Lydia shook her head as she got up from the table.
“Ma’am?” the bodyguard said, leaning into the room. “Looks like a woman in her fifties, blond hair, holding a package?”
I told Lydia I would stay in the kitchen if she wanted to see who it was. Nodding, she followed the bodyguard out of the room, and I listened as she opened the front door and carried on a conversation with someone whose voice sounded very familiar. Straining to listen, I finally decided it was Melody Wynn, Haley’s mother.
I wondered why she was here and not with her daughter at this difficult time, but Haley and her mother had a strange and complicated relationship that had never made much sense to me. To hear Haley tell it, even though her mother had given up her career as a plant biologist to become a stay-at-home mom when Haley was born, she hadn’t been very suited to the role. Rather than dote on her little girl, Melody had spent most of her time doting on the plants in the massive greenhouse she had built in their backyard. Haley grew up feeling neglected and lost, the poor little rich girl who rarely got much of her mother’s attention. Her father’s attention, on the other hand, was adoring and absolute—on those rare occasions when he managed to get home on time. Lost between a mother who was there in body but not in mind and a father who was there in mind but not in body, Haley basically raised herself. When we first met, she was the most independent, self-sufficient kid I had ever known. That was one of the things I had liked most about her, though it took a while for me to understand the depth of pain behind that independence.
Her parents had divorced the year before we met for reasons Haley didn’t divulge for a long time. All I knew at first was that her father had been the one to get custody of their only child and her mother had moved out to a little cottage in Dreiheit and gone back to working full time with an agricultural research firm—a position that seemed to suit her much better than that of full-time mom. Eventually, Haley confided that her mother had been engaging in casual affairs for years, and when Mr. Wynn found out about it, he had immediately filed for a divorce.
By the time Haley and I started high school, those wounds had healed a bit, though it seemed to me that Haley and her mother were more like friends than parent and child. Melody was always very warm and friendly with Haley, but then again she was that way with everyone, her house an open door. When Haley and I came on our weekend visits, it felt as if we were checking into a dorm with a housemother rather than staying with someone’s actual mom. It was around that time that Melody took to wearing diaphanous, earthy dresses and letting her hair grow long, and privately I nicknamed her “The Floater,” because she was someone who floated through spaces, lost in her own little world, oblivious to the pain inside her own child.
Now in the living room, Melody was peppering Lydia with questions about Bobby, and I felt bad for her. Lydia was such an earnest, honest person that I knew she was finding it hard not to admit that I was here to investigate his disappearance—and that I was in the very next room. I decided to make it easier for her. I rose and walked to the doorway and stood there for a moment, looking past the bodyguard to study my old best friend’s mother. Melody still wore her hair loose and wavy and blond, though just to her shoulders now rather than halfway down her back. Her face may have seemed a little older, but she was still beautiful.
“Are you sure I can’t help with anything?” Melody was asking. “How about Isaac? Does he need a sitter or rides to school or anything?”
“Thank you, no. Isaac will be staying home from school until we know what is going on.”
“What about your job at the bridal shop?”
“I am not scheduled to go in until next Wednesday, so I suppose I will wait and see what happens between now and then.”
“Well, please let me know if—” Melody’s voice stopped short when she spotted me. “Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize you had company. I won’t hold you up.”
“Melody,” I said, stepping forward. “It’s me. Annalise. Well, I go by just Anna now.”
The expression on Melody’s face went from confusion to surprise. With a squeal, she ran across the room and wrapped me in a hug, holding on as fervently as Lydia had earlier. For the next few minutes, she went on and on about how different I looked. I told her the opposite, that she hadn’t aged a day, that she was still as stunning as ever.
Melody repeated many of the same questions to me that she had asked of Lydia, expressing her concerns about Bobby and her sadness about Doug. In turn, I asked about Haley and how she was doing.
“I have no idea,” Melody replied mournfully. “When she couldn’t find her husband, she kept calling me for help, but once he turned up dead, all she wanted was her father. I don’t know why I should be surprised. She’s never let me be there for her before. She wouldn’t even let me go with her to the funeral home.”
