“I don’t know, sugar.” He handed Bodie’s cell phone to her.
“Thanks,” she whispered. “Hello?” she said into the phone.
“Uh, Miss Mays?” came a hesitant voice over the line.
She recognized who was calling immediately. She ground her teeth together. “I won’t come!” she said. “I’m studying for a biology test. I’ve got a lab, to boot...!”
“Aw, please?” the voice came again. “They’re threatening to call the police. I think they’ll do it this time. The newspapers would have a field day...”
There was a pregnant pause. Her lips made a thin line. “Oh, damn!” she muttered.
“Darby says he’ll come get you. In fact,” the cowboy added hopefully, “he’s sitting right outside your house right now.”
Bodie stomped to the window and looked out the blinds. There was a big black Kirk ranch truck parked in the driveway, with the lights on and the engine running.
“Please?” the cowboy asked again.
“All right.” She hung up in the middle of his “Thank you!”
She grabbed her jacket and her purse and slipped into her boots. “I have to go out for an hour. I won’t be too long,” she told her grandfather.
Rafe Mays, used to the drill, pursed his lips. “You should get combat pay,” he pointed out.
Bodie rolled her eyes and walked out the door. “I hope I won’t be long,” she said before she pulled it shut.
* * *
SHE GOT INTO the truck. Darby Hanes, the Kirks’ longtime foreman, gave her a wistful smile.
“I know. I’m sorry. But you’re the only person who can do anything with him. He’s tearing up the bar. They’re getting tired of the weekly routine.” He pulled out into the road, after making sure she had her seat belt on. “He had a date last night up in Jackson Hole. Ended badly, I’m guessing, from all the cussing he did when he got home.”
She didn’t reply. She hated knowing about Cane Kirk’s girlfriends. He seemed to have a lot of them, even with his disability. Not that it made any difference to her. Cane would still be Cane no matter what. She loved him. She’d loved him since she graduated from high school, when he presented her with a bouquet of pink roses, her favorite, and a bottle of very expensive floral perfume. He’d even kissed her. On the cheek, of course, like a treasured child more than like an adult. Her grandfather had worked for the Rancho Real until his health failed and he had to quit. That had been while Cane was still in the military, after the second Gulf War, before the terrible roadside bomb had robbed him of most of his left arm, and almost of his life.
She supposed Cane was fond of her. It wasn’t until last year that everyone had discovered her almost magical ability to calm him when he went on drinking sprees. Since then, when he went on benders, Bodie was recruited to fetch him home. There had been a brief period of time when he’d gone to therapy, been measured for a prosthesis and seemed to be adjusting nicely to his new life.
And then it had all gone south, for reasons nobody knew. His bar crawls had become legendary. The expense was terrible, because his brothers, Mallory and Dalton, had to pick up the expense. Cane got a monthly check from the army, but nobody could entice him to apply for disability. He went to show cattle, with a cowboy who handled the big bulls for him, and he was the idea man for the Kirk ranch. He was good at PR, worked to liaison with the national cattlemen’s lobby, kept up with current legislation that affected the cattle industry and generally was the spokesman for the Kirk ranch.
When he was sober.
Lately he wasn’t. Not a lot.
“Any idea what happened?” Bodie asked curiously, because Darby would know. He knew everything that went on around the Rancho Real, or “royal ranch” in Spanish, named by the original owner, a titled gentleman from Valladolid, northwest of Madrid, Spain, who started it way back in the late 1800s.
Darby glanced at her and grimaced. It was dark and very cold, even with the heater running and the old but serviceable coat Bodie was wearing.
“I have an idea,” he confessed. “But if Cane ever found out I told you, I’d be standing in the unemployment line.”
She sighed and fiddled with the fanny pack she wore in lieu of carrying around a cumbersome purse. “She must have said something about his arm.”
He nodded faintly. “That would be my guess. He’s really sensitive about it. Funny,” he added solemnly, “I thought he was getting better.”
“If he’d get back in therapy, mental and physical, he’d improve,” she replied.
“Sure, but he won’t even talk about it. He’s sinking into himself,” he added quietly.
“There goes that theoretical physics mind working overtime again,” she teased, because most people didn’t know about Darby’s degree in that field.
He shrugged. “Hey, I just manage cattle.”
“I’ll bet you sit around in your room at night imagining the route to a new and powerful unified field theory.” She chuckled.
“Only on Thursdays,” he said, laughing out loud. “At least my chosen field of study doesn’t leave me covered in mud and using shovels and trowels in holes around the country.”
“Don’t knock anthropology,” she said firmly. “We’ll find the missing link one day, and you can say you knew me before I was famous, like that guy in Egypt who’s always in documentaries about pharaohs’ tombs.” She lifted her rounded chin. “Nothing wrong with honest work.”
He made a face. “Digging up bones.”
“Bones can tell you a lot,” she replied.
“So they say. Here it is,” he added, nodding toward the little out-of-the-way bar that Cane frequented. Out front was a stop sign that local drunks often used for target practice when they went driving around in four-wheel-drive vehicles late at night. Now it said “S...p.” The two middle letters were no longer recognizable.
