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by Gil Scott-Heron


  In the interest of national security, please help us carry out our constitutional duty to overthrow the king.

  Notes from Winter In America (10/73)

  THE BOTTLE

  See that Black boy over there, runnin’ scared

  his ol’ man’s in a bottle.

  He done quit his 9 to 5 to drink full time

  so now he’s livin’ in the bottle.

  See that Black boy over there, runnin’ scared

  his ’ol man got a problem.

  Pawned off damn near everything, his ol’

  woman’s weddin’ ring for a bottle.

  And don’t you think it’s a crime

  when time after time, people in the bottle.

  See that sista, sho’ wuz fine before she

  started drinkin’ wine

  from the bottle.

  Said her ol’ man committed a crime

  and he’s doin’ time,

  so now she’s in the bottle.

  She’s out there on the avenue, all by herself

  sho’ needs help from the bottle.

  Preacherman tried to help her out,

  she cussed him out and hit him in the head with a bottle.

  And don’t you think it’s a crime

  when time after time, people in the bottle.

  See that gent in the wrinkled suit

  he done damn near blown his cool to the bottle.

  He wuz a doctor helpin’ young girls along

  if they wuzn’t too far gone to have problems.

  But defenders of the dollar eagle

  Said ‘What you doin’, Doc, it ain’t legal,’

  and now he’s in the bottle.

  Now we watch him everyday tryin’ to

  chase the pigeons away

  from the bottle.

  And don’t you think it’s a crime

  when time after time, people in the bottle.

  WHEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAS A BETTER FRIEND

  Let me give you something straight up my friend

  Your whole life can turn super funky

  And put a too large foot in your rear end

  If you’re digging a dame who’s a junky.

  I’m sure I don’t need to take you back down the road

  And retell all the details about smack

  But believe me it’s still out there breaking the codes

  And its ten times worse than cheeba or crack.

  And ‘Fuck! How in the world did we come to be friendly?’

  And all them other bullshit clichés

  And you don’t know what you’da done if you’da been me

  Just be glad that there wasn’t no fuckin way.

  Okay then, just for a minute let’s both speculate

  And since you would be me, I would be you

  So now as you (I) can get puffed up and be real fuckin great

  About what I (meaning you) should or shouldn’t do.

  I can hear it all now knowing just what you’d say

  About not hangin’ out in the streets

  And immediately we know there ain’t no f’n way

  ’Cause if it wasn’t no hangin’ out it wasn’t me.

  This is gonna sound weak and it ain’t no excuse

  But it’s been years since I’d been around scag

  And acting self-righteous is the quickest way to lose

  And to tell you the truth it’s a drag.

  Remembering the shivers and quivers and shakes

  Starts to bring the butterflies back to your gut

  But junkies don’t care what you think are mistakes

  She says ‘Are you givin’ up the money or what?’

  You can climb in the pulpit for a sermon or two

  Keep your money and watch while she packs

  But you know more than precisely what she’s gonna do

  Go for twenty somewhere lying on her back

  Or end up in an alley trying to turn a quick trick

  Pushers don’t care how the money is made

  And when the addict starts getting uptight for a fix

  They say ‘Fuck gonorrhea and fuck A.I.D.S!’

  In the end it ain’t theories or jive-ass philosophy

  Or what the papers or politicians think

  And nobody needs no more heroin (methadone) sociology

  While the speaker pours himself another drink.

  So you’re right. Congratulations on what was weak about me

  I admit I look like somebody’s flunky

  But right ain’t always the best thing to be

  When the girl that you love is a junky.

  PIECES OF A MAN

  Jagged jigsaw pieces

  Tossed about the room

  I saw my Grandma sweeping

  With her old straw broom

  But she didn’t know what she was doing

  She could hardly understand

  coz she was really sweeping up

  Pieces of a Man.

  I saw my Daddy meet the Mailman

  And I heard the Mailman say

  ‘Now don’t you take this letter too hard now, Jimmy,

  coz they’ve laid off nine others today.’

  But he didn’t know what he was saying

  He could hardly understand

  That he was only talking to

  Pieces of a Man.

  I saw the thunder and heard the lightning

  And felt the burden of his shame

  And for some unknown reason

  He never turned my way

  Pieces of that letter

  Were tossed about the room

  And now I hear the sound of sirens

  Come knifing through the gloom

  But they don’t know what they are doing

  They could hardly understand

  That they’re only arresting …

  Pieces of a Man.

