“Alrek Kolstad.”
“Thanks for watching my back, Alrek.” I smiled before I walked into the Forum which was downright warm compared to outside.
My first stop was the backstage area where I grabbed my camera equipment. I was pretty pre-occupied with my own thoughts until I heard a shriek. I looked up to see Keren on her cell phone.
“You hold on, love. Ring the ambulance and I’ll meet you at the hospital!”
“What’s going on?”
Keren grabbed her black biker coat. “Misty thought she was having Braxton Hicks all day but she’s been in bloody labor. Her water just broke. This baby is coming early.”
My heart began to thump hard in my chest. “How early?”
“I don’t know—two, maybe three weeks, if that. The girl doesn’t know when she got pregnant so for all we know she might be on time. The doctor warned she could go into labor in December and was dubious about the dates she gave him. Looks like she was a lot further along than we thought. Can you let Jaden know?”
“Will do—”
“Do you need a lift?” Linx asked Keren.
She smiled. “Sure…if this doesn’t take all night then you and I can have a bit of fun.”
I loved her to death. Only she could think about sex while her best friend was in labor and on her way to the hospital.
Niko and Kris spoke quietly to one another while I hoisted my camera bag on my shoulder and followed them out of the dressing room. They headed towards the parking lot while I strolled in the opposite direction toward the stage.
I didn’t know if I would be able to keep the news from Jaden for the rest of the concert. In my haste just to get to the stage, I ran smack dab into Damira who dusted herself off after we body slammed one another.
“Sorry…I was preoccupied and I didn’t see you,” I said quickly.
“Are you sure you didn’t do this just to royally piss me off and get on my bad side?” she wondered as her amber eyes sized me up and down.
“I thought we were already non-friends so…how can I get on your bad side? I don’t give two shits whether you like me or not. I have Kaz and what do you have? A fiancé who is more into his band member than he is into you. From where I am standing, I am in a much better position than you are.” I brushed her out of the way. “Now, excuse me, I have work to do.”
My heart beat so fast, my palms had begun to sweat, and I wouldn’t put it past her to cause old school drama—Melrose Place-style—but she continued to walk in the other direction and didn’t touch me.
I barely made it to the stage in time to watch Scarlet Fever kick off with “Bad News Lover”, one of my favorites. Who was I kidding? Almost every freakin’ song they sang was a favorite of mine except for a few notable exceptions.
The moment Kaz began to sing, I began to click photos with my camera while the audience went wild and cheered with a primal excitement I’d witnessed more times than I cared to admit. My clit throbbed to the beat of drums and bass; I couldn’t wait to get my lover alone and in our hotel bed.
Just thinking about a naked Kaz had me nearly orgasmic. I stayed for a few songs and slipped my camera back into the bag before I strolled back to the dressing room. I wanted to check on Misty and Keren before I went back to the hotel. The band wouldn’t be done with their set for at least another hour. That provided me more than enough time to do everything I wanted to do.
“Hey, you wanna ride down to Riget Hospital?” Niko wondered out loud to me as I grabbed my hobo bag and my camera bag.
“How did you know that’s where I was going?” I questioned in return.
“Because that’s where Misty is and I wanted to visit Seth there. You can go with a driver but we could kill two birds with one stone.”
I looked over at Kris who stood speaking to Damira who looked pissed off.
“Sure. Do we have to wait for those two?”
Niko laughed and it was then I noticed how gorgeous he was with his hard, tattooed body, tall frame, dark hair cut short and hazel-gray eyes. “Uh, no. They can find their own fucking ride.”
I liked his kick ass attitude and we both left together. Irony of ironies, Alrek was our driver. He navigated the clean streets of Copenhagen with precision. The snow was piled along the sides of the road but the actual streets were just wet and not covered with snow. It was nice to be in a country that ran not only efficiently but was clean and generally litter free too.
We arrived at the hospital in one piece. Alrek escorted me inside while Niko knew exactly where Seth was therefore we split up as soon as we got inside Riget Hospital. My bodyguard found out where Misty was and we quickly made our way to her wing.
Keren paced in the maternity ward lobby before she saw me and ran over to embrace me.
“What’s going on?” I questioned her immediately.
“She’s doing okay…but the doctors were a bit worried because she is severely emaciated and anemic on top of that. They didn’t want to risk a vaginal delivery so they have taken her to the operating theater for an emergency Cesarean section,” Keren informed me before she bit her lip. “You think she’s going to be okay, don’t you?”
She couldn’t handle the truth and although I agreed the danger Misty faced was probably minimal, I truly didn’t want her worried more than was necessary. “Honey, she’s going to be fine.”
Keren embraced me and held on to me tightly. “Thank you. I just needed to hear someone else say it. I’m going crazy. Misty and I have been best friends for forever and I can’t lose her in a fucking foreign country.”
