“Why?”
"Because he was trying to kill me, Mr. Tung. Didn't you record what happened to the guards?"
"As a matter of fact, no, there is no documentation of what occurred."
"You had everything but a spy satellite in here, and you didn't catch sight of anything?"
"There were some ... odd readings prior to the blackout. Shadows appeared on the Bohm material frames. Anomalous paradoxes coalesced in the Schrodinger Box. Paradigm shifts were implied in changes of properties of orientation in the Penrose scales. Odd nuances flashed in Poincare field, but did not hold long enough for a strong image to develop."
"A demon? A ghost?"
"The technology is new. Our database is still being developed. None of the readings correlate to anything observed during s`eances, exorcisms, invocations."
"How about ordinary video and audio? Mr. Johnson is a material mass, not some insubstantial entity."
"Nothing before the blackout. Besides, the instruments were focused on the loft. It is possible you or one of your lovers managed to slip out, attack the guards from behind. Mr. Johnson might have discovered your ruse, tried to stop you."
"What ruse? Why would we want to kill him or the guards? Besides, I'm incapacitated, and the twins are obviously preoccupied. How were any of us supposed to escape your scrutiny?"
"Tricks and illusions. They are a part of your craft. You are well known for them."
Max shook his head, exasperated. "What would be the point?"
"Perhaps you do not wish us to understand what has happened to you. Or your ... condition may might be part of a plan to deceive us. Distract us from your true intention."
"Which would be?"
Mr. Tung leaned forward. Worry lines creased his face. Eyes narrowed, lips pressed together, he seemed to strain against invisible bonds. "Are you joining sides?"
"What?"
Mr. Tung glanced up at the cluster of instruments above his head. With a sharp edge in his voice, he continued. "Mr. Johnson's death has had serious repercussions. Alliances are forming where none existed. Territories are being violated where peaceful coexistence was the rule. Some believe you have been bought, or blackmailed, by members of the group I represent. You must see that your recent involvement with the twins might lead some to think you have become vulnerable, or perhaps wish to change your status. Others suspect you are escalating traditional rivalries for your own gain, or for some other party trying to establish their own niche in the ecology of power."
Max's head spun from the play of intrigue and conspiracy implied by Mr. Tung's speculations. All he could think of was the child, its life entwined with his, growing, becoming a larger part of him. Becoming something that might be his death. Or, if he dared believe the burgeoning sense of belonging to something vaster than himself, his new life.
Mr. Tung watched him, eyes flicking up and down the length of Max's body. His expression softened, and he wrung his hands as if his life depended on Max's next words. "Did you kill Mr. Johnson, Max? Are you working for one of the factions I represent? Are you going to declare yourself as our agent? You need to tell me now. Forces are being set in motion. Vows are being made. Your position must be clear." When Max did not answer, Mr. Tung pressed on, his face darkening. "Or is there something else going on? Are you coming after me next? Don't think you can survive alone, or depend on whatever new allies have pledged their protection. Even you can be killed."
"I have no friends, Mr. Tung," Max said, suddenly weary. "I have no interest in your politics. I'm merely one of the many tools your kind use, like your Poincar`e field and computers, your banks and corporations and other temples of the faith. I'm content with my role, Mr. Tung. I have no ambitions. All I ask is for honest work killing your kind, and to be left alone to handle my affairs." He waved a hand over his belly. "Like this."
"I wish I could believe you."
"What if Mr. Johnson sabotaged your equipment, killed the guards. What if he was the traitor, and my death was part of the plan to unravel the order of things. For whoever. For whatever master plan."
Mr. Tung sat back, crossed his arms over his chest. "I need evidence."
Anger roused Max for a moment. "Where's your evidence against me?"
"You're the one left alive. If Mr. Johnson had lived, he would have been the one to answer the questions."
Max slipped back into warm, rolling sea growing inside him, overwhelmed by the endless permutations of meaning, the folding and crumpling of reality to fit whatever need and agenda ruled the moment and its dark, nameless masters. It was easier to listen to the pulse of blood beating in his ears, feel the rush of blood coursing through him, bringing sustenance to the life within him. It was better to float in the briny ocean, beneath a sky filled with light and stars, waves carrying him gently to a distant shore, currents drawing, guiding him to an unknown but inevitable destination. He did not care.
