She knew better now.
“I did not cheat on you, Molly,” she heard him retort harshly as the bed dipped behind her.
“You’re right,” she agreed simply, lifting one shoulder in a shrug. “You can’t cheat on anybody when you’re not in a real relationship with them. This was all a manufactured act, after all,” she continued with an empty laugh, the words rough in her parched throat. “This farce is over now, though. Nana is going to be okay. The wedding is off, and you are free to fuck whoever you choose wherever the mood strikes you,” she bit out angrily, ripping off the engagement ring on her finger and flipping over to shove it against his chest. “Take your damn Delancy diamond and go!” she demanded. “You and I and whatever this was between us are over!”
Gripping her wrist as she held the ring between them, Devil shook his head. “First of all, I might be a prick. In fact, I know I am, but I’m not a cheater. I haven’t seen the woman that you saw in my office in years, Molly. I had a very brief fling with her three years ago. It lasted a total of one night. I refuse to let something I did long before we got involved destroy us.”
She had heard this song and dance before, and his story didn’t match the circumstances. “You were seeing her this weekend.”
“No, I wasn’t,” Devil insisted, the snap in her voice sharper than he had ever heard before. “I know how she made it sound,” he said quickly before she could open her mouth to yell at him, “but, I’m telling you that I had no plans with her. She called months ago and wanted to hook-up. I told her no. She read about our upcoming nuptials and decided to act like a spiteful bitch. That’s the truth.”
“Well, now there’s no reason to pop her bubble. You’ll have all the time in the world to screw her brains out this weekend,” Molly snapped, pushing the ring against his chest. She wasn’t sure if she believed him or not, but it didn’t matter. Seeing the kind of woman that he’d been involved with before – beautiful and worldly girls that were at ease and comfortable in his world -- had flooded her with insecurity and only served to remind her just how far out of her league she was. “The wedding is off. There’s no reason for it now. Your grandmother is going to be okay.”
“My grandmother just stood outside and beat the shit out of me with a wooden spoon for daring to hurt you! She’s a far sight from okay, Margaret. So am I, for that matter! I need to know if you really believe that I’d cheat on you. Answer me, damn it,” he ordered, shaking the wrist he still held between them, the engagement ring still clutched between her thumb and forefinger. “Do you think I’d disrespect you that way? Do you actually believe that I’d dishonor you like that cheating scum did before me?” he asked, his eyes glittering as they collided with hers.
“It doesn’t matter,” Molly replied, averting her eyes as they filled with tears.
“Right now, it’s all that matters,” Devil countered, rubbing against the throbbing pulse point on the inside of her wrist in a slow circular motion.
“We’ve never really been together, Devil. Not in any real sense of the word,” Molly denied, closing her eyes as a wave of pain washed over her.
“That’s the second time you’ve spouted that bullshit,” Devil snapped. “We’ve been together in a real, committed relationship since you agreed to be my wife standing beside my grandmother’s hospital bed. I’ve been inside your body. I’ve made love to you. It doesn’t get any more real than that.”
“You fucked me,” Molly bit out, clenching her jaw as she tried to jerk her wrist away from him. “Don’t dress it up in pretty words, Devil, and don’t try to make it into something it wasn’t.”
Tightening his fingers, the muscle in Devil’s jaw throbbed. “I’m not the one doing that,” he barked. “You are! I said exactly what I meant. I haven’t looked at another woman the way I look at you since you sashayed your gorgeous ass into my office a year ago. I sure as fuck haven’t touched any one of them the way I’ve touched you.”
“Well, now you can go make up for lost time,” Molly replied, forcing her words to be as matter-of-fact as possible. She had to harden her heart before she threw herself into his arms. “Why the hell are you pushing me now, Devil? There’s no reason…no objective. We can go back to the way things were. I’ll work for you, and you can go back to sticking your dick in every woman you date. I’m sure your harem will welcome you and your penis back with open legs.”
