by David Weber
And all that splendor paled beside these bloodied garments, like a child’s clumsy copy of reality.
He made himself lift the tunic, and its gleaming buttons flashed under the window’s sunlight, trapping the sun’s heart within the crowned glory of God’s holy Starburst. But his breath hissed as he looked closer, for a strange, winged creature—a magnificent beast whose like he’d never imagined—erupted from the Star’s heart to claim God’s Crown … even as the demon had erupted from the flames as she advanced upon him.
He fought a hysterical urge to fling the garment away. Blasphemy! Blasphemy to deface those holiest of symbols! Yet that beast, that winged beast, like the winged badge of a Temple courier and yet unlike…
He forced calm upon his mind and examined the garment once more. Splendid as the buttons were, they were but ornaments, unlike those of High Priest Vroxhan’s vestments. A quivering fingertip traced the invisible seal which had actually closed the tunic, and even now he could see no sign of how it worked.
When they’d first tried to strip the profaned fabric from the … the woman, the heretic or … or demon, or whatever she’d been…
His shoulders tensed, and he made them relax. When they’d tried to strip it from—her—they’d found no fastenings, and it had laughed at their sharpest blades. But then, with no real hope, he’d tugged—thus.
The cloth opened, and he licked his lips. It was uncanny. Impossible. Yet he held it in his hands. It was as real as his own flesh, and yet—
He opened the tunic wide once more, caressing the union of sleeve and shoulder, and bit his lip. He’d watched his own mother sew and done sewing enough of his own at seminary to know what he should find, yet there was no seam. The tunic was a single whole, perfect and indivisible, as if it had been woven in a single sitting and not pieced together, its only flaws the holes punched in it by musket balls…
He went to his knees, folding his hands in prayer. Not even the fabled looms of Eswyn could have woven that fabric. Not the Temple’s finest tailor could have formed it without thread or seam. No human hand could have wrought that magic closure.
They must have been demons. He told himself that fiercely, quivering with remembered terror before the thunder of the demon’s voice. Yet there was an even greater terror at his heart, for the rolling majesty of that voice had crashed over him with the words of the Holy Tongue itself!
He moaned to the empty room, and the forbidden thought returned. He fought to reject it, but it hung in the corners of his mind, and he squeezed his eyes so tightly closed they ached as it whispered in the silence.
They’d come from the Valley of the Damned, and lightning had wracked the cloudless heavens above the Valley. They’d smitten Cragsend with fire and thunder. One of them, alone, had ripped the entire roof from his church. Another had shattered three heavy wagons. A third had blazed alive in the flames of Mother Church’s holiest oils and laughed—laughed! And when the smoke had wisped away, Stomald had stared at bubbled sheets of glass, flashing like gems under the morning sun, where the smithy had burned to less than ash.
Yet with all that inconceivable power, they’d killed no one. No one. Not a man, woman, or child. Not even an animal! Not even the men who’d wounded and captured their fellow and intended to burn her alive…
The Church taught love for one’s fellows, but demons should have slain—not simply frightened helpless mortals from their paths! And no demon could endure the Holy Tongue, far less speak it with its own mouth!
He opened his eyes, stroking the tunic once more, recalling the beauty of the woman who’d worn it, and faced the thought he’d fought. They had not—could not—have been mortals, and that should have made them demons. But demons couldn’t have spoken the Holy Tongue, and demons wouldn’t have spared where they might have slain. And if no woman might wear the vestments of Mother Church, these were not those of Mother Church, but finer and more mystical than anything Man might make even for the glory of God.
He closed his eyes and trembled with a different fear, like sunshine after the tempest, mingling with his terror in glory-shot wonder. No woman might wear Mother Church’s raiment, no, but there were other beings who might. Beings of supernal beauty who might enter even that accursed valley and smite its demonic powers with thunder more deadly than that of Hell itself. Beings who could speak the Holy Tongue … and would not speak another.
“Forgive me, Lord,” he whispered into the sunlight streaming through his window. His eyes sparkled as he raised his hands to the light, and he stood, opening his arms to embrace its radiance.
