by Amy Vansant
He’s a scamp.
On the third day, the shirt said You.
Gloria felt a rush of excitement.
It’s a question! He’s asking me a question on his shirt, one word per day.
The mornings became almost impossible to manage. She didn’t want to leave too soon and miss meeting him at the spot they passed every day. She didn’t know how far he walked before they met each other. Leave too soon and he might miss her entirely. Same applied to leaving too late. She had to wait until the exact right moment, 7:39 a.m. This grew increasingly difficult, because she kept waking up earlier and earlier, eager to see what his next word would be.
It was Go.
Hi Will You Go.
Gloria had new problems to consider. Would she recognize when the sentence was over? Would he remember to punctuate the last word with a question mark? Would the last tee feature only a question mark? And then what? If it was a question—and she assumed it was—how would she answer? Would she write it on her shirt with permanent marker? Should she go shopping for a cheap tee she didn’t mind ruining with ink?
The next word was Out.
No punctuation.
Gloria didn’t want to be presumptuous, but she felt confident she’d guessed the rest of his mysterious missive. Her day would soon arrive.
What if I accept his invitation and the message isn’t for me?
If she wore a cheap tee with Yes written on it and he ignored her, she would just die.
The next day he smiled and winked with With on his tee. The day after that, Me.
Still no punctuation. She knew she had one more day. The question mark would be the next day. Or not. Maybe he’d forget to add punctuation.
Can I date a man who doesn’t properly punctuate? So many questions...
Gloria drove to Bealls and bought a cheap white tee. It took nearly an hour to decide on the color of the marker. She’d had no idea they came in so many colors. Back in her day, permanent markers came in one color: black.
Period.
Or maybe red, too...but certainly not green and purple and...
She chose a feminine hot pink and hoped it didn’t come off trashy.
She spent another two hours picking the size of the lettering and contemplating cursive versus block and all caps versus first letter capitalization only.
On Thursday, Smiley Joe walked by with a huge question mark on his shirt.
His other words had been in black, but the question mark glowed in hot pink, just like her Yes tee back home on her kitchen table.
It’s as if we’re meant to be together.
Gloria barely slept Thursday night. Her mind raced with anticipation and questions.
Should I add an exclamation point to the end of Yes? Would that be too forward?
Friday morning, she donned her block lettering, first-letter-cap, no punctuation, Yes tee and leapt from her car as if it were a circus cannon instead of a Mercedes. She adjusted her pace to keep from speed-walking to her destiny.
Gloria practiced holding people’s gazes as she walked. She didn’t want to hold Smiley Joe’s attention too long and look desperate, but she didn’t want him to wonder if her shirt was for him. Or maybe she did. If it seemed as if the question hadn’t been for her, she wanted the opportunity to look away and keep walking, as if she always wore a tee with a giant pink Yes on it.
As she approached the portion of the walk where they always met, she could barely breathe.
It wasn’t until she reached the corner that she realized he wasn’t there.
She leaned forward, expecting to see him at any moment.
He never appeared.
On the drive back to her apartment, Gloria felt like a deflated balloon.
Where was he? Had he fallen ill? Twisted an ankle?
Maybe someone else had answered him?
No.
She knew the shirts had been for her.
After much hemming and hawing, she wore the Yes tee again the next day.
Again, he didn’t show.
Something horrible had happened. Gloria was sure of it.
She needed a detective to find Smiley Joe.
She needed to call Charlotte.
Chapter Two
Two Weeks Previous
Stephanie yawned into her hand and read the plaques on the wall of the bar for the fifth time.
Free beers tomorrow.
You can’t drink all day if you don’t start in the morning.
Wish you were beer.
She flicked a peanut across the bar top.
Nothing about this is right.
Assassins of her caliber weren’t meant to spend time drinking terrible iced tea while watching teenagers peddle drugs on the corner.
This is Declan’s fault.
