by Ally Prince
“I’ve had a raging fucking hard-on for about twelve hours. You passed out on me and then slept with that tight ass all pushed up against me. I had a handful of tit and nowhere to stick my dick. Should we do something about that?” His pickup lines needed work but the thrill of the dirtiness, now that was something I couldn’t understand. It did something to me besides making my cheeks burn. Heat seared right down to my toes, my pussy clenched, and juices began to flow. My breathing picked up and nipples stood to attention. All because he had a filthy mouth, and my body loved it.
I took a step toward him, a pleased little smile graced his lips as he reached for me. Logan tugged me up against him. His body was hot, wet and tight and so ready for me. His hands slipped over my waist and down into my shorts and over the globes of my ass where he grabbed handfuls and tugged me impossibly closer with his rough grip.
“Tell me I can have it, tell me it’s only mine. Tell me your pussy will only ever sit on my dick.” He ground said dick into my stomach and I groaned.
“Yours Logan, all yours.” I moved my hands now to his waist, his skin warm and soft.
Logan ground his hardness against me again. “That’s yours, Precious. We’re going to take good care of you. He will fill you up, breed you. Is that what you want? Your virgin pussy filled with me?” That is what I wanted, no questions asked. I panted as my hand moved over his hot flesh. My hands eagerly moved toward the waist of his jeans, I wanted to drop to my knees right there, but Logan slapped my hand away, eyes needy.
“Let’s get you a little more comfortable.” Logan’s eyes scanned my body, I instantly tugged my shirt up and over my head leaving me in my bikini top. There were too many clothes, we needed to be naked, like yesterday. He chuckled at my enthusiasm before leading me out of the stall and into the tack room next door. With the door shut, the single yellow bulb struggled to light the room, but I didn’t care as long as I could see Logan.
“Up on the bench, baby.” I frowned for a second before I did as I’m told and climbed onto the dusty bench, waiting.
Logan takes his time to look me over, my pulse racing, body humming, and the bastard isn’t even touching me. His hands move to the waist of his jeans and I stare, eager. He slips his cock out gently stroking it. Moisture glistened at its tip making me lick my lips.
Today I would lose my virginity and possibly tie myself to Logan in ways I couldn’t even comprehend. We still had secrets to share, problems to understand. I still needed to support Sophie and keep her safe but hopefully, eventually, I wouldn’t have to worry about my parents, at least for a while.
I no longer wanted to be a pawn in their game, and I would no longer be treated like a piece of shit.
Giving myself to Logan was what I wanted, and I prayed he would be able to hold all the pieces together.
Logan
I felt like I was losing my mind. There’s no other possible explanation for it. This girl invaded my thoughts and it drove me insane with want and need. I wanted to claim her in every way. But not today.
My Princess looked so excited and eager sitting on the dusty bench in the tack room that needed a hell of a clean. I knew that there were at least three employee’s milling about who could walk in on us or hear us but my need for a moment with Lucy was more important. We could go back to the house but if I took her to my bed, no way I would be able to stop myself from popping her cherry.
“Like what you see?” She wet her lips while looking at my dick again. The girl oozed innocence it was hard to hold back so I didn’t scare the crap out of her with everything I wanted to do to her perfect little body.
Lucy’s cheeks reddened a little, and she nodded the tiniest bit. Good girl. “What do you want Luce?”
I moved between her legs, my hands grazing her thighs as she inhaled a shaky breath. My mouth watered at the thought of what I wanted to do to her. And she was going to love every single minute. Though in the back of my mind concern still lurked. I had four days now to figure shit out with Mont and Robert, I had no idea where to start.
“You. All of you.” Those words were music to my ears. Absolutely perfect in this moment. I needed her to need me, want me and never leave me. Jesus, I should not think about things that would never happen? God, I hoped it never did. My hands slipped around her hips and I tugged her to the edge of the bench so that I could press up against her. I wouldn’t be taking her in the tack room that was for sure but I would get us both off and douse the fire that constantly burned between us for a little while.