“Forgive my ignorance, Lord! Let not Your wrath fall upon my flock, for it was my blindness, not theirs. They saw only with their fear, but I—I should have seen with my heart and understood!”
* * *
Harriet MacIntyre opened her eyes and winced as dim light burned into her brain. There was no pain, but she’d never felt so weak. Her sluggish thoughts were blurred, and vertigo and nausea washed through her.
She moaned, trying to move, and quivered with terror when she could not. A shape bent over her, and she blinked. Half her vision was a terrible boil of featureless glare and the other half wavered, like heat shimmer or light through a sheet of water. Tears of frustration trickled as she fought in vain to focus and felt the world slipping away once more.
“Harry?” A hand touched hers, lifted it. “Harry, can you hear me?”
Sean’s rough-edged voice was raw with pain and worry. Worry for her, she realized muzzily, and her heart twisted at the exhaustion that filled it.
“Can you hear me?” he repeated gently, and she summoned all her strength to squeeze his hand. Once that grip would have crumpled steel; now her fingers barely twitched, but his hand tightened as he felt them move.
“You’re in sickbay, Harry.” His blurred shape came closer as he knelt by her bed, and a gentle hand touched her forehead. She felt his fingers tremble, and his voice fogged. “I know you can’t move, sweetheart, but that’s because the med section has your implants shut down. You’re going to be all right.” Her eyes slid shut once more, blotting out the confusion. “You’re going to be all right,” he repeated. “Do you understand, Harry?” The urgency in the words reached her, and she squeezed again. Her lips moved, and he leaned close, straining his enhanced hearing to the limit.
“Love … you … all…”
His eyes burned as the thready whisper faded, but her breathing was slow and regular. He watched her for a long, silent moment, and then he laid her hand beside her, patted it once, and sank back in his chair.
* * *
There were other moments of vague awareness over the next few days, periods of drifting disorientation which would have terrified her had her thoughts been even a little clearer. Harriet had been seriously injured once before—a grav-cycle accident that broke both legs and an arm before she’d been fully enhanced—and Imperial medicine had put her back on her feet in a week. Now whole days passed before she could hang onto consciousness for more than a minute, and that said horrifying volumes about her injuries. Worse, she couldn’t remember what had happened. She didn’t have the least idea how she’d been hurt, but she clung to Sean’s promise. She was all right. She was going to be all right if she just held on…
And then, at last, she woke and the bed beneath her was still, and the vertigo and nausea had vanished. Her lips were dry, and she licked them, staring up into near total darkness.
“Harriet?” It was Brashan this time, and she turned her head slowly, heart leaping as muscles obeyed her once more. She blinked, trying to focus on his face, and her forehead furrowed as she failed. Try as she might, half her field of vision was a gyrating electrical storm wrapped in a blazing fog.
“B-Brash?” Her voice was husky. She tried to clear her throat, then gasped as a six-fingered alien hand slipped under her. It cradled the back of her head, easing her up while the mattress rose behind her, and another hand held a glass. Her lips fumbled with the straw, and th
en she sighed as ice-cold water filled her mouth. The desiccated tissues seemed to suck it up instantly, yet nothing had ever tasted half so wonderful.
He let her drink a moment more, then set the glass aside and settled her back against the pillow. She closed her right eye, and sighed again as the tormenting glare vanished. Her left eye obeyed her, focusing on his saurian, long-snouted face and noting the half-flattened concern of his crest.
“Brash,” she repeated. Her hand rose, and his took it.
“Doctor Brash, please,” he said with a Narhani’s curled-lip smile.
“Should’ve guessed.” She smiled back, and if her voice was weak, it sounded like hers once more. “You always were better with the med computers.”
“Fortunately,” another voice said, and she turned her head as Sandy appeared on her other side. Her friend smiled, but her eyes glistened as she sank into the chair and took her free hand.
“Oh, Harry,” she whispered. Tears welled, and she brushed at them almost viciously. “You scared us, honey. God, how you scared us!”
