by Ormond House
‘Well,’ she was saying. ‘I came really to inquire after your friend. Thinking it best to knock on your door first, but it was hanging open, so…’ Looking up at me, skin white-gold in the haze of light. ‘How is he?’
‘Not yet well.’
‘Then he has need of me?’
Reaching for the black cloth bag at her feet on top of her folded black cloak.
Need… Dear God…
‘He’s sleeping,’ I said quickly. ‘And… and better in body, most certainly, than yesterday, thank you. Though much damaged by the murder of his servant.’
‘Yes, that was-’
She broke off. Only seconds after the thunderblast, lightning had flared again, like full day, in the glass. And then, on the sudden, as she flinched at the exploding sky, I saw in her eyes what had been so well hidden by her voice.
Her doctor’s voice, which would be well practised at smoothing fears in herself and others. But the green eyes… to me, in this moment, they were the wild eyes of a bewildered animal in a forest of predators. And I felt calmer for seeing them, for they surely were not a witch’s eyes.
The chamber had fallen dark again. Could it be that she had nowhere else to go but here that was safe from Fyche’s hue and cry?
But, truly, how safe was this place?
I said, ‘You’ve seen Joe Monger this night?’
‘No,’ she said. ‘Nor this day at all.’
I nodded, feeling this to be the truth. Time, then, to hasten to the chase. Not that this was any kind of chase, for if I were a predator then she’d walked into my den.
Holding my robe together with my left hand, I stood and held out the right.
‘John Dee,’ I said.
Thus began the hours of change. The night of a wild transformation.
How can I begin to tell this?
Tell me, then, Doctor, how can the soul…?
Alchemy.
We talk of it. We talk of transmutation, we, the men of science, the men of books. We say, there is a formula, there has to be a formula to turn low metal into solid gold, to make man into something close to God. Some ancient secret, maybe known to Pythagoras and addressed by Plato. A matter of the occult.
Most times, we say glibly, it will involve a painful passage through darkness towards a distant planet of light. But the truth is that almost none of us of us will ever attain that light, seeing only momentary glimpses like flashes from the beaten sky in the black belly of a storm. And then, having watched the flashes and searched deep within ourselves for something more lasting, will only – God help us – dwell forever in a deeper darkness.
Worldly matters must needs be dealt with first, some small mysteries opened out. It seemed she’d left early this morning to see a sick child at a poor farm in the marshes, towards Wells, when a rider carrying letters to that city had spied her and stopped to tell her of the murder. Returning later to Glastonbury she’d had the wit to exercise caution, knowing how some men, under cover of hue and cry, can behave towards women alone.
Slipping back into the town, not by the road but along sheep paths, she’d encountered Joan Tyrre, who’d told to her the worst of news – that she was sought – and she’d hastened away, back into the woods, only returning, well cloaked, after dark.
And had gone, not home, but to Cowdray who, having seen off Fyche and his constables, had given her food and drink and an attic room. Sending word, discreetly, to her father that she was safe. Cowdray, she said, was a good man, if you didn’t mind waiting a full half-year for settlement of your bill. Her father had cared for Cowdray’s wife before she died, easing her pain a good deal, and he’d not forget that.
I assured her that my friend, Master Roberts, would be swifter to settle. Anxious, naturally, to know if Dudley, as well as giving away my name, had betrayed his own identity. He hadn’t, but it seemed he’d come perilously close to it.
‘Your friend awoke that morning,’ Mistress Borrow said, ‘and knew not where he was. Nor who I was. Once, he called me Amy.’
‘Good,’ I whispered.
Meaning, good that he hadn’t called her Bess.
‘And then, in his delirium, he called out for you twice by name. Where’s John Dee? Send John Dee to me.’
‘Um… there must be others,’ I said, ‘of that name.’
‘Not in my knowledge. And anyway, there was something about your friend’s manner. A man used to giving orders and being obeyed, in a snapping of the fingers. But now I was less interested in him than in you. I had to find out. Obviously.’
