by N J Adel
“Does that mean if I get pregnant, it will be a wolf twin?”
“When you get pregnant, yes.” He touched my belly and smiled. “I can’t wait.”
A tingling of excitement ran through me as I imagined it. A beautiful twin that looked like Kayden, and him taking care of the three of us, showering us with his kind love.
He cleared his throat. “I mean whether they’re mine or Alec’s…”
Alec. I hadn’t seen him since the night he took off. I sighed and glanced sideways at Joshua, who had his sinister scowl on his face.
Bringing up the baby topic was inconsiderate of me. It wasn’t fair to him to be excluded. He’d done everything in his might to protect and love me. And I loved him, too. So much. I wished there had been another way for the four of us to live happily together for the rest of my life.
But all we had was now. The couple of weeks left before Halloween.
“What about you, Joshua? How did you become a vampire?”
He lifted his shadowed gaze to me. “Bitten.”
I waited for the rest of the story, but that was all he volunteered. “That’s it?”
“Yes.” He rose and dusted his pants. “Do you want to go to the creek now before it gets crowded?”
My lips pursed. Seeing him like this tore at my heart. “Sure. Let’s go.”
When we arrived, the murmuring waters flowed in my ears, a soothing rhythm of a perfect and permanent stream of waters that deepened the hue of the tree barks. This secluded spot, nestled between acres of greens, instantly took away all the troubles in my head with its beauty. As if land and water came to the most glorious of compromises and made something so spectacularly different from every other place around.
“No one is here. Awesome. We’ll have it all to ourselves.” Kayden smirked at my dress. “Do you need help taking that off?”
I bit my lip. “I’ll only take a dip if all of you come with me. The bears, too.”
“As you wish, me lady.” he bowed theatrically, and then took off all his clothes, howled a humorous sound and cannonballed naked in the creek.
When he surfaced, he flipped his hair, splashing water all over his face and shoulders. Then he ran his fingers through his hair, looking at me. This wet look made him so much sexier, and even my blood was now clean, that bunny sex drive found me again.
The bears splashed water at him playfully, standing on all fours at the edge of the creek. “Stop it,” he yelled at them, his head lashing right and left.
I laughed, my first laugh in weeks, and turned to Joshua. “Are you coming?”
His somber look answered me. “Do you really want me here, Isabella?”
“Yes. Always.”
“We do not have always.”
“Then I’ll take whatever I’m allowed to have with you.”
“Remember when we talked about Persuasion? How you hated waiting, and how I loved that time never got in between them? How they waited for each other and in the end they got their happily ever after?”
“Yes.”
“Why can’t we have this? Aren’t you tired of taking only what you’re allowed but not what you wanted, what you deserved? I know I am.”
His eyes were no longer made of bright steel. They misted with a heartbreaking hint of tears that let mine pour out of my eyes.
“No, please. I can’t stand your tears. Forget everything I said, I’m a fool. Don’t mind me, please.” He embraced the back of my head and pressed me to his chest.
“No, Joshua. You’re right. It’s not fair. Not to you. Not to me. My idea is selfish and risky. No wonder none of my past lives have done it before. The baby might take away my pain for a while, but I would always end up heartbroken, and so would two of you. Not to mention the children… I have no idea what I’m supposed to do, and with Declan out…”
“It’s all right.” He held me tighter, rubbing my back gently. “That insect will never harm you again. As for our situation, we still have time to figure it out. There must be something. There has to be. And when we find it, I want you to know I’m ready to accept any arrangement, anything that would give me you.”
I nodded, blubbering on his shirt.
“Don’t you worry about anything now, please. That’s not why we’re here today.” He slid the sleeves of my dress off my shoulders, and I glanced up at him. His scowl had softened into a small smile. I dared unbuttoning his shirt. God, I’d missed those perfect abs. Then I took care of his pants. His mighty cock swung to the right under his boxers, and I couldn’t resist feeling it up.
