The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 2

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by A. R. Ammons


  dynamisms so spelled out

  into spellings of our own

  15slightly askew: some of us

  may study and admire, even praise,

  perhaps, while others assume

  the lofty scantlings of

  arrogance and twist

  20the workings our way, forcing

  our ends: and our ends, that

  we may not die, or that we

  may build what keeping itself

  perfect cannot die, glass

  25intelligences freed at last

  to roam immortal ranges

  out there: not to die,

  this the will arisen on an orb’s skin

  where death’s transmission’s

  30nearest absolute, a

  single victory from it our

  widest claim: but if it is

  not the end of matter to make

  good people or people good,

  35we may envision the fierce

  laying nature waste

  that brought death in

  and we may conquer and

  rebuild till nature,

  _________

  40against itself, supports

  the eternal life it

  never would allow, though

  it let the will arise,

  disguised and mute at first,

  45then bespoken as by one

  exceeding his standing,

  varying his way,

  commanding: this one

  is coming up among us, his

  50demand answering,

  to balance our fall,

  even if to the end of

  the human,

  beginning another unknown.

  1982 (1993)

  A Pretty Looking Sight

  I suppose we must act as if—

  though some old man

  is turning windless in a room—

  language is too strict

  5to pay a visit,

  to slouch loose out of tense indifference

  and go over there

  and say something to the old man

  or for him:

  10after all, pretty soon he

  won’t be winded anymore:

  then where would poetry be

  _________

  with no place to go

  calling: but if it doesn’t

  15go through one mouth, enter

  ears, and go out some other

  mouth, how will it keep

  rigorous, straitened up

  into shape: oh, well, real

  20height, carelessness, mounts so

  sharply up words probably

  strip out

  of its wires and the wires,

  climbing, probably

  25melt to light, and at the pinnacle

  where this world could be stood

  is a sort of place, highly

  designated, and empty.

  (1983)

  Focus

  Fellow down the street

  (it’s like flocculation)

  throws a party and

  Cadillacs (and

  5a Mark Continental or

  so) assemble

  lining all eight sides

  of the crossing he

  corners on

  _________

  10as if an old Cadillac

  had died or two young were

  marrying: other places

  you see half-shamed,

  sullenly-arrogant foreign

  15cars hugging into

  clusters or, other

  places, mixed bags

  like university people’s

  (1979)

  God Is the Sense the World Makes Without God

  Every year the hydrangea grows so

  big its white brains, lobed nodes,

  flop over all around the rim to

  the first stormburst, leaving midbush

  5stem-arching open space: and then

  the white booms, sprinkled weighty

  by rain, turn green down near the ground,

  splintery petal-balls: going high lofts

  more substance than height assumes or holds.

  Painlessness, to Pain, Is Paradise

  Does he know enough to know what it’s like

  to have been here: has he seen enough

  to give seeing up: clouds, he’s waited with white

  October clouds like these often before

  _________

  5but when one white cloud shades another

  gray, has he ever noticed that: and though he’s

  studied many falls’ mottled casts, has he plucked

  the wires of vines frost skins leaf-free: scrawny

  notes! is more missing than was never enough:

  10he’s certain certain loves absolve and heal in

  passing rapids or welling stirs: but if he hasn’t

  done and seen enough to go, going itself may

  pick up marks of rounding back to the beginning

  where on the trek out who knows what perspectives

  15may improve or fall away and, last minute instruction,

  a glassy light and, beyond, within that, dimly a brighter.

