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by Gil Scott-Heron


  Children learn to smile.

  THE NEW DEAL

  I have believed in my convictions

  and been convicted for my beliefs.

  I have been conned by the Constitution

  and harassed by the police.

  I have been billed for the Bill of Rights

  as though I’d done something wrong.

  I have become a special amendment

  for what included me all along.

  Like: ‘All men are created equal.’

  (No amendment needed there)

  I’ve contributed in every field including cotton

  from Sunset Strip to Washington Square.

  Back during the non-violent era

  I was the only non-violent one.

  Come to think of it there was no non-violence

  ’cause too many rednecks had guns.

  There seems to have been this pattern

  that took a long time to pick up on.

  But all black leaders who dared stand up

  wuz in jail, in the courtroom or gone.

  Picked up indiscriminately

  by the shocktroops of discrimination

  to end up in jails or tied up in trials

  while dirty tricks soured the nation.

  I’ve been hoodwinked by professional hoods,

  My ego had happened to me.

  ‘Just keep things cool!’ they kept repeating.

  ‘And keep the people out of the streets.

  We’ll settle all this at the conference table.

  You leave everything to me.’

  Which brings me back to my convictions

  and being convicted for my beliefs

  ’cause I believe these smiles

  in three piece suits

  with gracious, liberal demeanor

  took our movement off the streets

  and took us to the cleaners.

  In other words, we let up the pressure

  and that was all part of their plan

  and every day we allow to slip through our fingers

  is playing right into their hands.

  TUSKEEGEE #626

  Tuskeegee #626

  Somebody done got slick

  When deadly germs are taking turns

  Seeing what makes us tick

  Tuskeegee #626

  Scientists getting their kicks

  When deadly disease can do what it please

  Results ain’t hard to predict

  Tuskeegee #626

  Pushed aside mighty quick

  When brothers, you dig

  Are guinea pigs

  For vicious experiments.

  KING HENRY IV

  The King is alive and twenty millions strong

  And long before he ever ascended to the throne

  He was made fun of, a source of great humor

  His domination over neighborhoods was nothing but a rumor

  Back when the King’s name was so rarely spoke

  And the ten million disciples mentioned by some folks

  Was called exaggerated and treated like a joke

  They didn’t understand that the monster had woke

  But the King could instantly demonstrate

  That he wasn’t no laughing matter

  Blow folks away so quickly it would demonstrate

  Nobody and nothing does it better

  Now we’re talking about total finesse

  That’s when you know you’re dealing with the best

  There ain’t even been one whisper of force

  Over the entire kingdom of Henry IV

  The awful thing about it is there ain’t nothing you can do

  Guard all your doors and windows and the King can still rob you

  Oh, No! ain’t talking about the ’60s, not that f’n far back

  In the ’80s with folks falling into and between the cracks

  And talking about being right in the center of the news

  But the King don’t never give no interviews

  And the reporters was lined up. The King was raising hell around here

  And then information just dried up and the king seemed to disappear

  Gone so quickly you might have just an impression

  Moved along so slickly it was like an amnesia expression

  Am I certain of my facts now of course.

  I know almost all there is to know about King Henry IV

  What it left on the ghetto streets was an incorrect understanding

  About the ways he caught on and how rapidly he was expanding

  The reason I felt black kids was headed for a fall

  Was the day I read this poem painted in a bathroom stall:

  Fuck a man in the butt and you could get it for sure

  Pass a dope needle around and there wasn’t no cure

  The kids believed if you wasn’t gay and didn’t shoot dope

  You was home free, take the day off and float

  But what would always make the King seem so tough

  Is that he could get in and then take five years to show back up

  And you can go scream at them until you get hoarse

  But they don’t understand and about King Henry IV

  [There was only Public Enemy with really decent shit to say

  And maybe Run DMC had it with ‘Walk This Way’

  15 years ago? Hell it wasn’t even ten

  Which only goes to show how fast the King is moving in]

  He was no more than a whisper at gay after-hours spots

  If there are no bloodless revolutions why hadn’t he fired a shot?

  Sunday mornings from the pulpit he was blamed on promiscuity

  More confusing newspaper bullshit only furthered the ambiguity

  Preacher’s became obsessed and called him a message from above

  The creature’s game progressed since nobody knew who the fuck he was

  Completely taking over areas that had never seen royalty

  But soon millions on five continents could all pledge their

  loyalty

  The invisible monarch was steady doing his thing

  He never heard folks once saying ‘Hail to the King!’

  But he’s got powers you can’t help but endorse

  And the Africans call him King Henry IV

  A POEM FOR JOSE CAMPOS TORRES

  I had said I wasn’t gonna’ write no more poems

  like this.