Somewhere, a storm raged, thunder roared like a wild animal, and lightning lashed the world. Winds howled with outrage. Water heaved like a beast trying to break out of a smothering net, trying to lift the weight of lies and guilt from its hungering ghost of a soul. But the storm was far away, its voice a distant echo. The sea was all around him, lulling him in its rocking embrace, seducing him with its wet caresses. Water whispered promises of life as it lapped at the boundaries of his self. He wondered how the strange and fickle sea would keep its promises to both him and the thing growing in him.
Max struggled to keep his eyes open. "If you won't accept my answers, I've nothing else to offer you."
"Then I will stay at my post and keep watch over you until I find the truth."
"I didn't invite you to stay here," Max said, finally succumbing to drowsiness and shutting his eyes.
"Mr. Johnson explained our concerns."
"Yes. And I told him they're not mine." Max's words slurred together.
"You are not in a position to refuse our help."
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"A lot of good your help's done me, so far," said Max. He didn't hear himself speak, and heard nothing more.
~*~
Max floated, bobbing up and down, buoyed by the sea itself. Stars shined above, hard and piercing in their brilliance. The sky and water were both dark. Occasionally, an enormous swell boosted him high into the air. For a few brief moments, he saw mats of phosphorescent vegetation floating in the distance. Something probed the blanket of light and matter, pushed it up like a child trying to escape from under its parents' comforter. Or like a shark nosing a net blocking its escape from a closed channel into open sea.
Down Max went with the passing of the swell, coasting into a trough, hurrying into deeper night, haunted by the creature trapped beneath the sea.
~*~
Moaning drifted like clouds over the dark sea of his mind. He thought the sound was his. A restless moment in the waking world found him staring at the mambo as she writhed and flailed and moaned on the bed next to him.
Again, he rose out of the sea for a moment, into her eyes as she stared at him, her face shining with sweat.
"The loa… still holds my reins . . ."
Max tried to answer, found himself slipping away.
“. . . you must be important. .."
He closed his eyes, heard her weeping.
"I'm dying…"
He wanted to call her name, but did not know it. No, he wanted to say, don't sacrifice yourself. No more innocents on my soul. Please.
But the sea took him down to itself again, and thoughts fell away, and he forgot the touch of guilt and pain over the mambo's dying.
~*~
"...outrageous conduct, totally irresponsible ... endangering lives ... report ..."
"... our responsibility, our Tonton ..."
“… paid to take care of him, and paid well.. "...and I have my ethics…”
Max thought he heard a gull cry. Or perhaps it was a scream.
"... have your life, for now, Dr. Plummer. Just tell us..
."
"... hormonal imbalance, losing muscle mass but his breasts are enlarged, and he's burning up. . . impossible to say ... survive ... cancer.. . parasite.. . bizarre accelerated pregnancy you claim ..."
"... tell us what we can do…”
"... intravenous feeding, and antibiotics, and I'll need some monitoring equipment—"
"—can be of assistance in that area, Dr. Plummer... associates can ... wired directly to our equipment—”
“No," Max grumbled. "Mind your business."
"Just help our Tonton survive his ordeal, Dr. Plummer. Bring him to term. And don't concern yourself with diagnosis or prognosis."
"Who is in charge of his treatment, then?"
"We are. You are outside the bounds of your training and expertise."
"Aren't we all."
"Now about the mambo ..."
~*~
The insistent tapping on his hip broke into the rhythm of Max's floating journey to his distant shore. A line of darkness, deeper than the rest of the surrounding night, lay ahead on what he thought was the horizon. Something tapped again, and he reached down, suddenly afraid of what might be nudging him under water. Remembering the thunder, the struggle of something under a blanket, he felt only the ocean's warmth.
Then he felt an arm, and a voice brought him out of the dream of belonging.
