“Yah. I’m a dream walking.” I have never heard a woman speak of herself with quite that much bitterness.
Meyer turned to me. “Macronesian strains, and add Irish and French and some Japanese and what all, stir for a few generations in a tropical climate and the results can refute the foes of mongrelization.” He beamed at the girl. “I’m an economist, my dear. I did a survey of the Islands a few years before statehood, a tax-structure prediction.”
You can watch the Meyer Magic at work and not know how it’s done. He has the size and pelt of the average Adirondack black bear. He can walk a beach, go into any bar, cross any playground, and acquire people the way blue serge picks up lint, and the new friends believe they have known him forever. Perhaps it is because he actually listens, and actually cares, and can make you feel as if his day would have been worthless, an absolute nothing, had he not had the miraculous good fortune of meeting you. He asks you the questions you want to be asked, so you can let go with the answers that take the tensions out of your inner gears and springs. It is not an artifice. He could have been one of the great con artists of all time. Or one of the great psychiatrists. Or the founder of a new religion. Meyerism.
Once upon a time when Lauderdale was the place where the college mob came in force, I came across Meyer sitting on the beach. He had a half-circle of at least forty kids sitting, facing him. Their faces were alive with delight. Every few minutes there was a big yelp of their laughter. And they were the cold kids, the ones who look at and through all adults exactly the way adults stare at motel art without seeing it. And Meyer was, miraculously, part of that group. When I drifted closer, forty pairs of eyes froze me, and Meyer turned and winked, and I moved along. A kid was playing slow chords on a guitar. Between chords, Meyer would recite. Later I asked him what in the world he’d been doing. He said they were a wonderful bunch of kids. A lovely sense of the absurd. He had been inventing a parody of Ginsberg, entitled “Snarl,” making it up as he went along, and he had also made up a monologue of a Barnard girl trying to instill the concept of social significance into the mind of the white slaver who was flying her to Iraq, and he titled that one “The Two Dollar Misunderstanding.” Then he had assigned parts to them and brought them into the act, setting the scene up as Richard Burton and Liz Taylor at a White House garden party in honor of culture.
And once I had seen a very reserved matron type, after talking earnestly in a corner with Meyer for three minutes, and without a drink in her, suddenly fall against his barrel chest and sob like a heartbroken child. He would not tell me just what it was that had broken her. His code forbids such revelations, and possibly that is one of his secrets too.
His comfortable little cabin cruiser, named the John Maynard Keynes, is tied up a seventy-foot walk from Slip F-18. In the sunset dusk he holds court, with wildly assorted people cluttering the cockpit deck, perching on the rails, sitting on the edge of the dock, legs swinging. And there are always the young popsies, sixteen to twenty, eyes soft with a special worship, content to be near him, the same way those of sterner breed clutter the hotel suites and the pits of the Grand Prix race drivers. Were he sensuously unscrupulous he could keep his bunk forever stocked with the exceptional tendernesses of the very young. But, instead, on an average of three times a year he takes unto himself one of that breed which he calls, with warmth rather than irony, the iron maidens. These are stern, mature, aggressive, handsome women who have made their mark in the world, and perhaps forfeited much in the process. Accomplished artists, concert musicians, heads of fashion houses and other competitive businesses, administrators, editors, women in government. He treats them fondly, but as though they are enchantingly foolish young girls, and goes off with his iron maiden of the moment for a few weeks and when he brings them back, their mouths are soft, and their voices have lost that edge of command, and their eyes are filled with that unmistakable look of devotion. When I seemed curious, he suggested I read what Mark Twain had written about choosing a mistress. He said he had discovered just one other factor Twain had overlooked. He said that the woman who achieves a position of power and command is usually so intelligent that she catches on quite quickly when it is explained to her that she has a secret yearning to be hapless and foolish for a little while, to switch off the machinery of domination, to be cherished not only as a woman, but also in the same way she was once cherished when she was a little girl, before she became locked into those motivations that drove her upward so mercilessly. “They want a ribbon in their hair,” he explained, “and someone who does not want to make any use of what they’ve achieved, and someone who would never go around waving their scalp on the end of a spear after they’ve gone back to the wars, or even look them up at the embassy or in the executive suite someday.”