Harriet’s hand tightened, and Sandy bent to lay her cheek against it. She stayed there for a moment, brown hair falling in a short, silky cloud about a too-thin wrist, and then she drew a deep breath and straightened.
“Sorry,” she said. “Didn’t mean to go all mushy on you. But ‘Doctor Brashan’ damn well saved your life. I—” her voice wavered again before she got it back under control “—I didn’t think he was going to be able to.”
“Hush,” Harriet soothed. “Hush, Sandy. I’m all right.” She smiled a bit tremulously. “I know I am—Sean promised me.”
“Yes. Yes, he did.” Sandy produced a tissue and blew her nose, then managed a watery grin. “In fact, he’s gonna be ticked he wasn’t here when you woke up, but Brashan and I chased him back into bed less than an hour ago.”
“Is everyone else all right?”
“We’re fine, Harry. Fine. Sean’s got some damage to his left arm—he drove himself too hard—but it’s minor, and Tam’s fine. Just exhausted. With you out, Brashan stuck here in sickbay, and Sean ready to kill anybody who suggested he leave you, poor Tam’s been carrying most of the load.”
“Tam and you, you mean,” Harriet said, seeing the weariness in her face.
“Oh, maybe.” Sandy shrugged. “But I haven’t left the ship—Tam was the one who did all the traveling back and forth with the computer.”
“Computer?” Harriet said blankly. “What computer?”
“The computer we—” Sandy started in a surprised voice, then stopped. “Oh. What’s the last thing you remember?”
“We were … going to the valley?” Harriet said uncertainly. “There was some sort of … of defensive system, I think. Did I—” She released Brashan’s hand to cover her right eye. “Is that what happened to me?”
“No.” Sandy patted the hand she held. “That happened later. We’ll tell you all about it, but what matters is we found a personal computer and brought it back. It’s in miserable shape, but Tam’s managed to recover some of it, and it looks like some kind of journal. I think—” she smiled fondly “—he’s been concentrating on it to keep his mind off worrying about you.”
“A journal?” Harriet rubbed her closed eye harder, and her open eye brightened. “That sounds good, Sandy. I just wish I—”
“Harriet.” Brashan interrupted quietly, and his hand closed on her right wrist, stilling the fingers on her eye. “Why are you rubbing your eye?”
“I— Oh, it’s probably nothing,” she said, and heard the strangeness in her voice. Denial, she thought.
“Tell me,” he commanded.
“I—” She swallowed. “I just can’t get it to focus.”
“I think it’s more than that.” His voice accepted no evasion, and she felt her lips quiver. She stilled them and turned to face him squarely.
“I think it’s gone blind,” she said, and heard Sandy’s soft gasp beside her. “All I get is a … a blur and a glare.”
“Is it bothering you now?”
“No.” She drew a deep breath, curiously relieved to have admitted there was something wrong. “Not as long as it’s closed.”
“Open it.” She obeyed, then squeezed it instantly back shut. The glare was worse than ever, jagged with pain even her implants couldn’t damp.
“I … I can’t.” She licked her lips. “It hurts.”
“I see,” he said, and she felt her nerve steady under his composed voice. “I feared you might have difficulties, but when you said nothing—” His crest flipped a Narhani shrug.
“What’s wrong?” She was pleased by how nearly normal she sounded.
“Nothing irreparable, I assure you. But as you know, Israel’s sickbay, while capable of bone and tissue repair and implant adjustment, was never intended for enhancement or major implant repair. Her designers—” he smiled a wry, Narhani smile “—assumed injuries such as that would be treated aboard her mother ship, which, alas, is beyond our reach.”
He paused, and she nodded for him to continue.
“You were struck in the right temple, left shoulder, and right lung by heavy projectiles,” the centauroid explained gently. “Despite the crudity of the weapons used, they had sufficient power at such short range to shatter even enhanced human bone, but the one which struck your head fortunately impacted at an angle and your skull sufficed to turn it.”
She breathed a bit harder as he cataloged her wounds but nodded for him to continue, and his eyes approved her courage.