As we separated, I grabbed her by the shoulders and held her firmly. “Misty is going to be all right and so is her beautiful daughter.”
The wait seemed like an eternity although it only took another fifty minutes before the doctor emerged and approached the four of us. Linx had come back from his smoke break and had taken over the job of comforting Keren while I stood there next to my bodyguard, albeit a bit awkwardly.
“Miss Cox is fine and so is her daughter. She is resting but before she drifted off to sleep, she said she wanted her daughter’s name to be Alanna Keren Jackson Cox. Are we to list a father on the birth certificate?”
“Yeah,” Keren bit out angrily. “His name is Drake ‘Cocksucker’ Jackson.”
The doctor stared before he pulled out a notepad. “How do you spell cocksucker in English?”
“She isn’t being serious, Doctor Jacobssen,” I responded in Danish as I noted his name on his white coat. “The father’s name is simply Drake Jackson.”
“Ah, okay…I assumed cocksucker was an insult but you Americans are so strange, perhaps you have started using insults as names too.”
I laughed out loud.
“When can we see them?” Keren interrupted rudely.
“Both the baby and the mother need rest. I would suggest you come back tomorrow.”
Alrek and I turned and started to walk out as Kaz, Jaden and Talia rushed through the maternity ward.
“We came as soon as we heard!” Jaden exclaimed. “My sister—”
“—is fine and resting. So is her little girl, Alanna Keren Jackson Cox. Doctor Jacobssen wants us to come back tomorrow. He said they are both very exhausted and won’t be taking any visitors tonight,” I explained as I cut him off.
He wrapped an arm around Talia. “I guess we can all go back to the hotel then.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Kaz replied before he stared at me with a look of pure lust in his expressive blue-green eyes.
Although I didn’t want to break down and become completely girly, my heart melted and I’d never seen a sight more beautiful than the look of love from the man I couldn’t bear to be without.
Chapter Twelve
Intermission (My POV)
KAZ AND I didn’t even bother to rush that night.
I ran a warm bubble bath and we enjoyed each other’s company, kissing and caressing until our skin started to prune and the water had gone from steamy hot to lu
kewarm.
We both stepped out and dried off before we walked into the bedroom. I didn’t even bother with clothing as I sat on the bed while Kaz strolled into the sitting room and came back with a bottle of Macallan 30 and one crystal glass. He poured a liberal amount in the glass before he set the bottle on a fancy dresser and walked over to the bed nude.
I loved his body. He was all toned, lean and though no longer tanned, his peaches and cream complexion went well with tattoos for days and I thought he was sexy as hell. His face wasn’t bad either and a genuine work of art but although these were all very nice assets to have, they weren’t the reason why I was with him nor the reason why I loved him so much.
It was his overwhelmingly empathetic and generous heart; open for the first time and just as wonderful as his physical perfection. He was such a wonderful and loyal human being and I never wanted that to change about him, ever.
He leaned his weight on the bed as he placed a knee on the comforter and I grabbed the glass. I couldn’t help but drink more than my fair share of the smooth scotch. It was my favorite alcoholic beverage and gave me just the right amount of high mixed with a feeling of sexual intensity.
I didn’t need any help in this area. I had been lusting after this man for so long, I felt we were never going to get any time alone.
Kaz grabbed the glass from my hand and finished what was left of the amber-gold colored liquor before he set it next to the bed.
“You have no idea how long I have wanted to see you like this, completely naked, and at my mercy.” He kissed my neck before his tongue licked all the way up to my jaw.
I grabbed his face and pulled him in for a deep, soul-destroying kiss and opened my mouth as our tongues teased one another mercifully. He spread my legs with his hands and teased me mercilessly with his fingers. Two fingers slid inside me with absolutely no problem and caressed the spongy tissue of my G-spot.
Our kiss ended and he studied the look on my face as I responded to his sexual touch. My right hand caressed his cock and worked up and down the length as his breathing became ragged.
That night, I didn’t feel like being a good girl and I whispered into his ear, “Slide a finger inside my ass.”
“Oh, so you want to be naughty tonight?” he responded before he withdrew his fingers and flipped me over on to my stomach with very little effort.
I got on all fours and thrust my ass in the air before he slapped it softly. Just a little sting and certainly not enough to cause any real pain. I wiggled my ass again and he leaned over me, his hard cock so close to being near either one of my openings.
“I’m not exactly sure if you’re ready to see the kinky part of me, babe. This goes way beyond anything you have read about in those naughty books you endlessly devour.”
His breath was hot against my skin as he kissed my back all the way down to my tattoo and his hands spread the globes of my ass.
I looked back at him and grinned. “You have no idea what I read and I look forward to you fucking me any way you want. We can play for now but when we get back to L.A., I look forward to the beast inside of you unleashed.”
