"done deal?"
I really do have to go to the office today, she tried to convince herself. She tugged at the seatbelt that had crept too high, then folded her arms. She could be equally inscrutable.
Traffic was heavier than Caroline had expected for a Saturday morning. They'd crept along until Mick stopped at the curb in front of the Mahoney Building. He unsnapped his seatbelt, turned sideways in his seat, and stared at her. When her stomach began to churn on the taste of orange juice quickly souring, she knew she'd had enough of his silent scrutiny. "What? Do I have cream cheese on my nose, or lettuce in my teeth?"
He shook his head.
"You didn't say a word for the entire drive."
"We have too much to say and not enough time to say it now," he answered, using the excuse she'd relied on each time he'd tried to get to the truth. He took her hand and raised it to his lips, lightly dusting the pads of her fingertips with a kiss. "Tonight. Six o'clock. My place. No more excuses, no more lies."
Dizzy with relief, she slipped her hand away and raised it to her lips, tasting the scent of cologne that lingered from his touch. Over the quiver of anticipation that sizzled around inside her, Caroline smiled. "I'll be there with bells on—" She looked Mick straight in the eyes. "And very little else."
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ZYQYX, MUCH TO Caroline's surprise buzzed with activity. Everyone who'd left early the afternoon before to prepare for Brian and Ramona's wedding showed up today to make up their lost time.
Amazed, she watched the staff troop in, some still a little bleary-eyed, but most jolly, dropping tidbits they'd gleaned from guests and each other, and settling into the work they'd come to finish.
Caroline remembered what she thought the first time she walked into the lobby and saw the women she now knew very well, chatting and happy. ZyQyx was then and, two weeks later, a great place to work. These were truly happy employees. What a shame Ian didn't recognize it. Unlike the rest, Caroline's heart was not into the tasks at hand. She checked her programs and reconfirmed her findings of the last two days before beginning to draft an outline of her final report, the one Ian would use in deciding whether to bring charges against Brian Mahoney. Caroline had temporarily plugged the leak. It was only a matter of time before the people who were stealing funds stopped altogether or waged a new assault. Although the
"evidence" against Brian still loomed, she'd planned to make a strong case that he'd been set-up and that Ian needed to involve the high tech crimes divisions of law enforcement to find the real perpetrators. They had the equipment, technology, and authority to take the investigation to the next level, far beyond her expertise. She feared however, that if parts of the report were taken out of context, and she had to 262
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trust that Ian would never stoop to that, her findings would send Brian Mahoney away for a long, long time. An hour later, she still had not completed the first paragraph of the report. Her mind had simply refused to stop thinking about Mick and the night that lay ahead for them.
"That's it," she said, turned off her computer, and picked up the phone. Between now—a little past three, and six this evening—she was going to be massaged, styled, waxed and manicured until she glowed. "Sorry, Ian, tomorrow's another day."
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MICK SPENT HIS day working, too. He alternated between a microscope and advanced scientific equations that concerned his latest project, the implosion in Saudi that had gone terribly awry.
At three, the driver from a Bay Area parcel service knocked at his door with a package Mick had been expecting all day, from Lisette Mustafa. That in hand, he closed the books on the day's labor and left his office to pick up the last few things critical to the evening ahead.
He returned in less than an hour, and by five-thirty, had to force himself to stop pacing. Caroline had promised to meet him at six, yet there'd been no sign of her all day. Was he the only one looking forward to this evening with such anticipation? Had he misread her? Was this nothing more than a casual encounter?
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reputation, but he'd lived life with gusto and enjoyed sharing what he'd learned to bring pleasure to the woman he was with. None of them were lasting relationships and that suited him fine. Then he'd met Caroline, and he'd wanted her from the first moment he saw her, when he'd opened his eyes on the plane staring straight at her slender thighs. For a few seconds, until he'd found his bearings, he'd thought he'd died and gone to heaven.
Later that day, he'd walked in the back door of the Calla Lily Inn and saw her sitting in the bar, fingers flying across the keyboard of her laptop. He knew then that one day he'd have her. As the days and nights unfolded, with Caroline just a few feet across a hallway, his fantasies grew, until now. Tonight he'd face the challenge of making reality better than a dream for both of them.
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CAROLINE RAN THROUGH two amber lights to make it home in time, but at 5:45 p.m., pampered and purring from an afternoon at the spa, and loaded down with packages containing things she'd never consider buying if she were in her right mind, she raced up the steps.
At the top of the stairs, she saw a large white box leaning against her door. It was wrapped with an elegant velvet ribbon a shade not quite cerise but close, trimmed with matching lace. She forgot her own packages and took only the white box inside with her.