Her small hands touched my sides, her eyes roaming my chest and then they once again got stuck lower. She chewed on her lip, eyes scrunching a little.
“What is it?” I moved my face into her neck inhaling her unique scent.
“It’s not going to fit.” I snorted a little but quickly pulled back to check if she was serious, the brightness of her cheeks told me so.
“It’s biology or some shit, Luce. I will fit you perfectly. But that’s not what is happening today.” The little minx actually groaned before letting her forehead hit my chest. “I want you too, babe, but we will do this right when the time is right. There’s no hurry.” Well, if you didn’t think about the whole four days thing that drummed in my head but I wasn’t taking her just so no one else could. Before I took what I wanted Lucy would be safe. “Now I’m hungry.” The shiver that went through her body encouraged me to slip my hands around her back and tug off that small bikini top she had on. My hands spanned her ribs, thumbs brushing over the sides of her breasts before they settled on her waist. God, such beautiful pale skin.
I waited for her eyes to meet mine. I could get lost in her eyes, but with her moist lips parted and her breath quickening I knew her need was as urgent as mine. I leaned forward and quickly snapped up those plump lips. Eagerly she parted for me and let me take control of her mouth. Lucy followed my silent directions perfectly, we just fit perfectly without even trying. Her hand slipped down between us and grazed my cock, causing me to grunt.
“Not now.” I pulled from her mouth and moved to latch on to a breast. Her breasts were so sensitive. I swirled my tongue around her hard peak as she gripped my hair and tried to grind against me. I moved my attention to the other one not wanting it to feel left out. Her skin was hot but pebbled when I blew across the dampness my mouth left behind.
“Logan, please,” she pleaded.
“Do you trust me?” The words were barely out and Lucy was nodding eagerly. I pressed a quick kiss to her lips before encouraging her to get off the counter. I loosened her shorts and rid her of them and her panties before letting my hands roam over that tight ass and pulling her into me. My stiff cock now pressing against her warm skin. “I want you to bend over.” I kissed her neck and nibbled on her shoulder before turning her away from me. She used the bench and leaned forward offering up those tight globes for my eyes. “Jesus, Luce. You have no idea how fucking hot you are right now.” It was my turn to grip my cock. I wanted in her so fucking bad. I fell to my knees, hands running up Lucy’s legs before reaching her lips and spreading them a little. Her pussy all pink and glistening. I ran my fingers through her folds, feeling her body tremble with desire and need. I did that to her.
“This belongs to me.” My teeth latched on to her cheek and gave a small tug, causing her to squeal a little. Enough playing around. I got to my feet and moved in behind her. The skin of her behind glowed white in the dim light, my hands looked huge on her. “Open your legs a little baby.” She did as I told her and shuffled out a little. Reaching for my cock I took it in my hand and ran it through her moist lips. Fuck she felt good. It would be so easy to slip in, but not today.
“Logan,” she panted my name pushing her ass back a little more.
“I’ll give you what you want.” I let my hands run over her hips down to the sides of her thighs and encouraged her to close her legs around me. I then gripped her hips and slowly moved back, letting my cock slip through her juices and thrust forward listening to her g
asp. My cock slides effortlessly through her folds, my hips getting eager as Lucy’s heavy breaths filled the air. My own release growing deep at the base of my spine, begging to let go.
“You close babe,” I grunt trying to slow my movements, I wanted this to be good for her.
“So close,” her knees shook, and she knocked something over on the bench. “Please.”
One simple word off her lips had me hurtling toward release. Lucy began to pant and tremble around me. I slipped free and let my cock rest on her ass as the first hot stream pulsed from my cock. I would give anything to have it inside her, but I had been reckless already, and I wanted Lucy to realize this relationship would be forever. I watched as I coated her skin with strings of pearls. With one hand on my cock milking the last out, I used the other to rub me into her skin.
“You’re gross,” Lucy snorted playfully and then coughed. “Actually, this place is gross, you need to clean it.”