Kaz teased my perineum with a warm, insistent tongue before he tackled my dripping slit. His tongue teased my folds before he came into contact with my clit and I moaned out loud as his mouth surrounded the nub and sucked hard. I was so wet, juices ran down my inner thighs and he used the creamy substance to lube my ass as he slid a finger inside and continued to suck my clit without mercy.
The orgasm built deep from within me and I couldn’t stop it, even if I wanted to; I bucked against his mouth and my hips gyrated on their own whether I wanted them to or not.
He took me just to the edge before he pulled away and removed all contact with my body.
“I think that is enough for now. You’ll come many times tonight but right now, I want you to suck my cock like your life depended on it.”
I smiled as I sat up on my knees and he positioned himself in front of me. I grabbed his cock, so hard yet soft within the grasp of my fingers. It was pressed against his belly he was so hard and I looked forward to sucking the pre-cum off the mushroom head of his dick.
My tongue betrayed me and licked from the base of his balls all the way up to the underside of his veined cock. He breathed in deeply before my tongue licked off the pre-cum and my lips wrapped around the head of his organ in a sensual and pleasurable way. I expanded and opened my mouth even more as I began to allow him to sink deeper into my mouth, beyond my teeth until I could feel his dick pulsating in my throat.
I breathed in and out through my nose as I controlled my throat muscles and slowly allowed him to withdraw before I took all of him inside my mouth again and he almost came then. I could feel his balls pulsating as I massaged them with my hands. I knew exactly what to do to send him over the edge.
“Fuck, babe, you’re gonna cause me to ejaculate prematurely and that is not cool with me at all,” he mused in a deep, erotic voice.
I laughed as two of my fingers rubbed my clit before I stuck them deep inside myself. I was still so wet, I felt like my whole body had become the soaked mound of flesh between my legs and nothing else.
I teased my lover with shallow strokes along his cock with my mouth as my two fingers slid past his perineum and up his asshole. I knew exactly what I was doing because the moment my fingers caressed his prostate, he thrust his cock deeper into my mouth and erupted so violently, I held him by his waist with my one available hand until the feelings of pleasure had passed him.
Kaz collapsed on the bed and grabbed me in his arms. “That was fucking intense. I haven’t had anyone do that to me since…well, it doesn’t matter but it has been a very fucking long time. Babe, that was incredible. I love you so much.”
“I know you do, sweetie,” I responded as I settled in his warm embrace and allowed him to hold me.
The room smelled of sex and our freshly washed bodies. This night was far from over, and I knew it the moment he kissed my breasts softly. His hands squeezed them before his mouth tackled my left nipple, sucking it hard before he teased it between his teeth and I arched my back.
“Christ, baby, are you trying to drive me nuts? That feels so fucking good,” I murmured.
Kaz laughed. “I’m just getting started. Relax, babe, it’s time for me to pleasure you.”
As his mouth tackled my right nipple, I moaned out loud and closed my eyes. It was too much, a sensory overload as his fingers played within the folds of my sex, sliding and manipulating my swollen clit that ached for release so badly, my whole body shook with need.
He kissed between my breasts before his lips moved farther and farther down my body until his head rested between my legs and he spread my thighs before his tongue teased my clit and I thought I would explode. The feeling was like nothing I’d experienced before because I knew how much love we had for one another.
Kaz’s mouth sucked on my clit almost to the point where it was painful before he licked it again and my whole world turned from black and white into a spectrum of Technicolor as a long awaited for orgasm poured over me. Even though I shook from the feeling, I needed him inside me, moving with me and experiencing this magnificent moment too.
I pulled him roughly up the length of my body and when we were face to face, his swollen maleness pressed against me but not yet inside me, I studied his gorgeous blue-green eyes as I held his face in my hands.
“Please make love to me,” I begged with an intensity I’d never ever imagined could happen to someone like me.
I would never fall in love with anyone because no man was ever worth loving except my grandfather and then life happened and back-handed me with a wickedness I’d never expected. Kaz came along and during all this time we’d been together, our relationship had gone from pure lust to like to love and not just any kind of love either. It was that earth-shattering, can’t-live-without-‘em, soul-crushing love that turned me inside out and flipped my world upside down.
I couldn
’t imagine this man walking away from me and if he did, he would crush me, my spirit and perhaps I wouldn’t kill myself but I wouldn’t want to live either. Every day would be just a day to get through remembering all the good and bad times we’d endured together and that made the situation that much worse. If I never loved like that then I wouldn’t have to deal with the crippling pain that would eventually come.
Life had proven to me it always did but for the moment, I would live in the now and Kaz was my right now.
He slid his cock inside of me and I gasped in relief as tears poured down the side of my face. My legs wrapped around his waist and as he thrust in and out of me, I held him tighter in my arms and our eyes never left one another, not even when he wiped the tears away from my face and began to kiss me gently. Our tongues met in a delicious swirl of intensity and I opened my mouth to receive every part of him.
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