by N J Adel
My pussy clenched hard. Imagine a cock swelling in your pussy, getting so big it’s locked inside. You have all the pleasure you want as long as it takes, squeeze that big, fat cock to the last drop, and your pussy is filled with cum. And when you’re all satisfied, you let the cock out.
Pure, savage, raw hotness.
I bit my lip. Then I shook my head, yanking myself out of my sinful muses. I couldn’t believe how easily sidetracked I was. The world as I knew it was tumbling down, and all I was thinking about was kinky sex?
Damn you, wolf venom.
“And shifting isn’t always bad. It can be fun,” he continued.
“Fun? Looks like what you call a werewolf and what I call a werewolf are two completely different things.”
He shrugged. “When the beast is tamed, you’re in control. You can shift at will. You won’t even turn on the full moon. A gift from the devil himself.”
A shudder ran through me. “Damien Pattison?”
He nodded once.
My vision misted. A bigger shudder engulfed me. Then I couldn’t control the tears. “The worst part is… he didn’t force me.”
“He was messing with your head.”
“No,” I blubbered through hiccupping breaths. “I kissed him first. I welcomed his touch.” Embarrassment tore me apart, but I had to speak. “I liked it so fucking much.”
“That’s exactly what the devil does. Belle, it’s okay. It’s going to be okay.”
“How is any of this okay? When I came here, I finally thought I was safe, starting a new life away from monsters and devils. Now look at me.” I threw my hands in the air in exasperation and lifted my eyes to him. “I don’t want to live like this, so lost, so afraid, knowing I will die when I’m fifty.”
Silence fell heavy between us as he winced with my pain. “There must be a way out. Something to give the devil instead so he’d spare me.”
“We tried everything. The more desperate we were, the more he was amused and insisted he would never back down on our deal.”
“What if I don’t choose at all , just walk away from all this?”
“You can’t do that,” he said it as a warning, disturbed. “You will die immediately and never come back. And he will claim your soul.”
Tears hemorrhaged down my face. “I don’t want to live the few years I have left as a monster, Kayden.”
“Hey.” He sat beside me and took me in his arms. “We’ll make those years the best you will ever live. You’ll be loved, happy and safe. Anything you need, anything you want will be yours.”
That was beautiful, coming from him. The sincerity in his voice touched me, yet none of what he said soothed me. I raised my head off his chest; I was covering him with drool and snot. Then I dragged my palms away from his big muscles.
But our eyes locked, and I couldn’t move an inch away. Instead of moving back, I was moving forward, and so was he. His lips closed the distance between us with a kiss.
They brushed against mine with softness that took me by surprise. He felt nothing like his brother. Although I thought Kayden as an alpha would be rougher than Alec in his passion, the way he was kissing me, taking his time, brushing and pressing with impeccable force proved me wrong.
He wasn’t kissing me as someone he lusted after. This was a kiss of a man in love.
My heart fluttered, feeling every hidden pain that ever tormented his. Rena was his brother’s mate, and he was in love with her. All these years, he’d been keeping it a secret, watching over and over again when someone else would claim her, while he had to pretend he had no feelings for her, even work to get her to another man.
His own twin.
Kayden stopped abruptly, his breaths harsh and hot against my wet lips. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” He fled out of our embrace and buried his face behind the bay window.
“It’s okay,” I whispered.
“No, it’s not. You’re Alec’s mate. My brother’s mate. You love each other. I should have never…” he growled, his fist clenched against the glass. “Please forgive me, Belle. It will never happen again.”
I went to him and touched his shoulder. He flinched with a hiss as if my hand were made of fire. “Please…”
“You can hide it from anyone but not me.”
“There’s nothing to hide. That was just…a mistake. It means nothing at all. Any man, seeing a woman that vulnerable, could make such a mistake. Don’t make a big deal out of it.”
I ignored his unsuccessful attempt to hurt and push me away. “Have you ever told Rena that you love her?”
