“Katherine’s dead,” she said, pulling away from him as best she could. “You killed her when you betrayed her to the priests, remember?”
He stood, and she saw the haunting memory in his eyes.
“I know,” he said. “I guess I’m a fool to still believe otherwise.”
Daverik walked toward the door, stopping just beside the strange flow of water falling from ceiling to floor.
“I learned this enchantment while in Mordeina,” he said, observing its flow. “At the time I thought it would be useful should any of my own faceless go rogue. Never once did I think I would use it against you. This stream… it’s a marvelous gift, so thin, so slender, yet wielding such power. In many ways it is like you, Zusa. Only I fear it is you, and not this stream, that will break before the night’s end.”
He left without waiting for a response. Zusa finally allowed herself to relax, and with his departure she damned him for hurting her so, damned him for the tears that started to flow. Hardly a minute later, the door reopened.
She expected her elderly torturer, but instead one of the faceless entered. From what she could tell, it was not Ezra, but the other. Her body was too thin, too tall. The woman said nothing, only stepped around the stream of water falling from ceiling to floor so she might stand before Zusa with her arms crossed. She tilted her head to one side, staring, analyzing Zusa as she might a strange animal.
“Like what you see?” Zusa asked, grinning despite her exhaustion.
The other woman slapped her, then knelt down so they might see eye to eye. Carefully she removed the thin white cloth over her eyes, then pulled back the wrappings of her face, revealing her blond hair and beautiful face. Her blue eyes stared into Zusa’s, and they held a frightening intensity.
“Who are you?” Zusa asked when her visitor still said nothing.
“Deborah,” she said.
“And who were you before you were Deborah?”
The woman shook her head.
“That name, that person, is lost and gone. I will not speak it to you.”
Zusa shrugged her shoulders as best she could given the chains about her.
“If you insist.”
Deborah shifted, their faces so close to one another. She continued to study Zusa, looking over her dark eyes, skin, and hair.
“Why did you reveal your face?” Deborah finally asked. “Why did you turn against our god?”
Zusa smirked at her visitor. “Are you having trouble with your faith, Deborah?”
Deborah grabbed her neck, shoved her against the wall, and held her there.
“You know nothing of me, Zusa, so do not insult me.”
“I know you wouldn’t ask if it were not so,” Zusa said with what little breath she could manage.
The hand about her throat released its grip, and Deborah shifted a step backward.
“Do not question my devotion. I merely wish to know what it is that broke you, so I might better protect my own faith. Why… what made you decide to turn away?”
At this Zusa laughed, laughed until she could hardly breathe. Deborah struck her twice, but it did nothing to remove her dark amusement.
“You want to know why I left?” she asked. “Why I abandoned Karak? I followed the orders given to me, to find and protect Alyssa Gemcroft, years ago. But then Pelorak decided we were an insult to his temple and sent a dark paladin to kill us while he called us blasphemous and unworthy of forgiveness. I did nothing, Deborah. None of us did. We simply awoke one day to find Karak’s followers arrayed against us faceless. I never decided. My beloved friends died, until I was alone and lost. I never abandoned Karak. Karak and his temple abandoned me. The same will happen to you, Deborah. You’ll spend your life told you are shameful and weak, until one day you pull the cloth from your face, look into a mirror, and wonder what is so sinful about that beautiful blond hair, so terrible about those icy blue eyes…”
Deborah struck her with a trembling hand.
“They warned me not to listen,” she said, unable to hide the fury in her voice. “I should have paid heed to those warnings. You are beyond redemption. Beyond reason. Never could I have guessed how foul a snake you are.”
“I can see it in your eyes,” said Zusa, straining against her chains so she was mere inches from Deborah. “Deep down, you believe every single word I’ve said. Every. Single. Word.”
Deborah struck her with her fists, again and again. Zusa’s face swelled, and blood welled on her tongue. She kept her jaw clenched tight and let Deborah burn out her fury. When her grin didn’t falter, Deborah finally reached for her dagger and pressed it against Zusa’s throat.