He hissed. “May I keep my underwear? I don’t wish to parade my hard-on in public.”
“Not a chance. If I’m losing it, you are, too.” I finished pushing down my clothes and stepped out of them, taking my shoes off as well.
He uttered a sound in the back of his throat as he took his time watching my naked body.
“You like what you see, Professor Asher?”
“You know I fucking do.” The last piece of clothing shielding him from my hungry eyes dropped to his ankles. “Come here.” He kicked his boxers off and carried me caveman-style over his shoulder.
I squeaked as he took us to the water, wolf-whistles and bear huffing growls receiving us.
The water was just the right temperature or maybe I was smoldering with the two muscle hotness surrounding me. Even though the two had seen me naked before, and I fucking came for them, I felt so shy.
But happy.
Kayden glided toward me, yet keeping his distance, not touching me. “You look even more beautiful when you’re blushing, Professor.”
“I’ve never…” I looked between Joshua and him and giggled.
“Never gone skinny dipping?” he taunted.
“Never been naked with two men at once, but yeah, that too.”
Joshua pushed my hair to the side and kissed my neck. “How do you find it so far?”
My whole body tingled. “So sexy.”
Kayden was staring tensely at Joshua. I guessed watching a vampire’s mouth near a human’s neck would do that to a werewolf.
“How about three men at once not just two?”
My eyes widened when Alec’s rough voice filled the air.
Reflexively, Joshua enveloped me with his embrace, letting me feel his need for me poking me in the butt cheek.
“Look who’s here,” Kayden said as Alec sprinted down the creek and took his jeans and underwear off as fast as his twin had done. These two were not embarrassed by anything. Why would they when they owned such bodies and such cocks?
My third beast dove into the water and surfaced only when he was a couple inches away from me.
I took in his face, my heart dancing on the inside, but I blamed him with my eyes. “You’re back. I thought you’d never be back.”
“Couldn’t stay away from you, sweetheart.” His fleshy lips devoured mine, not minding the two men circling us. “I missed you so much. I’m sorry I ever left.”
Giddy from that kiss, I licked his taste off me. “You’re not mad anymore?”
“No. Sharing is caring.”
I snorted a laugh. “You’re full of shit.”
“I am. The wolves aren’t wired to share. Even Dracula here is a possessive motherfucker, but…we’re also wired to please our mates, and if sharing is what the mate wants…”
“Stop calling me mate. It’s creepy.”
“I’ve always been a creep, and you’ve always loved it, mate.”
Kayden splashed him. “Seriously, stop it. It is creepy, even for you.”
Alec returned the splash. “So have you two done it yet?”
“Quit being a dick.” Kayden almost drowned him, grabbing Alec’s head down the water.
“Why don’t we let these two finish fighting while we do something much more fun?” Joshua was still holding me from behind. He carefully bit my earlobe, sending a jolt of desire down my core.
“Yes,” I murmured, and his hand fondled my breast, and then pinche
d my hardening nipple. I tilted my head back so I could kiss him. His tongue swirled down my throat, extracting a moan or two.
“Hey, this is not how foursomes work.” Alec’s head jumped out of the water. His voice yanked me out of this pussy-clenching kiss.
“Who said anything about a foursome? I’m not doing that here,” I said.
“Why not?” Kayden asked softly.
Joshua’s fingers were tracing my sides and the horizontal line right under my belly. It was so hard to focus. “What if someone comes? This place gets many visitors.”
“Isn’t that what you love the most?” Alec winked. “The bears will be on the lookout, right boys?”
One of them gave him the…claw.
I giggled. “I didn’t know they could do that.” Then Joshua pushed a long finger inside my pussy, and the laughter choked in my throat.
Alec clenched his jaws. “Parasite, could you keep your hands to yourself for a moment until we agree on how this shit is going to work?”
“Well, either of you have a bigger chance to claim Isabella this time. Do you not think I deserve a little more here than the two of you while I still can?” Joshua asked.
