I placed my hand on top of his, Spike took encouragement from my actions and the noises I was now making, and increased his tempo slightly. My breathing was now laboured and I couldn't conceal my yearning to be taken.
"Spike!" I said breathlessly not knowing why, I just needed him to know that I was with him fully, wanting him to do these things to my body. He inserted another finger inside me and I felt myself stretch at the invasion. Spike slowed his pace to allow me to acclimatise to the addition and gently pressed his thumb against my clitoris sending jolts of pleasure through my body which made me convulse in his embrace.
"That's it Angel, I want to feel your pleasure!"
His words were my undoing as the glorious sensation of his skilled fingers worked their magic and sustained my orgasm even longer as I was reduced to whimpers and sobs in his arms.
Spike removed his fingers and spun me around, holding me against his chest as my breathing slowly returned to normal. He moved his hand to caress the back of my neck which sent another jolt of pleasure down my body before he leaned down to place a gentle kiss on the top of my head. His sentiment warmed my cheeks but I couldn't bring myself to make eye contact as I started to feel vulnerable standing in front of him in nothing but my panties and with him still fully clothed.
Spike moved his arms so that he was gently stroking my back which made me instantly flinch.
"Let me touch you," Spike whispered as he pulled away slightly directing my face with his hand so that I was looking at him. "You've gotta feel comfortable with me babe in order for this to work."
I nodded, I totally understood what he was saying, "I do feel comfortable Spike, it's just my back is awful. I don't want you to touch it." I said in a small voice.
Spike leaned closer to kiss me on the nose, "Everything about you is beautiful Angel, remember that." He looked at me intently, his eyes searching mine as he looked for a response. I swallowed hard and nodded as I saw a smile cross his face. Spike leaned towards me and took my mouth again as I rubbed against his erection like a wanton woman.
Spike gently placed his hands on my arse and lifted me like I weighed nothing as I wrapped my legs around his waist so I could hold on tight and be close to him.
He moved us across the room and laid me gently on the bed like I was something so precious that he didn't want to break. His eyes searched mine constantly looking for any sign of discomfort as he spread my legs and laid between my thighs holding his weight on his forearms.
Spike lowered his lips to a spot behind my ear that caused me to shiver as he kissed and nipped at my sensitive skin. As his lips travelled lower, I lightly placed my hands on his shoulder encouraging him as my body heated under his touch. He reached for my breast and swiped his tongue against my peak which caused my core to throb. My nipples hardened once more under his scrutiny to almost painful points for the need to be sucked harder. Spike understood my body already and reacted accordingly by taking my nipple into his mouth and sucking, his tongue wet and rough circling my peek.
"Fucking hell babe you're beautiful." I opened my eyes to see Spike's intense gaze. He stood and removed his cut and t-shirt and I was able to see his magnificent sculpted body which made my body flush all over. Spike continued to stare at me as he unfastened his belt and jeans and slipped them down his body to reveal his huge manhood. I gasped at the sight as I had only ever seen Liam's but he was not as well endowed as Spike.
"You're great for a man's ego!" Spike said with humour in his voice as he repositioned himself between my thighs.
His comment eased the mood and I found that I was able to breathe a little easier as it was becoming a little overwhelming.
"We can stop at any time Angel, you only have to say the word." I smiled reassuring him that I was okay. Spike didn't take his eyes from mine as he held up a condom waiting for a further response from me. I didn't need to say any words, I simply nodded my head to be greeted by a huge smile from Spike. He removed my panties and quickly sheathed himself before positioning his length at my sleek entrance. As he pushed slowly inside me, I could see the anguish on his face and the need to take me with more force but he was holding back to let me acclimatise to his length.