Lydia and I glanced at each other, neither one of us sure how to respond. I hadn’t spoken to Haley in years, so I was hardly in a position to comment. Melody seemed to sense our discomfort, because she changed the subject yet again and asked me how long I would be in town and where I was staying.
“Anna will be with me, at my family’s farm,” Lydia volunteered.
Melody squinted her eyes and leaned toward me, lowering her voice.
“You do know the Amish don’t heat their bedrooms, right?” she asked. I did know that—though I had forgotten until she reminded me. “If it gets too cold for you over there, let me know. There’s always room on my couch. Maybe Haley could come out too. It could be like old times.”
I thanked her for the offer, thinking how oddly Melody’s mind worked. Old times? Haley’s husband was dead! My brother was missing and was being sought by the police for questioning in his death! Yet somehow The Floater thought we could sit around and eat granola and gab about cute boys.
“Thanks. I’ll keep that in mind,” I replied, though I doubted I would take advantage of her offer, even if I had to wear footed fleece pajamas to bed. Not only did I feel that I needed to remain close to Lydia for safety’s sake, I also knew that if Bobby turned up on his own, he would more than likely show up at the farm.
Melody had to go, but as we said our goodbyes I asked her to please not tell anyone I was in town.
“I know the press will find out eventually,” I explained, “but I’d like to keep it quiet as long as I can.”
“Can I tell Haley at least? I know she’ll want to see you.”
“Lydia already told her I was coming. But if you do speak to her, tell her I drove to her house today on my way here, but there were so many news vans parked out front that I turned around and left. I hope we can figure out a way to get together that doesn’t include the media.”
Melody put a hand on my wrist and looked deeply into my eyes.
“Please do, Anna. Even if Haley doesn’t want her mother around, she still needs her friends. Services for Doug won’t be for a few days yet, so give her a call and try to find a way to make it happen before then, okay?”
“Okay,” I promised, and with a final hug and a goodbye, Melody was gone.
As Lydia closed the door behind her, I said that if she didn’t mind, what I’d like to do next was listen to the messages on their answering machine.
“Ach, the machine!” she cried, obviously forgetting that their messages had likely been piling up since she had left here Wednesday night. Rushing to the machine, which sat on a corner table in the living room, she was shocked to see she had twenty-two messages. “I cannot listen. Please, Anna, do this for me and just tell me what you hear. Unless it is the sound of my husband’s voice telling me where he is, I do not want to know.”
Glad to be left on my own, I told her that was no problem.
“Gut. You focus on this. I will wash the dishes and pack up the things Isaac and I need.”
I asked if she could loan me some warmer clothes, especially sweaters, and she said that would be no problem.
Grabbing my skip tracing forms and my laptop,
I sat down and took a look at their machine, noticing as I did that the bodyguard repositioned himself near the door, right within earshot. Feeling uncomfortable, I wondered if part of his job description included listening to our conversations or monitoring our activities—and reporting back to the man who was paying for his services. I couldn’t fathom why Mr. Wynn might want to do such a thing, but just to be prudent I unplugged the machine, carried it to the privacy of Isaac’s bedroom, shut the door, and plugged it back in. Settling down on my nephew’s the little bed, I listened to the messages that had come in over the last few days.
The first message of any importance had come from Doug on Wednesday evening at 6:58 p.m.: Hey Bobby, it’s Doug. Give me a call ASAP. I’m still at the office but use my cell, not the office line, okay?
A second message from Doug showed up at 8:40 p.m. This one was especially disconcerting and sounded even more urgent than the first: Bobby, it’s Doug again. Listen, man, we need to talk. I’ve got the, um, info you wanted, including some you didn’t expect. Call me back on my cell the second you get this message. I’m in the car now, driving to the construction site in Exton. You know where that is, right? I should be there in about fifteen minutes, so if you can’t reach me on the phone, just come on out there and find me. We really need to talk right away.