  I had confessed to myself all along, tracer of

  life/poetry trends,

  that awareness/consciousness poems that screamed

  of pain

  and the origins of pain and death had blanketed

  my tablets and therefore

  my friends/brothers/sisters/outlaws/in-laws

  and besides, they already knew.

  But brother Torres,

  common, ancient bloodline brother Torres,

  is dead.

  I had said I wasn’t gonna write no more poems

  like this.

  I had said I wasn’t gonna write no more words

  down

  about people kickin’ us when we’re down

  about racist dogs that attack us and

  drive us down, drag us down and beat us down.

  But the dogs are in the street!

  The dogs are alive and the terror in our hearts

  has scarcely diminished.

  It has scarcely brought us the comfort we

  suspected:

  the recognition of our terror,

  and the screaming release of that recognition

  has not removed the certainty of that knowledge.

  How could it?

  The dogs, rabid, foaming with the energy of their

  brutish ignorance,

  stride the city streets like robot gunslingers, and

  spread death

  as night lamps flash crude reflections from gun

  butts and police shields.

  I had said I wasn’t go
nna’ write no more poems

  like this.

  But the battlefield has oozed away from the

  stilted debates of

  semantics, beyond the questionable flexibility of

  primal screaming.

  The reality of our city/jungle streets and their

  gestapos has

  become an attack on home/life/family/

  philosophy/total.

  It is beyond a question of the advantages of

  didactic niggerisms.

  The MOTHERFUCKIN’ DOGS are in the street!

  In Houston maybe someone said Mexicans were

  the new niggers.

  In L.A. maybe someone decided Chicanos were

  the new niggers.

  In Frisco maybe someone said Asians were the

  new niggers.

  Maybe in Philadelphia and North Carolina they

  decided they

  didn’t need no new niggers.

  I had said I wasn’t gonna’ write no more poems like this. But the dogs are in the street.

  It’s a turn around world where things all too

  quickly turn around.

  It was turned around so that right looked wrong.

  It was turned around so that up looked down.

  It was turned around so that those who marched

  in the streets

  with Bibles and signs of peace became enemies

  of the state

  and risks to National Security;

  So that those who questioned the operations of

  those in authority

  on the principles of justice, liberty, and equality

  became the vanguard of a communist attack.

  It became so you couldn’t call a spade a

  motherfuckin’ spade.

  Brother Torres is dead.

  The Wilmington Ten are still incarcerated.

  Ed Davis, Ronald Reagan and James Hunt and

  Frank Rizzo are still alive.

  And the dogs are in the MOTHERFUCKIN’ street.

  I had said I wasn’t gonna’ write no more poems

  like this.

  I made a mistake.

  DON'T GIVE UP (THE SPIRITS)

  I never thought of myself as a complex man

  Or as someone who was really that hard to understand

  Though it would hardly take a genius to realize

  I’ve always been a lot too arrogant and a little too f’n wise

  A combination that made a lotta folks duty bound

  To do whatever they could to try and bring me down

  To head off some of the things I might say

  To see if they couldn’t take some of my stride away

  To bring me disappointment and teach me to fear it

  Obviously these are folks who don’t have the spirits:

  Don’t give up. It’s time to stop your falling.

  You’ve been down long enough. Can’t you hear the spirits

  calling?

  It’s the spirits can’t you hear it calling your name?

  There are people whose lives are so far off the track

  That what they like best is stabbing brothers in the back

  And I was obviously too blind and probably too weak

  To see who was responsible for my losing streak

  But the best way to explain it is to say simply because

  I was looking around outside and truth is that I was the one

  So I got locked into all the analysis

  And found myself blocked into a kind of paralysis

  And something was calling and I almost didn’t hear it

  But I’ve spent a lotta time being blessed by the spirits:

  Don’t give up. It’s time to stop your falling.

  You’ve been down long enough. Can’t you hear the spirits

  calling?

  It’s the spirits can’t you hear it calling your name?

  It don’t matter whether it was a child or an adult

  There was absolutely no one I couldn’t insult.

  So that I could isolate myself somewhere off to the side

  And continue to juggle all the possible ‘whys’

  The warmth I once could generate so well

  Had turned into a frozen hell.

  And all of the discouraging injustices I felt

  Pinned me inside a drug-infested cell

  Where those who told didn’t know and those that knew

  didn’t tell

  And I could continue to feel sorry for myself:

  Don’t give up. It’s time to stop your falling.

  You’ve been down long enough. Can’t you hear the spirits

  calling?

  Ain’t no way overnight to turn your life around.

  And this ain’t the conversation of someone who never falls

  back down

  But no matter how long you’ve been on trial

  With the days of self denial

  And no matter how many times you tried to make it

  And found out that right then you just couldn’t take it

  If you’re looking for a loser who found strength and success

  Remember the spirit of brother Malcolm X

  And know that you can leave all of your mistakes behind

  The day you really make up your mind:

  Don’t give up. It’s time to stop your falling.