She’d allowed herself to be inspired by her ex-boyfriend’s inherently good nature. She missed him, and her usual charms had ceased to sway his affections her way. In an attempt to better resemble his new little Ms. Perfect Girlfriend, Charlotte, she’d decided to pull a Dexter and only kill people who deserved it.
It turned out being good was even more boring than she’d feared.
She’d barely refrained from killing the neighbor who reported her to her community association for not recycling. She was hiding behind the woman’s bedroom door, knife in hand, when it hit her: People aren’t supposed to murder people for being bitchy.
It was a close call. If the woman hadn’t forgotten to brush her teeth Stephanie might have had to exterminate the tattle-telling little rat just to get out of the woman’s rat-hole undetected.
No, she didn’t trust her ability to identify people who deserved to die versus people who are too annoying to live, so she decided to pick a ham-handedly obvious target.
A drug dealer.
I should win some sort of serial killer Oscar for the restraint I’ve shown.
Not only was she hunting a drug dealer, but she was hunting the top banana. By sunrise, she could have easily taken out three or four of the hoppers on the corner, but she didn’t. She could hear Declan in her head... They probably had lousy home lives and fell in with the wrong crowd and blah blah bleeding heart blah...
Stephanie knew Declan wouldn’t give her any credit for killing a kid who made bad life choices.
She could have killed the slick-haired man who brought the corner kids their supply, but she didn’t.
Instead, she decided next time the drop-off man showed up, she’d track that guy back to the biggest, baddest guy.
That meant a lot of surveillance; the most boring part of killing.
This is all my mother’s fault.
Why did her mother have to pass down the serial killer gene? The time she wasted hunting, dreaming about hunting—she could have started a second business. Learned another language. Learned to cook soufflés...something.
The neighbor she nearly killed had a basket of knitting supplies. She’d stared at it for some time from her hiding spot behind the bedroom door. It seemed like such a peaceful hobby.
Why can’t I love knitting?
Instead, she’d mulled using the knitting needle to kill the woman just to make her attack a little more sporting.
Maybe it wasn’t all her mother’s fault. Sure, her mother was the most prolific serial killer of all time—whether the world knew it or not—but her mother had also abandoned her as a baby. Wasn’t that supposed to mess up kids? Maybe she was just like those hoppers on the corner out there. A tough life filled with bad decisions.
Or, it could have been the Honey Badgers. They certainly encouraged the bloodlust in her. Working for that barely sanctioned drug task force was where she learned how to kill and also where she realized how much she liked it. The Honey Badgers were like 21 Jump Street and Training Day had spawned a nightmare baby. What if she hadn’t joined? Maybe she’d be married with three kids and head of the PTA.
Stephanie chuckled at the thought.
Maybe the Honey Badgers had done her a favor.
She glanced to the left to keep tabs on the cop sitting in the corner of the bar.
Still nursing his beer.
She’d seen him before, but realized he posed no threat. He wore his badge, but he didn’t feel like a cop. She never saw him do anything coppy. During her time in surveillance purgatory she’d seen a thug rough up a kid right outside the bar window. The cop hadn’t moved. Hadn’t even feigned interest.
Something’s off with him.
Maybe he’s lousy at being a cop. Lazy. Maybe when he was off duty, he was off duty. Though if he liked separation, spending his evenings sitting at the one bar with a clear view of the area’s worst drug dealing corner seemed like a bad spot to hole up while wearing a cop badge.
“You want another?” asked the bartender.
Stephanie licked her lips, considering. Maybe it was time to pack it in for the evening. It seemed the drug trade was suffering a lull and—
“It’s on me,” said a voice to her left.
A man sat two stools down from Stephanie.
The cop.
“You don’t look like you belong here,” he added, smiling.
She surveyed the stranger. He was a handsome man for his age—maybe sixty something. He didn’t look grizzled enough to be a cop who hung out in filthy dive bars during his down time.
“Neither do you.”