His head jerked at me, and his eyes burned with the golden gleam. “No. Because I do not love her.”
Courage possessed me as I dared move closer to this incredible body, not run from the beast eyes. “Well…poor, Rena.”
“Why…” he swallowed. “Why are you saying that?”
Watching this huge man stammering and sweating as I approached him built up my desire for him. Heat came up—and down—in waves. I couldn’t not touch him. My arms snaked around his back, and I let my body press against his.
“Please stop moving, Professor.”
“Why? Because you won’t be able to stop yourself from touching me?”
“Yes, and it won’t be just touching.”
The friction between our hips was a delight yet a cruel tease. The bulge in his jeans was big, but I knew how much bigger it could get. I wanted to—had to— know how hard he would get for me.
“Don’t you want to know why I felt sorry for Rena?”
He barely nodded.
My breasts were now on his ribs, and my hands were sliding to the hard V down his hips that led straight to everything I wanted at this moment. “Because she loved you, too, Kayden.”
The golden strikes flamed. His erection doubled, poking me in the stomach. “No. She loved Alec. Only Alec.”
“I can feel everything she’s ever felt. I am her after all, and I can tell you beyond any doubt, Rena loved all three of you.”
“Three?”
“Joshua, Alec and you.”
He looked as if I’d stabbed him in the back. “This can’t be. No woman loves three men at once, and certainly not that combination. A twin wolf and a vamp? That’s sick.”
“I’m going to borrow your words, Wolf. You can choose to stick to what you’ve been taught, ignore the truth and live with the miserable consequences…or you can open up your mind to accept there’s another world out there, a woman’s world where there is room for more than one man, and save yourself the misery of a torn heart.” My palms left his front and dipped in the back pockets of his jeans. “Oh fuck me.”
“What?”
“Nothing! I didn’t say anything!”
His cock throbbed on my belly. “You said fuck me.”
“Yeah? Well, I…I wanted to say something and forgot what it was so I said, oh fuck me, as in…oh fuck me, I forgot, not oh fuck me, Kayden, please. Your ass is so hot, and I’m so fucking wet for you I need you to fuck me. Here. Now.”
A growl ripped out of him painfully. “Because that would have been completely inappropriate, Professor.”
I pushed myself more into his erection and squeezed his ass harder. “I know. So inappropriate.”
The devil’s words thundered in my head, yelling over everything else. He told me I deserved to be happy. He told me to take what was mine.
Joshua was mine. Alec was mine.
And Kayden was mine.
Everything about him said it for him, and the way I felt—the way Rena felt—confirmed it. The three of them loved her, and she loved them back.
So did I.
“Can I use your bathroom?” he requested.
I blinked and raised my brows. It must have taken me a while to respond because he repeated his request with an impatient expression. “Oh, yeah. Sure. I just…I wasn’t expecting that…now.”
He practically sprinted to the bathroom. The door squeaked but didn’t shut. I went over there
and saw him leaning into the tiled wall. “Are you okay?”
“I have a huge hard-on aching in my pants. I really need to jack my dick raw before I do something stupid, something that rips a family apart.”
“I don’t know how to respond to that.” I blinked again. “Is that why you need the bathroom? To…jerk off?”
“Yes, but then I thought it wasn’t nice to do it in someone else’s bathroom, not without them knowing.”
Jizz etiquette from Kayden Beastly. Do not do it in a stranger’s bathroom without their consent first. That totally makes it okay.
Laughter took over me, and he looked at me, puzzled. “What?” he asked gruffly, and I laughed harder. His hands fell to his hips as he spun to face me. “Can I do it here or what?”
I chopped off the giggles the second his massive erection stared me in the face. “No.”
“Shit.” He sighed and looked away.
“You can’t do it in the bathroom because it’s too small to fit us both…and I want to watch.”
CHAPTER 26
BELLE
Kayden resisted fiercely. Watching him, his cock, coming for me would still hurt his brother.
