“How fucking dare you? From day one I told you that all I wanted was a fuck buddy relationship. At no point did I ever state that I would ever be interested in anything more, at any point, now or down the line.” I am seething in anger mainly due to the fact that this could come in between me and David.
“Right this is getting out of hand, excuse me…Pierce is it?” David enquires, I am now shaking in fear. David’s voice is booming with a level of such authority, I certainly wouldn’t want to come across him down a dark alley, or maybe I would.
Right Tania get your mind out of the gutter.
The two Doms are eyeing each other with such an intensity they could almost set one another on fire. The emotions I can see in Pierce’s eyes are that of hurt and anger, however David’s eyes are full of confidence and an arrogance that quite simply mocks Pierce’s position.
“Yes I’m Pierce, your lovely submissive’s fuck buddy. I don’t care what she says to you, we have a strong bond. Our sex was explosive. I could make her scream like a fucking banshee and I can also make her come like a fucking train. Two years of fucking her, I know her body better than anyone.”
I am aware of the tense atmosphere and I quickly jump off of David’s lap. I already miss his touch and I am back to feeling like an empty vessel. David gets up off the sofa and is looking down at Pierce his presence and actions make the whole club stop and take notice. You could cut the atmosphere with a 12 inch knife, two doms staring each other down, awaiting the first action has me shaking with a paramount fear.
“Pierce you are going to back the fuck up right this instant or you are going to know what it is like to learn a lesson of interfering between me and my submissive.” David carries his voice and it seems to echo through-out the whole club. All the club goers are now circling around the three of us and I just know this whole thing is going to break out into a fight.
David and Pierce are now standing inches from one another’s face. David’s fists are clenched at his side and I can almost see Pierce’s sharp intake of breath. It all happens in slow motion. Pierce states that I am nothing but a cheap dirty slut who deserves a good punishment fucking and if given a chance he would teach me a good fucking lesson right now.
However, it is what happens next that takes the whole club by surprise. David swings his huge muscled arm and lands a bone cracking punch to his jaw. I heard the crack of his jaw and the next thing we all see is Pierce fall to the ground and clutch his jaw in an extreme amount of pain. Pierce mutters some expletives and pulls himself up to his feet and then scurries off to somewhere in the club.
The punch has not fazed David one bit and his hand doesn’t even seem to hurt him.
He just cracked someone’s jaw into pieces and he doesn’t even hurt, what the fuck??
David now turns around to me after the crowd has dispersed and eyes me suspiciously. I wonder what he is thinking about the whole situation, does he believe me that the whole matter has ended. Does he believe Pierce when he said I was a slut who deserved to be fucked for punishment?
“Right Tania, why didn’t you tell me you had an arrangement with this guy. There is supposed to be honesty between a submissive and her Dom. That is not the way I would have liked to find out about your sexual behaviour.” He states this all very matter-of-factly and it decidedly feels like he is disappointed in me. This is the last thing I want, I don’t want to disappoint or hurt David I want to make him deliriously happy in all things.
“I am sorry Sir. I did not mean for you to find out that way, however, I had ended any sexual relations with Pierce so that I could pursue anything that may be forthcoming with you. That is the extent of my feelings for you.” Okay so I managed to be completely honest about that, yet his face does not change or alter to reciprocate the same feelings.
“Tania, we do not have anything left to pursue. Pierce has taken care of that. I cannot take on a submissive or anything more whilst I am not treated with respect and by that I mean being 100% honest with me. So therefore I think it would be wise for all contact to cease between us.” He seems to say this with a heavy heart and I want to beg him to see it another way. How in the hell could I have misread the situation so utterly wrong? I cannot say anything to him, my heart won’t allow it. At this moment my heart has been broken into a thousand tiny pieces and I am not sure that I will be able to put it all back together again.
