His words replayed in my head. My mind was in another place, but my body was still releasing orgasms.
“Joy, are you okay?” Kevin asked removing his dick out of my pussy.
I sat up and looked at him. I wanted to say something, but the words wouldn’t come out.
“Kevin, I want to love you, but a piece of me still wants your brother. I don’t know why, but he is just something I can’t shake,” I said putting my head down.
“Joy, we can work through this. Just let me show you what it feels like to be loved, to be held at night knowing I will be there when you wake up. Let’s build together baby, give me a chance that’s all I’ve been asking for.” He placed his hands into mines.
I sat there in a deep thought. Is this something I could do. Can I love two people? Can this man give me the love I need? These are the thoughts that ran through my head.
“Kevin, let’s give us a try. I will have to place your brother in the back of mind. I want you,” I said rubbing his hand.
He kissed my hands, I looked in his eyes and I knew he was serious.
“Can we just lay down for a while?” I asked fixing the pillow and laying down.
“We can do whatever you want to do, baby.” Kevin laid behind me and rubbed my naked body.
I drifted off to sleep. When I woke up I looked at the digital clock that read 5:00 a.m. Damn so much for going downtown, it was now a day and I felt good. I took my phone from my purse and I saw Jessie didn’t call last night, she must have had a good night herself. I went to go release my urine, then I climbed back in the bed and kissed Kevin on the lips. He smiled and wrapped his arms back around me. I laid on his chest and listened to his heart beat. I went back to sleep. The knocking on the door woke me out of my sleep. I rolled over and Kevin wasn’t in the bed, I huffed as I threw a shirt on and went to the door. I swung it open and a man stood there with two dozen of roses. My mouth was wide open, I have never had a man give me roses.
“I’m so sorry to leave you out there, please come in,” I said stepping to the side, so the man could enter.
“You can place them om the table,” I said pointing in the direction of the table.
“Can you sign here?” the man said in his cute accent.
I took the pen and signed the slip and thanked the man. I ran and grabbed my phone. I took about ten pictures and posted them on Facebook #GotMeARealMan. I picked up the card and read it.
Joy, you are worth more than gold baby. I knew you are torn in between two men, but I’m happy that you decided to let me show you what real love is.
Love always Kevin xoxox.
I smiled as I read the note. Kevin really got me wide open. I’m sad this will be our last night on our vacation. I picked up my phone and called Jessie, she picked up on the third ring.
“Hey love,” she said when she answered the phone.
“Hey, what are you doing?” I asked as I sat down on the bed.
“Nothing, looking at these beautiful roses Dre had sent to the room.” I knew she was smiling.
“Aww, aren’t we special, I got roses too.”
“Really, I’m coming over, open the door.” She hung up the phone.
I went to open the door and she was standing there with two dozen roses in her hands. She placed hers on the table and we both awed. She took pictures of both of our roses together.
“Let’s go shopping today,” Jessie said sitting next to me.
“I’m down for that,” I said.
“Okay, I’m going to go and clean up. I’ll call you when I’m ready.” She grabbed her roses and I opened the door for her.
I called Kevin and waited for him to answer. He picked.
“Hey baby, I see you finally woke up. How did you sleep?” he spoke into the phone.
“I slept good daddy, thank you so much for the roses,” I said smiling.
“You are so welcome baby, you know what I told you last night and I’m going to keep my word.”
“I know, what are you up to?” I asked.
“Dre and I went to the gym and went to go grab some cigars,” he said.
“Oh, that’s cool. Jessie and I are going shopping,” I said.
“Okay, we will meet up with y’all, let me know when y’all get out this way.”
“Okay daddy, I will be giving you a call soon.” We ended our call.
I went to the closet and decided on what to wear. After flipping through a few outfits, I decided on a purple and gold jumpsuit, I paired it with some gold sandals, gold body jewelry, and the rose gold neckless Kevin bought me for my birthday. I went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I removed my shirt and let the hot water take over my body. I washed up a few times, shaved my legs, underarms, and rinsed off. Once I was cleaned I dried off and applied lotion to my body. I decided on wearing a bun today. I brushed my hair, laid my edges and put my clothes and shoes on. I was dressed and feeling good. I called Jessie and she said she was at my door. I grabbed my purse and walked out the door. We got on the elevator and there were cabs out front. We got in a cab and told him to take us downtown.
