by Kitty Thomas
Vivian looked up to see a security camera near the ceiling. What the hell was this place?
The walls were a dark stone that reminded her of a dungeon. Maybe it was a dungeon. Her own personal dungeon. She could hear faint sounds coming from next door. Moans, whimpers, and cries of “Please, Sir”.
She struggled futilely in the arms of the stranger as the adrenaline surged through her.
“That’s enough,” he said. “I know you need to feel like you did something to get away, but all you’ll earn is
punishment. We’ve had hundreds of girls in his house over the years. And not a single one of them has escaped us. You won’t be the first.”
The man’s accent was local, his voice deep and strangely soothing despite the situation. The fight drained out of her and she turned to look into his eyes. Kind eyes. Too kind for this.
“Please, I don’t belong here. You don’t have to be like Anton. You can help me get away.”
He laughed and shook his head. “You aren’t the first to use that line on me, either. You may be here sooner than he normally brings them, but Anton never brings a girl to this house who doesn’t belong here.”
He guided her to the bed and locked the chain around her wrist. “This is just to keep you from rushing the door every time it’s opened. The chain will reach to the bathroom when you need to go. We aren’t complete monsters.”
Her lip trembled as she stared at him. Not complete monsters? Who let the crazies out of the asylum to create that platitude?
After he secured her and slipped the key into his pocket, he got up to leave. “Someone will be with you in just a moment. Try to relax.”
As if relaxing was an option in her life at this point.
“Anton?”
He shook his head. “No.” The door clicked softly behind him and she was left with her self-recriminations.
How fucking stupid. Why did I go back? For a few cheap thrills? It was all fine and good that she was suddenly willing to explore her darker side, the secret needs and desires she’d pushed below the surface of her sterile, Stepford existence for the past several years. But couldn’t she have left Michael and made those explorations in a safer environment? With someone who wasn’t a deranged criminal?
There were kinky clubs with rules and safeties in place. She could have asked around, found someone safe to play with.
She tried to think back to earlier in the day when she’d looked in the mirror and decided she was finished playing the victim and the whore. And now? She was going to actually be the victim and the whore. No more playing.
“Michael, I’m so sorry,” she whispered to the empty room.
He’d return, and she’d be gone. Then what? Would he ever give up searching for her? Would he make the connection? She dropped her head in her hands thinking about the journal she’d filled then burned. The only clue to her whereabouts, and she’d destroyed it.
Although the fantasy of being rescued by Michael was nice for a moment, she couldn’t imagine the shame of him finding her here. Even if it was only partly her fault. Even if she hadn’t asked for most of it. Maybe it was best the journal was ash, to save her from one more indignity.
She got off the bed and tested the length of the chain. The bathroom had a simple shower and tub combo, a toilet, and sink. There was nothing special or extra, nothing she could use as a weapon. Though with a chain locked around her wrist, fighting seemed pointless and only likely to make the situation worse.
Vivian returned to the room and sat on the bed, scooting against the wall. She pulled her knees to her chest and wrapped her arms around her legs as she anxiously watched the door, afraid of who might come in, and what he might do with her.
She didn’t have to wait long. A few minutes passed before the door creaked open to reveal a blonde wearing a black silk robe and a delicate leather collar with a silver ring protruding from it.
“Janette?”
Don’t worry about Janette. Janette thinks what she’s told to think.
The woman shook her head. “No, sweetie. I’m her twin, Annette.” Her mouth drew up in an annoyed fashion as if waiting for judgment to fall for having a rhyming name with her sister. Such a small identity difference when they already looked so much alike.
“Oh.” Vivian wasn’t sure what else to say. She was at least mildly comforted by the presence of another female. The woman appeared relatively healthy and not in any way traumatized.
Annette sat on the bed beside her. “I’m here to explain things and to answer any questions you may have.” She stroked her fingers through Vivian’s hair. Vivian flinched, then, realizing there was nothing sexual in the touch, she relaxed and let the other woman continue her ministrations.
The blonde took a deep breath and started a speech she’d probably given a hundred times at least. “You are here to be trained and sold as a piece of sexual property.”
Blunt. Jaded. No bedside manner.
“No!” was the only thing Vivian could think to say. It was the correct thing to say. But she wasn’t acting merely from what seemed proper. The sold part of the equation started a new sense of dread and unease, one more intense than she’d felt since her world had gone sideways.
“Shhhh.” Annette brushed a strand of hair out of Vivian’s eyes. “The man who brought you here is my master. I’m the only one he owns, the rest he trains and prepares for sale. You don’t need to be afraid. He does an intensive background check on prospective buyers before they’re allowed to take a girl home.”
Vivian couldn’t hold back the reflexive shudder. She looked at the collared woman with disgust. “How can you act as if this is okay? Anton is a monster. You don’t mind that he’s raping and then selling all these women into slavery? What kind of person are you?”
Annette’s eyes narrowed. “Look, sweetheart, he gave you plenty of chances to escape. You kept coming back.”
Vivian was quiet for a moment as she tried to picture Anton discussing her plight with the other woman. “He blackmailed me.”