It got nothing out of me but a giggle. As if Kayden hadn’t been jerking off to me for years already. Wouldn’t that hurt Alec, too? Or keeping it a secret where no one watched made it better?
I didn’t see the logic in that. Besides, I was the one who wanted to watch. Kayden wasn’t offering anything, so he could just pretend I wasn’t there and do his thing.
His resistance faded. He wanted this as much as I did.
We went back to the living room. He took the armchair and I the sofa bed. He unbuttoned his jeans and worked the zipper. I licked my lips, compulsively, my eyes wide with anticipation.
“This is wrong, Belle.”
“Please, call me Professor.”
“Fuck,” he growled. I loved that sound from him. Much different from Alec’s feral growl. With Kayden, it came out more natural, tormented even. He couldn’t help it. And that alone was sexier than watching the twin of my future mate masturbate.
His hands were not pulling his cock out. Was he going to change his mind? Damn it. I was painfully wet, and if he wouldn’t stick his huge cock in me, the least he could do was let me touch myself while I watched his cum melting down his long shaft. Maybe let me lick it too?
My nipples hardened to the point of pain. I took off my top, skirt and bra, forgetting all about my scarred body and self-conscious. My breasts tumbled free, and I sighed in relief. That felt so good. I’d been wearing that thing all day my back, neck and chest were killing me. I couldn’t wait to get out of it.
“What the fuck are you doing?” he protested.
“It’s my apartment. I’ll do whatever I want. I can’t stay in that fucking bra any second longer. It’s not like you haven’t seen them before.” I lay down and stretched my legs. Keeping my wet panties on, I enjoyed the way his eyes flicked with hunger at the sight of my nakedness. “By the way, what did Alec say to that?”
“Nothing,” he mumbled, his lips twitching.
“If you say so.” I took a deep breath. The smell of my own wetness induced a moan out of my throat. I wondered what it must have been doing to him. That was a lot of self-control he had not to flip and hump me all night by now. As painful as it was for me—my pussy—I respected the great lengths he would go for his brother.
“Could you not make that sound?”
I moaned again. “This sound?”
His head tilted back to the ceiling as he swore again.
“I need to get off, Kayden. You can see how hard my nipples are and can smell how wet my pussy is, and it’s all for you. So it’s either you do this harmless thing you probably do every day, and we’ll both be a little more happy, or—since you put my potential mates on a timeout—Pornhub for me tonight.”
“You watch porn?”
“Mostly read it, but yeah. What? Men can live on it, and nobody bats an eye, but when a woman does it, you look like that?”
He scowled and scratched his chin. Then he just sighed.
“What’s it going to be? Coming to strangers with big fat cocks or one sexy as fuck wolf?” I asked with that voice of the sexual deviant possessing me.
Without another word, he dug his hand in his jeans and freed his huge erection.
I persuaded him like the devil persuaded me. Or was that Damien’s work all along?
Are you still in my head, Damien? Are you here, watching, touching your filthy dick?
I know you are.
Why don’t you show yourself, coward?
Silence answered me. Of course.
Kayden took his hand away, giving me a full view. His cock jutted hard from his pelvis, pre-cum glistening on the big tip, sinews throbbing along the sides.
My lips parted as my chest heaved with labored breaths. “You do have identical dicks.” If Alec could do this awesome shit to me on that night, how about having double that fun? Throw some vampire roughness in there with a lot of biting…
I moaned loudly as if I was eating a delicious dessert.
“You’re driving me insane with those moans,” he said.
I smiled. “Have you ever done this with Rena or any of her versions?”
He shook his head slowly.
“Would you guide me, tell me what you’d like me to do to my body while you jack your dick raw?”
A groan echoed out of his chest. “That’s not what they do on Pornhub.”
My smile grew into a grin. “I’m having a live show. I might as well use the perks.”
His glowing eyes pierced me, eating me up. “You don’t know how much it’s taking me not to rip those panties off and sit you on this cock you love so much.”