“I called Kevin and told him to meet us downtown. He and Dre went to the gym this morning,” I said to Jessie.
“Oh, that’s good, because you know we going to need them to carry the bags,” we laughed.
“That’s true girl.”
The driver pulled up to the curb and Jessie paid the fair. We got out the car and the shopping strip was amazing. They had everything from GAP to a Target. I called Kevin and told him we were in front of POLO. He pulled up and parked. Kevin was looking so damn good in his Nike sweat suit. I licked my lips as he walked over to me. I embraced him with a big hug and a kiss on the lips. He smacked my ass and I laughed.
“Y’all nasty,” Jessie said.
“Like y’all two ain’t nasty,” I said pointing my finger back and forth at Dre and Jessie.
We walked inside POLO hand in hand, the men went and grabbed a few shirts and socks. While we stood and watched. Once they were done it was our turn to shop. We went to Victoria Secrets, Coach, Nike, Gucci, Dolce & Gabbana and Adidas. After all this shopping it was truly time for lunch. We decided on Olive Garden. The men took the bags to the car while Jessie and I waited inside Olive Garden. The waitress took us to our table and we ordered drinks and looked at the menus. When she came back with the drinks, we were ready to order our food. The waitress took our orders and we made small talk about getting ready to go home; something I wasn’t ready to do, but I had to.
I made up my mind to quit working for Anthony and Kevin’s company. I needed to find another job or go to school. I knew living off Kevin was not an option. The food came and we ate. I think I ate with my eyes, because I couldn’t finish my food. After we paid the tab we got in the car and headed to our rooms.
Once Kevin and I got to our room, he helped me pack and I helped him.
“I really enjoyed this vacation,” I said to Kevin.
“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself baby, we can do this again,” he said rubbing my arms.
We put our bags by the door. I got out of my jumpsuit and put a gown on.
“Baby, do you want to watch a movie?” I asked Kevin, he was in the bathroom taking a shower.
“Yeah, we can do that,” he yelled back.
I flipped through the channels and decided to order Bright. I paused the movie and waited for Kevin to get out the shower. He got out with the towel wrapped around his waist and water was sliding down his chest. Damn he looked so good.
“Damn girl you’re staring like you see something you like.” He put his boxers on and put lotion over his body.
I laughed and punched him on the shoulder. We cuddled up in the bed and I played the movie. Not even twenty minutes into the movie, Kevin was snoring in my ear. I shook my head and finished the movie by myself, it was a pretty good movie. I stood up, opened the patio door and looked over the balcony, the city lights were beautiful. I took in the night air. I turned around and Kevin
was behind me. We stood nose to nose, he lifted my shirt over my head and removed his boxers. He bent me over and I touched my toes Kevin placed his dick inside of me and went to work on my wet pussy. I almost tipped over, but Kevin caught me.
“Ugghhh, daddy yes, oh,” I moaned out as Kevin grabbed my breast.
“You like that baby?” Kevin asked while placing kisses on my back.
“Yes, daddy I do. It feels so good.” My eyes were staring into the lights.
“Shake that ass baby,” Kevin barked.
I shook my ass and Kevin smacked it. I knew if my ass was yellow I would have red marks all over it. I made my ass jiggle some more.
“Go sit in that chair,” Kevin said while taking his dick out of me.
I went and sat in the chair, Kevin scooted my body to edge but not too far off. He spread my legs and sucked on my clit. I closed my eyes and let my body do its thing. After uncountable orgasms, Kevin was deep inside my flesh again and he wasn’t wasting anytime getting an orgasm too. After he busted, we sat in the chair naked and enjoyed the night air. I was falling asleep, that dick had a girl ready to go into a coma. Kevin picked me up and carried me to the bed, kissing my lips and laying behind me. We both went to sleep.
Chapter 13
I woke up and took a quick shower and handled my hygiene. As I got dressed, Kevin hopped on the shower and did the same. Once we were dressed we doubled checked the room, making sure we didn’t leave anything behind. Kevin called for someone to bring us a luggage cart. I went to go and knock on Jessie and Dre’s door, they were all ready to go. The bellhop brought the cart and the men placed our luggage on the cart. We got on the elevator and Dre went to bring the car around. He pulled the car up front and popped the trunk. The men got all the bags in the best they could, and we took off to the airport to return the rental car and board our flight. Dre let Jessie and I out, so we could go check in the bags, while they went to go return the rental.