“Molly,” he warned deeply, his voice a velvet caress of sound as his drawl became thicker and more pronounced, “You’re pissin’ me off, darlin’. The only woman I want is the one in front of me. I don’t know how many different ways to tell you that.”
“Your feelings aren’t my concern any longer. My feeling is that if you don’t get out of my house in the next thirty seconds, I’m gonna commit a homicide,” Molly retorted. She had to get him out of her bedroom... out of her home… out of her life. Preferably before she did something like burst into inconsolable tears. Why the hell was he pushing this?
“Good luck,” Devil offered with a calculated smile. “All of your backup has gone home, Molly. It’s just you and me here.”
“Devil, stop,” Molly said softly, forcing herself to meet his darkening eyes. “This hurts,” she whispered, swallowing hard. “Maybe I was a fool, but I foolishly let my heart get involved here. It was stupid, and it was against the rules, but I’ve never been really good at following the rules. I don’t even understand what you want anymore!”
“First, I want you to tell me that you believe me about Amanda,” he said softly, lifting his free hand to cup her jaw and direct her eyes to his.
Molly’s shoulders sagged as the warmth of his fingers sunk into her bones. “I don’t believe you intended to see her this weekend,” she acknowledged softly. “But you could. Now.”
“Why is it so difficult for you to believe that I want you?” Devil asked with a frown. When he was met with stubborn silence, he tightened his fingers around Molly’s chin. “Answer me, Margaret.”
“Seeing Amanda this afternoon reminded me of just how different we are, Devil. Before this fake engagement, you dated models, for crying out loud. Now, I don’t have anything against them,” she said quickly, the words rolling out with a force that she hadn’t realized she possessed. “Sami is a model, and she’s one of my best friends, but you’ve got to admit that there’s a huge difference between people like them and me. The only way I’m ever going to be a size 0 is if I catch the Ebola virus. I love jeans that fit my size 8 body, not couture. I love pizza, not caviar. I love barbeques, not galas. I love comfort, not luxury. I love…”
“I love you, not them. That’s the only thing that matters to me,” Devil interrupted calmly, watching Molly’s face carefully as his words finally registered with her.
Molly paled. “Wh-what did you just say?” she whispered, stiffening as her fingers went slack and she dropped the ring between them on the bed. Was she honestly so befuddled that she was now hallucinating? “Did you just say…”
“I said that I love you. I’ve loved you ever since you wandered back into my life and started challenging my every decision… judging my every action. I didn’t ask you to marry me because I thought Nana was dying. I mean, that definitely motivated me to get my ass in gear. It offered me the opportunity I needed to make you mine. But, none of that is the reason why I’m going to marry you. I’m going to marry you because I love you more than I’ve ever loved anybody in my life.”
“No.” Molly scooted backward on the bed, the comforter bunching messily in her escape attempt. “No, you don’t. I don’t know what kind of game you’re playing with me, but you need to stop. Saying this if you don’t mean it would be cruel, Devil. And I swear, I’ll never forgive you.”
“If I was doing that, I wouldn’t deserve your forgiveness,” he agreed slowly, picking up the diamond ring that had fallen between them. “I admit, Molly, I did a lot of things wrong during this courtship. Hell, I don’t even think I ever actually proposed.”
“Yo
u didn’t,” Molly snorted, fighting a smile in spite of her roiling emotions. “I don’t think you know how to ask for anything. You just bully your way to the result you want. You ordered me to put on that ring.” She nodded toward the twinkling diamond in his hand.
Smiling wolfishly, he winked at her. “And you did. You’re going to put the ring back on, too,” he added, fingering the gold band.
“Ha!” Molly retorted, crossing her arms over her chest as her back met the padded headboard of her bed. “You’ve got nothing to coerce me into agreeing to marry you this time, Devil. I wouldn’t be so sure if I were you.”
“I won’t need to coerce you, baby. You love me back,” he replied smoothly as he stood and slowly circled the bed to her side. “In fact, I think you love me every bit as much as I do you.”
“So certain of that, huh?” Molly grunted even as her heart thundered in her chest.
