I wasn’t even sure what this was. I got the feeling that they were taking things to the next level, whatever that might be.
I studied his face for a moment, then blurted out my insecurities. “Do you not want me?”
His eyes narrowed slightly. “What would give you that idea?”
I shrugged. “I…I don’t know. I just thought…”
“What, Luci?”
“I thought when you came over yesterday that we might…”
He smirked. “You wanted me to fuck you?”
I nodded, slightly ashamed to admit it.
“Trust me, little one. I want that more than anything.”
I frowned again, completely confused.
He cupped my face. “One thing you need to understand. Although you’ve stated that you want more time, the control still remains in our hands. Not yours. We’ve taken your request into consideration, even obliged you somewhat. However, that doesn’t mean we’ll bend to your will. In the end, it’s about control. Ours. Not yours.”
I nodded. “I understand that, sir.” And I truly did. I didn’t want to be in control. I liked the way they handled things. If I had come across otherwise, I hadn’t intended to.
He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. “In due time, pet. All in due time.”
Langston stepped away from me, his eyes dropping to the butterfly vibrator. “I want you to keep that on all day. And the plug stays in as well. You are not to remove either, no matter what. I’ll make sure the others know.”
I swallowed hard.
“You can remove them when you get home, but remember you are not allowed to masturbate without explicit instruction. And tomorrow morning, when you arrive in the office, I want you to strip immediately. You’ll spend the entire day naked.”
I nodded, unsure why he was torturing me.
“I’ve got several meetings tomorrow, but I want you to be in my office at three o’clock. I want you to kneel on the floor beside my desk and wait for me to arrive. Understood?”
I nodded again. “Yes, sir.”
“Good girl.” He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. “And I want you to think about me until then, Luci.” His voice dropped an octave or ten. “I want you to think about me fucking you until you’re screaming my name.”
Langston stood tall once more, his fingers gliding over my cheek.
“Because that’s what I’ll be thinking about,” he said. “That’s all I seem to be able to think about.”
With that, he turned and left the room.
And for some stupid reason, my heart turned over as I replayed his words in my head again and again.
Thirty-One
BECAUSE OF LANGSTON’S INSTRUCTIONS FOR the next day, I went back on my original request and invited Jordan to go to lunch that day instead. He seemed thrilled that I’d changed my mind. Personally, I was quite happy with my decision because I looked forward to spending time with my new friend.
Plus, it seemed the best choice as far as I was concerned. For one, I was allowed to wear clothing today, so that was a good thing. On the other hand, I was intensely aware of the butt plug and the vibrator hidden beneath. It took a tremendous amount of focus not to think about them while I was having lunch with my friend.
“I see they’re keeping you busy,” Jordan said absently when we sat down at one of the empty tables in the sandwich shop. “Are you at least enjoying yourself?”
I nodded, unable to look him in the eyes.
“Well, I heard Langston and Landon talking and they seem rather impressed with you.”
My eyes shot up to his face. “Really?”
He nodded, a huge grin making his cheeks puff out. “Oh, yeah.” He opened his chips. “I also heard Justin telling someone on the phone that he was going to be limiting his travel for a while. He said he had something he needed to focus on in the office.”
My cheeks heated.
“I’m wondering if that has something to do with you.”
I had no idea how much Jordan knew about what was going on during the day. I knew he was curious, and I was almost positive he suspected something. How could he not when he’d seen so many secretaries come and go during his tenure with the company?
“One day, you’ll trust me enough to spill the beans,” he finally said when I didn’t respond. Surprisingly, he didn’t sound disappointed that I wasn’t laying it all out for him, which alleviated some of my guilt.
I shoved a chip into my mouth, not wanting to reveal all the details to my newfound friend.
His hand touched mine. “You won’t get any judgement from me, Luci. I promise. And I won’t push you either. But if you ever need someone to talk to, just know that I’m here.”
I nodded again. I really liked Jordan. He was so sweet to me.
“So…did you do anything interesting this weekend?” he asked, changing the subject.
This time I smiled, relaxing somewhat. “I did.” Groaning, I added, “I had breakfast with my parents.”
“Oooh. That sounds fun. Tell me all about it.”
So I did.
Unfortunately, that was the exact same moment that damn vibrator came to life.
•
The first lull in my day happened at four o’clock, so I went into Ben’s office to see if I could get him anything. Since he had asked me to stop by, I wanted to make sure I gave him the time he deserved.
He was typing furiously on his computer, but he motioned for me to come in.
His gaze darted up to me briefly, then back to his computer screen.
“Strip for me, gumdrop.”
For the second time that day, I removed my clothes and neatly placed them in one of the chairs across from his desk.
“Come over here,” he said, patting the top of his desk. “Give me another minute and I’ll be finished.”
I stood beside his chair, mindful of how I presented myself, and waited until he was through typing. He then placed his laptop on one of the shelves behind his desk and turned to face me.
“Lift your chin slightly,” he instructed. “But keep it at a respectful angle. When your presence is requested by a Dom, you need to keep in mind that you’re here for my pleasure, so you want to present yourself in the most pleasing manner.”