“Fine. I like me all over you. Stay there.” I offered as I moved away, slowly taking my eyes off her ass to find a rag to wipe her down. Once she was clean, I turned her to face me. Her face flushed with color and her hair a mess, her breasts were covered in brown dust. She needed a shower, that thought alone made my cock stir to life again. I gently reached out to touch her cheek. “You’re beautiful.” Lucy turned her face into my hand and we just took in the moment. We had crossed a bridge, I knew there were more to straddle but right here right now Lucy and I were going to work out.
We had to.
Chapter 8
Lucy
It honestly hurt to walk. And not because he took my virginity because much to my chagrin he didn’t. I now had muscles I never knew existed, even my ribs were sore. We returned to the house to shower which lead to Logan coming in my mouth. You could not wipe the smile from my face as I entered the kitchen.
“Let’s have that chat.” Okay, maybe Logan could.
I had avoided anything substantial, and time was not on my side. I needed to tell him a few things and needed some comfort to know that what I was doing was valid. My concern was that he would hear my story and throw his hands in the air because that’s how lame my life appeared. Doubt seeped into my bones as I moved into the kitchen.
“Don’t frown Luce.” He pressed a kiss to my forehead and lifted me to sit on the island bench and settled himself between my thighs. I couldn’t focus on what to say with him so close. His scent seemed to be my undoing, I wanted to live in the crook of his neck and inhale it. The way his eyes focused on me like I was the most precious thing, Logan made me feel wanted. My heels dug into the back of his legs and I tried to urge him closer. My hands slipping under his white tee feeling all his warmth.
“Uh uh, little one.” He quickly removed my arms and legs. “My little seductress will not distract me. Come on baby we need to talk about Robert. I don’t want to do it either but I need some understanding and I need it now.” I frowned at his words not really understanding them.
“See you tonight, losers,” Penny called as she headed out the door. Where she had come from or where she was going, I had no idea. Logan frowned for a moment before returning those dark handsome eyes to me.
“Robert is not my dad. He met my mom when I was just a newborn I think. The drugs started years later.” I struggled to offer up too much information because I really didn’t want to scare Logan away. I was pretty sure I loved the guy, but I’d let that thought settle to see what would happen.
“I spoke to him yesterday.” Logan’s brow creased, but things made sense. The dejected look on his face last night, even in my drunken haze I picked up on it. His desperation this morning. “He mentioned something about a sister.”
I swallowed thickly my eyes going to Logan’s tee, gray and not at all interesting but it held my attention. “Yeah, Sophie. She’s away at college.”
“Why didn’t you go to college, move out of town, away from them?” his voice a little harsher like perhaps he didn’t understand.
I looked up. The crease in his brow all the evidence I needed. Logan didn’t get it. Yet he had a sister too.
“You’d do anything for Penny wouldn’t you?” His handsome features softened a little as he nodded. “If I left for college, I left Sophie alone with them. Sophie, the girl I always looked after, she never had to fight her own battles because I did them for her. She never understood Robert and Cindy’s addiction fully because I covered it. She loved, maybe still loves, her parents. I guess I didn’t want to take that hope away from her. I wanted her to have options.” Options that were never available to me, I’m okay with that. I didn’t blame Sophie for any of it, we had shit luck.
“So, you gave it all up? Lived in hell for how many years Luce, Jesus I’m getting homicidal just thinking about it.” Logan’s body tensed, he wasn’t lying. I moved my hands to his waist and tried to calm him.
“I’m not smart enough for any form of scholarship and let’s be honest the only way I would get out of town would be on someone else’s dime. So, I made sure Sophie became smart enough, she got a partial scholarship at A&M. I am so proud of her for getting that.” Happiest day of my life so far was when we opened that letter. I realized all my hard work paid off and Sophie had her ticket out of here, hopefully forever.
Logan moved to the fridge and pulled out the milk and poured me a glass. Thanking him I took it and sipped it, trying to buy myself some time. Putting all this out there and hoping he didn’t look down upon me for being less, God, just the thought alone shredded my heart. If Logan told me that I had wasted my life for no reason, Sophie not being a worthy sacrifice, then I would shatter right here on his kitchen bench.
