by Karina Bliss
“Why not? It’ll be fun.” His gaze dropped to her feet. “Those boots should be okay on the bike.”
She tugged the shawl tighter around her shoulders. “What about my hair?” It was piled on her head, with loose tendrils softening the diamanté sparkles at her earlobes and throat.
Devin looked at it critically. “Very pretty.”
She had a sudden feeling he was doing this on purpose. “We’re catching a taxi.”
“Okay.” To her surprise, he got off the motorcycle without a murmur. “How long do they take on a Saturday night? Not that I mind missing the first half…”
Rachel held out her hand for the jumpsuit and helmet. “Wait here.” Inside, she put on the offending items, knowing better than to check her appearance in the mirror. When she came out, Devin sat astride the bike, engine idling and his face hidden behind the visor again. “If you’re grinning behind that…”
He raised a gloved hand holding two tickets. “Front row mezzanine, overlooking the stage.”
Gingerly, Rachel approached the bike. “How do I get on this thing?”
“Put your left foot on the foot peg, then swing your right leg over the seat. Watch out for the exhaust.”
She followed his instructions, trying not to touch him, and he checked the position of her feet. “You can hold on to the grab rail or me. If you haven’t ridden before you’ll probably feel more secure with your arms around my waist.”
Rachel reached behind her for the grab rail. “This is fine.” She couldn’t see his face, but it sounded as if he was trying not to laugh.
“Let’s go then.”
He accelerated slowly, but her knees tightened instinctively around his hips. The Harley picked up speed and Rachel dropped the grab rail and clamped her arms around his waist, hanging on for dear life. A rumble of laughter vibrated through his torso, matching the rumble of the bike’s engine.
She’d never been on a motorbike before, never comprehended the delicious assault on the senses. Speed cooled the air and pushed the scents of the city under her visor. Exhaust fumes, a sizzle of food from passing restaurants, the whiff of trash from a downtown Dumpster, and from the waterfront the salty tang of the sea.
Devin knew the streets well, bypassing traffic lights to detour down narrow alleys. If she wanted to, Rachel could lean out and touch the parked cars, talk to passing pedestrians. There was no barrier between her and the pulse of the neon city, the pulse of the powerful bike vibrating beneath her.
Under the thin jumpsuit the skirt of her dress had hiked up, and Devin’s legs warmed her where she gripped him, from knees to inner thighs. Her spirits soared with a heady sense of freedom. Naughtiness was addictive. She could have been a teenager again, but a teenager without responsibility, without the burden of having to make adult choices.
Rachel felt an almost overpowering urge to stand on the foot pegs with her hands on Devin’s broad shoulders and yell, “Forget the opera! Let’s just ride until we run out of gas.” Except she had a disquieting feeling he would agree.
“Hey!”
Twisting, she saw a stranger waving and gesturing from the sidewalk. Rachel waved back. Twice more, she returned salutes-from two openmouthed kids staring out the back window of a passing car, and from an old lady waving her walking stick. Amazing who turned out to be Harley fans.
Too soon they were at an underground parking lot on Queen Street where Devin cruised into a parking bay. In the enclosed space the rumble of the Harley was deafening.
Rachel touched his shoulder and pointed to a sign, Owners Only.
He turned off the engine. “I’ve got an apartment here,” he said over his shoulder. “We’ll dump the gear first, then walk across the road to the opera house.”
Standing on the foot pegs, Rachel swung her right leg up and over the seat.
That was when she noticed the rubber heel of her dainty boot was on fire.
TAKING OFF HIS HELMET, Devin turned at the sound of Rachel’s gurgle of laughter, then caught sight of her smoldering boot. “Hell!” Hunkering down, he grabbed her foot with his gloved hands, wrenched down the zip and hauled off the boot, dropping it on the concrete.
“All those people-” peals of laughter escaped under the visor “-waving and yelling-” she hauled off her helmet, gasping for air “-and I-” another paroxysm of laughter shook her “-I thought they were just being friendly.” Leaning on the bike for support, Rachel dabbed at her eyes.