I felt full as Spike slowly rocked his hips, thrusting in and out as he picked up the pace a little. He bent down, capturing a nipple between his lips and sucked as I let out a needy whimper. Spike grabbed one of my legs and placed it over his shoulder, causing him to sink deeper inside of me and there were simultaneous groans as he hit me deep inside. Spike moved his hand down my sensitive body and started to rub my clit in little circles. My cries became desperate as I could feel my orgasm brewing, "Let me hear you come Angel, I need to hear you come." Spike said between gritted teeth as he quickened his pace further before he pinched my over sensitive clit which was my undoing.
I felt my body convulse under him as he continued to grind me until he buried himself deep and groaned against my neck as he came.
I stroked Spike's back as he laid there with his head on my chest until both of our breathing had returned to normal, neither one of us saying anything until Spike finally broke the silence.
"You okay babe?" Spike asked as he picked up my hand and brought it to his lips to place a light kiss on the back of my hand. He didn't stop and brushed his lips across my skin working his way down my forearm to my elbow as the sensation made me shiver with anticipation.
"What are you fucking doing to me?" I smiled at his words and I could've asked him the exact same question by the way he was making me feel.
"Come here!" Spike demanded as he rolled over taking me with him so that I was now lying on his chest.
Spike kissed my forehead, "Thank you Angel, I know it took a lot for you to open up to me."
I sniggered, "Really Spike, you don't have to thank me. I wouldn't call that a chore!"
He poked me lightly in the side, "Smart arse, I didn't mean it like that."
Spike moved his hand quickly over his mouth to stifle his yawn. He must have been shattered from his long journey but he couldn't stay here I wasn't ready to explain our relationship to the children.
"I'm sorry Spike but you can't stay over. I don't want to confuse the children even further."
Spike placed his hand on the side of my face to caress it lightly, "That's fine babe, we're gonna go slow and see where it takes us but can I hold you until you fall asleep? I've waited so long for this, I just need to be close to you."
I smiled as my heart swelled inside my chest at his words. All I ever wanted was to feel loved and this man with such a hard exterior was a breath of fresh air and possibly too good to be true.
I rolled on my side and Spike snuggled behind me wrapping his arm around my body to hold me close, and I found myself slowly drifting to sleep, feeling the safest I had ever felt.
Spike
I woke suddenly conscious of the time, as I opened my eyes I saw daylight streaming through the curtains and I rubbed my face quickly, trying to compose myself, "Shit!"
I heard giggles behind me and rolled over at the noise to see Devon snuggled in the middle of the bed. Her hair was wild and she was dressed in pink pyjamas with a bright expression on her sweet little face.
She was a mini version of her mother with long brown hair and the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen.
"Good morning poppet, how long have you been up?" I asked knowing full well that she couldn't tell the time but I was stalling, I needed to think of how to play this.
"Long enough to hear you snore!" she giggled. "Mummy snores too!"
I smiled at her comment and glanced down to see that she had a book on her lap, "What are you reading?" I asked pointing at the book.
Devon closed it and held it up so that I could see the front cover, "What-a-Mess in Spring." My heart twisted inside at the thought of the sentiments of that book.
"Are you okay Spike, your face looks sad?" Devon stated looking at me with concern.
I gathered my thoughts and smiled, "I'm
not sad Devon, it just reminds me of when I was younger. I loved those stories."
Devon's face lit up, "Did you know that he wears a saucepan-lid on his head as a helmet? He's so funny." Devon giggled again, the sound warming my heart.
I nodded my head, "Did you know that there is a book called What-a-Mess and the little poppet?"
Devon's eyes became wide with excitement, "Really?"
"Umhum," I said nodding my head. "I'll see if I can get you a copy."
Devon leaned over to give me a huge hug, "Thank you Spike." Her little eyes twinkled with unshed tears as she held me tight. I placed my arms so that I could hold her bringing her further into my embrace. I couldn't believe how attached I had become to the three of them in such a short amount of time. I brushed the side of her face tenderly, pushing the hair out of her eyes, "Why don't you go and wake your brother up. We can go shopping and get some nice things for breakfast."