“I think its best you go home now Tania.” And with that he hands me my clothes and walks away from me not even looking back to make sure I am alright. I put my stupid purple latex dress on again and grab my purse from the locker I used and head out into the dark, never ending night and hail a cab to go home without the love of my life, David.
Chapter 10
God Tania really was something special, there was no way of denying it now. The way she felt when I was inside of her was just damn exquisite. I loved how her breasts responded to my touch and how that devilish little smile played on her lips when she was aroused. When I sunk inside of her pussy it just felt amazing, her lips pulling me closer until I was balls deep. Christ It gets me hard just thinking about it.
My cock and her pussy just melded together perfectly as if we were born for one another.
Christ David stop talking like a sentimental prick.
But god it was true. The faces she made when she came was simply beautiful and it could almost send me over the edge as well. When she came, her pussy did a most wonderful magic trick by pulsing so hard around my cock it would milk all the come straight out of my balls until the whole thing was bone dry. Yes I think it is safe to say I am smitten with Tania.
God all fucking mighty who the fuck even says smitten anymore? A 1900’s fucking choirboy for fucks sake David get a grip of yourself!
However, I put an end to anything flourishing between us by telling her it couldn’t go on because she never told me about Pierce. What a fucking dick that guy was. An arrogant tosser who believed that he knew Tania’s body better than me, yet I just fucked her and made her come countless times. What in the hell could Tania have seen in him? Okay I understand the whole friends with benefits thing but seriously, why him? I have seen better looking shit on my shoe. I know the guy is still in love with her and was Tania even aware of that fact? That is exactly the reason why the guy was aggressive with me. I was apparently stepping onto his territory, well I soon made him aware that certainly wasn’t the case. I gave him a good bloody punch in the jaw for that remark, I am sure it must have cracked into tiny little pieces.
I really had to give it to Tania though, she stood her ground really well, giving Pierce back twice as much as he threw on her. My little Tania was a firecracker both in bed and in her attitude. I was proud, the club wasn’t her usual territory but god she handled her own extremely well.
What really got me hard was her ability to assume the submissive role so easily. I love my women submissive, but on the other end of the spectrum I love feisty women and she has a good balance of the two. This had been occupying my waking thoughts and my dreams from the very first night I laid eyes on her. But now I probably have royally fucked everything up between us. All because I was angry I wasn’t informed of her fuck buddy and if truth be told, it probably wasn’t anger I was feeling it was most likely jealousy. I wanted to knock the shit out of him as soon as he said he had an arrangement with Tania.
Well at least we had a job tonight so that would keep me busy and I could focus my mind on other things. I did enjoy the stripping, I have done it since I was sixteen and it pays pretty well. What I don’t enjoy about the job is the constant groping. Yes I know the groping comes with the territory but it’s the inappropriate groping that fucking makes me pissed. Some women think just because they are paying you they have the god given right to cop a feel of my cock and my arse whenever the hell they like. I have almost given it up countless times, women are definitely the more sexual breed I have no doubts about that.
The night I met Tania was so different though. I spott
ed her as soon as I walked into the bar that night, she looked beautiful in the ridiculous tutu and tank top she was wearing. I did my duty first by paying attention to the bride-to-be but god I so wanted Tania’s hand on me instead.
When Marlee spotted me eyeing Tania, she whispered that she was the matron of honor and I should pay her a little visit across the room. Well I didn’t have to be told twice!! The way her hands felt when she rubbed the oil into me had my cock standing up in attention in double quick time. She felt so fucking good on my body, I just knew I had to have more, which leads us up to the here and now. This fucking stripping job is going to be a complete nightmare tonight. I just don’t want any other women touching me when it should be Tania.
God almighty I have now entered the seventh circle of hell and just want someone to put me out of my misery right this minute. I miss her bad already.
******
I wake up after the most disastrous night’s sleep in a long time. I am still wearing last night’s clothes, which are the most uncomfortable kind ever invented. The latex dress has slipped all the way up my stomach and my knickers are all twisted.