At last I found a smile, recalling all her educated talk of astrological herbalism as we walked through the town and sat by the holy well. And all the time, she would have been charting the rising excitement in me, as we discussed the inherent power of places.
All that blithe skipping on the rim of heresy.
Heresy! Of a sudden, I wanted to cry it to the beams. Embrace it.
Or her. ‘I’ve tried to follow your work, of course,’ she said. ‘As best I could, from pamphlets left around the town by travellers. Some of them insist that you’re the cleverest man in Europe, while others…’
‘I know well what the others say. Anyway, both are distortions of the truth.’
‘Ah, but all say the Queen thinks very highly of you. That’s distortion, too?’
She sat, all serious, prim and decorous, looking down at her small hands in her lap. Why would my hands not be still? I sat on them. On the bed. Should not be sitting on the bed with a woman here, but she had the only chair.
The candles, still in a cluster on the board I’d took care to keep betwixt us, made a bright ball of light and shot golden arrows to the beams. Mistress Borrow bent and pushed aside her cloak to delve into her black cloth bag.
‘I suppose,’ she said, ‘that you’ve seen this one.’
I rose and accepted the crumpled pamphlet, holding it close to the candles.
IMPORTANT FOR ALL THE SECOND COMING
Know that the Queen hath been served with clear warning of the ending of the world. That which was foretold in the Book of the Revelation of St John will soon come to pass. Dr Dee, the royal stargazer, hath been commanded to foretell the date when England, wherein lies the New Jerusalem, will see the Second Coming of Our Saviour…
I read no further.
‘It’s bollocks,’ I said. Then blushed. ‘Beg mercy, mistress-’
‘Jesu, I’m a doctor.’ She rolled her eyes. ‘Men cry out far worse when having a foot cut off.’
This casual mention of surgery tensed me. But I would not think on it now. Handing the pamphlet back, I wondered if this could be the peacock man’s paper, or were there more? Was this one mere twig from a huge oak tree of fakery? Or – more disturbing – was there something in the stars I’d missed?
‘Where did you get this?’
‘Some wool-merchants passing through.’
‘Well, you should know that no-one in this world has ever asked me to name the date of the apocalypse or the time of the Second Coming of Christ.’
‘No?’
‘You sound disappointed.’
‘ Tush, Dr John, you’re the Queen’s astrologer.’
‘So they tell me.’
She fell silent. At some point she would be asking what the Queen’s astrologer was doing here in Glastonbury. And in the light of what had happened since we arrived, this no longer seemed like a secret worth preserving.
So I waited for the next thunder to fade, and then told her. Told her, without identifying Robert Dudley, about our hitherto discreet mission to recover the bones which, whoever’s flesh had once been upon them, had lain in the tomb of King Arthur.
Something like relief was at once apparent in her eyes, a tightness departing her body. Evidently, she’d feared worse.
‘But the bones are gone,’ she said. ‘Gone from the abbey, yes.’
‘Gone from the town.’
I settled back on the side of the bed.
‘How do you
know that?’
‘I…’ She hesitated for a moment and then shrugged. ‘My mother told me once.’
‘Oh?’
‘And now you’re about to ask how my mother knew.’
I said nothing. Mistress Borrow took breath.
‘She was close to the abbey. Always. That is, to the abbot. When I told you I remembered the abbot, that was because he was oft-times at our house. Which my father, though he’d little time for men of God, would tolerate because the abbot had an interest in healing.’
‘But it was only your mother who had the abbot’s confidence?’
‘And whatever he told her always remained in the most sacred confidence. She told neither my father nor me, and we learned not to ask. It was just that, one night my father was reading to us from Malory, while scorning his version of the tales…’
‘With good reason.’
‘It was read for amusement only. And we talked of Arthur in Avalon and his burial, and my father remarked on the tomb being plundered for the marble and my mother said to me later that it was of no import because it was empty by then. The tomb was empty.’