The blonde made a phhpt sound. “Oh, please. If your husband truly loved you, he would have believed you. If he didn’t love you enough to even listen to your side, then why would you be with him in the first place? Easier to live a pampered existence than to forge your own path in life and take care of yourself? Face it, you want to be controlled. You want the choices taken from you so you don’t have to think about whether or not you made the wrong ones.”
Vivian could feel herself shattering. With everything that had happened and everything that was probably yet to come, the sting of this woman’s words were what made her come apart. To either have stayed away from Anton or embrace with self-possession the way he’d awakened her body, would have been honorable. But this? This horrible limbo where she could neither accept who she was, nor deny it. That was the worst.
The tears started to fall until her shoulders were shaking with it. Annette pulled the trembling woman into her arms. “He would have let you go if there had been any indication you didn’t ultimately need or want this.”
Vivian pulled back and searched the other woman’s eyes. “How can you know that?”
“Because he let my sister go. She’s one of very few women he’s been wrong about. When he touched her, she wasn’t excited or turned on. She was just scared. She wasn’t holding something tightly coiled inside of her like you were. He stopped, said he was sorry, and released her.”
Vivian’s mouth fell open. “Said he was sorry? Oh hey, I just molested you, and you didn’t secretly like it? Sorry I didn’t pick a more mentally fucked-up target?”
“It didn’t go that far. He stopped immediately. Janette came to me and told me what happened. Even though he hadn’t taken it far, she needed to talk, but she didn’t want to go to the police. I began dreaming about him. He starred in every sexual fantasy from that point until I sought him out. In the end I became his because I’m the only one who came to him without coercion.”
“What he
’s doing is still wrong.” Vivian wasn’t about to accept a sugar-coated retelling of this freak show.
Annette shrugged. “From this point on you’ll have several trainers. My master doesn’t want girls to get too emotionally attached to him, or to bond with him or anyone else like they will with the man who buys them. You’ll address all men here as Sir. When you’re sold, you will address that man as Master unless he wants a different title or for you to address others that way.”
Even as the other woman’s words repulsed Vivian, they still tripped her wires, still made her wet and aroused. No matter how many times she tried to tell herself how wrong it was, she couldn’t make her body respond like a normal person.
“I want to go home,” Vivian said.
Annette laughed. “No you don’t.”
“You said Anton would let me go.”
“He gave you every chance to go. You chose not to. The choice is now out of your hands.”
Vivian wiped her face with the back of her hand, angry at herself for all the tears. “I miss Michael.” Michael was safe. Predictable.
“That feeling won’t last. What would your husband say if he knew you’d slept with Anton? You know you’ve been too complicit for too long. Mourn the relationship like a death if you must, but accept that it’s over.”
“Why can’t I just stay here? Why do I have to be sold?” The truth that she wouldn’t be released was finally sinking in, but she was still bargaining, hoping for a lighter sentence.
“You need a master who can properly care for you and bond with you, perhaps even love you if you please him.”
“Does your master love you?”
“Yes. I think he does.”
“And do you love him?”
The smile on the blonde’s face spoke of her honesty. “I do.”
“What right do you, or Anton or anyone else have to dictate what I need? Surely there are plenty of women out there who might sign up for something like this voluntarily.” Vivian had seen her fair share of websites where people did more than just play at being kinky.
“And those women will find what they need without our help.”
“Help. Right. You’re all a bunch of sick fucks. Especially Anton. Your master is a psycho.” It was like she’d fallen into a cult where the order of the day was bizarre rationalizations.
Annette got off the bed then, clearly fed up. Anger and hurt warred behind her eyes as she crossed to the door and pushed a red button.
A few minutes later, the door opened to reveal Anton. Annette dropped to her knees.
“Leave us, pet,” he said as his cold gaze met Vivian’s.
“Yes, Master.”
Annette left and Anton came in, the door shutting behind him with a heavy thud.
“I understand you haven’t had the same amount of time as others to acclimate before being brought here. However, it’s hurtful for her to hear you talk about me like that. If I ever hear you speak to my slave in that manner again, you might have permanent scars by the time I’m finished with you. Do you understand?”
Vivian couldn’t stop the seething hatred. She knew she must be glaring daggers at him and she didn’t very much care. In that moment she would prefer he kill her than break her . . . or do something as gauche as make money off her.
He blazed across the floor and took her chin in one hand, forcing her gaze to his. “I said, do you understand?”
“Yes,” she replied tightly.
“So help me, Vivian. Do not try my patience. Yes, what?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Undress.”
The metal cuff and chain on one wrist stopped her from getting too far with her shirt and bra. Anton took a key from his pocket and released her wrist so she could finish disrobing. When the blouse and bra were on the floor, he relocked the cuff.
Vivian stood by the bed, wrapping her arms around herself and watching him with an increasingly heightened wariness.
“Lie on your stomach, and stretch your arms over your head.”
“Please, Sir. I’m sorry.” Pride was a distant memory anyway. She may as well attempt begging for leniency.