The cop pulled his light jacket a little tighter, covering his badge. “I’ve seen you before.”
The bartender put another iced tea in front of Stephanie and she cringed. The tea was terrible. She couldn’t even imagine what a person could do to ice tea to make it taste that bad. She didn’t like to drink during a hunt, but it occurred to her a glass of bourbon might be required to kill whatever was living in the tea.
The cop nodded toward her glass. “In the program?”
She laughed. “Right. Maybe I came to this nasty bar for the aesthetics. What better place to sober up?”
He shook his head. “No. I didn’t think you came here not to drink. I think you came here to watch them.” His eyes flicked in the direction of the dealers outside.
Stephanie frowned. “Do you have a point?”
Shaking his head, the cop stood to pull two dollars from his wallet. He put the money on the bar.
“I don’t know what you’re up to, but be careful.”
Stephanie arched an eyebrow, amused. “Back at you.”
The cop left and Stephanie watched him go, allowing her attention to drift to the men standing on the corner outside. Men. They were barely more than boys. She checked her watch. It was ten p.m. Last time their supplier had appeared at ten seventeen to gather cash and replace drugs. She needed to prepare to tail him.
Stephanie put a few more dollar bills on the counter.
“Thanks. I’ll send you the bill for the stomach pump.”
Eyes fixed on his newspaper, the bartender replied without missing a beat. “Try the shrimp cocktail next time if that’s your thing.”
Stephanie headed outside, walking briskly towards the junker car she’d rented for keeping a low profile in the neighborhood. Her long blonde hair tucked beneath a baseball cap, she’d worn baggy clothing to cover the rest of her impressive assets. She strode down the street affecting masculine gait so as not to shine like a beacon of weakness.
As she passed an alley, an arm hooked around her waist, jerking her into the shadows. Stephanie struck with the back of her fist, connecting with the attacker’s windpipe. She heard him gasp. His arm slipped from her waist, but not before she saw a flash of movement to her left, too far away to be the same enemy. She felt the sharp crack of something striking her skull. From the pain, she guessed a ballpeen hammer.
The world spun and everything went black.
Her final thought was that her last meal had been that revolting ice tea.
Chapter Three
Stephanie’s head throbbed.
Her eyes fluttered open. Not that there was any point in seeing. She was certain she’d find herself in a dingy basement or dirt-floored warehouse. She’d been knocked on the noggin a few times in the past, and opening her eyes after a whack like that, she always found herself in a dreary—
French medallions.
The walls swarmed with French medallions. Small, dark blue patterns crawling floor to ceiling across a field of yellow. Not her favorite look, but somehow it worked with the solid navy draperies and the ivory settee pushed against the wall, opposite the bed.
The poster bed was grand. She would have been impressed by it if she weren’t tied to it.
Stephanie jerked her arm and found it tightly secured by a thin nylon rope. If she could pull it up the post, away from the thicker base, it wouldn’t be hard to snap the wood. She took a deep breath, tensing in preparation to yank her way to freedom.
“Please don’t break my mother’s bed.”
Stephanie’s head whipped to the left. The dark-haired man standing beside her in khakis wore a light blue Burberry polo shirt, his sunglasses perched neatly on his head. He smiled, teeth gleaming from inside his chiseled jaw.
Oh my. Kidnappers had certainly grown more handsome since my time with the Honey Badgers.
The last man who’d kidnapped her had been a pudgy Nicaraguan wearing a torn Tom Petty t-shirt. He’d smelled like a wet dog.
This man... She sniffed. Was that Creed Pure White cologne?
Stephanie offered her captor her most endearing smile. “Do you always kidnap women and bring them to your mother’s house?”
The man’s eyes grew wide and he shook his head. “No, she’d kill—” He cleared his throat, gaze dropping to the floor. When he glanced back at her, it was as if he’d become a different person. He chuckled and pulled a dark, wooden chair from the corner to the side of the bed to sit.