“I will cut the blasphemous tongue from your mouth,” she said. “I’ll burn it on Karak’s altar while I sing psalms of praise. You are a sick, broken thing, and it shames me to think you were once of my order. Open your mouth.”
Zusa shook her head. In response, Deborah struck her with the hilt of her dagger. The metal rattled her teeth, and she tasted more blood as a single tooth jarred loose. Zusa bit down hard, tearing the tooth free with a crack.
“I said open your mouth,” Deborah said, the tip of her dagger once more poking against her neck.
After slowly filling her lungs with air, Zusa spit the combination of tooth, blood, and saliva. It arced over Deborah’s head, through the air, and then broke the stream of water Daverik had created. Deborah had only the briefest moment to realize it before Zusa flung herself backward. The entire room was awash with shadows, and this time when Zusa fell through the wall, nothing stole her away, nothing pulled her into the swirling depths of the Abyss. She emerged on the other side of the room, free of the manacles.
Deborah’s back was still to her, and she turned far too late. Zusa rolled once, then leaped, her heel slamming the other woman’s head forward. It hit the wall with a loud crack. Blood dripped down as her body collapsed to the hard stone. Zusa knelt for a moment, catching her breath, and then checked Deborah’s pulse. Still there, however faint. Despite the danger, Zusa kept her calm. Slowly she removed Deborah’s wrappings, then used them to replace her own. Feeling far cleaner, far more human, she took Deborah’s daggers, then spit a glob of blood onto Deborah’s pale, naked breasts.
“I’ll let you live,” she said. “Because one day you will see just how right I was.”
The stream of water had resumed, and standing close to it made Zusa felt strangely empty. Glancing about, she found her tooth, then jammed it into the hole in the ceiling. Water continued to trickle down, but it was different somehow, lacking the proper hue. Zusa felt immediately better, though still physically weak. Her food and water had been rare, her movement limited. Holding the daggers made her fingers ache after the torture they’d taken, so that she had to grip them tighter for fear of losing control. It’d take a few days before she felt like her old self…
The door cracked open, without knock or warning given.
“How is my little doll?” Vrashka asked as he stepped inside. He froze at the macabre sight before him, and Zusa gave him no time to recover. She grabbed him while simultaneously kicking the door shut. With ease she flung him against the wall, a hand against his mouth to muffle his frightened scream.
“This little doll is leaving,” Zusa whispered into his ear as she pressed a dagger against his belly. “I suggest you stay calm, and answer me quietly and truthfully if you want to live. You understand?”
Vrashka nodded. If he was frightened, he didn’t show it. Zusa couldn’t help but be begrudgingly impressed.
“How many guards are outside the door?” she asked, then slowly pulled back her hand.
“None,” he said.
She sliced a gash across his forehead, the shallow cut bleeding profusely.
“Every lie you tell me, I cut lower,” she whispered. “Soon it will be your eyes, then your nose. Don’t make me reach your neck. How many guards?”
“None at the door,” Vrashka said, eyes closed against the blood that ran down into them. �
��There’s only one exit from the prison, up the hall. That’s where the guards are. I did not lie, little doll, I swear.”
“My name is Zusa, not doll,” she said, cutting across his eyebrows. “How many guards at the exit?”
It took a moment for the old man to gather his breath. “Five,” he said. “There are always five.”
“Is it night or day?”
“The sun has just set. The temple is settling down for bed, my… Zusa.”
Zusa clasped a hand over his mouth, tried to think. If it was night, her escape would be far easier. Her prison was deep underground, she knew, with no other exit besides the one with the guards. Five armored men would be difficult, especially given how weak she felt, but perhaps she might catch them off guard…
But escape was not the only thing on her mind.
“Where is Daverik?” she asked. “Is he in his room?”
The old man shook his head.
“I passed him on my way down. He said he felt unwell, and needed fresh air. He was hiding something, I could sense it. Looked troubled. Did you say something to him, little doll? Did you make him doubt himself?”