Devin inspected her ankle. The stocking wasn’t touched. Dropping her foot, he stood up. “What the hell part of ‘keep your feet on the foot peg at all times’ didn’t you understand?”
Without waiting for a response, Devin launched into a blistering reprimand. Rachel bit her lip and tried to stop laughing. It felt almost like an out-of-body experience, looking down at himself-the never-loses-his-cool Prince of Excess-ranting at his passenger on the importance of following the damn rules. Finally he ran out of steam and stopped for breath.
Holding her helmet, Rachel bowed her head. “I’m sorry. I promise to be more careful on the way home.” She didn’t sound contrite, she sounded as though she was still laughing. And when she raised her head, her eyes confirmed it. “But you have to admit it’s quite funny.”
Tomorrow it might be funny. Right now he wasn’t ready to let her off the hook for giving him such a scare. Scowling, Devin picked up her boot, looked at the indentation where the rubber had melted, then waved it under her nose. “On your leg this would be third-degree burns.”
Rachel’s face fell. “And they were so expensive,” she said, remorseful for the wrong reason. “One hundred dollars on sale.” The boots he wore were worth three grand, U.S. “Will it last through the opera?”
In answer, Devin snapped off the fragile heel. “We’ll knock the other one off upstairs. That will get you through the performance at least.” Leading her to the elevator, he used his key to access his floor.
The elevator opened into a private lobby. Rachel stepped out and, like all his guests, immediately gravitated to the panoramic view through the hall’s archway. “My God, I thought you said you had an apartment…this is a penthouse.” As her gaze swung around the living room, with its rough-hewn stone columns and steel spiral staircase, Devin willed himself not to stiffen. Seeing his wealth changed some people. He didn’t want the librarian to view him any differently than she did now.
“I like the casual comfort,” she commented, stroking the saddle-brown leather couch, “but I would never have picked you as a flower man.” She gestured toward the orange poppies on the sideboard, ignoring the expensive cast-bronze sculpture beside it. “Those are a homey touch.”
His mother did the flowers. Devin relaxed. Nothing had changed.
“Right,” Rachel said briskly, dumping the helmet. “Let’s take off this gear, fix my shoe and get Cinderella to the ball.”
He peeled off his leathers, but when he turned around she was still in her jumpsuit, staring at him. “I should have told you to dress up,” she said in dismay.
Devin looked down at his black jeans and bloodred, V-neck silk T-shirt. The pin-striped jacket had been personally tailored for him by top American designer Tom Ford. A dragon motif, the exact match of his tattoo, was embroidered in red silk down the length of one sleeve and across his shoulder. The whole ensemble, including the red snakeskin boots, cost more than her pip-squeak car. Manfully, he resisted the impulse to tell her that.
She misread his inner struggle as hurt.
“It’s my fault,” she said. “I should have mentioned that men wear tuxedos to the gala opening night.”
He grinned. “It wouldn’t have mattered.”
“You’ll get stared at.”
The woman was a delight. “Okay,” he challenged, “show me what normal people wear.”
Self-consciously, Rachel wriggled out of the overalls and smoothed the skirt of her satin-and-lace dress. Devin shook his head. “As I thought, still channeling the fifties. Although-” he asses
sed the outfit again “-lose the bow, drop the lace to get some cleavage and Dita Von Teese would probably wear it to the Grammy’s.”
For some reason Rachel started to laugh. “You’ve got helmet hair,” he said. “Let me fix that.” Removing the pins, he ran his hand through the silky, shoulder-length mass to loosen it. She used a peach blossom shampoo and for a moment Devin was back in his mother’s orchard, in that fleeting new state he’d come to recognize as peace.
Without conscious thought he lowered his head. His lips brushed Rachel’s. They were as soft as petals, and parted in surprise, but he didn’t deepen the kiss.
Something in the moment stopped him…a freshness, an innocence. A promise? Shocked, he lifted his head.
Rachel cleared her throat. “We’re not doing that, remember?”
“Why?” He needed to know.
She had to think about it, which was good, because he didn’t want to be the only one shaken by this. “I don’t know you well enough.”