‘You think the abbot had the bones removed, knowing what was to come?’
‘Someone must have.’
‘But your mother said they were not in the town.’
‘I think her words were, it’s no use anyone looking for them in Glastonbury.’
‘Thus suggesting that she knew where the bones were hidden.’
‘I don’t know. I truly don’t know. She never spoke of it again, though sometimes, when we were alone, I thought she came close.’
Which didn’t take us much further but was a start. But Mistress Borrow hadn’t finished – hesitating a moment, as if considering how sacred a confidence might be when both parties were dead.
‘My mother… knew, I think, where many secret things were to be found. Other remains of Arthur.’
I sat up, recalling what Monger had said about hidden wonders. But her smile was regretful.
‘I don’t mean the Holy Grail. Anyway, most people say the Grail’s not real. That it’s only a vision.’
‘Only-’
‘But there was once mention of King Arthur’s round table.’
‘Your mother believed King Arthur’s round table remains? Here? In this town?’
‘It was just a passing- What’s the matter?’
I told her about Benlow, the bone-man and his piece of oak in a wooden box which I might have taken away but, in the end, had bade him keep. She laughed.
‘Did he suggest you stow it away inside your codpiece, and then offer to help you?’
‘Um…’ I sighed. ‘I gather that Benlow is not regarded as one of the seekers of Avalon.’
‘You gather right.’
‘So he’d not be trusted with secrets…’
‘Dr John, that man would sell his own mother’s bones to flavour a Christmas stew.’ Her face sobered. ‘When my mother spoke of the round table, I felt it was in a more spiritual sense, in the way that mystics speak of the Grail. She was a rare woman. I think she knew much of what happened under the surface.’
‘You mean underground?’
‘I truly can’t say, Dr John,’ Mistress Borrow said. ‘But I do believe that’s why-’
She broke off at the white spatter of lightning, and we waited for what followed. Very soon afterwards, this time, and the whole frame of the window was atremble.
‘I do believe that’s why she was murdered,’ Eleanor Borrow said.
XXVIII
The Great Unspoken
A pale mound of lustrous candlefat had spread upon the boardtop betwixt us. Tallow. Smelled like a butcher’s slab.
I leaned back, hands as in prayer, thumbs pressed into my jaw, thinking: when does execution become murder?
An answer: when the deed has an expedience beyond justice. When the cords and strands of the law have themselves been stretched and twined to devise a death. Ask yourself: was not King Harry guilty of the murders of Anne Boleyn and Catherine Howard?
This is the great unspoken. The laws of man, held up as the laws of God, are just more tools in the practised hands of the powerful.
‘It would not be a good thing, mistress,’ I said softly, ‘for you to be known to talk like this.’
‘I seldom do. Unless in the presence of someone I trust -’ she hesitated – ‘in some odd way, as I would my own kin.’
I felt a light inside, as small and strange as a glow-worm.
‘Mistress Borrow, I’m-’
‘Oh, there are divers kinds of kinship. At college in Bath, I read some of your papers. Also met people who’d had dealings with you in Louvain, where they said all talk just ran free. I formed the impression that you were a man for whom knowledge and spirit were as one. And also -’ hands entwining in her lap – ‘also I know that you were once close to a death which… would’ve been worse than my mother’s.’
‘It doesn’t compare,’ I said gently. ‘Because it didn’t happen.’
I’d made known to her what Joe Monger had told me about the trial and execution of Cate Borrow, a woman who evidently had shared my own curiosity about the limits of the natural world. Was this what her daughter meant by kinship? I’d have to admit a certain disappointment if it was.
‘Tell me about Fyche,’ I said. ‘Why, after what was done to your mother, he yet seeks to damage you.’
‘No mystery there. He looks at me and he sees… her.’
‘You mean it’s a reminder of what he did?’
‘No, no!’ Shaking her head hard, hair swinging across her cheeks. ‘That would imply a sorrow over my mother’s death, and there is none. He sees another woman with the eyes of Cate Borrow and an education.’