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smooth as the down of a gosling, in the same shade of pink as the velvet ribbon. Gently she lifted it and held it high. It was full length silk caftan, with intricate beading sewn along the front panel covering the tiny silk bows that held the two pieces of the bodice together—or not. She turned on a light to see the color better, then held it up to her shoulders in the mirror. Immediately, her skin looked softer and smoother, and her eyes, a deeper shade a violet. Caroline had seen color make dramatic differences in others, never before in herself.
In the afternoon light, she saw that each tiny bead, mostly seed pearls, had been hand-sewn separately and with such care, she could only imagine how many hours it had taken. This was far more than a fabulous garment, it was a piece of art.
With that discovery, she knew the white satin teddy and jacket she'd picked up on her shopping spree looked garish and tawdry by comparison. Not that garish and tawdry didn't have their place, she thought, just not tonight. With the caftan, Mick had set the mood—elegant and sensual, not hot and hip.
She opened the closet, found a hanger for the caftan then started to close the box when she found something else. A thong made of exactly the same fabric as the caftan.
"Mick, you rascal." To elegant and sensual, he'd added a dash of hot and hip.
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AT THE SOUND of Caroline racing up the steps, Mick breathed a heavy sigh of relief, almost enough to extinguish the fifty-odd candles he'd placed around the living room and in a trail that led to his bed. He couldn't believe he'd done that either. It seemed almost too much and at the same time, just right. There were slivers of dark chocolate melting in a small dish near a bowl of fresh strawberries, and a vintage Dom chilling in ice on the breakfast bar, next to two crystal champagne flutes.
The weather was cooperating, too. A storm was heading down from Canada, bringing with it a chilly mist and heavy fog. Enough that after lighting the candles, Mick would touch the match to the kindling in the fireplace, and with one log, chase away the chill from the windows he'd purposely left open.
At the time Caroline was picking up
the box that held his gift, he was watching through the peephole, feeling only a tiny bit guilty for spying. Well, it wasn't really spying, and the payoff came when she ignored her own packages in favor of his. A few minutes later, she'd raced back out and collected the things she'd left in the hall.
He'd smiled and walked to his room to finish dressing, humming Sweet Caroline as he did.
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Under the spray of a steaming hot shower, she slathered on enough scented bath jell to chase away the remnants of the massage oil. She stepped out the tub smelling like a bouquet of summer flowers with skin as smooth and soft as the petals of a rose.
Make-up just right, hair doing as she'd hoped, Caroline picked up the thong and stepped into the strings that passed for leg holes and slid the silk confection up onto her hips, grateful now that she'd gone for the momentary pain of a hot bikini wax. The cerise patch didn't cover much, leaving her doubly grateful that weight control had never been a problem and that she'd kept religiously to her daily workouts. She slipped the caftan over her head and saw why the thong had been included. The silk was so thin and delicate that a panty line would have shown no matter how high the cut of the bikinis she'd planned to wear. There wasn't room for a bra either, which suited her fine. Her breasts were small, a trait she had never been ashamed of as so many of her high school friends had been, sixteen-year-olds who had breast augmentation to enhance their self-esteem. Caroline had thought they were idiots and told them so. "Try being a foot taller than anyone but the jocks," she complained one day.
"Then come talk to me about your breasts and self-esteem." She didn't know if all small-breasted women shared the same benefit, but hers never failed to react to the touch of soft fabric, feathery kisses, or a soft, warm palm. Tonight her senses were in high gear. The moment the cerise silk brushed against her nipples, they hardened and sent a thrill of anticipation through her.
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Chapter Twenty
WITH HIS DOOR open wide, Mick leaned against the bar watching for the moment Caroline stepped into the hallway. Nothing had prepared him for the thrill at his first glimpse of her. Even from a distance of several yards, he saw how the silk sculpted her body, moving with her as she took each step. "Easy, boy, easy," he whispered, as if he cautioning an overanxious pet.
He met her at the threshold, where she took his hand and stepped inside. She'd left her door open behind her, not as a route of easy escape but as a natural extension of their shared freedom.
"You look incredible," he whispered, soaking in every inch of her from the gold and pearl barrettes that held her hair in place to the tiny peaks of her nipples that stood erect against the dark pink silk.
"You do, too," she managed, although it sounded more like a croak than a whisper.
Under the scrutiny of those violet eyes, Caroline suddenly felt shy and vulnerable. For days she'd waited for this moment, the time she could walk into Mick's arms, open and unafraid. Now all the insecurities of a lifetime seemed to be popping out of nowhere. Why would a man, a total Adonis, want to make love to a purple-eyed pumpkin head?
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would have told him he looked "beautiful" in the flickering glow of dozens of candles.