“No. You must be special, baby. My name’s Louis. It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
Stephanie had to bite her tongue to keep from laughing. This man, dressed like a prep school dreamboat, had suddenly adopted a voice that sounded like Scarface attempting to seduce a waitress.
I can’t wait to see where this is going.
She held his gaze and smiled. “Do you think I’m special, Louis?”
The blood rose in his cheeks and he looked away.
“Ask her,” said another voice.
Stephanie craned her neck to watch a tall, barrel-chested man enter the room. Spiky, red hair capped his olive-skinned face. If his coif had been dark hair dyed Ronald McDonald red, the result would have been strange enough. But this man had bleached his hair and then had it professionally colored to a strawberry blond. Against his swarthy skin, the effect was unsettling.
Louis turned, appearing annoyed by the intruder. “I am. I will—”
“Did you find someone else to work for? Someone besides Mateo?” asked the red-head, thrusting a chin in Stephanie’s direction.
She felt her breath skip a beat. She hadn’t heard Mateo’s name from anywhere but the darkest recesses of her own brain in a very long time.
“Matay-who?” she asked, pretending not to recognize the name.
The man clucked his tongue. “My men saw you watching them a week ago. We took photos—”
“You mean my men,” said Louis.
The tall man smiled like a snake ready to strike. “Right. You know that’s what I meant, Louie. You the boss.” He took a step forward and thrust out his hand so the two of them could run through the gestures of an elaborate handshake. Finished, Louis grinned and turned his attention back to Stephanie, as if to ensure she’d seen his mastery of the maneuver.
Oh you poor thing.
She could imagine him practicing the handshake in front of a mirror.
Louis jerked a thumb in the direction of the second man. “This is my main man, Pirro. He runs my crew.”
Stephanie found it difficult to hide her embarrassment for Louis. She forced a smile and returned her attention to the strange redhead.
She
found Pirro already staring at her. No little prep school boy hid behind his eyes. She recognized the empty anger of a man who had seen too much.
This could be a problem.
“Anyway, I bounced your picture off my uncle, girly. He said you looked like a girl Mateo used to use. Said you were a killer.”
Louis laughed. “Her? She’s too pretty—”
Stephanie cut Louis short, her eyes never leaving Pirro. “Who’s your uncle?”
“Diego Rodríguez.”
Again Stephanie had to struggle to keep her pulse steady. She could picture Diego’s face. He’d been a disloyal informant for the Honey Badgers. She’d thought he’d be dead by now. She took a deep breath.
“Never heard of him.” She returned her attention to Louis and his expression belied his joy. She smiled and lowered her voice to a purr. “So, Louis...why don’t you untie me and we can put all this behind us?”
Louis leered. “I can do that—”
“No,” said Pirro.
Louis looked like a scolded child. Pirro’s eyes widened, as if silently demanding his ‘boss’ follow a path on which they’d already agreed.
Louis sniffed. “I mean, I could let you go, but I won’t. Not until you tell me why you’re watching my men.”
“I wasn’t watching anyone.”
Pirro sneered. “So you’re just a big fan of the tea at the Shipwreck Bar?”
Stephanie smiled. “Tastes like grandma’s.”
Louis sighed. “If you’re not the killer he told me you are, then I can’t hire you.”
Pirro rolled his eyes and walked to the opposite side of the room, clearly agitated. Louis wasn’t following the script.
Stephanie took a deep breath and softened her demeanor once more. For whatever reason, Pirro, a true gangster and leader, needed to acquiesce to Louis, a boy playing gangster dress-up games.
Maybe playing the doe-eyed girl isn’t the path to follow.
Maybe he wants me to be his gun moll.
“You want to hire me?” she asked Louis. “Who are you?”
She watched his chest puff with pride. “My name is Louis Beaumont.”
“Beaumont? Any relation to Victor?”
Louis grinned. “He was my father.”
From the other side of the room, Pirro grunted.