Devon excitedly pushed back the covers and crawled off the bed. I glanced over at Angel and to my surprise she was still asleep, I knew that she would have a shit attack this morning when she realised that I'd spent the night but I hadn't done it on purpose. I had genuinely fallen asleep but I was hoping if I could make this morning as low drama as possible, I may have a chance of softening the blow. She lowered her barriers last night, proving that she trusted me enough to be intimate but I needed to show her that I could also be trusted with her family, I needed her to let me into her life fully.
The journey took longer than expected as I hadn't contemplated how slow two small children moved, especially when I had said that they could choose any cereal they wanted. We had stood in the aisle for what seemed like forever debating nutrition values and whether the cereals turned the milk chocolaty, a conversation that I never thought I'd have. In the end I told them to just pick up as much as they could carry.
We walked back to the apartment carrying an array of bags and packets and I made a mental note of taking the Jeep next time. Next time, I hoped there would be a next time!
"Morning Ramsey," I said as I walked over to him as he leaned on his ride with his arms folded across his chest. He smiled as he observed the three of us laden with food. "I got you these." I handed him a newspaper, a packet of biscuits and a bottle of water."
"Oh you do care!" He said with a smirk as he took them from me.
I narrowed my eyes at his sarcasm and directed the children to the apartment.
Angel flew at us as we opened the door, "Where the fuck have you been? I've been going crazy!"
The children ignored her angst and walked further into the living room, "We brought you breakfast mum, look what we have!" Tommy said as he put the cereals onto the breakfast bar.
Angel turned to me and narrowed her eyes. Fucking hell she looked gorgeous with her messy sexy hair and swollen lips from all of the passionate kissing last night. I walked towards Angel, ignoring her comments and saw her eyes widen at my approach. I ignored her reaction as I wanted her to change her mindset and perception of relationships, and bent down slightly to kiss her cheek. I pulled away and gave her a wink before walking into the kitchen to empty the grocery bags.
"Come on kids, let's cook your mum a lovely breakfast while she takes a shower." I said aloud letting her know what I wanted her to do. I didn't look up but I saw her eventually move in my peripheral vision as the children excitedly helped me to unpack the bags and make a cooked breakfast.
We busied ourselves making bacon and eggs, and the children were helpful by laying the table. I stopped to watch the interaction between the children and the thoughtfulness they showed of the simplest of tasks such as positioning the glasses and cutlery, like they too wanted to make this special for their mum.
I let out a low whistle as Angel walked into the room in a lightweight summer dress. "You look lovely babe," I said as I walked over to place the plates on the table. Angel smiled shyly and sat down at the table between two excitable children and although I had made a cooked breakfast Devon and Tommy had still opted for cereal.
We ate in silence until Devon put her spoon down and looked at Angel thoughtfully, "Mum, can we get a puppy?" This grabbed Tommy's attention and he also put down his spoon to look at his mum.
"No! I've told you before we don't have the room and it's a very big responsibility to look after a puppy." She ignored their stares and continued to eat.
Their sulky faces looked towards me, "Would you let us get a puppy?" Tommy asked hopefully.
What did I fucking say to that? I mulled over what my response should be and glanced at Angel to see that she had raised her eyebrows almost goading me to say otherwise.
"I would just like to point out that Spike doesn't actually live here, so he can't make those decisions." She put down her knife and folk and pushed the plate away before folding her arms across her chest.
"Well he stayed last night!" Devon spat back at her mum.
Angel blushed at Devon's comment and pushed her chair back as she stood to collect the plates and bowls. Devon went to say something but I quickly placed my hand on her arm, and mimed for her to be quiet as I put my finger to my lips, she nodded and sat there quietly.
I left the twins and went to join Angel in the kitchen, "What's the matter?" I asked placing my hands either side of her on the kitchen work top positioning myself so that I was only inches away from her face.
"I thought that we agreed that you wouldn't stay last night." She said in a huff as she pouted.