“Is that what this is?” I asked, unable to hold the question back.
He smiled, his eyes softening. “Honestly, I don’t know what this is, but I’m following Langston’s lead. He’s evidently trying to teach you something and I want to help you out.”
I nodded, adjusting my stance. I wasn’t sure I would ever get used to this, but I did notice I was paying more attention to my posture throughout the day now.
“Just like that. Very nice.” His big hands curled around my hips as he pulled me closer to him. “I’ve been thinking about you all day.”
I had no idea what to say to that.
“I was thinking about how generous you were this morning.”
“But you didn’t come,” I blurted.
His smile was slow and sexy as he looked up at me. “It’s not always about me, Luci. Sometimes it’s about…pleasing someone else. Does that make sense?”
“Sort of.” But not really.
“Just like you, I take commands from someone else. And when that happens, it’s my sole objective to please that person. Does that help?”
It didn’t, but I nodded anyway. I guess that made me selfish, because in my experience, sex had the potential to be satisfying and I was generally focused on my own pleasure, rather than my partner’s. Which, now that I thought about it, really did make me selfish. That wasn’t something I wanted to acknowledge aloud.
“You’ll get there. I promise. Just focus on what we’re asking of you. You follow instructions rather well.”
Huh. I wondered whether that was the lesson they were trying to teach me. Follow instructions and please others. Like Ben had said, it wasn’t always about me.
“All right, gumdrop. Enough of the lessons. Right now is all
about you, so have a seat.” Ben patted the top of his desk before rolling his chair back out of the way. “Put your feet on the arms of my chair.”
Once again, I was in the same position I’d been in when he had introduced me to the nipple clamps.
“Spread your knees wide.”
Leaning back on my hands, I opened my legs while Ben sat there, his face inches away from my pussy. He inhaled deeply as embarrassment coursed through me. I figured I should’ve been used to this by now, but I wasn’t.
His fingers grazed over my mound, shifting the butterfly vibrator out of the way, then sliding against my clit.
“I enjoy how wet you get,” he said absently, still teasing me with his fingers. “And I definitely like the plug.” He nudged it slightly, and I was once again reminded that my ass was filled. It wasn’t terribly uncomfortable, although it had been that morning. I’d gotten used to it at some point during the day, only really noticing when I got up from my chair or sat down.
“I’m going to feast on your pretty pussy now. Feel free to come as many times as you’d like.”
When his mouth descended, I sucked in a sharp breath. He explored me with his skillful tongue for what felt like hours, lapping at my clit, stroking my outer lips, then delving into me. He grabbed my hips and jerked me closer to him as he buried his face in my cunt.
My skin tingled as he continued to drive me out of my mind. I tried to hold back, but my efforts proved futile a short time later when I came in a maddening rush, crying out his name over and over. He slowed only briefly while I tried to catch my breath. My clit was too sensitive and he seemed to know that. Instead of tormenting me, he focused on fucking me with his tongue. Eventually he resumed flicking my clit until I was flying high once again.
Ben made me come two more times with his mouth, then used his fingers to shatter me. By the time he stopped, I was trembling.
“Such a good girl,” he whispered as he got to his feet. His big hand curled behind my neck as he pulled me closer.
Ben’s kiss was demanding yet gentle. I could taste myself on his lips and that in itself renewed my arousal. I was desperate for him to fuck me again.
As though he could read my mind, Ben pulled back, his golden eyes focusing on my face.
“Not this time, gumdrop.”
Ben adjusted the butterfly vibrator so that it was back in place, resting against my overstimulated clit. I groaned at the gentle pressure. Langston had made the thing come to life numerous times throughout the day and I could only hope that he would hold off for a little while. Although I was still horny, my clit did need a little time to recover.
I frowned when Ben’s comment sank in. “Are you denying yourself?”
He seemed pleased that I’d caught on. “Like I said, you’re not the only one who takes instruction.”
I could only assume that Justin had instructed him not to come. It made complete sense. And it certainly explained why Ben referred to Justin as Mr. Parker. Ever since Langston had mentioned Doms that morning, I had given it a little thought. I assumed Ben was Justin’s submissive. Although, that didn’t make sense at all, considering how demanding Ben was with me.
Regardless, the thought of him denying me and himself didn’t help my renewed frustration at all.
Someone cleared their throat and I jerked my head toward the sound to see Justin standing in the doorway. He was watching us intently. My gaze dropped and I noticed the hard ridge of his erection tenting his pants.
The sexy blond moved into the room, leaving the door open.
“I’m proud of you, Ben,” Justin said approvingly as he moved over to lean against the back of the sofa.
“Thank you, Mr. Parker,” Ben said gruffly.
I had no idea what was about to happen, but I figured it had to be something since Ben helped me down from his desk, steadying me on my feet.
“As a reward for not coming, I’m going to let you suck me until I come down your throat.”
Wait.
Ben’s reward was to make Justin come? I didn’t understand. Wouldn’t Justin want Ben to come?
I glanced over at Ben, noticing the glazed look in his eyes as though the thought of making Justin come was pleasure in and of itself.
Justin snapped his fingers and pointed to the spot directly in front of him.