“Your implants sealed the blood loss from the wounds to your shoulder and lung. There was considerable damage to the lung, but those injuries are healing satisfactorily. The head wound resulted in intracranial bleeding and tissue damage”—she tensed, but he continued calmly— “yet I see no sign of motor skill damage, though there may be some permanent memory loss. Your vision problem, however, stems not from tissue damage but from damage to your implant hardware. Fragments of bone were driven into the brain and also forward, piercing the eye socket. The injuries to the eye structures are responding to therapy, and the optic nerve was untouched, but an implant, unlike the body, cannot be regenerated. I knew it was damaged, but I’d hoped the impairment would be less severe than you describe.”
“It’s only in the hardware?” Relief washed through her at his nod, but then she frowned. “Why not just shut it down through the overrides?”
“The damage is too extensive for me to access it. Short of removing it entirely—a task for a fully qualified neurosurgeon which I would hesitate to attempt and which would, at best, leave you effectively blind until we can obtain proper medical assistance, anyway—I can do nothing with it.”
“Well, you’re going to have to do something. I know you’ve got the lights way down in here, but I can’t even keep it open!”
“I know. Yet, as you point out, as long as no light reaches it you experience no discomfort. Rather than risk damaging your presently unscathed optic nerve, I would prefer simply to cover it.”
“An eye patch?” Despite herself, her lips twitched at the absurdity of such an archaic approach. Sandy actually chuckled.
“Yo, ho, ho and a bottle of rum!” she murmured. Harriet gave her a one-eyed glare, but she only grinned, too relieved to hear the damage wasn’t permanent to be deflated so easily.
“Indeed.” Brashan gave Sandy a moderately severe glance, then looked back down at Harriet. “Given the unimpaired enhancement of your left eye, you should be able to adjust once the distraction is suppressed.”
“An eye patch.” Harriet sighed. “God, I hope you get holos of this, Sandy. I know you’ll just die if you miss the opportunity!”
“Damn straight,” Sandy said, and smoothed hair from Harry’s forehead.
* * *
“But you must report it, Father!” Tibold Rarikson stared at the priest in disbelief, yet Stomald’s smile was serene.
“Tibold, I will report it, but not yet.” The Guard captain started to pr
otest, but Stomald shushed him with a gesture. “I will,” he repeated, “but only when I’m certain precisely what I’m to report.”
“What you’re to report?” Tibold’s eyes bugged, but he gripped his innate respect for the cloth in both hands and drew a deep breath. “Father, with all due respect, I don’t see what the problem is. Cragsend was attacked by demons who burned the fifth part of the village to the ground!”
“Indeed?” Stomald smiled and took a turn around the room, feeling the other’s eyes on his back. If there was one man with whom he wished to share his wondering joy, Tibold was that man. Hard-bitten warrior that he was, he was a kindly man whose sense of pity not even war could quench. And despite his Guard rank and the traditional Malagoran resentment of outside control, he stood almost as high in Cragsend’s estimation as Stomald himself. But for all his desire, how did Stomald bring the other to see what he himself now saw so clearly?
He drew a deep breath and turned back to the Guardsman.
“My friend,” he said gently, “I want you to listen to me carefully. A great thing has happened here in our tiny town—a greater thing than you may believe possible. I know you’re afraid, and I know why, but there are some points about the ‘demons’ you should consider. For example …”
Chapter Twenty-Three
Sean tried not to hover as Harriet walked unaided to the astrogator’s couch. She was still shaky, and her missing memories refused to return, yet she had to smile at his expression. Tamman sat beside her and slipped an arm about her, and she leaned against him, wishing she knew how to thank them for her life.
But, of course, there was no need.
“Well!” Sean flopped into his couch with customary inelegance. “Looks like your body-and-fender shop does good work, Brashan.”
“True,” the Narhani replied with one of his clogged-drain chuckles. “And while I regret my inability to repair your implant, Harry, I must say your patch gives you a certain—” He paused, seeking the proper word.