I would love to bite that fucking lip of hers and I looked at her hungrily before claiming her mouth taking her aggressively like my life depended on it. As far as I was concerned we had wasted the last month and I was determined to make up for lost time. Angel didn't push me away, in fact she had turned into the aggressor by moving her hands to grab hold of my neck to deepen the kiss further.
I grabbed at the hem of her dress that was mid thigh and lifted it to reveal her white panties, and could instantly see her arousal. I bunched her dress around her waist and slipped my hand into her panties feeling a shiver run down her body as she parted her legs further to make it easier for my fingers to find their goal.
I slid my index finger along her sleek folds and her breath hitched at the contact and a small moan left her mouth. I kissed her to stifle the moans as I inserted my finger into her wet hole, pushing it in and out in a steady rhythm as she grinded her hips at the sensation. I loved the way that she was so responsive and ready for me.
I didn't suspect we had long as the children would come looking for us, so I decided to up the tempo and insert another finger. The sound of her juices on my fingers and her facial expressions as I pleasured her were intoxicating and I didn't know that I could get such enjoyment from pleasuring someone else with nothing physical in return.
I felt her orgasm rip through her body as she tightened her muscles around my fingers but I continued to move them to intensify the sensation and make sure she was totally spent.
Angel eventually sagged against my body and I slowly removed my fingers and pulled down her dress to cover her modesty. I held Angel as her breathing returned to normal and leaned down to kiss her tenderly. The kiss came to a natural end and I pulled away looking deep into her eyes. Never had I ever felt like this about anyone before, Angel had caught me unaware and had found a place in my heart along with her two beautiful children.
"Staying over has its advantages, don't you agree?" She blushed and I gave her a small kiss on her forehead as I smiled.
"I hate to break up the party but I have to be at the club house in an hour, Skinner, Whip and Bear are off to Kent this afternoon." Angel nodded her head, "Stoney will change over from Ramsey and will keep watch, and report to me if he see's anything suspicious. I'm hoping that just by him being outside the apartment will be enough to be a deterrent. "
I leaned closer to give her another small kiss on her cheek, "I'm gonna let you use the Jeep to take the kids back and forth to school this week, that way I'll know that you
'll be safe also."
She shook her head, "You don't have to do that, we'll be fine as long as we stick to the main paths."
"There's no point taking any risks. I can use my motorcycle, it's really not a problem." I walked out of the kitchen to see the children on the sofa watching cartoons, "I'm off kids, be good for your mum and I'll see you after school tomorrow."
"Bye Spike, thanks for breakfast."
After a quick shower and change of clothes, I made my way over to the club house. I probably could have brought Angel and the kids but I wanted to give her some space today so she could digest everything that had happened between us.
"Morning ladies," I said to Maggie, Amy and Ash as they cleaned up the club house alongside some of the girls from the club and Buster. "Sorry I missed out of the festivities last night but I had more important things to attend to."
Amy shot me a knowing look and I gave her a cocky grin. "Where's Ink? I thought she would've been here today?" I asked looking around the club house for her.
"Ink's outside on the bench by the garage, she's not feeling too well." Maggie said as they stopped what they were doing which piqued my interest.
"What's going on?" I asked with an uneasy feeling.
Amy sighed before taking me away from the group slightly, "Amber got dumped here last night, thrown from a van or something. I wasn't here but the ladies said that Ethan scooped her up and took her to hospital. He stayed with her all night holding her hand but she died early this morning."
I let out a low whistle as I contemplated how Ink would be feeling, "Where is he now?" I asked slightly annoyed that he would waste any time on that cunt.
"He's still at the hospital. Mitchell tried to get him to come home but he wouldn't listen, you know how stubborn he can be." I turned on my heels and made my way out into the yard in search of Ink as she may just need a shoulder to cry on. I found her on the furthest bench away from the hustle and bustle of the goings on as people busied themselves ready for their departure later this afternoon.
"Hi gorgeous!" I said as I sat down beside her.
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