Everything was done in perfect timing. We got on the plane and got comfortable; thank goodness it wasn’t crowded and there were no crying babies. I put my earbuds in and scrolled through my playlist and played India Arie ‘Beautiful Surprise’ and sang along.
It’s like yesterday I didn’t even know your name, now today you’re always on my mind. I never could have predicted that I’d feel this way you’re a beautiful surprise, intoxicated every time I hear your voice you’ve got me on a natural high it’s almost like I didn’t have a choice… I looked out the window as the plane took off. I looked over at Kevin who was sleeping. I took a few pictures of us and then took a few with Jessie and Dre.
“So, Jessie, when you going to move out here? I know you and Dre aren’t going to keep a long-distance relationship?” I asked Jessie while pausing my music and taking my earbuds.
“Well, I would have to put in a transfer at my job and find a place to stay. I just don’t want to move to New York and have to live off Dre, you know me.”
“Yeah, that’s true,” I said.
“Well you know my door is always open to you baby I told you that you can stay until you find a place of your own or we can find a place together,” Dre said speaking to Jessie.
“I know baby, I just don’t want to rush things,” Jessie said giving Dre a kiss.
I turned around and let them finish their conversation. We had almost five hours in the air. I went online and applied for a few jobs, mainly bank jobs, host, hotel clerk and anything evolving customer service. Once I sent out my resumé’s, I laid my head on Kevin’s shoulder and went to sleep.
Finally, we landed. We got our bags and walked out front. Kevin and I caught an Uber to his house, while Jessie and Dre rented a car. Dre was driving Jessie back to Philly.
“I’m going to miss you cousin,” I said giving Jessie a big hug.
“I will be back, trust me,” she said. We hugged again and parted ways.
Kevin and Dre said their goodbyes and we got in the Uber to head home. I helped Kevin with the bags and he locked up the house. I plopped down on the couch, Kevin sat next to me and rubbed my feet.
“Ugh, that feels so good baby,” I said with my head tilted back and eyes closed.
“That’s what I’m here to do baby, make you feel good,” Kevin said kissing my foot.
“I applied for a few jobs while we were on the plane,” I said.
“Is that right? What do you plan on doing? he asked.
“Well, I really hope I get the job at the bank, but if not, I applied for a hosting position, hotel clerk, things like that,” I said.
“So, the customer service field?”
“Yeah, you can say that,” I said.
“That’s good baby I’m proud of you.”
“What do you want for dinner?” I asked getting up going to the kitchen.
“Whatever you cook is fine baby,” he said.
I took out some chicken breast and shrimp.
“I’ll make chicken and shrimp alfredo.”
“Do your thing baby. I’m going to put the stuff away and put these dirty clothes in the washer,” Kevin said.
“Okay baby.”
I got some onions, peppers and broccoli out the fridge. I rinsed off my veggies and started cutting them. I placed them in Tupperware and waited for my chicken and shrimp to thaw out. My phone went off, indicating that I had a new email. I opened the email and it was from CHASE Bank, I opened the email and it read; Good evening Joy, I’m Kim and I’m very impressed with your work ethic. I would like for you to come in for an interview, Tuesday at ten a.m. Our address is, 253 Broadway, New York, NY. My direct number is (212) 555-6122. Please reply to this email to confirm the time. Thank you.
“Kevin!!!” I yelled, he came running down the stairs two at a time.
“What’s wrong with you girl?” he said out of breath.
“I’m sorry baby, but I got an interview at the bank,” I said twerking in the living room.
“For real baby, that’s good,” he said smacking my ass.
I laughed and showed him the email. He read it out loud as if I didn’t just read it. He handed me back my phone.
“I guess you better get you some good rest tonight, that means no dick,” he said teasing me.
“Why I can’t get no dick?” I asked pouting.
“Because, it puts you in a comma,” Kevin said.
“Whatever,” I laughed.