I watched in awe as Ben walked toward him. He did not look like a man who took commands from others, but he did exactly as Justin instructed. Being that Ben was several years older than Justin only added to the surreal experience. Granted, it didn’t lessen how intensely erotic it was.
But this seemed intimate between the two of them, and I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do.
“Put me in your mouth,” Justin commanded Ben, his focus solely on the man in front of him.
I couldn’t have looked away if I’d wanted to. I watched as Ben freed Justin’s cock from his slacks, stroking him lovingly. I found I enjoyed watching the way Ben’s dark hand caressed Justin’s cock, making him harder by the second.
Justin then clicked his tongue and Ben took him fully into his mouth.
“Oh, yeah,” Justin groaned. “I love your mouth.” Justin’s eyes shot to me. “Come here, princess.” He motioned for me to join them. “I want you to see how well he can take my cock all the way down his throat. It requires finesse and focus and a genuine desire to please. My pup has all of those things.”
Swallowing hard, I moved closer.
“I think he’s jealous that you’re wearing a plug today and he’s not,” Justin mused while Ben lovingly sucked him from root to tip. “Isn’t that right, pup?”
Ben nodded but didn’t stop his ministrations.
“Have you ever watched two men together, Luci?”
“No, sir.”
“Not even in porn?”
“No, sir.”
“Hmm. Well, one of these days I’ll have to let you watch while I slide my cock deep inside his tight ass.”
Ben moaned, as though pleased by that statement.
“Take me all the way, pup,” Justin ordered roughly.
Ben’s mouth widened and he shifted down so that his face was buried in Justin’s pubic hair.
“Such a good boy,” Justin said, his tone gentle, loving. “I love to fuck your throat.”
A few seconds passed before Justin pulled his hips back slightly, then thrust forward. Ben seemed to be anticipating the movement, because he didn’t flinch, simply allowed Justin to thrust deep in his mouth.
Justin reached out and pulled me closer to him. “Shift that vibrator out of the way.”
I did and then his hand delved between my thighs, his fingers separating my lips and finding my slick entrance. He shoved two fingers inside me and I groaned.
“This makes you wet.”
“Yes, sir.” I was ridiculously turned on by watching Ben suck Justin’s cock.
“That pleases me,” he said as he removed his fingers from my pussy.
Heat swamped me. For whatever reason, I liked the praise these men gave me. I’d never experienced anything like this before.
Justin’s hips continued to punch forward, driving his cock deeper into Ben’s throat. I had no idea how the man could sit there like that.
Finally, Justin pulled back.
“I want you to make me come,” he ordered Ben. “And I want you to swallow.”
Ben nodded. “It’d be my pleasure, Mr. Parker.”
Justin’s hands curled around Ben’s bald head and he jerked him forward, impaling the man’s mouth with his cock. He began fucking Ben’s face in earnest while Ben moaned loudly.
“Such a good boy,” Justin growled. “I want you to teach Luci how to deep-throat the way that you do. No one takes my cock like you do. God, that feels good.”
Ben’s head jerked in a subtle nod while Justin continued to slam his hips forward, fucking him roughly.
“Suck hard,” Justin commanded.
I watched as Ben’s cheeks hollowed out, his lips w
rapped around Justin’s thick cock.
“Fuck yes,” Justin hissed. “Swallow every bit.”
I never thought I’d be turned on by watching two men. However, I most certainly was.
In fact, I was now just as turned on as I’d been when I walked into Ben’s office a short time ago. And once again, I found I was sexually frustrated.
This seemed to be a no-win situation for me.
Thirty-Two
AFTER JUSTIN AND BEN DISAPPEARED into the bathroom, I pulled my clothing on in Ben’s office, then returned to my desk to grab my purse and head out for the evening. It was five forty-five and I was eager to get home so I could guzzle a bottle of wine. I needed something to take the edge off this day, and I was hoping that was going to do it.
Before I made it halfway down the hallway, I heard someone calling my name. I glanced over my shoulder to see Landon strolling toward me.
“You heading out, too?” I slowed my pace and smiled.
“I was thinkin’ I’d take you to dinner.”
That made me stop in my tracks and turn to face him. “Me?”
Landon chuckled. “Since you’re the only other person in the hallway…”
A grin broke out on my mouth. “I’m sorry. It’s just…I didn’t expect that.”
“No?”
I shook my head.
“So my brother can hang out and watch movies, but you find it strange that I want to take you to dinner?”
As a matter of fact, I found both odd.
I blushed. “When you put it that way…”
“How about I follow you to your apartment, then we’ll go in my truck. That way you don’t have to drive home too late.”
That was such a gentlemanly thing to do. I couldn’t help but smile wider. “That sounds great.”
With Landon standing much closer than he normally did, we headed toward the elevator. The entire time, I was trying to figure out if he was going to work me into a frenzy and leave me hanging, too.
I was pretty sure I might not be able to hold back my scathing words if that were to happen.
However, I could do nothing but wait and see.
•
It took about an hour for us to get back to my apartment and then to the restaurant he’d decided on. It was a nice little Italian place not far from where I lived.
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