Must be somebody out getting eggs for breakfast, Thomas Hudson thought. Just then he smelled ham frying in the galley and he went astern and called down that he would take his breakfast on the bridge. He studied the island carefully. They might be here, he thought. They could have taken this.
But when a man in shorts came down the path that ran from the radio shack to the beach, it was the Lieutenant. He was very brown and cheerful and he had not cut his hair in three months and he called out, “How was your trip?”
“Good,” said Thomas Hudson. “Will you come aboard for a beer?”
“Later,” the Lieutenant said. “They brought your ice and supplies and some beer two days ago. We buried the ice. The other things are at the house.”
“What news do you have?”
“The aviation were supposed to have sunk a submarine off Guinchos ten days ago. But that was before you left.”
“Yes,” Thomas Hudson said. “That was two weeks ago. Is that the same one?”
“Yes.”
“Any other news?”
“Another submarine was supposed to have shot down a blimp off Cayo Sal day before yesterday.”
“Is that confirmed?”
“We heard so. Then there was your pig.”
“Yes?”
“The same day of the blimp they brought a pig for you with your supplies and he swam out to sea the next morning and was drowned. We had fed him, too.”
“¡Qué puerco más suicido!” Thomas Hudson said.
The Lieutenant laughed. He had a very cheerful brown face and he was not stupid. He was acting because it amused him. He had orders to do anything he could for Hudson and to ask him nothing. Thomas Hudson had orders to use any facilities the station could give and tell nothing to anyone.
“Any more news?” he asked. “Have you seen any Bahaman sponging or turtle boats?”
“What would they be doing here when they have all the turtle and sponge over there? But there were two Bahaman turtle boats came by here this week. They turned off the point and tacked to come in. But they ran for Cayo Cruz instead.”
“I wonder what they were doing here?”
“I don’t know. You cruise those waters for scientific purposes. Why should turtle boats leave the best turtling grounds to come here?”
“How many men could you see?”
“We could only see the men at the tiller. The boats had palm branches spread over the deck. They were built up like a shack. It could be to give shade for the turtles.”
“Were the helmsmen white or black?”
“White and sunburned.”
“Could you make out any numbers or names on the boats?”
“No. They were too far away. I put the key in a state of defense that night and the next day and night and there was nothing.”
“When did they go by?”
“The day before your ice and groceries and your suicidal pig arrived. Eleven days after the sub was reported sunk by your aviation. Three days before you arrived here. Are they friends of yours?”
“You signalled them, of course?”
“Naturally. And I have heard nothing.”
“Can you send three messages for me?”
“Of course. Send them in as soon as they are ready.”
“I will start to load gas and ice and put the supplies aboard. Was there anything in them you can use?”
“I don’t know. There is a list. I signed for it but I could not read it in English.”
“Didn’t they send any chickens or turkeys?”
“Yes,” the Lieutenant said. “I was saving them for a surprise.”
“We’ll split them,” Thomas Hudson said. “We’ll split the beer, too.”
“Let my people help you load the gas and ice.”
“Good. Thank you very much. I would like to be gone in two hours.”
“I understand. Our relief has been put off another month.”
“Again?”
“Again.”
“How do your people take it?”
“They’re all here on a disciplinary basis.”
“Thank you very much for your help. The whole world of science is grateful.”
“Guantánamo, too?”
“Guantánamo, the Athens of science.”
“I think they may have holed up somewhere.”
“So do I,” said Thomas Hudson.
“The shelters were of coconut palm and they were still green.”
“Tell me anything else.”
“I don’t know anything else. Send in the messages. I don’t want to come on board to take up any of your time or be a nuisance.”
“If anything perishable comes out while I am gone, use it before it spoils.”
“Thank you. I’m sorry your pig committed such suicide.”
“Thank you,” said Thomas Hudson. “We all have our small problems.”
“I’ll tell the men not to come on board but only to help load at the stern and help alongside.”
“Thank you,” Thomas Hudson said. “Can you remember anything more about the turtle boats?”
“They were typical. One was almost exactly the same as the other. They looked as though they had been built by the same builder. They turned the point of the reef and made to tack in here. Then they ran before the wind for Cayo Cruz.”
“Inside the reef?”
“Inside until they were out of sight.”
“And the sub off Cayo Sal?”
“Stayed on the surface and shot it out with the blimp.”
“I’d stay in a state of defense if I were you.”
“I am,” the Lieutenant said. “That’s why you haven’t seen anybody.”
“I saw the birds moving.”
“The poor birds,” the Lieutenant said.
VI
They were running to the westward inside the reef with the wind astern. The tanks had been filled, the ice stowed, and below one watch was picking and cleaning chickens. The other was cleaning weapons. The canvas that shielded the flying bridge to waist height was laced on and the two long boards that announced in twelve-inch block letters the scientific mission of the boat were in place. Looking over the side watching the depth of water Thomas Hudson saw the patches of chicken feathers floating out onto the following sea.