  1985

  Flaws in Dominance

  Curious (or not at all) that now

  we flash

  language around the globe, our poets

  retreat from speaking: they break

  5up and strew, smallen or blur oblique:

  taking every brush pile, river

  bend, scorched field into account

  rives any sweeping account ragged,

  peels any assertion into skinny

  10stripping: sects, tribes, pressure

  and splinter groups assemble point,

  partialities of definition, daring:

  _________

  they know a place to get to and head

  out: so is there any way or use

  15to address a level above all

  or above number one and what notch

  below the supreme receives any

  message kindly right: rounded, we’re

  enwound: the engines of fragmentation

  20mean to cure themselves into

  broad equivalences by destruction

  and incorporation, whereas the languid

  irresolution of world views (except

  for negligible cells, pockets here

  25and there) breeds bumfuzzlement’s

  indirection: which are we more likely

  to survive, the circumambient graces

  of utter peace or the shiny-red

  edges of anger and retribution: should

  30any voice rise to poise all hopes?

  How Things Go Wrong

  One person short-cuts across the lawn because

  a new building is being added to the complex,

  changing everything,

  and his shoes press the grass over so

  5another walker sees a way already waged, and

  pretty soon the root texture, like linen,

  loosens on the ground, worn through: rain

  puddles in a heelprint so walkers walk

  around, broadening direction’s swath: more

  _________

  10rain widens the mud so that given the picky waywardness

  of walkers one could soon drive a chariot

  right down the middle of recent developments.

  Eternity’s Taciturnity

  It’s so hard to tell what’s missing: you can’t

  see by what is there: so little is there

  that most of the time most everything is missing,

  anyhow, intended or not: but all the missing is

  5easily missed because what is there, little as

  it is, fills up the whole sight, blinding away

  everything absent: and you can’t tell what is

  missing because absence leaves no trace: anyway,

  I don’t say anything about Rome or the architecture

  10of
the Palatine: I say nothing about the Bavarian;

  pre- or post-Christian; bureaucracies,

  wars, canons, bloody murderers: in

  fact, history which gives us the only identity we

  have is so terrifying a tale I’d just as soon

  15wipe it out and keep trying to start over:

  if I were to mention anyone, I’d mention old

  Enkidu to whom I am unnaturally attracted; probably,

  not Gilgamesh, he was so fretful: I almost never

  say a word about where I came from: I left there:

  20please, when you see the little I have, try to

  imagine what I’ve left out: I meant to leave it out.

  1993

  Killing Stuff Off

  These geese flying over now will be late

  geese, the territories north already split

  up and claimed: they’ll have to fly

  farther (north, north) till lichen’s

  5the ground brush and chill never leaves the

  nest: I wonder if geese do go that far,

  lay eggs in frizzled moss and shrivel through

  cold summers: geese mostly squabble over

  at about the right time, error kept low by high

  10mortality among the very early and late: the

  extremes are costly as usual, I’m afraid, even if

  that’s where persistency’s invention cuts

  most sharply new, necessity permafrost:

  but there’s no use to worry; things shape

  15themselves: still, in the short run, when

  I hear geese going over this late, my heart

  swerves, my throat jumps, late, late.

  Boon

  I put my head

  down low

  finally and said

  where then do I

  5belong: your

  belonging

  _________

  is to belong nowhere:

  what am I

  to be:

  10your being is to be

  about to be:

  what am I to

  do: show

  what doing comes to:

  15thank

  you

  for this office,

  this use.

  1988 (1988)

  Downstream

  It’s a clear case with rivers: they

  go on with the ongoing:

  otherwise, darters headed upstream

  would have no currency to keep true in:

  5parasites and speckled snails on

  struck fronds or unshucked coconuts

  wouldn’t float to colonizations elsewhere:

  riverweeds on wharf legs would flop sail-dull,

  not dancing to point where the action went.

  Ruin’s the Palace of Commencement

  Let the rousers through: I held on and

  kept still; life, the unsettling possibility,

  skittered by me: plow up the garden rows;

  fury frolics: roll cornerstones, harrowing

  5hills: keep nothing recollection

  sticks to: lust and vengeance start

  fresh: shun libraries, retreats, the long

  seminars of comprehending: greed already

  understands perfectly: standing still this

  10way in the way of myself, I prevent what

  I endorse, the letting out, the letting go,

  the hour whose explosion fills to complete its time.