She tried to cut across both his eyes, but her dagger caught on the bridge of his nose so only one was split in half. When she pulled it free, Vrashka screamed, and her hand did little to muffle the noise. Knowing time was short, Zusa hoped that the scream, if heard, would be mistaken for hers instead of his. Blood was pouring from his face now, and Vrashka’s strength drained with it. Despite all the pain he must have felt, he bore a smile on his face.
“You… you make me sad,” he said when she flung him to the floor. “You could have withstood so much. Breaking you would have been my greatest accomplishment. Even the gentle touchers would have been proud.”
He stared up at her with his lone eye, and she could tell he expected her to take his life. She almost obliged, but something about the sick satisfaction on his face turned her stomach. It was as if he viewed dying to her as a privilege.
“You’d never have broken me,” she said, grabbing the handle of her cell door. “But I broke you in seconds.”
“You’ll be back,” Vrashka said, laughing as she left. “You’ll still be mine, little…”
She flung a dagger through the air, straight through his remaining eye. Walking over to it, she yanked it out and shook off the eyeball.
“Stupid bastard,” she said. “You could have lived.”
Taking a deep breath, she ran out of the cell, hooked a right, and then charged straight down the corridor. There were only four cells, with each door on her right. From what she could tell, she’d been put in the farthest from the stairs. At the far edge of the stone corridor was the exit Vrashka had spoken of. Five men stood guard, each with a lion painted across the front of his armor. They wielded a combination of short spears and swords, and four scrambled at the sight of her to form a defensive line. The fifth rushed up the stairs, no doubt to signal an alarm. Zusa sprinted faster, her breaths blasting in and out of her lungs.
“Halt!” one screamed.
Laughing at his cluelessness, she launched into the air, her body twisting like a dancer’s. Spears and swords pierced the gaps between her arms and legs, catching nothing. Zusa shoved one dagger through a neck, and the other she rammed into the stomach of the man she crashed into. Together they fell, a heap of arms and legs. She rolled free in a heartbeat, spinning so the nearest guard’s downward stab hit stone instead of flesh. Her heel caught his jaw, her left arm parried a desperate thrust, and then she was running up the stairs after the fifth, leaving the confused rest behind.
He in his heavy armor, she in her wrappings, there was no chance, not for him. Her daggers pierced his back before he could open the thick door at the top. Pushing the body behind her, she let it roll and tumble as an obstacle to the others chasing after. The door was not locked, and she flew through it. Beside the door was a heavy bar, and she wedged it into the nailed handles on either side of the entrance. The dungeon sealed, she had time now, perhaps enough to escape.
For a moment she forced her exhausted mind to think of the layout, to piece together where she was. The dungeon was located near the back of the temple. She stood in a short hallway, one way leading toward storage for various supplies and dried foods. The other went toward the barracks. Fists pounded on the opposite side of the door behind her, but she laughed at their helplessness. The temple was dark, quiet. Getting in might have proved difficult, especially with a trap laid for her. But getting out?
She ran, nothing but a shadow. She slipped through the barracks, with only a single young priest walking the halls. He never saw her coming. Her dagger cut his throat, and her hand muffled his dying gasp. On she ran until she reached the grand worship hall. Peeking out from a door, she saw three men kneeling in prayer at the statue of Karak, his enormous presence bathed in purple fire. Zusa thought to kill them, but escape was her priority now, not vengeance. Crawling along the floor, she slipped through the pews, careful to make not a sound.
Two guards watched the door, spears in hand. When she reached the final pew, she sprinted out, deriving sick pleasure at the stunned look on the guards’ faces at her sudden appearance. In such close quarters, the spears were useless against her daggers. She cut them down, kicked open the door, and then rolled to avoid the bolts of shadow that leaped from the hands of the three priests who had been at prayer.
Now that she was in open air, nothing would stop her. She ran across the courtyard, vaulted over the gates, and then left the temple far behind.