~*~
"You want to die?" the mambo asked, voice warped by exhaustion and the loa riding her. Max brushed her hand away from his hip. Their plastic IV tubes slapped against each other. Antiseptics scented the air. Bedpans bumped together at the foot of the bed as Max stretched and moved his legs. Medical status monitors displayed pulse and other physical readings, emitting dim beeping sounds that were shadows of heartbeats. Mr. Tung sat by the door, his jacket hanging on the back of the chair, shirtsleeves rolled up, head and shoulders slumped forward. But his eyes were half open, and he watched the bed with the languorous attention of a snake mesmerized by its charmer.
"What?" Max said, fighting the pull back to sleep and dreams, trying to orient himself to a world of words and dry, unmoving land.
"It’s all right," Legba said, rolling the mambo on her side to face Max. "Many mothers have sacrificed themselves for their child."
"What are you talking about?" Max flailed his arm and legs, feeling as if his body had been stolen, replaced by a bloated, bulbous bag of fluid.
"The big empty needs filling," the mambo said, pointing to Max's belly. "The child's a pit, drawing what it needs to itself. Your soul."
"No."
"Or your secret companion."
"No."
"Ah, then you'd best rise above the tide that's taking you out to the wild, wide sea."
"I thought you said the child was not a danger to me."
"You feel the pull, but you are still not fighting it. You want to be dragged under. Maybe things be easier if you did."
"No, I don't want to die."
The mambo put her hand out, traced a circle around Max's eyes. "Then what do you want?"
Max exhaled, shook his head. The sea inside him called. He yearned to answer. "I want," he said at last, "the child."
"That not a problem. No one else is having it."
"No," he said, closing his eyes and pushing the mambo's hand away. "I want this thing, no matter what it does to me. It's part of me now. There are bonds ... I never knew I could feel. Deeper than anything I've ever felt. Deeper than what I feel for the twins. The Beast, it's like a brother to me, sometimes good, sometimes bad. But this child, I made it with my body, my sins. It's the sum of my life so far. The consequence of my acts.
"I don't want to let it go anymore. I don't want it to be born. Do you understand, Legba? I just want to keep the child inside me, where I can protect it from the world. From me. Where I can control it, stop it from coming after me."
"You want the feeling, don't you. Is it like flying through the air for you, or like floating in the sea? Is it a song, or a drumming? Is it like a loa riding you, divine power pouring through you, light exploding in your head, blind joy running you into the ground, to death? Or is it like creation's dawn, soft and gentle, lifting the darkness, tempting you each moment, each day, with more color and radiance, revealing wonders and glories and secrets that make you restless for what's yet to come."
"I'm not . . . is it only that . . ."
"You can't keep children from what they want. The child wants, needs to be born. You got to let it go." The mambo rolled onto her back, closed her eyes. "A choice there is. How much of yourself you give when you let the child go."
The sea broke over Max's thoughts. The mambo sagged, her breath rattled.
"Wait, don't go," Max said, afraid Legba had finally killed his horse, left him forever. Left him to drown in the sea of his desire for his own child.
"Wait, the spirit, you talked of a spirit—what is it? What does it want?"
Silence swallowed him, and he fell asleep to the steady sound of the heart monitors registering the beat of their lives: slow and erratic for the mambo, strong and steady, with a slight echo, for him.
~*~
The baby moved like a wrestler twisting out of one hold after another in his belly. Every jab and kick, every shrug and roll, brought Max gasping out of his dream of the sea. Just as quickly, he dove back, eager for the ocean's rocking embrace, for the sense of closeness and purpose he felt in the pull of its currents.
Sometimes the kick he felt was at his feet and legs, as if something under water had snapped a tail or fin against him as it swam past, and he woke startled, sweating, with the primal roar of an enraged land animal ringing in his ears. The fact that it seemed to call his name, seemed to chase him with the same desperate urgency with which he wished to surrender to the water, frightened him more than passing images of mouths brimming with sharp teeth tearing through his body.
Waking, he watched shadows ripple on the wall.
Waking, he glanced over at the mambo, her mouth open, skin pasty.