‘A threat.’
‘Dr John, let me tell you about this man who was a monk at the abbey in the last days. Then had this land granted to him. And the money to farm it and build upon it.’
‘He inherited the land… from an uncle?’
‘An uncle!’
‘Did he not?’
‘It was gifted to him, I’d bet all I own on it.’
‘Gifted by whom?’
‘Who gifts land?’ Her body rocked. ‘ Who gifts land?’
‘Mistress Borrow-’
‘Eleanor.’ Tossing back her hair. ‘Nel. Call me Nel. It takes up… far less time.’
Nel.
There was a sense of energy in the chamber. Moisture in the palms of my hands. And the thunder was coming so frequent now that it was like to being inside some vast drum of war. But not so loud as my own heart, the pounding of my blood.
‘Dr John…’
She was looking into my eyes, and I wanted to whisper to her, John, just John, and could not. That toss of her hair… dear God. I pulled my robe across my knees.
‘…if this makes it any more plain,’ she said, ‘you should know that much of what is now Fyche’s land was once abbey property.’
‘You mean land which was taken by Thomas Cromwell on behalf of the King? Which, from then on, was the King’s to place in whoever’s hands he wished?’
We were upon dangerous ground.
‘My father knows more than I do,’ she said. ‘The house, Meadwell, was on the edge of the abbey grounds and had become derelict. And then… well, all that was known in the town was that, some years after the Dissolution of the abbey, this abandoned farmhouse was suddenly being rebuilt in grand style. And that Edmund Fyche, a former monk, was in residence there. And then he was Sir Edmund.’
‘Is all this widely known in the town?’
‘Well, it’s known, but makes no odds. Fyche, as well as the voice of the law, is seen as a benefactor. A poor harvest now, no-one starves, as many did after the abbey went. What you have now is more than half the people here thinking him a good presence… or the lesser of several possible evils.’
I nodded, could have named a dozen landowners, here and in Europe, who’d bought themselves popularity with which to tur
f over past misdemeanours.
But one question stood out here like a robed bishop in a brothel. ‘Why would the donor of the land have so favoured a former monk?’
‘Why indeed?’
‘You think your mother knew something of this? Knew what Fyche did for Cromwell and Fat Harry to earn such a lavish reward?’
A sudden apprehension enfolded me and I looked around. Stood up, went barefoot to the door and opened it and looked out, and then walked to the top of the stairs and looked down. In the well of the stairs, pale lighting flickered from doorway to doorway as if men were signalling to one another with lamps and blankets to cover the light.
But there was no-one about, and I came back and shut the door as the thunder broke, feeling embarrassed in my night-attire, wishing I was full-dressed. I pulled my robe across my bare knees again and sat back on the bed, in deepest shadow.
‘All quiet,’ I said. ‘All… under the sky.’
‘Good.’
Falling into an easy intimacy I’d never before felt with a woman. All the more rare, when you considered the hellish nature of what we were approaching.
‘So the Abbot of Glastonbury,’ I said, ‘is taken up to the top of the tor and hanged before the ruined church. And drawn and quartered. And, afterwards, one of his lowly monks becomes a wealthy man.’
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘That’s the crux of it.’
There must have been more lightning, more thunder, but for several minutes I was unaware of either.
‘You can have no idea what it was like then,’ Nel Borrow was saying. ‘I was only a child, but some of my earliest memories are of a pervading fear and misery – all these dull-clad, stooping figures, their eyes cast down. The skull still up on the gatehouse. Nobody was asking questions then, lest their own heads be struck off.’
I was thinking on it. Laying it all out. The charges against Abbot Whiting, as I recalled, were that he secreted items away when Cromwell’s men came, including a gold chalice. Also, that writings of his were found that were disloyal to the King. Critical of the King.
Found by whom? Who could say? But it would be a good deal less easy for an outsider to put his fingers on such items than someone who was resident at the abbey.