“You are right now, yes. And you will be even more sorry in a few moments. You’ll only make it worse if you don’t submit to me.”
She bit her lip and then, since there was nothing else she could do, she laid on the bed. A shuffling sound came from the trunk as he sifted through to find the implement he’d use.
The paddle had holes in it, and the sting was so intense she screamed after the first blow. He was seriously pissed. She cried and begged and squirmed, but she didn’t try to get away. The only thing she knew she could do to lessen his anger was just obey and take it.
He didn’t say a word and didn’t command her to say anything back. He merely left her alone with her misery as he brought the paddle down, over and over. She lost count after twenty. Finally, he flung it across the room.
She jumped when the piece of wood hit the stone wall.
“Goddammit, Vivian.”
She waited, more scared of him now that he seemed to have lost control of himself.
“Why did you have to come into Dome and make that little speech? Can you never keep one thought in your head to yourself? I brought you here too soon, and now it’s all fucked up.”
Vivian watched him from the bed, afraid to set him off again. Anton finally stopped pacing and sat beside her, running his hand over her paddle-warmed ass. His fingers slipped between her thighs.
“Soaked,” he said unnecessarily.
She turned from him, too embarrassed by her physical reaction to what he’d just done. No matter how hard or how much it hurt, her body turned into a well-lubed fuck toy, ready for his, or anyone else’s use.
He started to rub her back, and she allowed herself to melt into the touch.
“Tell me what you are, Vivian,” he said so softly she had to strain to make out his words.
“I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“I want the truth.”
She could feel the panic bubbling at her inability to grasp what he wanted, afraid he’d be angry that she just didn’t understand what he expected her to say.
He sighed, his fingers slowly sinking into her wetness and slipping out again, drawing a shudder out of her.
“I wish I’d had more time to ease you into this. Despite what you may think of me, it wasn’t and isn’t my intention to traumatize you. But I’m running a business. I get paid, and you get a need met that you can’t properly express yet. You know what you are, but you won’t say it so I’ll say it for you. You’re the perfect slave, Vivian.”
She knew he felt the new rush of wetness that coated his fingers, knew that she couldn’t deny it to him when her traitorous body kept betraying her. But she denied it anyway.
“I don’t know why I react this way, but whatever you think you know about me, you’re wrong.”
“Careful, Vivian. I almost broke the paddle over your ass, and there is very little stopping me from finishing the act.”
She whimpered, and he went back to stroking her back. The long, careful touches soothed her in spite of everything.
“You’ll probably be sold for half a million dollars,” he said.
Vivian sucked in a breath. She couldn’t imagine anyone spending that kind of money to own another human being. She couldn’t imagine the type of screwed-up mess who would do such a thing to begin with. Her body shivered under his hand.
“That excites you, doesn’t it?”
“No,” she whispered, arching into his touch and fighting back a moan.
“What did I say about lying? Tell me the truth.”
“I can’t.”
“I know it and you know it, so just do us both a favor and admit it. I’m not here to judge you. It excites you, doesn’t it?”
She took a deep breath, blinking away stinging tears. “Yes, Sir.”
His hand gripped her waist in a proprietary way. “Because you were me
ant to be owned, correct?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Are you going to be a good girl for me and your other trainers, so we can match you with an appropriate master?”
“Yes, Sir.” The phrase somehow got easier to say every time she choked it out.
There was a knock on the door.
“Come in,” he said.
Vivian struggled to cover herself, but Anton stilled her with his hand. It was the man who’d answered the front door. He stared openly, the look in his eyes as heated as her flesh from the paddling.
Anton chuckled. “You’ll get to play with her, but not tonight. She needs to rest. This has been an upsetting day for her.”
The other man nodded. He handed a glass of water and a tiny paper cup with a pill in it to Vivian, forcing her to have to sit up and expose more of herself to his view. She averted her gaze, unable to stand seeing the look in his eyes as he drank her in, no doubt imagining what he’d do to her body when he was alone with it.
Vivian held the glass and unidentified drug and turned to Anton, a fearful question in her eyes.
“It’s alright, flower. It’s just birth control.” He brushed the hair gently away from her face. “Be a good girl, and take it for me.”
She looked uncertainly once more into the paper cup, then downed the pill, chasing it with water.
The bouncer/butler took the empty cup and glass from her then stepped back but continued to stare. She could feel her face flaming from his inspection and had to fight the urge to try to use her arms to shield herself.
“She’s a shy little thing, isn’t she?” he commented.
“Indeed,” Anton said, stroking her neck. “I don’t think she’s been with very many men.”
She didn’t think she’d ever get used to people talking about her right in front of her like she wasn’t in the room. Like she was a thing, rather than a person.
He turned to her then. “Tell me, flower, how many men have seen you naked besides us?”
“Just Michael,” she whispered.
“Jesus,” the bouncer/butler said.
Anton chuckled. “Stop salivating, Gabe. She’s scared enough as it is.”
Vivian wanted to burrow her head against Anton’s shoulder and hide from both of them, but he stood, leaving her exposed on the bed. He moved in front of her and helped her to her feet.
