“Are you listening to me?” Chaz asked interrupting her thoughts.
“Sure! Just kinda tired that’s all,” she replied. In her mind, she was trying to imagine their new life together. A worried expression painted her face as she thought about her friends and what they would think of this relationship. Once again Bella had plunged in heart first, brain last.
“I know we have moved at rapid, super speed. But this all feels right Bella,” he said hoping she felt it too. “We are both adults and we don’t need to fit some preconceived idea of how long it takes to develop a relationship.”
Bella nodded, “I think we are far off the path of normalcy.”
“I know I have a lot I need to explain and in due time I most certainly will answer all questions. I just don’t want you to get hung up on timelines. This is about us. We can make our own rules. Do you understand that?”
“I do understand. This is bigger than the both of us, and while I don’t want to be naïve about the speed I can’t help but welcome it.” Bella brushed a hand across his cheek, and he turned to kiss it. Chaz was in love with this woman. He was certain she was in love with him as well. He had to be sure.
“My heart doesn’t have a clock it wants you,” he stated.
“I want you too.” Bella meant those words with every fiber of her being. Chaz stopped at a stop light and turned to Bella, “How do you want me?”
Bella smiled seductively, “In every way”.
“I second that,” he said and that confident smile sent shivers up Bella’s spine. Bella took her cue and unfastened her seatbelt and reached over to Chaz murmuring, “What exactly do you want to do to me?”
“You know,” he responded sounding like a little kid. Bella laughed and whispered, “No I don’t know. Why don’t you tell me?” Bella placed kisses on Chaz’s neck. He reached down to shift his jeans to accommodate his expanding erection. Thoughts of his mouth licking and teasing her into submission flashed across his mind. Bella’s delicate mouth on him was a fantasy he wanted right now.
“I want to taste you, and I want you to do the same for me,” he stammered. The fantasy in his mind was taking shape, as was the arousal in his jeans. Bella ran a tantalizing hand over his jeans and Chaz groaned. At the next light, Chaz grasped Bella’s face in his hands looking into her dark brown eyes before slipping his tongue into her mouth. She sucked his tongue greedily, and Chaz had to pull away connecting that action to what was brewing in his jeans. Bella continued groping Chaz until they reached his home. He once again let the dogs into the backyard.
“You will get to know them soon enough but for now I want you. Can I have you?” Chaz asked washing his hands at the kitchen sink. Bella watched him tear off the paper towel drying his hands before walking to him. She loved that he was still very aroused and unbuttoned his pants. Slowly she slid the zipper down and carefully freed him from the confines of his boxer shorts. Chaz moaned into her mouth as he kissed her soft lips. Bella gradually sank to her knees keeping her eyes on Chaz while she did so. The sound of hissing and the shaking of his legs indicated that she was off to a good start. Chaz clung to the countertop as she licked and teased him with her tongue.
“Bella that feels fucking amazing,” he whimpered. “Don’t stop baby.”
Bella had no desire to stop as she enjoyed the feel of him in her mouth. It took her a few tries, but she managed to fit his entire length into her mouth. The noises emanating from Chaz told her she was doing a good job. Chaz couldn’t resist grabbing a handful of her hair, and slowly he began to fuck her mouth. Logic told him he could only do that for a minute, or the party would be over. He enjoyed the in and out motion with her mouth and hated to pull out. Bella’s curious eyes looked at him as he adjusted his pants. Chaz scooped Bella over his shoulders and carried her caveman style to his bedroom. She was going to get it now.
Bella did not ever remember having her panties ripped off before, but she loved it now. Chaz was a beast when he yanked down her tube dress and snatched off her panties. The helpless fabric easily gave way, and he pushed her on the bed. Looking down at the tattered remains of her new underwear, she prepared for what was coming next. Chaz removed his clothes giving Bella a little striptease performance as he did so. Bella let her hand slide down and began massaging her special place. Chaz finished undressing with record speed as she touched herself.