“I know. It’s turning me on even more.”
He sighed. “It’s also so hard for me to know you need something and I can’t give it to you.”
“All I need you to do is tell me how to touch myself…for you.”
His gaze roamed my body from head to toe, then it lingered on my breasts. “Play with your tits for me, Professor.”
The gruff voice and the blazing need made it so much hotter than how I’d have imagined something like that. I cupped my breasts, one in each palm, squeezed and massaged them before rubbing gently across the engorged nipples. I moaned again.
His fist wrapped around his shaft and, using his thumb, he swirled the spilling pre-cum on the head of his beast cock and pinched it between his fingers. “Yeah, Professor, that’s it. Make it feel good.”
Shit, that was super sexy. I kept up the fondling, stopping to pinch and rub the nipples. My eyes closed as I bit down on my lip. Each time I pinched my hard nipples, a jolt of pleasure raced down my belly and between my legs. “Do you like that?”
There was a light jiggle. “So fucking much.”
I opened my eyes, and he was rubbing his cock slowly, his hand hitting the jeans button, causing the jiggle.
With every pinch and squeeze of mine, his strokes moved faster. My hips bucked up and down, my legs spreading wider.
“You’re squirming. Want to touch that wet pussy, Professor?”
I nodded with a groan.
He lowered his jeans and boxers. His balls came into sight, and he gave them a light squeeze and push with his other hand. “Move your panties to the side and spread your legs. I want to watch your pussy all wet first.”
My body burned with his orders and the added scorching view of his engorged balls. “Do you want me to take them off instead?”
“No,” he pleaded. “Your panties are the last thing that’s keeping me in my chair.”
I did as he wanted. Pushed my drenched underwear to the side, put one leg down, the other on the back of the sofa bed, giving him a nice view of my opening dripping with the juices he induced.
“Oh fuck. FUCK!” His teeth speared his lips as his fist moved fast up and down his thick, long cock. “Rub that pussy for me.”
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nbsp; I started with light strokes on my outer lips. They were soaking wet and the juices slid down the insides of my thighs. With the hand that kept the panties to the side, I traced through the warm, slickness running down my skin. Kayden growled, flexing his hips.
My fingers on my pussy reached my clit and rubbed it in circles. His watching and growling made it even hotter. And…knowing that Damien, too, was watching without showing himself set another gush between my legs.
It was sick and wrong and dark to fantasize about the devil himself, but I liked it. So fucking much. I moaned and whimpered and writhed all over the sofa bed.
“You’re so hot, Professor,” Kayden groaned. “All these juices should be in my mouth. I would drink you to the last drop until you came, then I’d eat you even harder so you’d come again on my tongue.”
“Oh, Kayden,” I cried out, so close. “I want us to come together. Can you do that for me?”
“Yes, baby. I’m only holding off so you’d come first. Put those fingers inside your pussy.”
Baby. Kayden called me baby. A smile stretched my lips as I slipped a finger inside of me, and then another. My ass lifted up as I fucked myself while the devil watched in the dark. And the enormous werewolf, my student, the twin of my possible mate, jerked off to the scene. It was erotic and filthy and wrong and so fucking hot. It didn’t take long before I was screaming out in a mind-blowing orgasm, the best I’d ever given myself. “Now, Kayden. Now!”
“Look at me! I’m coming…thinking only of you, watching you, coming only for you, Professor.”
I watched as his fist moved frantically around his cock, and it jerked. Hard. My breathing and pulse kicked up, my own orgasm rippling inside me. The first jet that shot from his cock arched high and landed on the floor by my foot. Then he groaned my name with each following spurt, all six of them.
I screamed with him as my climax ended. My eyes held his glowing ones, my breaths only gasps. “That was beautiful.”
“Beautiful?”
Watching a man this big come that hard for me was beautiful and sinfully delicious. “Yes.”
A faint smile crossed his face. “You’re beautiful.”
“Would you sleep here with me tonight?”