  Holding Heights

  Leaves evidentiary, branches

  principles, trunk or stock

  unity of source, the bush’s shape’s

  elaboration’s quick single, summary

  5like a feeling: underground, the radical

  linkage provides ramification into

  invisible foundation:

  but the ground in all cases

  prevails, taproot or desert-weed smokeroot.

  Walking About in the Evening

  The brook’s slab-gray dry except

  for flickers at a sloped slate’s

  narrows: all this gold, though a man just

  down the street died young today:

  _________

  5I think to chasten the brook,

  its diddle-flickers too brilliant

  catching sundown, that it run smooth or

  bend evenly for a change: but brooks

  pay no mind: and, anyway,

  10maybe the flickering shells out a magic

  that will spell this man over millennia

  back to a perfect reconstitution in light.

  1979 (1979)

  Museums

  The brook, running dry, will stop running, dry:

  (it worms now like a lost rope down the slate roughs,

  but it wrestles bank stones harshly after

  downpours): slowed, it clears skinny dusk mirrors

  5with overhangs of branches that shade through

  the stone bed into sky: the brook doesn’t represent

  beauty: it tears off a piece of shore moss, the soggy, threaded

  bottom dangling in a strip: it sorts spill down ledges,

  wears what it wears away, arcs in ice-like fangs or, skimming,

  10idles scum-floats: it doesn’t fall apart representing

  style: it means nothing but a sum of forces reacting

  along a line to a sum of forces from whose sums the mind

  makes up a day’s subtractions, recollections: nothing

  keeps it or wraps or hangs it up: but keep this

  15poem, this reminder not of keeping but of not keeping.

  (1991)

  Second-Rate Perfection

  Poorly-made people

  burning accuracy alive

  make the best verses:

  those they make them

  5for are

  away on missions words

  play indifferent parts in:

  the lame invent walking,

  and the blind know

  10light’s possibilities:

  instinct seldom prowls

  through to dumb

  fulfillment: words are

  briers to eat: in time,

  15the mouth no longer bleeds.

  1981 (1990)

  The Planet That Was There

  The snowflake knows

  nothing, of course,

  but for all it

  knows, it could,

  5loosened from the blue

  bottom of a cloud, drift

  to the planet’s

  center,

  _________

  except that willow withes

  10or tall brush or even

  grass or bog-sphagnum

  interrupt, and the so-long

  journey that started

  out

  15touches down, spending

  its way at once,

  flicks of momentum lying

  about in mounds and lees.

  1993

  Terebene Scene

  There being nothing left to tell,

  one begins to speak up, curls and wisps

  of interest, figurations, nest-like bits

  and integrations set aside, for it’s

  5not speaking the speakable, though

  that can form grace or warp, but speaking

  what can be said on the way to the

  unspoken unspeakable—the place too deep

  to plunder or else just a place cleared

  10off: the differences fall into

  shimmering stations and stalls of gradation

  back away from that well of difference,

  indifference: from that well one drinks

  the numb cold or lukewarm till not

  15cold or lukewarm, an intermediacy

  _________

  appears whose balance wipes it out and then

  nothing’s there, and any fringe

  incipience, floret, fury is

  a grits-grain in starvation, the

  20marbling of lean in wh
iteside grease:

  won’t a theory be steered away from

  its drive if bent in self-shade, forced

  to serve formation not its own: but

  what vine in fact gets through uncompromised,

  25curling—if one tries for the impossible,

  no variant of the possible’s left out, a prior

  screening: people parties of one have

  this philosophy, one person peripheral

  could be the central one, oneself, so major

  30motions one ought to approve in the

  population leave frail eddies of objection

  around, not of the main flow, niggling

  discomfitures, quailing critiques.

  Rain Gauges

  The fine branch twigs

  are zipped noded

  underneath with fine drops

  and the big branch

  5twigs with big glassy

  drops, but the finest

 

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