“Take her in just as close as we can get without hitting any of those sandbars,” he told Ara. “You know this coast.”
“I know it’s no good,” Ara said. “Where are we going to anchor?”
“I want to check up at the head of Cayo Cruz.”
“We can check there but I don’t think it will be much use. You don’t think they would stay there, do you?”
“No. But there might be fishermen in there who would have seen them. Or charcoal burners.”
“I wish this wind would fail,” Ara said. “I’d like to have a couple of days of flat calm.”
“It’s squally over Romano.”
“I know. But this wind blows through here like through a pass in the mountains. We’ll never catch them if this wind keeps up.”
“We’ve been right so far,” Thomas Hudson said. “And maybe we’ll get some luck. They could have taken Lobos and used the radio there to call up that other sub to take them off.”
“That shows they didn’t know the other sub was there.”
“Must be. They move a lot in ten days.”
“When they want to,” Ara said. “Let’s stop thinking, Tom. It gives me a headache. I’d rather handle gas drums. You think and tell me where you want me to steer.”
“Just as she goes and watch for that no-good Minerva. Keep well inside of that and outside the sand-spits.”
“Good.”
Do you suppose she lost her radio when she got smacked? Thomas Hudson thought. She must have had an emergency radio that she could have used. But Peters never picked her up on the UHF after she was smacked. Still, that doesn’t necessarily prove anything. Nothing proves anything except that those two boats were seen
on the course we are on three days ago. Did I ask him if they had their dinghys on deck? No, I forgot to. But they must have because he said they were ordinary Bahaman turtling boats except for the shelters they had rigged with the palm branches.
How many people? You don’t know. Any wounded? You don’t know. How armed? All you know is a machine pistol. Their course? We are on it until now.
Maybe we will find something between Cayo Cruz and Mégano, he thought. What you’ll probably find is lots of willets and iguana tracks in the sand toward the water hole.
Well, it keeps your mind off things. What things? There aren’t any things any more. Oh yes, there are. There is this ship and the people on her and the sea and the bastards you are hunting. Afterwards you will see your animals and go into town and get drunk as you can and your ashes dragged and then get ready to go out and do it again.
Maybe this time you will get these characters. You did not destroy their undersea boat but you were faintly instrumental in its destruction. If you can round up the crew, it will be extremely useful.
Then why don’t you care anything about anything? he asked himself. Why don’t you think of them as murderers and have the righteous feelings that you should have? Why do you just pound and pound on after it like a riderless horse that is still in the race? Because we are all murderers, he told himself. We all are on both sides, if we are any good, and no good will come of any of it.
But you have to do it. Sure, he said. But I don’t have to be proud of it. I only have to do it well. I didn’t hire out to like it. You did not even hire out, he told himself. That makes it even worse.
“Let me take her, Ara,” he said.
Ara gave him the wheel.
“Keep a good lookout to starboard. But don’t let the sun bund you.”
“I’ll get my glasses. Look, Tom. Why don’t you let me steer and get a good four-man lookout up here? You’re tired and you didn’t rest at all at the key.”
“We don’t need a four-man lookout in here. Later on we will.”
“But you’re tired.”
“I’m not sleepy. Look, if they run nights along here close in to shore they are going to get in trouble. Then they will have to lay up to make repairs and we will find them.”
“That’s no reason for you never to rest, Tom.”
“I’m not doing it to show off,” Thomas Hudson said.
“No one has ever thought so.”
“How do you feel about these bastards?”
“Only that we will catch them and kill what is necessary and bring the others in.”
“What about the massacre?”
“I don’t say we would have done the same thing. But they thought it was necessary. They did not do it for pleasure,” Ara said.
“And their dead man?”
“Henry has wanted to kill Peters several times. I have wanted to kill him myself sometimes.”
“Yes,” Thomas Hudson agreed. “It is not an uncommon feeling.”
“I don’t think of any of these things and so I don’t worry. Why don’t you not worry, and read when you relax the way you always did?”
“I’m going to sleep tonight. After we anchor I’ll read and then sleep. We’ve gained four days on them, though it does not show. Now we must search carefully.”
“We will get them or we will drive them into other people’s hands,” Ara said. “What difference does it make? We have our pride but we have another pride people know nothing of.”
“That is what I had forgotten,” Thomas Hudson said.
“It is a pride without vanity,” Ara continued. “Failure is its brother and shit is its sister and death is its wife.”
“It must be a big pride.”
“It is,” Ara said. “You must not forget it, Tom, and you must not destroy yourself. Everyone in the ship has that pride, including Peters. Although I do not like Peters.”
“Thanks for telling me,” Thomas Hudson said. “I feel fuck-all discouraged about things sometimes.”
“Tom,” Ara said. “All a man has is pride. Sometimes you have it so much it is a sin. We have all done things for pride that we knew were Impossible. We didn’t care. But a man must implement his pride with intelligence and care. Now that you have ceased to be careful of yourself I must ask you to be, please. For us and for the ship.”