“What do your instincts tell you?”
For a moment she stared at him, then shrugged helplessly, unable-or unwilling-to answer. Devin didn’t push it, simply touched his lips lightly to hers and stepped back. He could seduce her; he’d had the power too long to doubt himself. But suddenly this…thing wasn’t about what he wanted.
In silence, he levered the heel off her remaining boot with a screwdriver. In silence they walked to the elevator.
RACHEL FOUND her legs were trembling, and it had nothing to do with her reconstituted boots. Something odd had just happened and she felt light-headed and breathless. While they waited for the elevator she stole a look at Devin.
He was watching her in a way that made her want to kiss him. It wasn’t desire, it was awareness. He attracted her. He just did.
Before she could rationalize her action, she lifted a hand to the nape of his neck, slowly drawing him down until their lips were inches apart. And stopped. They were both deadly serious. Then he closed the gap and the heat of his tongue set off a rush of sensation. They kissed, broke apart, then kissed again. Her hands roamed restlessly under his jacket and over the silky fabric delineating every taut muscle in his back.
The ping of the elevator sent them springing apart.
The lift doors opened. They looked at each other. Long seconds passed and neither moved. The doors closed. Rachel moved into his arms like a woman used to indulging in spontaneous passion with unsuitable men.
She didn’t think, didn’t question. She didn’t do anything Rachel Robinson normally did. It didn’t seem to be that important. She couldn’t stop. Not even when his mouth settled on hers with a possessiveness Devin wasn’t entitled to, and his hands slipped under the flounces of her dress and pulled her closer to the erection under his jeans.
Tugging out his shirt, she slid her hands beneath it and across his broad chest to the tight male nipples. His body was extraordinary, every ridge and indentation a moving, living landscape for her exploring fingers. Someone was panting, and Rachel became conscious that it was her and tried to shut up. But he kept doing things that made her gasp as he steered them toward the bedroom.
When they came up for air, she saw a white bed on a black granite floor in a starkly beautiful room that overlooked a thousand twinkling city lights. Devin kicked off his boots, shrugged out of his jacket and pulled off his shirt. The dragon on his right arm glared at her. Under his right pectoral, another tattoo began-an abstract of curves and spirals in the Maori style, tracing over his ribs and disappearing into his jeans.
“You okay?” Devin asked, and Rachel realized she’d stalled.
“Yes.” Trying not to feel self-conscious, she unzipped her dress and stepped out of it, remembering too late she was wearing those awful knee-high stockings.
Devin’s gaze roamed hungrily over her lingerie and stopped below her knees. “What the hell are those?”
“Sex toys…you never know when you’ll need ties.”
“Great, let’s use ’em.”
“Have you no inhibitions at all?”
“None.” He took her into his arms once more. When he bent to kiss her again she couldn’t remember which way to turn her head, and they bumped noses.
“Sorry.” Her arms were suddenly wooden around his waist. “Devin, I don’t-”
“My fault,” he said. “I’m overthinking this. To tell the truth, I never had sex completely sober. And I haven’t had sex at all for over a year.”
Rachel lost her self-consciousness. Of their own volition, her arms lifted to wrap around his neck. “I’ll try and be gentle,” she whispered, and Devin chuckled. This time when they kissed there was no mistiming, no awkwardness. They’d recaptured the lazy, electric ease that narrowed their world down to this room.
His fingertips were light on her face as he traced her features, watching her through half-closed lashes, a smile tugging at his mouth. By touch, she learned the slight bump in the strong bridge of his nose, the scar under his right eyebrow. Above the raspy jaw, his cheeks were baby-soft.
Her nipples tightened as his thumb dipped between her breasts in the black strapless bra and began a gentle circling under the lace. She pulled his head down for a kiss, warm, liquid, and they fell on the bed, where they bounced on the springs and broke apart, laughing.
Lifting his knuckle, Rachel kissed the dragon’s head, then followed its sinuous length up Devin’s arm. Under her lips, his skin broke out in goose bumps.
His fingers tangled in her hair. “Before we go too far, let me get some condoms from the bathroom.”