“Here, let me do that,” he said replacing her hand with his mouth. Bella enthusiastically obliged as his tongue delved into her wet body. Bella’s loud keening spurned Chaz to lick and suck her sweet center until her legs shook violently. In his head, Chaz counted, “One.” Lifting his head from between her thighs, he slid effortlessly into her body. Bella was not expecting the immediate invasion, and her body let loose for a second orgasm. In his head, Chaz counted, “Two.”
When he pulled out of her wet body, she instantaneously missed his presence there. Chaz slid his length up and down her folds and loved the visual of her back arching off the bed. With extreme precision, he repeatedly hit her little button with his erection until she was panting. The violent shaking of her legs confirmed number three. The magic number was four, his favorite number. Chaz resumed his position inside his new woman and methodically made love to her for the next twenty minutes. He desperately wanted to hold out and enjoy her body, as he would soon be unable to touch her for a while. Chaz wanted the memory of her tight pussy imprinted on his dick for life.
“Bella, listen to me,” he said gazing into her brown eyes. “This belongs to me. No other man can have you. Do you understand?” Bella nodded her head and tried to keep her gaze on his dreamy hazel eyes.
“You saw me at the club when that guy touched you. No man can have you, only me,” he said thrusting hard into her body. “This belongs to me.”
“I belong to you Chaz. I only want you baby.” Bella acknowledged along with a string of garbled words.
“That’s right! No matter what happens you keep this pussy tight for me.” Chaz began a round of relentless pounding as the sounds of Bella’s pleasure laced screams filled his ears.
“Oh, that feels so fucking good Chaz. Please do not leave me baby,” she whined. A barrage of images of their weekend together flashed before Bella’s eyes and she let go to her fourth orgasm. How many orgasms in one day?
“I am coming back for this pussy. I promise,” Chaz shrieked as his orgasm ripped through his core. Chaz enjoyed the feel of coming inside her and fought hard to control the volume of his voice.
“Fuck,” he exclaimed loudly. The flurry of activity ceased except the rapid beating of their hearts. He knew the feel of her body sans condom would be a place he never wanted to leave. Nothing about what they had done felt wrong. It felt so good and so very right. Chaz couldn’t stop kissing her as they cuddled in post-coital bliss. Eventually, they were able to talk about other matters before drifting off to sleep.
Bella awoke with a need for the bathroom. In only a short time, she was able to navigate the darkened bedroom and find relief. Inside the bathroom, she cleaned up before rejoining Chaz on the bed. The clock on his nightstand provided the only available light, and she studied his naked body. Bella assumed he must work out incessantly, well before he met her anyway. His body was pure muscle, and she made up her mind to never miss another workout. Chaz wasn’t a big guy, but his height and muscle definition made him intimidating. Bella felt giddy knowing the she had tamed him in a weird sort of way. Chaz’s confidence and amazing skills in the bedroom gave her a heady feeling. She generally was not a prude in bed but never had she wanted to experience so much with a man.
Running her fingers down his smooth skin down to his manhood readied her for another round. As the intensity of her touch increased so had the strength of his arousal. Bella lowered herself onto Chaz as he regained consciousness.
“What a beautiful way to wake up,” he murmured. Bella moved slow enjoying the sensations as she teased him. Chaz held on to her waist as she continued her slow torturous movem
ents. After a few moments, Bella repositioned herself such that her back was now to Chaz.
“Damn girl,” was all he could manage. Bella treated him as her personal horse and rode him with confidence. Chaz joined her movements and was in sex heaven.
“Oh, baby yes, do that,” she whined. His movements were pushing her over the edge, and she didn’t want to go alone. Bella gently stroked the sack between his legs as she continued to move.
“Fuck,” he exclaimed, extending the ‘k’ in the word fuck. His moans encouraged her orgasm. Bella bucked her hips riding him faster as she exploded. The extreme wetness of her orgasm was Chaz’s undoing. For the second time, he released inside Bella. It was just as sweet as the first. This time there was no post-coital conversation only delicious sleep.