Next was a call that had come in at 11:58 that night. It was Haley, and she sounded drunk: Bobby? It’s Haley. Man, I saw what you did after you left. I don’t know if you’re stupid or crazy, but you better get that motorcycle back here before Doug comes home, or he’s gonna kill you. The phone made a few clunks and then she spoke again. ’Course, if you’re with Doug now and the two of you are out on some joyride or something,
then I’m gonna kill both of you. Do you guys have any idea what time it is? The message ended after that, though from the various sounds that followed, she’d had a little trouble hanging up the phone.
Ten minutes later Melody called, saying Haley was trying to track down Bobby and had asked her to help since she was there in Dreiheit: Bobby, can you call her when you get in? She wants me to go over to your place and bang on the door, but I’m already dressed for bed so I’m not going to do that. Just call her as soon as you get this, okay? Doesn’t matter how late, just call.
Next was Haley again, the next morning. That time she sounded sober but hung over, and very, very angry. She was looking for Doug and/or Bobby, demanding to know where the motorcycle was and why her husband had never come home. She called twice more during the next hour, each time sounding a little less angry and a little more worried.
At 10:12 a.m., Melody called, saying that Haley was having a fit trying to locate Doug or Bobby: She still wants me to go to your apartment and bang on the door, but I don’t think anybody’s home. Bobby or Lydia, when one of you gets in, would you please call me? Haley is practically frantic.
At 12:15 p.m. the same day, there was a brief message from a man with a deep voice: This is the Exton Police Department, trying to locate a Mr. Robert Jensen. Would you please contact us at your earliest convenience? The man went on to leave his name and phone number.
At 2:45 p.m., the Dreiheit police had also called looking for Bobby and asking that either he or his wife please call them back as soon as possible. After that, there were a number of messages from various reporters and a few nosy friends who wanted to know what was going on, but nothing else of any importance.
No calls had come in from Bobby at all.
Lydia came in twice while I was working, the first time to get some of Isaac’s clothes, the second time to see how much longer I would be because she wanted to get back to the farm before dark, especially because it was supposed to start snowing any time now. Glancing at my watch, I was shocked to see that it was almost 3:30 in the afternoon—and in Pennsylvania in January it would likely be dark within an hour.
Before we separated, I wanted to reconstruct the events of Wednesday evening from her point of view one more time. Lydia said that she and Isaac had left for choir practice around six and returned a little after nine, to find that while they had been gone not only had Bobby run by the house to grab dinner and leave her a note saying that he would be working late, but also, apparently after he left again, the apartment had been broken into by someone else, someone who had poked around but seemed to have taken only one thing, the envelope containing information on how to find me.
Just minutes after Lydia and Isaac had arrived after choir practice and discovered all of this, Bobby called to tell her that they were in danger and that they needed to leave immediately. She had done as he said, racing to her sister’s farm. Though she had sent her brother Caleb over yesterday to fix the lock on the door and retrieve her box of important papers, she hadn’t returned to the apartment herself until this afternoon, when she met me here. At no point during any of that had she ever contacted the police about the break-in nor filed a missing persons report on Bobby. When I asked why, she seemed confused and said that once I was on the case, it had never crossed her mind to do so.
“Not even after you heard about Doug’s death?” I asked. “What if the person who broke in here was the same person who killed Doug? The police need to be notified.”
When I said that, Lydia put her head in her hands.
“I do not think as you do, Anna,” she cried. “So much evil around, so many confusing things. I just assume when Bobby finally comes home, he will explain it all to me. I thought this would be over by now.”
She seemed so upset and remorseful that I didn’t press the issue. I just suggested that she head over to the Dreiheit police station on her way home and file a missing persons report on Bobby. Against my better judgment but knowing it was the right thing to do, I also advised her to bring them the message tape.
“When you are ready to come out to the farm,” Lydia said as we were leaving, “call me on the cell phone you gave me, and I will tell you if the reporters are gone yet.”