“Face it, sweetheart, if you didn’t love me, you’d have murdered me and disposed of the body already.” He winked at her as he knelt beside the bed and gently took her left hand in his.
“Don’t tempt me, Devil,” Molly replied sweetly, her fingers instinctively tightening against his. “I’ve come up with a hundred ways to kill you and make it look like an accident this afternoon alone.”
Brushing a kiss against her knuckles, Devil grinned. “I assume you had some help with that.”
“Not really.” Molly shook her head, drawing in a deep breath as his lips touched her cool skin. “All Sami’s suggestions were way too bloody for me.”
“You haven’t denied it, you know,” Devil pointed out in a low voice as he rubbed his thumb back and forth over the delicate skin of her ring finger. “You love me, don’t you, Molly?”
Meeting his earnest eyes, she could see the unguarded worry shining in their depths. And in that moment, she made a rash decision that she hoped she would never regret. “Yes, I love you.”
“Thank God,” he breathed, leaning forward to cover her damp lips with his. Groaning as he felt her tears slide against his lips, his tongue licked a salty droplet from her cheek. “No more tears,” he growled before possessing her mouth again, deeper and rougher this time.
Molly’s body melted against his as her arms twined around his neck, her lips molding against his and meeting his tongue with her own. Words were extraneous; she’d heard him say everything she needed to hear. Lifting her hand, she blindly searched for the buttons on his shirt only to make a muffled grunt of protest when his fingers caught hers. “Devil,” she mumbled unhappily against his mouth as she tried to wriggle her hand loose of his grip.
“Nuh uh,” he murmured, his denial vibrating against her lips and sending a delicious thrill zinging through her body.
“No?” Molly questioned sulkily, drawing back her lips to stare into his heavy hooded eyes. “Are you going to hold your body hostage until you get what you want, Devil?” she asked huskily, lightly running her fingers down his chest and pulling a hiss from between his clenched teeth when she reached the fly of his slacks. “I don’t think your body is on board with that idea,” she clucked, nipping his chin playfully.
“I’m telling my body to stand down while my mind takes the driver’s seat, you dirty minx,” he informed her seriously, dragging her hand away from his crotch before she could do more than graze the swollen flesh there. “Don’t distract me. I owe you a proposal. One day, you’re going to be able to tell our kids that I did at least one traditional thing right during our courtship.”
Molly snorted. “This has been a courtship?”
“Always with the smartass comments, huh?” Devil complained, nipping her neck before lifting her hand in his. “Lucky for you, I adore that smart ass.” Lacing their fingers together, he took a deep breath. “In case you haven’t figured it out, I love everything there is about you. I like the man I am when I’m with you. Your gorgeous body… your generous heart… the way you challenge me… You make me a better man, Molly. I know I’ve done nothing in my life to deserve you, but I swear, if you marry me, I’ll spend every single day striving to be the man worthy of you. You’ll never spend another day doubting how much I love you. You’ll never have a cause to run away from me again. Put me out of my misery, sweetheart, and answer my question. Will you marry me, Margaret Ellinor Ramsey? Not for Nana or anyone else, but for us?”
“You’re absolutely positive that you love me?” Molly whispered, blinking back more tears.
“More than my life, Molly.”
Molly’s throat clogged with emotion as she stared at the brilliant ring he offered her once again. All the pieces of her life were finally sliding into place. Everything she’d ever wanted hovered in front of her. All she had to do was reach for it. For him.
“I love you, too, Devil. And yes, I want to marry you. I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anyone in my life.”
“Thank Christ,” Devil muttered, sliding the ring back on Molly’s hand with trembling fingers before reaching for her face, seizing it between his palms and pulling her lips to his.
“Tell me the no sex before marriage clause is off the table, Molly” Devil demanded between deep dizzying kisses that left Molly breathless. “I need you,” he whispered, sliding a hand down her neck to find one firm breast. “I need to be inside you again, sweetheart,” he whispered, sliding his hand to the hem of her soft, worn t-shirt and pushing it out of the way so that he could explore her smooth flesh.