Waking, he saw Mr. Tung standing at the doorway.
Standing.
Max fought against the sea, forced himself to stay in the waking world.
Mr. Tung, sweat pouring down his contorted face, shoulders shaking, took a step toward Max.
Something gripped his arm. He pulled away, turned. The baby kicked, and he gasped. The mambo, her body shaking, blood trickling from her mouth, cried out, "The angel! It's here—"
Max said, "Angel?"
Mr. Tung looked back over his shoulder at the pod of surveillance equipment, grabbed at the fabric over his heart. "Help me," he croaked. "It's coming for me—"
Max said, "What angel?"
Mr. Tung staggered to the foot of Max's bed, eyes growing wide. A swipe of his hand knocked the candle on the chest down. His face took on the color of flame and shadows, and his knees buckled.
Max crept backward on his back as he watched the twins' latent command kill Mr. Tung. He did not understand how the man managed to keep moving beyond the first step. He should have died immediately, dropping to the floor as soon as he crossed the boundary drawn for him.
The mambo rolled over, tearing loose wires and IVs, and threw herself partway over Max. Mr. Tung collapsed and tried to save himself by holding on to the bedposts. The frame shook, the night tables tipped, the candle on the mambo's side toppled. Wisps of smoke curled up from the mattress edge. Shadows flickered with frantic abandon on the walls, like a dance of witches. "Enoch," the mambo whispered desperately in Max's face. Her sour breath had the acrid sting of smoke.
Max grabbed her shoulders, pushed her up off of him, shook her. "Who?"
Mr. Tung screamed. Stood up. His face twisted into a mask of horror, as if he had seen the hell to which his soul had been consigned.
Outside, doors opened, smashing against walls. The door to the Box, and to the loft.
Max grunted as the child in his womb delivered a savage kick, as if anticipating a fight for its life.
"Tonton!" Kueur cried out from beyond the doorway. "Mr. Tung!" shouted the guards rushing into the loft. Mr. Tung snarled. His eyes darkened into lightless pools of night untouched by Creation.
"Enoch … "the mambo said, chest heaving, "an angel... of destruction, taking on. . . the Lord's wrath… against your sins ... yours ... a mad angel, broken heart... beware the mad angel—"
A flame crawled up along the sheet, crackling and snapping as it consumed cotton and peeked over the top of the mattress.
Mr. Tung jumped on the bed, crouched. He pulled a thin, black ceramic blade from an ankle strap. Spasms seized the mambo.
Max tried to hold her, protect the fetus, position himself to counter Mr. Tung. He noticed Mr. Tung had stopped breathing.
The twins burst through the bedroom doorway.
The mambo slipped out of Max's hands. One of her convulsive kicks caught Mr. Tung in the chest as he lunged. Max's countering kick was snagged by wires. A medical console flipped over. The mambo cried out as Mr. Tung's knife stabbed her in the back of the neck.
"Farewell," said Legba in the dying light of the mambo's face. "My apologies . . . to her family . . ."
Max threw the mambo aside and grabbed Mr. Tung's head, trying for a head snap. Mr. Tung pulled the knife out of the mambo, stabbed again. Max felt bone break, the blade penetrate his arm. Pain shot straight to his head.
Kueur and Alioune jumped on top of Mr. Tung.
Men in suits piled into the bedroom.
Flames surged up the side of the bed, catching on the mattress. Fire-control foam sprayed down from recessed nozzles.
Mr. Tung pulled out the knife, tried to bring it down again. Alioune held him back, wrapping both her arms around his. Kueur growled as she reached down his pants, ripped at his crotch. The men in suits tackled them from behind, pushed the twins and Mr. Tung toward Max. Hands grabbed, pushed, punched. Bodies piled on top of bodies. Fire pinched flesh. Foam soaked fabric, and a chemical smell filled the air.
A fist landed a glancing blow against Max's belly, despite his frantic efforts to protect himself.
The Beast's roar filled Max's mind. The sound chased off fear and doubt and sickness, shook thought and feeling loose from their moorings in his mind, shot rage like liquid lightning through his body.
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