I was happy to receive the email from the bank. I needed a fresh start, I went to the kitchen to check and see if my food was defrosted. It was still a little frozen. I decided to pour me a glass of wine to celebrate. I poured Kevin a drink as well.
“Here’s to a fresh start on a new chapter in both of our lives,” I said as I held up my glass.
“To a new start in life, happiness and love,” Kevin said kissing me on the lips.
I sipped my wine and watched as Kevin rolled a blunt, wishing I could take a pull from it, I decided to accept the contact not knowing if I would be drug tested. I just enjoyed the aroma that filled the room. I knew my meat had to be thawed out, I went to go check again and my meat was ready. I cleaned my chicken and shrimp. I cut up the chicken and danced to the music Kevin had playing through the speakers. I sang along to Donell Jones ‘All Her Love’… She’s got a man, another situation, I understand that’s how it’s got to be, ain’t trying to cause her no complications, I’d walk away but I’m in too deep, can’t make no plans got me so frustrated, cause in my heart I want you desperately, done ran away from all the girls I’ve been dating, when I’m with them it’s only you I see, and she said promised me that it would take some time…
Kevin came behind me and sang the rest of the song in my ear, he rocked his with mines. He kissed my neck, I laughed trying to stop him, but he was fighting me back I felt his rod poke me in rear.
“Let me finish dinner and you can have all my attention,” I told him.
“Alright don’t leave me waiting too long, I might have to come and take it while you’re cooking.” He s
macked my ass and left the kitchen.
I blew him a kiss and placed my chicken in a pan and my shrimp into another. I grabbed my noodles out the cabinet and placed them in a pot of boiling water. Once my shrimp was done I put my veggies in a pan. Once everything was done I put my meal together.
“Damn baby it smells good in here,” Kevin said grabbing some plates out the cabinet.
“Thank you, baby,” I said making our plates and carrying them, to the table.
We said grace and stuffed our face, I watched Kevin as he ate his food. He caught me few times and I laughed. We cleaned the kitchen together, Kevin ran me a hot bubble bath and lit some candles. I removed my clothes and slid in the tub. I laid my head back and closed my eyes, I must have drifted off to sleep; Kevin was now shaking my shoulder waking me up.
“I guess we both caught a little nap,” Kevin said draining the water.
He helped me out the bath tub and I went to the shower to wash my body. After a good wash, I was laid out in the bed. Kevin climbed in behind me and laid there and cuddled up and went back to sleep. I woke up to my phone ringing. Ugh, I reached over and answered my phone.
“Hey baby I had to leave early, some shit at work,” Kevin said, he was speaking fast so I knew he was pissed.
“Baby, calm down and explain to me what’s going on?” I asked sitting up in the bed trying to wake up.
“Lisa, the new assistant Anthony hired, has been fucking up and we are about to lose our biggest client. I have to make this shit right real fast.”
“Wow, are you serious,” that’s all I could say.
“Yeah, I’m walking inside the office now, I’ll call you later baby. Kill your interview today,” he said.
“Okay baby, call me later,” I ended the call.
I got up made the bed and got ready to murder this interview. I paired my phone to the speaker in the room. Eric Bellinger blasted through the speakers. I dance as he sang… Yeah, she bad, ain’t she? Why would I wanna keep her to myself? I know you mad, ain’t ya? Cause she only want me and no one else…I looked through my clothes and realized I didn’t have any interview clothes. I plopped down on the bed and wanted to cry, but I shook that off. That was nothing but the evil trying to steal my joy. I put on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt, slipped on my tennis shoes, grabbed my keys and wallet, taking the stairs two at a time. I got in my car and headed to Target. I power walked to the woman’s department and searched through the rack of clothes. I finally decided on a black and white knee length dress, I grabbed it then walked to the shoes. I spotted a black pair of heels, I grabbed them and went to the self-checkout. I paid for my items and was back in my car flying home. I had an hour to spare. I powered on the computer, logged in, made a copy of my resumé, just in case. I ran to the bathroom, took a quick shower and got prepared. I handled my hygiene’s, brushed my hair in a cute high pony tail, applied a light coat of make-up and got dressed. I grabbed my important items, double checking, making sure I had everything. Once I was ready, I hoped in my car and headed to my destination. I took the highway to avoid all the traffic lights.
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