Zusa wanted to return to Alyssa, ached to be in a place she could call home, but did not. Vrashka had said Daverik felt unwell, and sought fresh air. Zusa knew there was more to it than that. With her balance teetering, she ran, weaving from side to side through the street as if she were intoxicated. Her stomach ached, her tongue thirsted for water, but on she went, until at last she reached the secluded gap by the wall where they’d first met.
Just as she thought, Daverik was there, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. Instead of his robes, he wore the plain clothes he’d had on when first meeting her.
“I hope you didn’t kill too many,” he said, smiling at her arrival.
“Why?” she asked. “Why tell me how to escape?”
Daverik shook his head.
“It saddens me you have to ask. Do you think I lie to you, Zusa? That my feelings are false? I traveled across the entire continent to see you once again. I have slept with nightmares of our last moments together for ten long years. To see you beaten, humiliated, tortured into submission…” He sighed. “You know I can’t do that. No matter the blasphemy you might speak. No matter how hardened your heart is against me. And you were right, Zusa. Even if you came back, they’d kill you. I can’t accept that. I won’t. They’re wrong about that, wrong about you, and I will stop them.”
Zusa bit back her retort, unwilling to spit in the face of the man who had helped her escape.
“What is going on?” she asked. “What role does the temple play in all this?”
“The temple has nothing to do with this, Zusa. To be honest, most of the priests here in Veldaren turn my stomach.”
“Then who?” she asked. “Who is behind all this?”
Daverik uncrossed his arms, and he looked to the sky so he might stare at the stars when he spoke.
“I agreed to come here as a favor to an old friend, someone who’d been in a similar situation to my own when I was banished from Veldaren for our indiscretions. He has a contact here, a young man named Laerek who came with me from Mordeina. He was to meet with me tonight, very soon, but I’m tempted not to go. This role as taskmaster over the faceless is not one I cherish.”
Zusa clutched her daggers tight, and had to fight back her excitement at finally having a name, a person to hunt.
“Tell me where he is,” she said.
Daverik shook his head. “Not yet, Zusa. Things are not quite that simple. You have a choice to make
first, and it is one I fear you won’t be willing to make.”
Something about the sudden shift in his tone made her throat clench.
“What do you mean?”
“It’s simple,” he said, pulling his gaze back down from the stars to her. “If you come with me, we can flee the city tonight, hide where not even the temple can find us. I’ll leave all gods and kings behind. No one will know, no one will have reason to think you didn’t vanish into hiding back at Alyssa’s.”
He took a step toward her, reaching out a hand.
“We can be together,” he said. “I know I erred revealing our love to the priests. I know I was a fool to feel guilt and shame. Please, this is all I know to do to make up for it.”
“Is that all you have to offer me?” Zusa asked. She thought of herself in her filth, him kissing her neck. Thought of how oblivious he’d been to her situation. She was just a memory to him, a perfect memory…
“You’re insane,” she told him. “You’re a sick man unable to let go of the past. We aren’t in love, Daverik. Perhaps once, but that love died a decade ago. It’s time you open your damn eyes and see that.”
She saw his anger building, an almost childish denial of the truth.
“You’ve only forgotten! It will take time, but time we will have. We were our firsts, Katherine. Surely no flame has burned brighter for you than me.”
“I won’t leave Alyssa and Nathan,” she said. “They’re my family now. You’re only a bad memory.”
Daverik let out a bitter laugh, and he tensed as if to strike her, but then suddenly his entire body went slack.
“I know,” he said, defeat in his voice. “I’d hoped otherwise, but I know. I’m sorry, Katherine. If you’d only said yes, I’d have never told you. I’d have spared you the heartache.”
Zusa felt her heart begin to race as her mind immediately went to the most dire of assumptions.
“What do you mean?” she asked.
More of that horrible bitter laughter.
“I am not the only one to meet with Laerek tonight,” said Daverik. “The Widow was to meet him as well, but only after.”
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