“They need to replace that,” she pointed out.
“What for? Everybody knows it means stop,” he said. “Why waste good metal and paint? They’d just shoot it up again. Not much in the way of entertainment this far out in the country.”
“Got a point, I guess.” She sighed.
He parked in front of the bar. There were only two vehicles out there. Probably those of employees. Everybody with any sense would have left when Cane started cursing and throwing things. At least, that was the pattern.
“I’ll keep the engine running. In case somebody called the sheriff this time,” he mused.
“Cane and the sheriff are best friends,” she reminded him.
“That won’t stop Cody Banks from locking him up if someone files a complaint for assault and battery,” he stated. “The law is the law, friendship notwithstanding.”
“I guess. Maybe it would knock some sense into him.”
He shook his head. “That’s been tried. Mallory even let him stew in a cell for two days. Finally bailed him out, and he went back and did it again that same weekend. Our black sheep there is out of control.”
“I’ll see what I can do to rein him in,” she promised.
She got out of the truck, ran a hand through her short black hair and grimaced. Her brown eyes were somber as she hesitated on the porch for just a minute, and then, finally, opened the door.
The mess was bad. Tables knocked over. Chairs everywhere. One was upside down behind the bar in a pile of glass, and the place smelled like whiskey. This was going to be an expensive mess, too.
“Cane?” she called.
A thin man in a Hawaiian shirt peered over the bar. “Bodie? Thank God!”
“Where is he?” she asked.
He pointed to the bathroom.
She went toward it. She was almost there when it slammed open and Cane walked out. His long-sleeved beige Western shirt with the fancy embroidery was staine
d with blood. Probably his own, she thought, noting the caked blood around his nose, which was bruised, and his square jaw. His sensual mouth had a cut just at the corner, where blood was also visible. His thick, short, slightly wavy black hair was mussed. His black eyes were bloodshot. Even in that condition, he was so attractive that he made her heart pound. He was tall and broad-shouldered, with long powerful legs encased in tight jeans; his big feet in boots that still had the mirror polish on them despite his exploits. He was thirty-four to her twenty-two, but right now, he seemed much younger.
He glared at her. “Why do they always bring you?” he demanded.
She shrugged. “My unusual ability to subdue charging tigers?” she suggested.
He blinked. Then he chuckled.
She went forward and took his big hand in hers. The knuckles were bruised and swollen and smeared with blood. She couldn’t tell if it was his or somebody else’s. “Mallory’s going to be mad.”
“Mallory isn’t home,” he said in a loud whisper. He even grinned. “He and Morie went to Louisiana to see a bull. They won’t be back until tomorrow.”
“Tank won’t be happy, either,” she added, using the nickname that family used for Dalton, the youngest brother.
He shrugged. “Tank will be knee-deep in those old Tom Mix silent cowboy movies he likes. It’s Saturday night. He makes popcorn, takes the phone off the hook, locks himself in and saturates himself with black-and-white cinema.”
“That’s what you should be doing, instead of wrecking bars!” she muttered.
He sighed. “A man’s got to have some recreation, kid,” he said defensively.
“Not this sort,” she said firmly. “Come on. Poor Sid will have to clean up this mess.”
Sid came around the bar. He was huge, and dangerous-looking, but he kept a few steps away from Cane. “Why can’t you do this at home, Cane?” he groaned, looking around.
“Because we’ve got delicate objets d’art in glass cabinets,” Cane replied reasonably. “Mallory would kill me.”
Sid glared at him. “When Mr. Holsten sees the bill for replacing all this—” he waved his hand “—you may be getting a visit...”
Cane pulled out his wallet and pressed a wad of hundreds into the bartender’s hand. “If that’s not enough, you let me know.”
Sid grimaced. “It will be enough, but it’s the principle of the thing! Why can’t you go up to Jackson Hole and wreck bars?”
Cane blinked. “It would take too long to get Bodie up there. I’d be arrested.”
“You should be!”
Cane’s black eyes narrowed and he took a step forward.
Sid backed up.
“Oh, come on,” Bodie grumbled. She tugged on Cane’s hand. “I’m going to fail biology because of you. I was studying for exams!”
“Biology? You’re majoring in anthropology,” he argued.
“Yes, but I still have to pass the minimum required courses of study, and that’s one of them! I couldn’t put it off any longer so I had to take it this semester!”
“Oh.”
“See you, Sid. Hope not soon,” she added with a laugh.
He managed a smile. “Thanks, Bodie. Especially for...” He gestured toward Cane. “You know.”
“Oh, yes, I do know.” She nodded.
She pulled Cane out the door and onto the porch. “Where’s your coat?” she asked.
He blinked as the cold air hit him. “In the truck, I think. I don’t need it. ’S’not cold,” he said, his voice beginning to slur.
“It’s below freezing out here!”
He gave her a woozy look and grinned. “I’m hot-blooded.”
She averted her eyes. “Come on. Darby’s waiting. I’ll drive your truck out to the ranch. Where’s the key?”
“Right front pocket.”
She glared at him. “Going to get it for me?”
“No.”
Her bow lips made a thin line. “Cane!”
“Go fish,” he teased.