Now he reached and patted Jane Doe’s ankle under the sheet and coverlet. “My dear, you are going to have the best sleep you’ve had in months. Just stay awake long enough for one of McGee’s famous eggnogs.”
Her smile was almost shy. “Okay.”
When I took the eggnog in, she was almost gone, but she stirred, braced herself on an elbow, drank it a few swallows at a time until it was almost gone, looked sleepy-eyed at me and said, “I could be down there dead. And maybe this is the way it would be.”
“We’re real.”
She finished it, handed me the tall glass. “You are. But I don’t know about Meyer.”
I turned off the light. At the door I said goodnight, but she was already gone. I had heard Meyer come out of the head. He was in the guest stateroom, sitting in lurid pajama bottoms on the side of the bed, digging at the deep, glossy black pelt on his chest.
“She dropped off?” he asked.
“Like tumbling into a well.”
“I think you should dispossess me, Captain. I can sleep in the lounge.”
“And complain about it for all time? No thanks.”
“That was the reaction I hoped for. Look at the time! Ten past two. I’ve earned my keep. While you were egg-nogging the lass, I went onto the dock, swiftly and deftly filleted the brave snooks, wrapped fillets separately in foil and put them on the second shelf, larger refrigerator, behind the steaks.”
“Forgot them completely. Thanks.”
“I nearly forgot them, Travis. The lass has a tendency to attract complete attention. Aside from what a delectable morsel she appears to be, what’s your reaction to her?”
I leaned against a built-in stack of drawers, arms folded. “Wariness, I guess. Like they say about stalking a panther, you’re never sure of who’s after who. A hell of a lot of control there, Meyer. I think it looked like a very professional job of trying to kill her. No husband discarding the tiresome wife. So somebody had to have a very good reason for scuttling merchandise of that quality. She must have given them enough reason. And they didn’t make it easy for her. No rap on the skull before they chunked her over. I can guess she’s really shook, but she’s not going to let herself show it in any way. Or yell cop. She’s a hard one, Meyer. I get the impression of … gambler’s nerves. She took a chance and lost. She accepted the loss and knew what it would mean. Then got a break she had no right to expect. I detect the smell of money. And she was playing in a rough league.”
Meyer sighed. “I think we’ll get some answers from her, if she thinks there’s any way she can use us. Partial answers probably. I noticed one thing. Any girl that attractive almost always has dozens of little automatic tricks, a way of looking at a man, speaking to him, holding herself. Not so much flirtatiousness as awareness of the weapons she’s always owned, and how to use them at all times. I’ve been trying to think of the categories I’ve run into where they can turn the whole arsenal on and off at will. Good trained nurses, dedicated actresses, ballet dancers … and whores. And we won’t know why those two men dropped her off that bridge unless she decides it is in her best interests to tell us.”
“Two men?”
“At least two, and probably in a convertible. From the tim
e the car braked to a stop until she hit the water, there wasn’t time to work her out of a sedan with that block wired to her ankles, and I doubt they’d have her strapped to a fender like a dead doe. And also there was no sound of a car door at any time. The car started up so quickly, whoever dropped her wouldn’t have had time to get back behind the wheel. Besides, the motor was being revved the whole time it was stopped. So I see a nervous man at the wheel and a powerful man in the back seat with her. Powerful and agile. He jumped out over the door, scooped her up—a hundred and twenty pounds of girl plus cement block—swung her up and over the parapet and let her drop feet first, vaulted back into the car as the other man started it up. I’d also guess they were parked a distance from the bridge, lights out, well over on the shoulder, waiting to be certain nothing was coming from either direction. As she knew what was going to happen, it must have been a horrid wait for her. But I would wager she didn’t whine or beg.”
I shook my head admiringly. “Ever wonder if you’re in the wrong line of work, Professor?”