“Who is us?”
“All of us.”
“OK,” Thomas Hudson said. “Ask for your dark glasses.”
“Tom, please understand.”
“I understand. Thanks very much. I’ll eat a hearty supper and sleep like a child.”
Ara did not think it was funny and he always thought funny things were funny.
“You try it, Tom,” he said.
VII
They anchored in the lee of Cayo Cruz in the sandy bight between the two keys.
“We’ll put out another anchor to lay here,” Thomas Hudson called to his mate. “I don’t like this bottom.”
The mate shrugged his shoulders and bent down to the second anchor and Thomas Hudson eased her ahead against the tide, watching the grass from the banks riding by in the current. He came astern until his second anchor was well dug in. The boat lay with her bow into the wind and the tide running past her. There was much wind even in this lee and he knew that when the tide changed she would swing broadside to the swell.
“The hell with it,” he said. “Let her roll.”
But his mate had lowered the dinghy already and they were running out a stern anchor. Thomas Hudson watched them drop the little Danforth where it would hold her into the wind when the tide came aflood.
“Why don’t you put out a couple more?” he called. “Then maybe we could sell her for a goddam spider.”
The mate grinned at him.
“Get the outboard on her. I’m going in.”
“No, Tom,” his mate said. “Let Ara and Willie go in. I’ll take them in and another party to Mégano. Do you want them to take the niños?”
“No. Be scientists.”
I’m accepting a lot of handling, he thought. That must mean I really do need some rest. The thing is I am neither tired nor sleepy.
“Antonio,” he said.
“Yes,” said his mate.
“I’ll take the air mattress and two cushions and a big drink.”
“What kind of drink?”
“Gin and coconut water with Angostura and lime.”
“A Tomini?” his mate said, pleased that he was drinking again.
“Double quantity.”
Henry threw the air mattress up and climbed after it with a book and a magazine.
“You’re out of the wind here,” he said. “Do you want me to open any of this canvas for ventilation?”
“Since when did I rate all this?”
“Tom, we talked of it and we all agreed that you need some rest. You’ve been driving yourself past what a man can stand. You are past it now.”
“Shit,” said Thomas Hudson.
“Maybe,” said Henry. “I said I thought you were OK and could go quite a lot more and hold the pace. But the others were worried and they convinced me. You can deconvince me. But take it easy now, Tom.”
“I never felt better. I just don’t give a damn.”
“That’s what it’s about. You won’t come down off the bridge. You want to stand all the watches steering. And you don’t give a damn about anything.”
“OK,” said Thomas Hudson. “I get the-picture. But I still command.”
“I didn’t mean it in any bad way, truly.”
“Forget it,” Thomas Hudson said. “I’m resting. You know how to search a key, don’t you?”
“I should.”
“See what there is on Mégano.”
“That’s mine. Willie and Ara have gone in already. I’m just waiting with the other party for Antonio to come back with the dinghy.”
“How is Peters?”
“He’s been working hard on the big radio all afternoon. He thinks he has it
fixed OK.”
“That would be wonderful. If I’m asleep, wake me as soon as you get back.”
“Yes, Tom.” Henry reached down and took something that was handed to him. It was a big glass full of ice and a rusty-colored liquid and it was wrapped in a double thickness of paper towel held fast by a rubber band.
“A double Tomini,” Henry said. “Drink it and read and go to sleep. You can put the glass in one of the big frag slots.”
Thomas Hudson took a long sip.
“I like it,” he said.
“You used to. Everything will be fine, Tom.”
“Everything we can do damn well better be.”
“Just get a good rest.”
“I will.”
Henry went down and Thomas Hudson heard the hum of the outboard coming in. It stopped and there was talking and then he heard the hum of it going away. He waited a little, listening. Then he took the drink and threw it high over the side and let the wind take it astern. He settled the glass in the hole it fitted best in the triple rack and lay face down on the rubber mattress with his two arms around it.
I think they had wounded under the shelters, he thought. Of course it could be to conceal many people. But I do not believe that. They would have come in here the first night. I should have gone ashore. I will from now on. But Ara and Henry could not be better and Willie is very good. I must try to be very good. Try hard tonight, he told himself. And chase hard and good and with no mistakes and do not overrun them.
VIII
He felt a hand on his shoulder. It was Ara and he said, “We got one, Tom. Willie and I.”
Thomas Hudson swung down and Ara was with him. The German lay on the stern wrapped in a blanket. His head was on two cushions. Peters was sitting on the deck beside him with a glass of water.
“Look what we got,” he said.
The German was thin and there was a blond beard on his chin and on his sunken cheeks. His hair was long and uncombed and in the late afternoon light, with the sun almost down, he looked like a saint.
“He can’t talk,” Ara said. “Willie and I tried him. You better keep to windward of him, too.”
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