“But Kayden hasn’t had his chance at all, and you had her when she was a fucking virgin. That changes things.”
I smiled at Joshua. “You had me when I was a virgin?”
“Rena.” He shrugged, slipping a second finger inside my pussy.
“Ohhh.”
Alec narrowed his eyes at me. “How about your vamp goes for a little sucky sucky, then my brother feeds your beautiful, big pussy what it really needs?”
I slapped a hand on my mouth to stifle the laughter frenzy, Joshua’s fingers fluttering inside of me now. I was losing control over my body with arousal and laughter.
“Would you stop this crap? Belle is the one who gets to decide who does what.” Kayden peered at me. “Besides, I don’t want my first time with you to be like this.”
“That settles it then. I get to feel you squeeze around me with your tightness while the twin handles the rest.” Joshua set my pussy free, and I mourned the amazing fill, water replacing the heat. “Do you agree, my love?”
I nodded. I really needed him.
And the twin sandwich.
“How are we going to do this here? I need something to lean back or brace myself on. The rocks will be too rough,” I said.
“Not for me. I’ll rest my back on the rocks and hold you the whole time.” Joshua said.
“Okay.” I swam with him and the wolves to the most shaded bunch of large rocks. Then Joshua did as he suggested and set me on his lap, my back to his front, his cock fully erected between my thighs, rubbing against my outer lips. He held me by the waist. My breasts were above water level, and anyone could see if they looked close enough.
As it had been since my birthday, the exposure turned me on, and my pussy was soaking with scalding wetness.
Kayden started with small kisses along my neck and shoulders, and then he looked deeply into my eyes before he kissed my lips. It was nothing like our first. No guilt or torture in it. Just passion. Heaps of it.
He grew hungrier, greedier. I reciprocated with equal desire. I wanted it all. Lips, tongue, teeth. Everything.
Jolts of heat sparked through me as Alec’s mouth found my nipple, and then Kayden slid down from my lips to my second nipple.
Joshua didn’t use his fingers to rub my pussy this time. He held the tip of his cock and teased my clit with it. I moaned loudly, and the three of them took what they were doing up a notch.
I stared at the horizon, chest heaving, hands plunged into the twin’s hair. No one was there, and the bears were enough to intimidate any intruders. But what if someone was watching from a distance?
And I didn’t mean Damien.
I knew that one was watching, jerking off to the action, and for the love of sin, a fresh gush of arousal burst out of my pussy every time I thought he did.
But what if it was Declan that watched?
I cringed at the thought. This would drive him insane, more than he was. Knowing I was sleeping with someone else, let alone three, could trigger that monster to do something really awful.
Dangerous.
“You’re so tense, my love. What happened?” Joshua whispered in my ear.
“I have a feeling Declan is watching us.” It wasn’t just a feeling. I knew he was. He had to.
He scanned the area with his vampire vision. The twin stopped suckling my nipples and did the same. “There’s no one here, Belle.”
Joshua confirmed it and kissed my shoulder. “And even if he was, let him. We’ll be ready for him whenever he comes.”
The kissing, suckling and touching all over my body distracted me for a minute, and my focus shifted to the cock tip penetrating me.
“Are you ready for me, love?” Joshua asked with his hypnotic voice.
I nodded, and he pushed me a little forth. Then he lifted my hips and entered me with one thrust.
My moan echoed to the open sky, and the thrusts of his hips knocked off everything in my head but the sensations he was giving me with his big cock.
A finger was circling my clit now while Joshua fucked me hard and wrapped his hand around my neck, choking me a little.
My breasts bounced, difficult to be contained, even in the big mouths of the wolves. They each cupped one, fondling and squeezing, and alternated on kissing my lips. The finger continued the unbelievable movement over my clit, and Joshua pounded me faster, rougher, his hand tightening around my neck.
A pulse throbbed in my pussy and banged my skull, yet I needed more pressure, more filling.