Christ how much did I drink last night in my self pitying haze?
I pull myself out of my self-tangled state and walk cross legged into the bathroom. I stare into the mirror and almost scream at the shocking figure that stares back at me. My hair looks like I have been dragged through a hedge backwards. My make-up is smudged in every direction possible, no wonder David ended things judging by the state I was in. God last night was both one of the best nights of my life but also one of the worst nights in my entire life. I lost David and the ache of that is killing me already and it hasn’t even been 24 hours yet. How on earth am I going to be able to survive not knowing him at all anymore? Why oh why did Pierce have to interject and ruin everything that could have become with David, it had the possibility of being something very beautiful.
I take off this damn ridiculous dress and dump it in the corner of the bathroom. I have made the decision never to step foot in that club again, my heart could not bear to see David with another submissive.
I step into my shower and let the hot water cascade all over my exhausted body. The water is therapeutic but also has me crying big ugly girl cries. I have never felt the emotion of love for another man until David and at this precise moment I never want to feel that emotion again, if it leaves me feeling like this. I finish my shower and wrap myself with a fluffy towel and seek comfort in it, wishing it was David’s arms around me, I always felt so much comfort and at home in his arms. I have loved and lost all within the space of two weeks, I fell for David and fell so very hard, I am not sure what I will do to get myself over the pain of losing him.
I head back into my bedroom and pick out some comfortable jeans and a tank top to wear for the day. I put them on and breathe a sigh of relief, it feels so good to be in comfy clothing. I think my plans for today will consist of visiting Diane and Sue and seeing if they wish to do lunch and drinks with me today, I so need a distraction. These two girls can make me laugh and see the light of things like no one else can. Yes this is exactly what I need.
I pick up the phone and dial the number for Diane and it rings twice before she cheerily answers the phone.
“Hello sugar-tits, how is your fucking love life?” Diane says very loudly, in true Diane fashion. Just Diane asking this has me swallowing down a lump that has developed in my throat.
“Yes love, well that is exactly why I am phoning. Things have gone a bit arse over tit where David is concerned. He found out about Pierce and felt that I wasn’t being honest with him, so he told me that it would be best to cease all contact with him.” The story is hurtful to tell but there is no point in hiding it from Diane, she can always see right through me.
“Right babes, what exactly happened?” she says very sweetly obviously knowing it’s a touchy subject. Her concern for me is very touching and it is such a beautiful side to my dear Diane. I would be completely lost without my daring friends, in actual fact they are more like sisters than friends. If anyone is going to get me through the upcoming days it’s going to be my girls.
“Oh, Diane I don’t know exactly where to start.” I can feel the sobs starting and I keep swallowing them back trying to keep a lid on my emotions.
“Just start at the beginning and don’t leave anything out and if any fucker has hurt you I will be hunting them down. I love you and I am here for you no matter what.” Diane speaks to me so softly, cooing like a mother hen. I love her too.
“Right, well.” I begin gingerly not really wanting to tell my sob story but also knowing Diane will prise it out of me anyway. “You know I was going out to the BDSM club with Catherine and her Dom. Well when I got there all was okay, I sat there in the waiting area and waited for an appropriate Dom to take me on as his submissive. Well, I was approached by a huge Dom, he was very overbearing and mysterious and was apparently very into sadism and had agreed to take me on, but it just wasn’t meant to be. David was also at the club unbeknownst to me. David is into the BDSM scene also and was at the club last night. David saved me from the clutches of the sadist and even managed to intimidate the mysterious Dom. God Diane he was just amazing the way he stood up for my honour. I had such admiration for him and dare I say it at that moment I felt something a lot stronger for him than attraction.
“Oh no sugar plum, do you love him then?” Diane says this with such enthusiasm as if she has been waiting for this admission from me for a while now.