“When you’re ready, baby, no rush,” his voice gentle and kind and loving.
This handsome man who was a good twelve years older than me, who claimed me and showed me that I could be deserving. Yeah, I loved him.
I pushed that thought away again. “What do you want to know?” I could talk for hours and never say what he wanted.
“When is your birthday, Luce?” I chuckled at the change in pace, but Logan’s face hardened.
“Oh um, in four days on the fifteenth.” Yay, twenty-one at last, but it was not a day to celebrate. It was a deadline, and I knew Tyler Mont would come collecting. Bile tried to rise in my throat. “There are only eleven months between me and Soph, her birthday was last month.”
“So, the bastard wasn’t lying.” Logan seemed to ponder for a moment. “Who does your, I mean Robert, owe money to?”
I snorted. “Who doesn’t he would be a smaller list. He owes everyone for something.”
“You recognize any of the men that come around?” I frowned at Logan as his eyes once again searched my face.
“I tried to stay out of their way, I tried to not be home often that’s why I have three jobs that keep me busy and keeping Sophie away costs a pretty penny.”
Logan rubbed at my back and hummed. “I’ll help her from now on.”
“What? No, I do not expect you to do that. That’s not what this is about.” Anger blossomed deep within.
Logan hushed me. “Lucy. You won’t ask for help, you’ll work your ass into the ground before that happens, so I’ve decided I’ll do as I please when it comes to you because waiting for you to ask for anything just might kill me.” There was a little bit of humor in his voice but mostly he seemed pissed.
“Robert said a few things yesterday, that have me concerned. I am hoping it was just the drugs talking but... He mentioned a big payday when you turned twenty-one.” Logan swore under his breath and had to step away. “I don’t want to tell you the rest, just now. I can’t. Please stay close, tell me if you see anything or anyone that seems a little off. I need you close, Luce.” Looking up to the ceiling, he placed his hands on his hips and sucked in deep breathes. I hated seeing him like this but with him all the way over there I couldn’t comfort him. So, I slid off the counter and walked over to where he stood. Muscles strung tight, chest heaving. I would d
o anything to make him feel better, to take away his stress.
I placed my hands on his wrists, he tensed but looked down at me. Those deep brown eyes swallowed me whole. Gently I ran my hands up his arms and over his shoulders until they reached his neck. I had to stand on tip toes but managed, I tugged a little on his neck and he gave me what I wanted, what he needed. He let me kiss him, taking the lead and easing the tension from his body. This wasn’t about sex, this was about taking care of what was mine.
I would do anything to keep Logan safe, anything. And at the moment I felt that keeping the brutal truth as to what I had done was keeping him safe.
How stupid was I?
Logan
She broke my fucking heart, she really did. How could someone so fucking sweet have been treated like shit her whole life and still have room in there to love a guy like me? Treasures like that did not come along often, and my mission was to make sure Lucy stayed that way. This darkness Robert spoke of would not touch her. I had to make a plan to make sure no one snooped around to take her from me.
After our chat, we both needed comfort and closeness. We reveled in the connection we only found in each other. Our talk drained Lucy both physically and emotionally so, I let her sleep and headed to the stables to check on the millions of things I needed to be doing.
“He’s alive,” Mason mocked as I entered the stable, he spent way too much time here recently. Didn’t he have a ranch to run?
“What are you doing?”
“Taking care of Penny,” he stated with a smirk and I felt my hackles begin to rise, but then I remembered he was in a stall with the filly that was not his.
“Why?”
“Cos she’s mine. We talked about this,” he said nonchalantly.
“Pretty sure we didn’t,” I mused before entering the stall with him and checking on my girl. She’s a cute little thing, her mom is prime stock, but her dad had just come back a little faulty after some genetic testing, so I had no clue if she was worth investing in, so it might be easier to let Mason buy her.
