, and they were starting to take notice of our large convoy of vehicles. I told Rebecca that everything would be okay, but I also secretly feared the attention from the many strangers lining the streets of Libyan town.
Alim’s attention was eventually pulled away from the map like document that he was reading, he then turned to me and passed me a cup of manna, he said it was now time for me to drink it again. Alim confirmed that this would elevate my consciousness to new heights, and bring me to a new understanding of who I was, and what I needed to do when we all eventually arrived in the great and ancient Land of Egypt. I took the cup from Alim and drank it not fully understanding what he meant, but I also understood that I had been born for a purpose and somehow this manna substance was helping me reawaken to my purpose inside this lifetime on earth. I looked at Rebecca and I could see a sort of disapproval in her eyes, I think she feared that I was changing into someone she didn’t know, or could ever understand. I held Rebecca’s hand in a sign of reassurance to her, I wanted to let Rebecca know that I was still the same person, even though I knew that I was changing in many different ways, ways I didn’t fully understand myself at this moment in time. I continued to drink the manna from the cup and as the substance entered into my body I began to feel as though my whole body was expanding in all directions, as strange as that may sound. I began to feel that I was apart of everything around me, right down to the smallest molecules that we are made of. These new feelings brought overwhelming emotions of Joy and happiness into my whole being, it felt as though my whole body was smiling from the inside out.
I again caught Rebecca from the corner of my eye, she was looking at me in a very strange way. I asked Rebecca what was wrong, she said I was glowing again but this time it is way more pronounced. Rebecca explained that I had a light bluish misty glow around the whole of my body. Alim stepped in at this point and said I must not fear my new appearance. Alim began to confirm that this was a part of the awakening process, and he quickly reminded me that I had seen this before in my Merging of Dimension encounter, that now seemed a long time ago for some strange reason. At this point I wanted to see this blue glow for myself, so I asked Rebecca if I could borrow her small mirror, which she gladly provided me with. As I caught the first glimpse of myself in the small mirror I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, but at the same time I began to finally understand who I was, and what I must do. It was as though the light was encoding my entire being with my life’s purpose and it was being downloaded into ever
y part of me. As I consumed the last of the manna from the cup I noticed that there were writings on the side of the cup. I didn’t understanding their meaning so I asked Alim if he could explain what the writings said on the side of the cup. Alim confirmed that the writing on the cup were the words, Love and Gratitude. Alim also confirmed that these two words were very powerful and they held vibrations within them that filled the entire multiverse, and were also a part of all creation as we know it. Alim said that I would soon understand there true meaning and he would explain many more things to me very soon, once we had reached a more safer location.
We had been travelling for over twenty minutes and we began to enter a more remote area, this gave me more of a peaceful feeling inside, I could also sense that Rebecca was starting to relax to, but she was still very quite and just carried on looking out of her side window. I decided to lay myself back for a little while, the car ride was now much smoother than before so I felt I could relax a little more. As my body and mind started to relax I began to notice something very strange in the field of my vision. At first I just thought I had something in my eyes, but as I rubbed my eyes three or four times to try and clear my vision, I eventually began to realise that it wasn’t my eyes, and the strange things in front of my eyes were really there. The strange phenomena I was now seeing looked like glistening microscopic snowflakes of some kind, and the more I looked, the more of them I began to see in my field of vision. I eventually began to see what looked like thousands of these microscopic size snowflakes, and they looked as though they were moving or vibrating in all different directions. I didn’t panic from my new visions, in fact I again got a feeling of being apart of everything. I began to become mesmerised by the beauty of these tiny snowflake particles. I also began to feel that they were intelligent in someway, and they were moving as though they had a purpose. I raised my hands in front me making sure that nobody in the vehicle was watching me, then as my hand approached the glistening particles they seemed to engulf and also swarm all around my hands, in fact my entire body. I eventually began to realise that these particles were everywhere, in fact they filled what we call the empty space all around us, but now I knew that this space was not really empty at all, and It was filled with some kind of intelligence. I think I was again reaching a new level of understanding of who we really are, I even thought about trying to communicate with what ever it was, but my attention was eventually drawn by the vehicle coming to abrupt halt.
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