They awakened late in the afternoon the next day. Chaz was sure to fuck Bella in the shower before allowing her to dress in the jeans and a cute top. He loved the feel of her wet body in his hands as she begged for mercy. Something he was never keen on giving. When she managed to pull away from him dropping to her knees, he was the one begging for mercy. Chaz almost lost his man card when he came in her mouth yelling her name in a high-pitched voice. Redeeming himself, he licked and teased her body allowing her to shower after providing her with several orgasms. As Chaz drove Bella to her car Sunday afternoon, he felt sadden about what he had to do next to ensure that she felt the same way. Chaz kissed her repeatedly and explained that he was going to be tied up with work and would not see her for at least three days. He promised her plenty of explanations for his return.
“I am missing you already,” she admitted. The glassy look in her eyes was tears. She didn’t want to let him go. Having to go days without seeing him was going to be difficult. Bella knew that the call he missed while out with her had been important. Chaz had business he had to handle that she would not be privy too. She kissed him repeatedly not wanting to let him go, reluctantly getting in her car with new clothes and a newfound happiness.
Chapter 4
“You scared me to death. Where have you been? I kept calling your apartment and your cell phone and no answer,” Kennedy spat. Kennedy’s hair was pulled into its normal chignon, and her face was laced with worry. Kennedy folded her arms waiting for an explanation. Bella smiled as she hefted the laundry basket on her bed.
“I met a guy at the Cherry Pit. Remember the guy that was standing at the valet? His name is Chaz,” she explained. Kennedy took a seat on the bed as she searched her internal memory finally coming up with a face. “That cute thug guy? You left with him?”
“Yes I left with him.” Bella laughed as she folded her clean laundry.
“You fucked him didn’t you? Of course, you did! You spent the whole weekend with the guy. I can’t believe you didn’t even hint around that you were leaving with that guy.”
“He didn’t want me to say anything. So I didn’t. It made the sex super hot.”
“Bella this is so unlike you. What’s up with you? What does he do? Is he good for you? Did you fuck him the first night?” Kennedy asked barely taking a breath.
“Slow down! He’s just so different from what I am used too. I mean no suits, no briefcases, and he’s just so fucking cool and very confident. The man is too sexy for his own good Ken. I was so powerless to stop the attraction.”
“So that means you fucked him on the first night? Bella!”
Bella slowly recounted her weekend to Kennedy and explained why she was so enamored with Chaz. Kennedy tried to understand but was afraid to stand idly by and watch her friend get hurt again. The two of them had been through so much together that they leaned on each other for strength. Neither of them had any family worth reporting.
“Just wait until you meet him Ken, I am telling you he is so nice.” Bella gave an exasperated sigh as she flopped on the bed. Kennedy could see Bella was in love.
“Bella, I just don’t want to see you get hurt again. I mean it just seems so rushed, and I can see it beginning again. You have jumped in with your whole heart.”
“I know how I am, but Ken this feels real and right. I can’t explain it in words what it is like to be with him. He was right we were meant to be together, and I know we will.” Bella nodded her head in agreement to her statement as she took out her phone. Bella proudly showed Kennedy the picture of Chaz kissing her at the after hours party. Using her memory, and the features she could make out on the phone Kennedy agreed he was very attractive. “I hope you are right Bell. I just don’t want you being the only one in love in this relationship.”
“I know Ken and I appreciate your concern. I know it won’t be easy, but I am so willing to try to make it work,” she said. “Don’t worry.”
Three days later Bella could barely contain herself, as she dialed the number to Chaz’s cell phone. The phone rang and voicemail picked up, she left a message and hung up. Later on that same night when she tried to reach him again it went straight to voicemail. Bella thought nothing of it and made excuses for him in her head. The nagging sensation was that something was wrong. This encouraged restless sleep for the next few nights.