  I saw him go to pieces

  He was always such a good man

  He was always such a strong, strong man!

  Yeah, I saw him go to pieces

  I saw him go to pieces

  … mid-winter

  There is a revolution going on in America/the World; a shifting in the winds/vibrations, as disruptive as an actual earth-tremor, but it is happening in our hearts.

  There is a revolution going on in America/the World; a change as swift as blackening skies when the rains come, as fresh and clear as the air after the rain. We need change.

  The seeds of this revolution were planted hundreds of years ago; in slave ships, in cotton fields, in tepees, in the souls of brave men. The seeds were watered, nurtured and bloom now in our hands as we rock our babies.

  It is mid-winter in America; a man-made season of shattered dreams and shocked citizens, fumbling and frustrated beneath the crush of greed of corporate monsters and economic manipulators gone wild. There are bitter winds born in the knowledge of secret plans hatched by Western Money Men that backfired and grew out of control to eat its own.

  We must support ourselves and stand fast together even as pressure disperses our enemies and bangs at our doors. No one can do everything, but everybody can do something. We must all do what we can for each other to weather this blizzard.

  Now more than ever all the family must be together; to comfort, to protect, to guide, to survive because … there is a revolution going on in America/the World.

  Notes from First Minute of a New Day (1/75)

  SMALL TALK AT 125TH AND LENOX

  Tell me:

  Did’ja ever eat corn bread an’ black-eyed peas?

  Or watermelon and mustard greens?

  Get high as you can on Saturday night

  and then go to church on Sunday to set things right?

  Listen:

  ‘I seen Miz Blake after Willie yesterday.

  She’d a killed anybody who’d a got in her way!

  Hey look! I got a tv for a pound on the head.

  Jimmy Gene got the bes’ Panamanian Red.

  No, I a
in’t got on no underclothes,

  But the Hawk got to get through this Gypsy Rose!

  I think Clay got his very good points.

  You say a trey bag wit’ thirteen joints?

  Who cares if LBJ is in town?

  Up with Stokely an’ H. Rap Brown!

  I dunno if the riots is wrong,

  But Whitey been kickin’ my ass fo’ too long.

  I wuz s’pose to baby but they hel’ my pay.

  Did you hear what the number wuz yesterday?

  Junkies is all right when they ain’t broke.

  They leaves you alone when they high on dope.

  Damn, but I wish I could get up an’ move!

  Shut up, hell, you know that ain’t true.’

  PAINT IT BLACK

  Picture a man of nearly thirty

  who seems twice as old with clothes torn and

  dirty.

  Give him a job shining shoes

  or cleaning out toilets with bus station crews.

  Give him six children with nothing to eat.

  Expose them to life on a ghetto street.

  Tie an old rag around his wife’s head and

  have her pregnant and lying in bed.

  Stuff them all in a Harlem house.

  Then tell them how bad things are down South.

  BRIDGING

  I thought I saw last night

  across a ridge,

  an ebony bridge that spanned all chasms from

  Harlem to Home.

  African!

  Zimbabwe with apartheid still.

  Kenya, prove the Black man’s will.

  Biafra, the division is not yet killed.

  African!

  Queen’s English, manners so defined

  Wardrobe styled and dignified

  Darker skin and no Tarzan smile.

  Afro-American!

  Handshake and dashikis too

  James Brown doin’ the soul boogaloo

  People starving with nothing to do.

  Afro-American!

  Idolizing TV-man

  Capitalism’s also-ran

  Colloquialism’s cool man.

  African! From the continent

  Afro-Americans! From the discontent

  Brothers! Can we not implement

  a bit of faith?

  a bit of love?

  For we are all truly brothers

  From the womb of mother same

  From the genesis we were one

  Let us be one, once again.

  ALIEN

  Midnight near the border

  Tryin’ to cross the Rio Grande

  Runnin’ with coyotes to

  Where the streets are paved with gold.

  You’re diving underwater

  When you hear the helicopters

  Knowing it’s all been less than worthless

  (If you meet) the border patrol

  Hiding in the shadows

  So scared that you want to scream

  But you dare not make a sound

  If you want to hold on to your dreams.

  Hold on! It may not be a lot

  Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

  No matter the consequences

  Or the fear that grips your senses

  You have got to hold on to your dreams.

