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  What I wanted to show Tetley in the second half of this volume, in the new part of her life, at the start of her truly adult years rather than her childhood, was something bigger than herself, something with a longer perspective than she could possibly have growing up on a floating landfill. Something that would not just punish her for her past or use her for its own future, but beyond any concerns of her day-to-day life. And she finds two of them, one quite extraordinary, a link to both the past and the future, and one quite ordinary—the simple desire for people to escape, to not have to make hard decisions, to give up their will to someone who seems to know more, to slip difficulty and find ease, which can all too easily slide into a longing to be ruled. It’s a Fuckwit thing, but humans will always be Fuckwits, then no different than now. The oceans can erase our cities, but they cannot drown our existential malaise.

  That shit’s waterproof.

  Acknowledgments

  THANKS MUST GO first and foremost to my editor Jonathan Strahan, without whose invitation to the Drowned Worlds anthology and encouragement to write more of Tetley’s world, this book would never have existed.

  Thank you also to my agent, Howard Morhaim; my assistant, Chanie Beckman; my Patreon patrons, most particularly Sean Elliott; and everyone at Tordotcom Publishing who worked so hard to bring Garbagetown into your hands.

  Thank you also to Laura Fitton, as well as Sue and Zoe, in whose lovely house by the sea I wrote the better part of all this. And also to my parents, Jeff and Kim Thomas, in whose “blue room” I wrote the original short story over a long-ago Christmas break.

  Thank you as always to my husband, Heath Miller, and my son, Sebastian. This was the first significant piece of new fiction I wrote after the latter was born, and I was forgiven much absence and distraction to do so.

  Finally, thank you, Tetley, who arrived in my head fully formed, entirely her own person, and who it has been my honor to get to know these last years. You are the most beloved girl in my town, dear thing. For surely this world is trash, but some of the trash does shine.

  ALSO BY CATHERYNNE M. VALENTE

  The Labyrinth

  Yume No Hon: The Book of Dreams

  The Grass-Cutting Sword

  Under In The Mere

  Palimpsest

  Silently and Very Fast

  Deathless

  Six-Gun Snow White

  Radiance

  The Refrigerator Monologues

  The Glass Town Game

  Space Opera

  Mass Effect: Annihilation

  Minecraft: The End

  FAIRYLAND

  The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in a Ship of Her Own Making

  The Girl Who Fell Beneath Fairyland and Led the Revels There

  The Girl Who Soared Over Fairyland and Cut the Moon in Two

  The Boy Who Lost Fairyland

  The Girl Who Raced Fairyland All the Way Home

  THE ORPHAN’S TALES

  The Orphan’s Tales: In the Night Garden

  The Orphan’s Tales: In the Cities of Coin and Spice

  A DIRGE FOR PRESTER JOHN

  The Habitation of the Blessed

  The Folded World

  SHORT FICTION COLLECTIONS

  The Bread We Eat in Dreams

  Myths of Origin

  The Melancholy of Mechagirl

  The Future Is Blue

  About the Author

  CATHERYNNE M. VALENTE is the New York Times bestselling author of more than two dozen works of fiction and poetry, ­including Palimpsest, the Orphan’s Tales series, Deathless, Radiance, and the crowdfunded phenomenon The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in a Ship of Her Own ­Making (and the four books that followed it). She is the winner of the Andre Norton, Tiptree, Sturgeon, Eugie Foster ­Memorial, Mythopoeic, Rhysling, Lambda, Locus, and Hugo Awards, as well as the Prix Imaginales. Valente has also been a finalist for the Nebula and World Fantasy Awards. She lives on an island off the coast of Maine with a small but growing menagerie of beasts, some of which are human.

  Find her online at www.catherynnemvalente.com and on Twitter @catvalente, or sign up for email updates here.

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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Notice

  Dedication

  Part I: The Future Is Blue

  1. Nihilist

  2. The Terrible Power of Fuckwit Cake

  3. Murdercunt

  4. Goodnight Garbagetown

  5. Brightbitch

  6. Revlon Super Lustrous 919: Red Ruin

  7. If God Turned Up for Supper

  8. Citizens of Mutation Nation

  9. Terrorwhore

  10. We Are So Lucky

  11. What You Came For

  Part II: The Past Is Red

  1. The All New 3D Monday Night Football Experience of Western Decadence

  2. Deathslut

  3. The 8th Best Daffodil

  4. Sixty-Six Percent

  5. The Best and the Worst

  6. The King of What the Fuck

  7. Wake Word

  8. Emeralds in the Dark

  9. Relief Is Just a Swallow Away

  10. Time and Words

  11. Toothpaste

  12. The Beginning of Attachment

  13. October

  14. Living for Leg Day

  15. Clap Four Times Fast

  16. To Billy, with Kisses, Love Susan

  17. Tankerville 2099

  18. The Napoleon of Pill Hill

  19. Let Us Play Grown-Ups

  20. Remainders

  21. Okay Again

  22. Two Xs

  23. Small and Alone Things

  Afterword

  Acknowledgments

  Also by Catherynne M. Valente

  About the Author

  Copyright

  This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, organ­izations, and events

  portrayed in this novel are ­either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.

  THE PAST IS RED

  Copyright © 2021 by Catherynne M. Valente

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  Cover design by Christine Foltzer

  Edited by Jonathan Strahan

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