“Kayden, put your cock in my mouth. Alec, put yours in my hand. I’m almost there, and I want you to come all over me, too.”
“Oh, fuck, baby. This is so hot.” Kayden rose and lifted one leg up on a rock, holding his huge erection to my face. The pressure on my clit didn’t stop, so I guessed it was Alec’s finger there. Joshua pushed my back down farther so I could reach. Then Alec shifted on his feet and positioned his hard-on in my fist.
I sucked and stroked and bucked. My pussy clasped around Joshua as he wished, my body welcoming the roughness of his feral fucking and the pressure on my neck. Kayden’s huge cock fucked my throat, stretching my mouth and jaws until they hurt. Alec tangled his free hand into my hair, pulling it, while I rubbed him hard and fast.
My eyes closed. I was so dizzy I could pass out. Then my orgasm hit, and I felt as if it was coming out of every muscle of my body, not just my clit.
I wanted to scream, but Kayden’s cock was still in my mouth, so I just groaned and groaned until I was filled with hot cum inside my pussy, down my throat, and all over my fist.
Joshua unwrapped his hand from my neck and kissed my back.
Kayden pulled out first. “That was so fucking good. It’s okay, baby. You can spit now.”
I bit my lip and swallowed instead, glancing at him with mischief.
“Holy fuck. Now I’m hard again,” he groaned.
Alec cleaned my hand for me in the water, and then kissed my palm. Then Joshua held my hips and swirled me over his cock that my front was facing him now.
I screamed in fucking awe. His cock was still buried deep inside me, and I didn’t fall or slide off. “How did you do that?”
“Did the vamp just do the helicopter?” Alec asked.
“Looks like he did,” Kayden answered.
I held on to Joshua’s shoulders. “What helicopter?”
“This,” he spun me in a full circle over his cock, “is the helicopter.”
“Oh my God.” I squealed. “Can humans do that?”
“Unsuccessfully. But I can. And I did it because I’m not done with you, and for once I want to make love to you while I’m watching your face.” He moved all my hair to the side and leaned in for a kiss, the weight of my hair heavy with all the water. One of the discomforts of having such long hair.
The watching, the hair
made me think of one thing.
“What’s taking up your mind again?” Frustration tinged Joshua’s voice.
“I’m sick of living in fear, especially when I don’t have so many years to live. I know I can’t prove it, but I’m certain Declan is watching me, enjoying the shitty things he makes me feel in the comfort of his hiding place. So if he isn’t making a move on his own, I know what to do to provoke him to come out.”
CHAPTER 33
BELLE
FOUR DAYS BEFORE HALLOWEEN
“So? How does it look?” I stared at the boys through the mirror nestled among the black, red and white tiles of the hair salon wall I was facing.
Joshua lifted a shoulder. “You look amazing. As always.”
I scowled. “You hate it?”
“No. How do you get that from you look amazing?”
Kayden slapped his arm. “You look perfect, baby. You rock that short hair do.”
“Yeah. Can’t wait to see how that bounces when I tap that—”
Kayden silenced his brother with another slap on the arm.
The hairdresser cleared her throat, blushing. The three looked at her as if they’d just acknowledged she was in the room. I thanked her, and she removed the waterproof cape off me.
I got off the chair, my hand feeling the bare back of my neck and the volume of my hair layers above it. “I barely recognize myself, but I love it.”
“You really look amazing,” Joshua said.
“Thank you.” I smiled. As much as I’d loved my long hair in the past, it was a symbol of my slavery to Declan and his whims. The power of doing such a simple thing as getting my hair cut had been long taken from me. Now, I had regained it, and it felt so liberating.
I couldn’t wait for Declan to see. To go nuts over it. “Time to take a walking tour around Forest Grove.”
And so we did for the rest of the day. Then we went back to my place and waited.
Yet nothing happened.
We did the same thing the following day, covering more grounds, making more appearances. The whole town saw me, but Declan didn’t.
The feeling that he was watching me never faded, but he was nowhere around.