“I’m in the logic business, McGee. I deduce possibilities and probabilities from what I can observe. My God, man, compared to the mists and smokes of economic theory and practice, the world of actual events seems almost oversimplified. A corporate financial statement is the most nonspecific thing there is. If a man can’t read the lines between the lines between the lines, he might as well stuff his money into a hollow tree.” In that villain’s face the eyes are an intense blue, bracketed by the wrinkles of weather and smiling, small eyes peering from either side of the potato nose. “Don’t overrate my talents, boy. You function superbly in areas where I’d be helpless as a child. I couldn’t have gone down after her, or made myself stay down when I learned it was the only way to save her.”
“McGee, all meat and reflexes.”
“And illusion. One of the last of the romantics, trying to make himself believe he’s the cynical beach bum who has it made. You permit yourself the luxury of making moral judgments, Travis, in a world that tells us man’s will is the product of background and environment. You think you’re opportunistic and flexible as all hell, but they’d have to kill you before they could bend you. That kind of rigidity is both strength and weakness.”
“Aren’t you swinging a little wild tonight, Prof?”
He stuck a fist against a huge and shuddering yawn. “I guess so. A funny hunch that Miss Jane Doe is very bad news. And I’ve seen how you take on problems. You get deeply involved. You bleed a little. Indignation makes you take nutty risks. All that splendid ironic detachment goes all to hell when you detect a dragon off in the bushes somewhere. I wouldn’t want you to get the same professional kind of attention she got. I’d miss you. Where would I find another pigeon who gets clobbered by the queen’s gambit? Or knows how to lead Meyer to the fat snook. Good night, pigeon.”
After I had made my nest on the big yellow couch in the lounge and put the lights out, I forgave Meyer for prodding me with his parlor psychology. He’d depicted me as a little too much of a gullible ass. Sometimes, sure, I’d identified a little too closely with a customer, and when you couldn’t help them, it could leave a lasting bruise. But I have been there and back time after time, and had my ticket punched. No matter how much I despised the fat cats who devise legal ways of stealing, I had learned not to give them any odds-on chances of puncturing the brown hide of McGee. It had happened enough times to teach me that in spite of the miracles of modern medicine, hospitals are places where they hurt you, and that when you hurt enough the cold sweat rolls off you and the world goes black. I knew I had some parts nobody could replace if they got smashed, and once deep in the wormy comfort of the grave there would be no chance to identify with the gullible ones, nor any chance to nip in and snatch the meat out of the jaws of the fat cats.
The dead-eyed cookie was not likely to elicit any warmth and sympathy from the McGee, nor send him off in any galumphing charge to recover the magic grail. Besides, I had enough bread for months of joyful leisure, for cruising, beachcombing, getting happily plotzed with good friends, disporting with the trim little jolly sandy-rumped beach kittens, slaying gutsy denizens of the deep blue, and slipping the needle into every phony who happened into my path. When it came time to embark on the next profitable crusade, it would be for the sake of someone considerably more helpless than our Eurasian Jane Doe.
But those certainly were fantastic legs.
Three
I started mousing around the galley early, certain both boat guests were asleep. It startled me when Meyer came aboard. He came onto the stern deck and knocked softly on the lounge door. I went and opened it for him.
“Lock yourself out? Why?”
“For the same reason I got up and buttoned the whole boat up after you’d sacked out last night. I started wondering if anybody could have stayed on the bridge to make sure she stayed down. Not likely. But it’s not a bit of trouble to lock up.”
“Where have you been, Meyer?”
“A morning stroll. The view from the bridge. About two miles there and two miles back. That adds up to a six-egg breakfast. I wanted to confirm some guesses.”
“Such as?”