  City of the Angels

  With its bright light fascination

  Only adds to the confusion

  That your mind must now endure.

  The ‘Gringos’ take advantage

  When they know that you’re illegal

  But you avoid La Policia

  Like a plague that can’t be cured.

  Paying the ‘mordida’

  Lets you know what ‘pollos’ means

  But you dare not file complaints

  If you want to hold on to your dreams.

  Hold on! It may not be a lot

  Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

  No matter the consequences

  Or the fear that grips your senses

  You have got to hold on to your dreams.

  Down at Western Union

  Sending cash back to your family

  Or drinking down ‘cervezas’

  Where the lights are very low

  Your mind may start to wander

  When you think about your village

  Or the woman that you love so much

  Who’s still in Mexico.

  At just two bucks an hour

  There is little to redeem (this life)

  Except that in your mind

  You’ve got to hold on to your dreams

  Hold on! It may not be a lot

  Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

  No matter the consequences

  Or the fear that grips your senses

  You have got to hold on to your dreams.

  JOHANNESBURG

  What’s the word?

  Tell me brother, have you heard

  from Johannesburg?

  What’s the word?

  Sister/woman have you heard

  from Johannesburg?

  They tell me that our brothers over there

  are defyin’ the Man.

  We don’t know for sure because the news we

  get is unreliable, man.

  Well I hate it when the blood starts flowin’,

  but I’m glad to see resistance growin’.

  Somebody tell me what’s the word?

  Tell me brother, have you heard

  from Johannesburg?

  They tell me that our brothers over there

  refuse to work in the mines.

  They may not get the news but they need to know

  we’re on their side.

  Now sometimes distance brings

  misunderstanding,

  but deep in my heart I’m demanding:

  Somebody tell me what’s the word?

  Sister/woman have you heard

  ’bout Johannesburg?

  I know that their strugglin’ over there

  ain’t gonna free me,

  but we all need to be strugglin’

  if we’re gonna be free.

  Don’t you wanna be free?

  THE VULTURE

  Standing in the ruins of another Black man’s life,

  Or flying through the valley separating day and

  night.

  ‘I am death,’ cried the Vulture. ‘For the people

  of the light.’

  Charon brought his raft from the sea that sails

  on souls,

  And saw the scavenger departing, taking warm

  hearts to the cold.

  He knew the ghetto was the haven for the

  meanest creature ever known.

  In a wilderness of heartbreak and a desert of

  despair,

  Evil’s clarion of justice shrieks a cry of naked

  terror.

  Taking babies from their mamas and leaving

  grief beyond compare.

  So if you see the Vulture coming, flying circles in

  your mind,

  Remember there is no escaping for he will

  follow close behind.

  Only promise me a battle, battle for your soul

  and mine.

  THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED

  You will not be able to stay home, brother.

  You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop

  out.

  You will not be able to lose yourself on scag and

  skip out for beer during commercials because

  The revolution will not be televised.

  The revolution will not be televised.

  The revolution will not be brought to you

  by Xerox in four parts without commercial

  interruption.

  The revolution will not show you pictures of

  Nixon blowing a bugle and leading a charge by

  John Mitchell, General Ab
ramson and Spiro

  Agnew to eat hog maws confiscated from a

  Harlem sanctuary.

  The revolution will not be televised.

  The revolution will not be brought to you by

  The Schaeffer Award Theatre and will not star

  Natalie Wood and Steve McQueen or Bullwinkle

  and Julia?

  The revolution will not give your mouth sex

  appeal.

  The revolution will not get rid of the nubs.

  The revolution will not make you look five

  pounds thinner.

  The revolution will not be televised, brother.

  There will be no pictures of you and Willie Mae

  pushing that shopping cart down the block on

  the dead run

  or trying to slide that color tv in a stolen

  ambulance.

  NBC will not be able to predict the winner at

  8:32 on reports from twenty-nine districts.

  The revolution will not be televised.

  There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down

  brothers

  on the instant replay.

  There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down

  brothers

  on the instant replay.

  The will be no slow motion or still lifes of Roy

  Wilkins strolling through Watts in a red, black

  and green liberation jumpsuit that he has been

  saving for just the proper occasion.

  Green Acres, Beverly Hillbillies and Hooterville

  Junction

  will no longer be so damned relevant

  and women will not care if Dick finally got down

  with Jane

  on Search for Tomorrow

  because black people will be in the streets

 

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