  You’ve been down long enough. Listen to the spirits calling!

  PUBLICATIONS

  The Vulture (novel), 1970, World Publishing; 1996, Payback Press

  Small Talk at 125th & Lenox (poetry), 1970, World Publishing

  The Nigger Factory, (novel), 1972 The Dial Press; 1996, Payback Press

  The Mind of Gil Scott-Heron (poetry booklet/LP), 1979, Arista

  So Far, So Good (poetry), 1990, Third World Press

  Now and Then (poetry) 2000, Payback Press/Brouhaha Books

  RECORDINGS

  Small Talk at 125th & Lenox, 1970, Flying Dutchman Records

  Pieces of a Man, 1971, Flying Dutchman

  Free Will, 1972, Flying Dutchman

  Winter In America, 1974, Strata-East

  The Revolution Will Not Be Televised (compilation), 1974, Flying Dutchman

  First Minute of a New Day, 1975, Arista

  From South Africa to South Carolina, 1975, Arista

  It’s Your World, 1976, Live Double LP set, Arista

  Bridges, 1977, Arista

  Secrets, 1978, Arista

  The Mind of Gil Scott-Heron, 1979, Arista

  1980, 1980, Arista

  Real Eyes, 1980, Arista

  Reflections, 1981, Arista

  Moving Target, 1982, Arista

  The Best of Gil Scott-Heron, 1984, Arista

  Space Shuttle, 1989, Castle Communication

  Tales of the Amnesia Express [Live], 1990, Castle Communication

  Glory [compilation], 1992, Arista-Ariola

  Spirits, 1994, TVT Records

  The Vulture & The Nigger Factory

  Gil Scott-Heron

  Gil Scott-Heron’s highly successful two novels are now collected together for the first time.

  A hip and fast moving thriller, The Vulture relates the strange story of John Lee’s murder – telling it in the words of four men who knew him when he was just another kid, working after school, hanging out, and waiting for something to happen. Just who did kill John Lee, and why?

  The Nigger Factory is a scornful statement on the way which human beings are conditioned to think. On the campus of Sutton University, Virginia, the students are trying to carry forth the message of reconstruction to a university resistant to change. The failure of Sutton to embrace the changing attitudes of the Sixties has necessiated extreme reaction, and the revolution is nigh …

  ‘They are impressive and ambitious works that vigorously mix street savvy and intellectual flair. They retain a freshness and energy that has dated them little.’ GQ

  ‘With the pace of cleanly constru
cted thrillers they wield the force of a highly focused political consciousness.’ The Herald

  ‘There’s plenty of tension and sex, but also a whole heap of politics. These are ace period pieces.’ Select

  ‘They’re prodigious works, displaying the ability with words that his subsequent recorded works show so clearly.’ Wire

  The Vulture & The Nigger Factory

  ISBN 0 86241 901 8

  £7.99 pbk

  Buy online at www.canongate.net for a 20% discount.

  Payback Poetry

  Rebel Without Applause – Lemn Sissay

  The long-awaited reprint of Lemn Sissay’s debut collection.

  ‘Fierce, funny, serious, satirical, streetwise and tender.’

  The Big Issue

  ISBN 1 8419 6 001 7

  £7.99 pbk

  Morning Breaks in the Elevator – Lemn Sissay

  This is a twist of Lemn. His first solo collection in eight years.

  ‘Easily the best, most comprehensive collection of poetry about

  modern Britain I have read for a long time.’

  Straight No Chaser

  ISBN 0 86241 838 9

  £7.99 pbk

  The Fire People – Edited by Lemn Sissay

  A coming together of the finest contemporary Black British poets,

  including Tricky, Jackie Kay and Linton Kwesi Johnson.

  ‘The collection forms a milestone of great significance.’

  The Times

  ISBN 0 86241 739 2

  Transformatrix – Patience Agbabi

  Inspired by ’90s poetry, ’80s rap and ’70s disco, Transformatrix is

  an exploration of women, travel and the realties of modern Britain.

  ‘Rising Star … Patience Agbabi.’

  The Observer

  ISBN 0 86241 941 7

  £7.99 pbk

  Buy online at www.canongate.net for a 20% discount.

  About the Author

  Gil Scott-Heron was born in Chicago in 1949. He has been opening eyes, minds and souls for thirty years. A highly influential and widely admired singer, proto-rapper, jazz pianist, published poet, novelist and socio-political commentator, Scott-Heron remains a unique and major figure in global music. With over fifteen albums to his name, his politically charged output has won him an international following. His work illuminates a philosophy of life that holds human affection as well as political and artistic responsibility as the underlying factors that inspire his writing. The publication of Now and Then – the first ever British issue of his poetry – is a major deal. For real.

 

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