“Christ Diane this is the first time I have ever felt this emotion and I am so damn confused right now. I don’t know how to act in this kind of situation. I want him so bad it actually hurts to be away from him.” And this is the god honest truth. Every breath I take away from him is taking every aspect of my-self-control not to break down.
“Tania, I know this is very hard on you, especially it being your first proper heart wrenching love. Continue with your story lovely and then we can discuss how to deal with your feelings for David afterwards.” I am very grateful for Diane’s level headedness in this situation, it makes me feel that there is at least a small amount of control in this fucked up situation.
“Okay babe. Well David was now my Dom and I was his submissive and god I was so glad of that fact, I so did not want to be under the command of a sadist. He was just so gentle in introducing me into the world of BDSM, I just couldn’t ask for anything more. He spanked me and oh my god it turned me on so much, I really didn’t expect that at all. I am so sure that my reaction turned him on even more and smiled that devilish grin of his. He quickly moved on to bondage and bound me to the shackles hanging from the wall, so that my arms where raised above my head. It felt bloody amazing surrendering that control over to him. He then attached my ankles to a spreader bar, god it was the sexiest thing anyone had ever done to me, I was wet just with him doing that to me.” Lucky there was no secret that was too pervy for us girls, we shared just about anything and everything.
“Dear mother of god. Tania I can totally understand why you find that sexy, did you not worry about everyone being able to watch you?” Diane asks. My god now that I think back I didn’t even notice if anyone was watching us until Pierce was in our face.
“Diane to be honest I didn’t even notice anyone watching us, I was just far too in the moment. He had a way of making me feel like we were the only two in the room at that moment, he was simply amazing and was most definitely sex personified. Anyway now that he had me tied up to his mercy he attached nipple clamps, oh my holy hell they hurt but they also created intense pleasure. He shocked me at that moment but seeing the look of awe on his face made me love it all the more. The next part of the introduction was the best, he fucked me with all of his being and he is the most perfect lover, he is raw, sensual, and animalistic, but most of all my needs and my pleasure came above his own. I lost count how many times I came whilst he was pounding me.
“Right Tania that sounds like he took care o
f you very well, which I am glad of, it means that I don’t have to hunt the fucker down for using and abusing you. So what exactly happened next then? I am guessing something went down for you to be so disheartened now.” Diane could read me like a book there was just no hiding anything from her.
“Pierce was in the fucking club, I have no bloody idea whether he was following me or whether he is totally into the BDSM scene. I can tell you this, it fucking freaked me out. The thing that got me was while David and I were on cool-down time after our scene Pierce was in the shadows watching us but he was also stroking himself. I just felt so sick when I spotted him.
“Wait a minute girl, he was watching you, but stroking himself too? Wait until I get my hands on that little sewer infested rat, he will wish he was never born. Tania did we not all tell you to watch that little shit when you first started your arrangement. There was just something we all didn’t trust about him, just shows how damn seedy he really was.” I knew the girls were right even from day one but I was determined I wasn’t going to act like a nun for the rest of my life. I cannot totally regret my arrangement with Pierce as it has made me realise what true love is and what it feels like.
“I know Diane I realise the errors of my ways now although it’s not done me any good.” I sigh loudly realising just how much I have lost due to my arrangement. “Anyway, Pierce approached us and created a scene of his own in the club. Both David and Pierce started staring each other down as though they were two bulls getting ready for a fight. Pierce accused me of basically denying my feelings for him. He also stated that our relationship as he put it, meant more to him than it obviously did to me. It became apparent that Pierce was in love with me, if you ask me I don’t think he is mentally stable at the moment. The whole situation came to a head when Pierce said that I needed a good punishment fuck to show me the error of my ways. David straight out swung for him and punched his jaw, I am sure I heard the definite crack of bones, after that he scampered away into whatever rock he crawled out of. I had my heart broken after that when David said that it wouldn’t be wise for us to have any contact again since I hadn’t been honest with him about Pierce and our arrangement.
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