“It sounded to me as if they took off in the direction of Miami. The tire marks check out. They swerved over onto the wrong side of the bridge to jettison their sweet cargo. Skid marks. And then more skid marks where they scratched off and swerved back into their own lane. They stopped fairly near this end of the bridge, and it has enough center rise so they couldn’t see the road behind them while stopped. But from the top of the rise you have a good straight shot for about four miles south. And, from where they dumped her over, you can see a good mile straight ahead. With their lights out, nobody coming from the direction of Marathon would notice them on the wrong side of the bridge. But they had to know it would be clear enough. So I walked further and, about two hundred yards south of the bridge, the shoulder is so wide you can park there and see around the bridge. Tires had mashed the grass down.” He took an object from his shirt pocket, a very generous cigar butt, better than three inches long, wrapped in a tissue. He held it on the palm of a big paw, prodded it with a thick hairy finger. “We had a good rain about eight last night, remember? This hasn’t been out in the rain. Looks like a very good leaf. From where I found it, right at the edge of the brush, the passenger threw it out. I don’t think you could throw a cigar that far from a car on the highway proper. And this isn’t the kind you throw away. The wet grass put it out. You don’t throw it away unless you’ve lit it to settle your nerves, and then somebody says let’s go, and you have a girl to dump over a bridge railing in the next minute. Then you throw away a good cigar. Nice teeth marks, Travis. Big choppers. They’ll stay nice and clear even after this has dried out all the way. So would you humor an aging economist and tuck it away in a good safe place? One of us might meet the fellow again.”
He rewrapped it carefully and I accepted it. “Anything else, Inspector?”
“Ah yes. As an ignorant tourist I queried a surly old fellow about water depths. Except in the main channel under the center of the bridge, most of the rest of the area averages about three feet at low tide. One exception, the hole where we were fishing, where the outgoing tide sets up a good swirl. Fifty feet in diameter, twenty to thirty feet deep. The highway people worry about it undercutting some of the bridge piers eventually. Over the main channel the bridge walls are considerably higher, too high to conveniently hoist a girl over. So either the man with the cigar, or the fellow racing the engine, or perhaps a third man if there was one, knows the waters hereabouts. In fact, dear heart, there might be other cement blocks down there, with empty loops of wire. When the crabs and the other scavengers have picked them clean, the ligaments would rot and the bones separate at the joints. The slender bones of the leg would slip out of the loops as soon as the feet were gone, and it would not make much difference by then, I imagine. We may have discovered the southeastern repository for surplus bawds.
That fatal ka-slosh on many a dark night, my boy. And the slow empty dance of the tethered bawds in the final caress of the current deep and black, the wild hair drifting, and the aimless sway of their emptied arms, and the slow oceanic tilting of their sea-cool hips in the …”
“Meyer! At eight in the morning?”
“Extreme hunger gives me poetic delirium. Travis, good lad, you look unwell.”
“I was, for a moment. You see, Meyer, I was down there. And it was black. And when I wound my fist in her hair to try to lift her, and found I couldn’t, she was just enough alive to reach up and put both hands on my wrist, as gently as a sick child. If she hadn’t done that, I wouldn’t have been able to stay down long enough to get her loose. Yes, Meyer, it was deep and black. And not very nice.”
“I am often guilty of vulgarity. Forgive me. Have we a nice mild onion I can chop into my six scrambling eggs?”
We were on second coffees when we heard her running the water in the head. Soon she appeared in the doorway, looking down at us in the booth adjoining the stainless steel galley, wearing the black pants and the white shirt with its trimmings of lace.
“Goodmorning to Meyer and McGee,” she said. “If there is really no other woman aboard, one of you is a perfect jewel, washing out the dainty underthings.”
“Always at your service, Miss Doe,” Meyer said. He got up. “Sit here, my dear. Opposite the McGee. Boat owners get waited on hand and foot. I’m chef as well as laundress. And your turn will come. Coffee black and hot first?”
“Please.” She slid rather stiffly into the booth, grimaced as she lowered herself.
“How do you feel?” I asked her.
“As if somebody had tried to break my back.”
As he placed the coffee in front of her, Meyer said, “Thank me for that too. I stretched you out across a boat seat and I could feel your ribs give every time I pushed the air out of your lungs. But I was reasonably careful not to break any.”
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