“Are you sure this isn’t too much of an imposition on your sister and the rest of the family?”
“Of course not, Anna. My family is your family.”
Once the bodyguard had checked to make sure no reporters or bad guys were lurking outside, we walked to the parking lot, and as we parted ways, I gave Lydia my most encouraging smile.
“You hang in there,” I said. “We may have a lot of questions right now, but I promise you, I will stick with this until I find him.”
Tears filled Lydia’s eyes.
“I am just so scared for him,” she whispered. “Thank you, Anna. Thank you for being here.”
I didn’t reply but merely nodded, knowing that if I tried to speak I would start crying as well.
EIGHTEEN
STEPHANIE
June 7, 1812
Despite the winds that carry hints of warmer weather from the south, I have taken to strolling each afternoon around the grounds of the palace. The doctor tells me that such activity can lead to a healthier pregnancy, easier delivery, and a more robust child. As this thinking is quite unconventional, I began these endeavors with some trepidation, but of late have come to anticipate them greatly. Now each day, after dispensing with my duties of the morning and taking lunch and a nap, my attendants prepare me for an outdoor afternoon stroll, though they are also skeptical and look upon this action in a somewhat condescending manner.
June 20, 1812
The doctor’s advice has proven true, for I feel much healthier than I did when I was in my seventh month with Princess Amalie. I stayed mostly in bed that time, as per the normal conventions, and I felt sickly to the very end. This time, however, I find that I grow stronger each day despite the bulging belly that protrudes from the folds of my gowns. My confidence in the doctor’s advice has been increased by the frequent sightings of one of our tenant farmer’s wives, a lovely young woman who seems to be with child also, and perhaps in the same month in which I find myself. I have seen her numerous times on my walks, and each time, though her stomach a
lso protrudes from the folds of her much plainer gown, she is forever working: hanging laundry, feeding chickens, even carrying tools for her farmer-husband—and all of this with a toddler often propped on her hip! Taking the evidence of her obviously robust health and my own good humour, I now firmly believe that fresh air and hard work can be healthy for a woman who is with child.
July 3, 1812
Against all propriety and convention, I have taken to speaking with this young tenant farmer’s wife, whom I see daily now on my afternoon strolls around the grounds. Her name is Priscilla, and she is a twenty-four-year-old Amisch woman who moved here with her family from the Palatinate about ten years ago. Up close, her face is fair and lovely, though her hands are gnarled from hard work and look like those of a much older woman. As I suspected, her child is to be born at approximately the same time as mine, and she confirms that she has also felt a distant kinship with me when she spotted me strolling the grounds with my bulging midsection. Though I know it is frowned upon by the palace, society, and even my own attendants, I intend to visit with this exceedingly pleasant young woman again.
NINETEEN
ANNA
Next stop for me was the laboratory where Bobby worked. The whole suspension thing was very disconcerting, especially considering how hard he tried to hide it from his wife. My brother was such a good worker, a smart guy, and an agreeable person that I couldn’t imagine what he might have done to get himself in such big trouble in the work-place. I was determined to find out, however, even if that information was confidential.
It had been a long time since I pulled into the parking lot of the Wynn Industries Research Extension—or as it was locally known, the WIRE. The headquarters in Hidden Springs was huge, but their branch office out here in Dreiheit wasn’t all that impressive. The building it was housed in was so rectangular and unremarkable that it had always reminded me of a grocery store from the outside. The inside, however, was another story. I had only seen the interior offices a few times, but they were impressive indeed, filled with all sorts of strange and fascinating machinery as well as men and women in white lab coats bending over microscopes or working with test tubes and beakers. Many years ago, before the fire, Bobby had dreamed of becoming a doctor and working in a place just like this. To this day he still said that the summer he spent working here as an intern was the most professionally fulfilling period of his life. After the fire, once he gave up his biggest dreams, he had still managed to carve out a good life for himself, one that kept him in the medical field by working as a phlebotomist, collecting Amish blood samples for the lab’s genetic research.
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