She glanced around him at Darby.
“No,” he said, putting his hand over his pocket. “Not giving it to him.”
“Cane!”
“Not!” he repeated.
“Oh, all right!”
She pushed his hand aside and dug into his pocket for the keys, hating the deep, sensual sound that came out of his throat as her fingers closed around them. She was flushing and hoped he couldn’t see. The contact was almost intimate, especially when he suddenly stepped closer so that her small, pert breasts flattened against his broad chest.
“Nice,” he whispered, his lips brushing the thick waves of her short hair. “Smells pretty. Feels good, too,” he added, his one good hand pushing her chest against his so that he could feel the sudden hardening of her nipples.
She gasped.
“Yes, you like that, don’t you?” he whispered. “I wish my shirt was off, and I could feel your bare breasts against my chest....”
She grasped the keys and jerked away from him, her face blazing. “You shut up!” she said under her breath.
He made a face. “‘How dare you!’” he mimicked in a high-pitched tone. “How Victorian you sound.” He laughed shortly. “I know all about you college girls. You all sleep around and you want taxpayers to make sure you get birth control so you can do it.”
She didn’t reply. Lots of people thought the same thing. She wasn’t getting into another fight with him, which was what he wanted. He was goading her. Odd, he’d never done it in such a sensual way before. It was affecting her, and she didn’t like it.
“Go on, get in,” she muttered, almost forcing him into the truck beside Darby.
“And fasten your seat belt!” she added.
He gave her another woozy smile. “No. You do it.”
She let out a cuss word and then flushed and apologized.
“No need to say sorry for that,” Darby muttered, glaring at Cane. “I feel the same way.”
Cane glared at him. “Not riding with you!”
He got out of the truck in spite of Bodie’s protests, and when Darby got out to try to force him in, he raised his fist and got into a fighting stance. It reminded both of them that he had a black belt in an Asian martial art discipline.
“Oh, all right, you can ride in your own truck and I’ll drive!” Bodie raged.
He grinned, having gotten his way. He went like a lamb to his own truck, waited for Bodie to flick the remote and let him in. He even fastened his seat belt.
She started the truck, waving Darby to go ahead.
“You’re more trouble than cattle!” she told Cane.
He smiled at her. “You think so? Why don’t you slide over here next to me?” he added with a raised eyebrow. “We can discuss cattle.”
“I’m driving.”
“Oh.” He blinked. “Okay, I’ll slide over next to you...” He started to unfasten his seat belt.
“You do that and I’m calling Cody Banks!” she told him, digging out her prepaid cell phone and showing it to him. “You wear a seat belt when the truck is in motion. It’s the law!”
“The law.” He scoffed.
“Yes, well, you unfasten that belt and I’m calling him, just the same.”
He made a face but he stopped fiddling with the belt. He stared at her, his face hard, his black eyes snapping. Actually she only had about five minutes of phone time left on the device, and she didn’t want to waste it calling the sheriff when she might need it for emergencies. Cane could afford a high-tech cell phone and a plan to go with it. Bodie was lucky to have even a cheap one.
“What happened this time?” she asked, not sure she really wanted an answer. But at least it would keep him talking.
His jaw tautened.
“Come on,” she coaxed. “You can tell me. You know I won’t repeat it.”
“Most of what I tell you, you wouldn’t dare repeat,” he muttered, averting his eyes.
“Yes.”
She waited, not pushing, not prodding, not even coaxing.
He seemed to sober a little. “I had on the damned prosthesis. Looks real, right? At least, until you get close up.” He looked out the window at the passing dark silhouettes of bare trees and pasture. “I took her up to my room. It’s been a long time. I was hungry.” Fortunately for Bodie, he couldn’t see the brief anguish that skirted across her face. “I started to take off my shirt and when she saw the straps that held the prosthesis in place, she stopped me dead. She said it was nothing personal, she just couldn’t do it with a man who was crippled like that. She had to have a whole man.”
“Oh, Cane,” she said softly. “I’m sorry.”
“Sorry. Yes. She was sorry, too. I took off the damned prosthesis and threw it at the wall. Then I flew home.” He laid his head back against the headrest. “I couldn’t think about anything else. The look on her face, when she saw that thing...haunted me all day. By sundown, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I had to get that memory out of my mind. Had to!”
She bit her lower lip. What could she say? Of all the things to happen. She hated knowing that he had women. That wasn’t even her business. But for a woman to treat him that way, after all he’d been through, as if he was less than a man because he lost part of his arm fighting in a conflict sanctioned by his country. It was unthinkable.
“I can’t live like this!” he burst out. “I can’t go through the rest of my life being half a man, being pitied...!”
She stopped the truck. “You stop that!” she said harshly. “You’re not half a man! You’re a hero! You ran right over the damned IED, knowing it would blow up, to save the medics in the jeep behind you! You knew your vehicle had better armor, you knew the bomb would explode when the column went past. You made a sacrifice, saved God knows how many lives by saving those medics. And some stupid woman makes a remark out of ignorance, and you throw away that heroism, that act of gutsy courage, like a used tissue. Well, I won’t let you do it! I won’t!”
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