Mick slid his hands up along Caroline's arms, his every nerve heightened by the touch of Arabian silk, until his fingertips rested on her shoulder. For a moment they stood there, neither daring to breathe and break the magic of the moment or the hunger of denial building into an irresistible need. They came together, holding on, breathless, savoring their closeness, the touch, the fragrance, delicate skin against a shaven cheek, hard muscle against a yielding breast, the fragrance of a summer bouquet mingled with the scent of Caribbean spices.
Unable to still her need for Mick, Caroline trembled. Sensing her urgency, he cradled her face in his hands, tilted her chin and latched onto her gaze. Without blinking, he ran his thumb over her lips. They parted at his touch, welcoming the trail of soft kisses he brushed along her temple and cheek. He stopped short of her lips, already swollen with desire. How he wanted to devour them, to taste again what his mind and heart had refused to let him forget, but they were moving too fast. They had hours ahead of them, deadbolts thrown, phones off, pagers buried. Nothing would stop them, nor would he allow anything to spoil a night he knew they would both remember always.
"Slow and easy, Caroline," he whispered. She tensed until he added, "We have all night, lass, hours and hours." She moistened her lips with the tip of her tongue. "Is that a promise?"
"On my Irish honor."
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Mick laced his fingers through hers and led her toward the bar. "Champagne?"
She sidled closer. He handed her a glass and after pouring his, slipped his arm around her waist until they stood so close they were nearly one.
"To you, sweet Caroline."
She touched the rim of her glass to his. "To us," she said, boldly appraising every inch of him. "To a fabulous night of making love."
"D'you know what you're askin' for, lass?" The question surprised her. With half a smile, half a laugh, she said, "Is a shamrock green?" and swept her hand in an arc, motioning into the room Mick had set to the essence of seduction. "I think it's quite obvious."
"Do you now." He topped off their glasses and led her to the couch. "Have you ever really been made love to before, Caroline Spring? Or really ever made love to someone? I'm not talking about the couplin' of two people expressin' their passion. There's nothing wrong with that, but I'm askin' you, Caroline, have you ever made love with your mind as well as your body?"
The answer yes had been on the tip of her tongue but stayed put. She'd hardly left a trail of broken hearts, but when she cared deeply for a man, she enjoyed making love to him.
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mornings or Sunday evenings. One, two, three—good to go. Mick was right, she could not remember a time where her mind was as committed as her body during those moments.
"Caroline? Are you still here? With me?" he asked.
"I'm sorry," she said. She'd drifted away from him for only a second or two, and realized what a lonely place Memory Lane is.
"You didn't answer my question."
She raised the flute to her lips and sipped. How did she answer without telling him the truth that she knew he'd already guessed? "Luke and I were engaged for more than four years."
"That's old news, Caroline, not an answer." She nipped at her bottom lip. "We shared meaningful moments."
"Did you love him?"
"Yes, I did," she said without hesitation.
"D'you still?"
She closed her eyes for a second, then looked straight at him. "You know the answer, Mick. I wouldn't be here if I did." He set their glasses aside and took both of her hands in his. His voice sounded coaxing, yet urgent. "Answer my question, Caroline. I want to hear you say it. Have you ev
er really made love before?"
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Caroline could see he struggled not to smile and gripped her hands tighter. "We're adults, Caroline," he said. "I have very deep feelin's for you, and tonight I want to show you just how deep. I want to make you forget any man you've ever known. I want to make love to your body and your mind. Then you're goin' to do the same for me because I know you have feelin's for me, too. Together, we're goin' to explore until there's nothing left unsaid, and not one trace of your soft sweet skin untouched. Not until we're as spiritually joined as we are physically."
Caroline sat speechless. She had expected a flip answer, not one that started her trembling again, from the pit of her solar plexus right to the tips of her hair. In another second, if she didn't catch control of her mind, she'd start hyperventilating.
Obviously satisfied that he elicited the reaction he'd planned, Mick plucked a strawberry from the crystal bowl, swirled it through the still warm chocolate and brought it to her lips. "All night. I turned off the phone, the doors are locked and the alarms set. Nothing can come between us this time, unless it's ourselves. I don't want that to happen. D'you?"
Caroline nibbled at the sweetness of chocolate mixed with the tang of ripe citrus. Maybe it was the champagne, or the nearness of Mick, but the combination set her senses on edge unlike anything before. Relax. The last thing she needed was to keep trembling until she'd worked herself into a state. Or was that exactly what Mick intended?
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Caroline swept her tongue across her lips, leaned her head against the back of the couch and closed her eyes. Dom Perignon champagne, a silk caftan and thong, chocolate and Brie. No matter what Mick called it, this was clearly seduction—and it was working.
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