“Way, way off the table,” she mumbled against his mouth, her fingers desperately twisting the buttons of his shirt as she tried to get to his chest.
“Fuck it,” Devil growled, pushing away from her long enough to reach a hand behind him and grip his dress shirt, pulling it over his head and tossing it to the side.
Molly followed his lead, tugging her own cotton tee over her head as he pushed his expensive slacks off his lean hips. Licking her lips when he finally stood naked beside the bed, she came to her knees, reaching a hand out to stroke the firm muscles on his chest.
He was hers. Just hers. If she’d doubted it before, the way he reacted when her hand slid possessively over him confirmed it. His lean muscles jumped beneath her light touch and he covered her hands, pushing them more firmly against his skin.
“You scared the shit out of me today, Molly,” Devil murmured as one hand buried in her hair and guided her face toward his. “Don’t you ever run away from me again. No matter how bad you think it is, you stay. You fight with me. Scream at me. Throw things at me. I don’t give a fuck. But, under no circumstances, do you run from me again,” he ordered, tightening his fingers in her hair until she met his eyes.
Molly’s eyes were wide as she nodded at him, the motion tugging the tangled strands between his fingers almost painfully.
“Say it,” he demanded huskily, his hard face unyielding as he held her eyes. “Say you won’t run again.”
“I won’t. I won’t run again,” she promised huskily, leaning forward to press a kiss to the skin just above his heart. Lifting her eyes to his, she smiled darkly. “Next time a buxom bombshell lands in your office and intimates that she’ll be sharing your bed, I’ll shoot you.”
“Fine,” Devil agreed, hooking a hand around her neck to draw her body against his. “I can live with the idea of you putting a bullet in me; I can’t live with being terrified that you’ll slip through my fingers. Give me a choice between the two, and I’ll happily opt for the bullet. And for the record, the only bombshell that will be in my bed until death parts us will be this redheaded vixen with amazing green eyes and more sass than sense. Now, do me a favor and put that mouth to use doing something a little more pleasurable than threatening me, darlin’,” he invited silkily.
“Something like this?” Molly purred, bending her head to curl her wet tongue around the head of his cock before pulling it between her lips and sucking lightly.
Sizzle: Chapter Fifty-Five
“Body of an angel and the lips of a demon,” Devil groaned as the wet heat of
Molly’s mouth encased him, her wicked tongue dragging over the sensitive slope of his dick. He tightened restless hands in her hair and groaned deeply as her mouth sank over him.
Devil was a man that had always prided himself on his self-control; Molly was quickly proving to him that restraint was overrated. And when her sweet lips molded to his cock, he abandoned himself to the sensations she created and fucked her mouth with long, deep strokes that had her surprised emerald eyes lifting to meet his. “That’s it, baby,” he praised, cupping the sides of her head with his hands and holding her steady as he thrust in and out of her scorching mouth. “Open for me. You can take me.”
Molly’s hands lifted to brace against his churning hips and she relaxed her throat, moaning around him. She could feel the reins of his control loosening. The evidence was in the desperate glint in his eyes and the rough, primal sounds that escaped his parted lips. Cupping one hand around his swollen sacs, she gently twisted and squeezed, earning another grunt of pleasure from him.
“Fuck, that feels good,” Devil groaned, locking his knees as her delicate hands stroked the heavy weight of his testicles and his body tightened in anticipation. Christ, he was like a fucking addict that needed his next fix, and Molly had become his drug of choice. “Enough,” he managed to choke when the pleasure became so intense he knew that if he didn’t force himself to stop, this would be an incredibly short interlude between them.
Whimpering when Devil stumbled back a step and pulled his cock from between her hungry lips, Molly frowned. “I wasn’t done,” she pouted, reaching for him again only to find her wrist captured in his intractable hand.
“I almost was,” Devil replied with a rueful grin. “You’ve got a hot, greedy little mouth and I love it, but I want this to last. We’re going nice and slow this evening.”
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