Rachel didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”
He rolled over her to go get them and somehow her bra ended up at her waist and his mouth at her breast, his hands teasing circles on her inner thighs. She pushed him off. “Go!”
Sitting up, Devin cupped her face and smiled. Somehow it was a gesture more intimate than anything they’d been doing on the bed, and her throat tightened. “How did we end up here, again?” he asked.
“Wrong turn I guess,” she said lightly. She’d learned a hard lesson eighteen years ago. Never confuse sex with love.
“No,” he said. “Sooner or later I would have got you here.”
Something in his male arrogance took her straight back to another charmer, and Rachel instantly stiffened. “You…sound like you planned this,” she said, watching him closely.
She caught the telltale flicker of guilt before he smiled at her. “This I didn’t plan.” He disappeared into the bathroom.
So good, she thought, stunned, at faking sincerity. And oh, my God, she’d nearly fallen for it. Humiliated, Rachel hauled up her bra and covered her breasts.
Except she wasn’t sixteen anymore and no man got away with making a fool of her. Reaching for her dress, she paused. She had an idea. Did she dare?
When Devin came back, she was lounging seductively against the pillows in her underwear. Rachel held up the stockings. “Let’s use these.”
He blinked, then chuckled as he rejoined her in bed, jeans tightening over muscle. “You nearly had me.”
“And I want to have you.” She dropped her tone to husky. “Tied up.”
Half smiling, he scanned her face, and Rachel hid it against his chest, right over the place where his heart should be. His hand caressed her nape and she resisted the urge to turn her head and bite it. “I’ve always wanted to try it,” she murmured instead, “and you’re the perfect guy to do it with.” Under her cheek Devin’s ribs rose and fell in what felt like a sigh. But when she glanced up he gave a lazy shrug.
“Sure, babe, whatever you want.”
“Lie down.” All business, she looped one of the nylons around his wrist, then tied it to the bedpost.
“You put your bra back on.”
Rachel grabbed his other hand. “I’m shy.”
“You know,” Devin said thoughtfully, “I never thought I’d say this, but I was kinda looking forward to old-fashioned sex for our first time…ouch. Maybe you could loosen the tension
on that one.”
She yanked his trapped wrist against the post and double knotted the second stocking. “So you’re suggesting they’ll be other times, then?”
His eyes narrowed. “Okay, what’s really going on?”
Rachel clambered off the bed and glared at him. “This wasn’t something that just happened. You had every intention of seducing me tonight, didn’t you?”
“Yeah, but you changed my mind and then…”
“And then?”
“Hell, I don’t know…you changed it back.”
With his arms tied to the bedposts above his head he looked like every Amazon’s idea of a human sacrifice, pagan, muscular and deliciously vulnerable. Furious at the direction of her thoughts, she bent and scrambled for her dress. “You’re pathetic.”
“Rachel, you know we’re about more than sex.”
Hand frozen on her dress, she barely registered his comment. There was a pair of red stilettos under the bed. Lying on their sides at right angles, as if they’d been kicked off in a hurry.
I haven’t had sex at all for over a year.
The son of a…Enraged, she picked them up and tossed them onto his washboard abs above the hip-hugging jeans, hoping the heels left a mark. “Next you’ll be telling me you’re a cross-dresser.”
She waited for signs of guilt. For shame. Devin looked at the shoes and started to chuckle. The chuckle grew into a laugh that shook the bed. He laughed until his head was rolling helplessly on his shoulders.
Tears prickled the back of her eyes. It was 1992 all over again.
Rachel picked up her dress and stepped into it, reaching behind her for the zip and jerking it up. It stuck halfway and she pulled harder. Nothing. She spun the dress around to the front.
Devin’s laughter subsided. With difficulty, he wiped his streaming eyes on his bare shoulder. “They’re my mother’s,” he said.
“Spawn of Satan don’t have mothers.” Rachel struggled with the tab. “And funny, isn’t it, that you’ve never mentioned her?”
“Why? I’ve never heard about your family… Untie me and I’ll help you with that zipper.”