Chapter 5
Bella walked to her walnut desk and sat quietly in her ergonomically designed leather chair and contemplated the events of the past two weeks. She had smiled at the thought of meeting Chaz in the beginning, but now the smile slowly faded to a frown as she buried her face in her hands. She had not heard from Chaz in the last two weeks. The thought, of being used, caused her mental anguish. She wanted to see him and touch him on the other hand she wanted to slap him for using her. The deception he had wrought overwhelmed her double time because she knew in that short time that she had completely fallen in love with him. As she sat at her desk a steady stream of tears trailed down her quivering cheek. The mind games he had played were forever engraved on her soul, and she thought recovery was impossible.
A few days prior Kennedy tried to reassure her that what she felt was not love but lust and that a real man would never have treated her with such callousness. Bella refused to believe that Chaz had thrown what they had away because she knew it was real. She stayed indoors for the next couple of days going over their relationship in her head. What she felt for Chaz was real, and she wouldn’t think about it any other way.
“Kennedy something has to be wrong. I am telling you he wouldn’t not call,” she explained through tear soaked eyes. At this point, it had been almost two weeks, and she hadn’t heard one word from Chaz.
“How would you know what it is like for him to do or not do Bella? You haven’t known him that long to even say that,” Kennedy added with a hint of sarcasm Bella didn’t appreciate.
“You just don’t understand what I mean. I know him. He is just incapacitated right now.” Bella lay across her bed and hugged her pillow as the tears streamed down her cheeks. She wished he was hurt or delayed just to prove Kennedy wrong. She didn’t want her to be right. Bella had begun crying after one week, and it continued into her weekend, prompting her to call in sick for the rest of the week. Kennedy knew better and immediately arrived at Bella’s apartment to shake a knowing finger. Bella continued to protest with excuses for his behavior. Kennedy thought for sure that Bella was missing the real picture.
“I knew this was going to happen. I hope you can still respect yourself and didn’t do anything too crazy with this man,” Kennedy said.
“We just fucked if that’s what you mean. We fucked and made love in so many different positions it was baffling Kennedy. There has to be something wrong. You just don’t feel the kind of connection we shared and then poof it’s over.”
“You have got to get up, shower, and move on. This was a fling. This man is not worth all this attention. Could you even pick him out of a lineup?”
“Yes! And I don’t want to shower,” she said while smelling her shirt. “Okay, maybe a shower, but that’s it.
“Thank you! If I have to choose, take a shower. I will get you some fresh pajamas and order a pizza okay?” K
ennedy felt bad for her harsh words and tried to rein in her anger on Bella’s behalf. She hated seeing her friend hurt or worse used. They were like sisters and her happiness meant the world to Kennedy.
“Thank you.” Bella replied as she trotted off to the bathroom. Bella stood under the water and let the last of her tears fall. Kennedy was right it was a fling, nothing more.
Kennedy tried to avoid the Chaz discussion for the remainder of the day, and the two vegged out on movies and pizza. Kennedy could see the pained expression that remained on Bella’s face, and it weakened her hopes of finding the right man for herself. The fight was just too great. She resolved to have the casual but safe affair, never involving her heart. She deemed it too precious to risk when attempting to find the right guy.
Bella’s episodic denial stage had officially ended and turned to blinding anger. She cursed herself for being a fool in love and for allowing it to happen so fast. Repeatedly she went over their time together and critiqued her actions during the entire weekend she spent with Chaz. Over and over she contemplated going to the restaurant, the strip club, or to his house to see if she could catch a glimpse of him. However, the thought, of seeing him with another woman, was just too excruciating.
Bella sat in her car staring at a “this way to exit” sign on a cool Thursday morning. She wondered if she could really head in that direction to “exit,” just forget about the past two weeks. But she couldn’t and insisted upon putting herself through the pain again by trying to reach Chaz on his cell. The phone rang four times before going to voicemail. She sobbed silently as his voice mail instructed her to leave yet another message, and decided she would have to “exit” this way. Bella made up her mind to put Chaz out of her life and get back to the life she had before Chaz turned her life upside. She would not let her job and her soul suffer because he was a liar and a user.
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